Emotionally tired...

Sometimes been thinking, why should I keep staying in this home whereby my mum don't even appreciate me at all.

Just because I came home late today, she gave me attitude.

I don't mind to feed my sister since I already said I would feed her yesterday. However, you gave me attitude really moh right.

I fully understand that she is worry about my dad who is currently hospitalize but she really need to be like that?

Then while waiting to bathe, I heard she said this to my sister, "you no money yet anyhow buy. Those have money yet don't want to buy anything." very obvious that she was saying me. She is just very funny. If I bought, she said valence not auto. If valence bought, she said why I didn't buy anything. If both bought, she would say why I buy and didn't ask valence to buy. What's wrong with her?

Then even said I didn't visit my dad or didn't concern. I heard that and really very angry. If i really don't concern, I really can don't bother anything and come home as late as I can. I can no need to tell you that I will feed my sister after I reached home today. I can no need to pray good health for my dad. She knows nothing yet gives such comment. Not everything I do I must report to the whole world. You're also the same what. Why now pushing all the blames to me? I learnt those from you.

Just now been thinking, should I rent a room instead? Super tired of being accused for nothing. Always said I don't concern about this family when I didn't show it physically.

A little gift

Today is Chu hui's last day in our school. Feel sad but glad she managed to get out from here. Bought the crystal for her with a coin pouch. Then yesterday night went to do a simple card for her. Similar as Joyce's but smaller version. And also I didn't ask everyone to write their wishes because thinking she also dun bother about others too.

Received gift from her which I didn't expect at all. A very nice bracelet from Helen accessories.

Had dinner with her and Karin at JP. Had a great chat and felt glad that she willing to talk to us about her personal life. Well, all the best to her. We will miss her!

My sister

Think in my posts, I never talked about my sibling. Now let's talk about one of them.. My younger sister.

She is just 1 year younger than me. However, she is not a normal person.

Due to lack of oxygen before birth, she suffered a serious illness. Since young, she did not know how to talk, walk, bathe and eat. All she can do is just look.

Although most of us especially my parents take care of my sister wholeheartedly, we will still feel glad whenever seeing my sister's smile. Sometimes will feel that whatever we did for her is just worth it.

Nowadays, she always feel pain. Almost every night will cry for pain. Got to know from online that it was the muscle that caused the pain.

No matter what, we will still love you. Really hope you can get well soon.

Dinner!

Went all the way to have Raman! I super like there because only this restaurant will have free eggs! After that, we went to raffles place there to play those childhood game.

I'm tired of my life..

Sometimes been thinking, what do I want for my life...