hahaa... tis is the buildin we were tryin to find for...
Monday, May 31, 2004
went to for an interview
2day went out wif yu qian n violice...
actually only i went out for an interview...
but violice said tt she wan to acc me...
then also asked yu qian to come also...
so we decided to meet at 2.15pm at control station...
but in the end...
every1 was late..
but at least i was the 1st 1 who reached there....
haha...
so took mrt to raffles place....
frm there...
i took out the map...
n we started to find...
haha...
we were like playin treasure hunt!!!
we found all the nearby buildin 1st...
then started our way to there...
haha...
walked here n there...
so lucky tt in the beginnin we didnt miss our way at all...
if nt...
hahaa...
i really didnt noe how to go there...
finally...
jz turned right would b the place...
then...
omg!!
so how looked so old!!!
we were so shocked!!!
but sure wat tt place...
haha..
since stil early...
so went ard there...
at there...
we took quite a lot of pic...
haha...
lucky tt violice gt her hp...
if nt...
2day didnt tink gt anythin pic to describe my whole day...
asked her took here n there...
n we also went to temple to pray...
even though was like tt...
i felt tt we were like tourists!!!
haha...
then we were hungry...
so went to the coffee shop to hav their stomach full...
i only ordered carrot juice...
haha...
ever since my mum introduced the carrot juice...
i started to drink tt...
haa...
start to "fall in luv"
so nw havin 2 fav drink in my life...
after the meal...
it was abt the time i nded to go for the interview...
went there...
wow...
21th floor...
so many lifts at there...
took 1 of them of coz... ;p
then went straight to there...
eh....
reached there...
we were blur...
haha...
then realised tt...
tt floor only had 1 company!!
hhaa...
then some1 called...
haha...
i said i wan to find shawn...
haha...
then he said..
ya.. i m...
omg...
so tall!!
violice said tt he muz b abt 170+++
however he was quite bz...
so asked me to come 30min later...
so no choice...
went dwn n walked...
tis time we went to the lao ba sia...
haha...
tt time...
violice tried to send the pic to us...
but yu qian couldnt received...
so violice asked her to call to the customer service to check...
finally...
after tt call...
yu qian fixed the prob n really able to send...
out of the sudden received 8 mms...
haha...
then soon...
after 30min alrdy...
went up again...
tis time shawn didnt noe go to there...
so asked the ppl n they told me to go to his desk rm there to wait...
so waited n waited...
waited n waited....
omg...
alrdy 40min alrdy...
he stil didnt noe go to where...
finally...
he came..
apologised to me tt he was havin some interview...
so in the mean time...
he asked me to fill up the form...
then filled halfway..
he gav me the interview...
tt really a short 1...
asked me to choose whether wan to hav the callin or doin the survey...
for me...
prefer callin part...
haha...
then jz like tt...
filled up the form n handed in...
went out there...
didnt c yu qian they all...
omg...
they all left..??
intend to call them...
saw the lift was here...
so went there...
then...
when the lift door opened...
wow...
it was them!!!!
lolz...
so went out of the buildin...
it was seem like goin to rain soon...
so we went to take mrt back to bukit batok...
on the way...
we talked n also looked outside to c the natural view of sunset...
it was nice...
haha...
reached bukit batok...
as i couldnt reach hm late...
so walked ard the wm n went to the food court...
after they bought their food...
i went off...
said gd bye to them...
i felt so touched tt they spent their time wif me...
n also let them waited for so long...
so guilty...
but noe tt...
i hav 2 gd frens...
for me...
hav 1 of 2 gd fren wil b enough...
havin a lot of fren but these fren dunno how to care for others...
it is nt fren...
but for my mum's view...
she does nt tink tt...
she tinks tt havin lots of fren n wil bcome more soicalable...
actually only i went out for an interview...
but violice said tt she wan to acc me...
then also asked yu qian to come also...
so we decided to meet at 2.15pm at control station...
but in the end...
every1 was late..
but at least i was the 1st 1 who reached there....
haha...
so took mrt to raffles place....
frm there...
i took out the map...
n we started to find...
haha...
we were like playin treasure hunt!!!
we found all the nearby buildin 1st...
then started our way to there...
haha...
walked here n there...
so lucky tt in the beginnin we didnt miss our way at all...
if nt...
hahaa...
i really didnt noe how to go there...
finally...
jz turned right would b the place...
then...
omg!!
so how looked so old!!!
we were so shocked!!!
but sure wat tt place...
haha..
since stil early...
so went ard there...
at there...
we took quite a lot of pic...
haha...
lucky tt violice gt her hp...
if nt...
2day didnt tink gt anythin pic to describe my whole day...
asked her took here n there...
n we also went to temple to pray...
even though was like tt...
i felt tt we were like tourists!!!
haha...
then we were hungry...
so went to the coffee shop to hav their stomach full...
i only ordered carrot juice...
haha...
ever since my mum introduced the carrot juice...
i started to drink tt...
haa...
start to "fall in luv"
so nw havin 2 fav drink in my life...
after the meal...
it was abt the time i nded to go for the interview...
went there...
wow...
21th floor...
so many lifts at there...
took 1 of them of coz... ;p
then went straight to there...
eh....
reached there...
we were blur...
haha...
then realised tt...
tt floor only had 1 company!!
hhaa...
then some1 called...
haha...
i said i wan to find shawn...
haha...
then he said..
ya.. i m...
omg...
so tall!!
violice said tt he muz b abt 170+++
however he was quite bz...
so asked me to come 30min later...
so no choice...
went dwn n walked...
tis time we went to the lao ba sia...
haha...
tt time...
violice tried to send the pic to us...
but yu qian couldnt received...
so violice asked her to call to the customer service to check...
finally...
after tt call...
yu qian fixed the prob n really able to send...
out of the sudden received 8 mms...
haha...
then soon...
after 30min alrdy...
went up again...
tis time shawn didnt noe go to there...
so asked the ppl n they told me to go to his desk rm there to wait...
so waited n waited...
waited n waited....
omg...
alrdy 40min alrdy...
he stil didnt noe go to where...
finally...
he came..
apologised to me tt he was havin some interview...
so in the mean time...
he asked me to fill up the form...
then filled halfway..
he gav me the interview...
tt really a short 1...
asked me to choose whether wan to hav the callin or doin the survey...
for me...
prefer callin part...
haha...
then jz like tt...
filled up the form n handed in...
went out there...
didnt c yu qian they all...
omg...
they all left..??
intend to call them...
saw the lift was here...
so went there...
then...
when the lift door opened...
wow...
it was them!!!!
lolz...
so went out of the buildin...
it was seem like goin to rain soon...
so we went to take mrt back to bukit batok...
on the way...
we talked n also looked outside to c the natural view of sunset...
it was nice...
haha...
reached bukit batok...
as i couldnt reach hm late...
so walked ard the wm n went to the food court...
after they bought their food...
i went off...
said gd bye to them...
i felt so touched tt they spent their time wif me...
n also let them waited for so long...
so guilty...
but noe tt...
i hav 2 gd frens...
for me...
hav 1 of 2 gd fren wil b enough...
havin a lot of fren but these fren dunno how to care for others...
it is nt fren...
but for my mum's view...
she does nt tink tt...
she tinks tt havin lots of fren n wil bcome more soicalable...
havin some mental prob...
frm 12+ to 3+...
i couldnt slp at all...
then seem to heard some insect flew...
omg...
jz closed my eyes for a while then heard this...
i was totally shocked...
my eyes were wide opened...
then started to cry again...
i sld hav some mental prob...
asked them to stop makin me scared...
then also havin cold sweat...
omg...
really i havin some prob???
espeically yest nite...
i didnt noe wat to do...
scared here n there...
then cried didnt for wat reason...
omg...
i couldnt slp at all...
then seem to heard some insect flew...
omg...
jz closed my eyes for a while then heard this...
i was totally shocked...
my eyes were wide opened...
then started to cry again...
i sld hav some mental prob...
asked them to stop makin me scared...
then also havin cold sweat...
omg...
really i havin some prob???
espeically yest nite...
i didnt noe wat to do...
scared here n there...
then cried didnt for wat reason...
omg...
Sunday, May 30, 2004
argh!!! so angry
yest went to IMM there to buy some stuffs wif my family...
as we noe tt the Giant closed at 1am on saturday...
so we went to daiso there to c whether gt anythin buy at there anot..
haha..
gt bought some stuffs...
then went to Giant there...
haha
seldom saw Giant so little ppl as tt time was alrdy 10+...
bought a lot of foods especially eggs!!!
as i wan to eat tea egg...
so nd a lot of eggs...
we spent $20+...
tt time was alrdy 11+...
took 157 hm...
on the way...
saw 5 policemen catchin a snake..
wow...
tt snake quite big!!!
no wonder nded 5 policemen to catch...
tt was yest stuffs...
2day...
went to jurong complex there..
actually met lihong but she couldnt go...
so in the end asked violice whether she was free anot...
as she nded to work...
so met her at 6.30pm at control station...
well...
noe her pattern...
she would late..
but couldnt believe tt...
she was in WM yet could late...
omg...
met her at 6.45pm...
then asked her to take 157...
but she said tt mrt much faster...
huh??
faster???
well...
since she said tt...
so agreed...
wah...
we took until lakeside....
stil nded to walk a LONG path!!!
wah...
wat a "GD" suggestion!!!
on the way to there...
violice took out the fishes for me to c...
these fishes i d hav b4...
she said wan me to take care...
but my mum didnt allow it...
as b4 i went off she told me tt...
told her abt tt...
she seem sad...
but didnt hav the choice...
finally reached jurong complex...
it was alrdy 7.30pm...
haiz...
roughly noe tt could only swim for a while...
went there...
since nobody care abt the fare...
we jz chose children fare...
haha...
wow...
it gettin expensive!!!
children also nded to pay up to $1...
adult more worse!!!
$2!!!
went in...
we change our clothes...
n went to pay for the float...
wah...
rental of float nded to pay $5 1st...
then after tt then would pay back $2...
omg...
EXPENSIVE!!
after payin...
went to find the place whether it for rental...
went there..
chose the float n went to swim...
haha..
so funny!!
volice was at the back...
n also the water was so "rush"..
we couldnt stop...
then we also went to play the slide...
8pm...
the "wave" started...
both of us went there...
as the wave quite big...
we couldnt control ourselves...
we played n played until the wave stopped...
then...
somethin happened...
violice went to swim...
left me n the floats...
then...
didnt noe some of the guys swam quite near me..
omg...
i kanna scared...
then luckily tt violice swam back...
n also accidentlly knocked them...
haha..
i asked her whether wan to go other place to swim...
but she didnt seem understand wat i was talkin abt..
then finally she realised somethin was nt rite...
thanks god...
she understood wat i was talkin abt...
then we stood up n decided to go to other place to swim..
but...
so suay...
the lifeguard said tt nd to stop...
well...
no choice...
so quickly returned the floats n went off...
but...
these guys were also returned the floats...
omg...
we walked quite fast....
then violice said tt they ran towards us...
so she asked me to run also...
she didnt really understand wat i meant...
then i told her tt these guys kept on callin "miss" towards my direction but i was against wall...
so nobody was ard me...
then violice heard the guys said...
"hey...
they were walkin so fast..."
omg...
tt made violice scared...
also made me scared until i ran all the way...
they d run...
but seem gav up in the end...
haha...
when took out my stuffs as the lifeguard said tt it off..
mum called...
told her tt i was jz finished swimmin...
then she asked me to reached hm earlier..
i agreed...
went to bath...
nded to wait for the queue...
didnt noe the reason y...
gals always bath so long...
finally gt 1 empty...
actally intend to go in...
but i let violice 1st...
so i waited outside...
waited for 15min...
she stil in there...
then gt 1 empty 1...
the malay gal asked me to go in 1st as she nded to took after her fren's stuffs...
i thanks her n went in...
bath halfway...
i was washin my face...
every1 started to complain there was no water...
opps...
mine also...
argh!!
no water???
haiz...
so sad...
so waited for a while...
then stil no water...
so didnt wish to waste time waitin for water...
so c where gt water...
so lucky...
the turnin part of the water seem loose...
so at there able to get some water..
by the time violice fetched the water...
i alrdy cleaned my face...
n also lucky didnt wait for her to finish bathin...
if nt i didnt nd to bath at there...
bcoz by the time we finished bathin...
there wasnt anymore ppl in the restrm!!!!
quickly went out of there...
wah...
it was completely dark outside as all the lights were alrdy off!!
lucky tt we didnt c the guys anymore...
or i really wan to cry out loud!!
haha...
quite hungry n also angry tt we only swam for 1hr...
so took 157 to bukit batok there to eat...
so suay...
mos burger closed early...
so we went to mac there to eat...
more suay...
intend to use the student card for discount...
then tt lady said tt there wasnt anymore discount...
huh???
no more???
haiz...
so we ordered set meal..
after i finished my food...
my mum called but missed it as i didnt noe she called...
so called back n told me bro tt i was goin to reach hm...
then my mum listened the phone n started scoldin me...
omg...
she didnt believe wat i said the reason y i nw stil outside!!!
then also said i rather dun come back hm...
told her the reason yet didnt wan to believe...
she even hanged up the phone...
omg...
cried after tt...
my fren asked me to stop cryin...
haiz...
reached hm...
as i didnt noe where d i put my key...
so asked my bro to open the door for me...
put my stuffs...
n went to bathrm to clean the clothes...
didnt talk to her at all...
then when i was doin my stuffs in my rm...
she then said y i put the clothes here la..
or y didnt put them outside...
omg...
then also compare me n her fren's children...
omg...
i couldnt stand anymore...
cried again...
haiz...
y sld i born in tis world...
haiz...
i go to slp liao...
if nt sure kanna scoldin...
then i really super sian liao...
as we noe tt the Giant closed at 1am on saturday...
so we went to daiso there to c whether gt anythin buy at there anot..
haha..
gt bought some stuffs...
then went to Giant there...
haha
seldom saw Giant so little ppl as tt time was alrdy 10+...
bought a lot of foods especially eggs!!!
as i wan to eat tea egg...
so nd a lot of eggs...
we spent $20+...
tt time was alrdy 11+...
took 157 hm...
on the way...
saw 5 policemen catchin a snake..
wow...
tt snake quite big!!!
no wonder nded 5 policemen to catch...
tt was yest stuffs...
2day...
went to jurong complex there..
actually met lihong but she couldnt go...
so in the end asked violice whether she was free anot...
as she nded to work...
so met her at 6.30pm at control station...
well...
noe her pattern...
she would late..
but couldnt believe tt...
she was in WM yet could late...
omg...
met her at 6.45pm...
then asked her to take 157...
but she said tt mrt much faster...
huh??
faster???
well...
since she said tt...
so agreed...
wah...
we took until lakeside....
stil nded to walk a LONG path!!!
wah...
wat a "GD" suggestion!!!
on the way to there...
violice took out the fishes for me to c...
these fishes i d hav b4...
she said wan me to take care...
but my mum didnt allow it...
as b4 i went off she told me tt...
told her abt tt...
she seem sad...
but didnt hav the choice...
finally reached jurong complex...
it was alrdy 7.30pm...
haiz...
roughly noe tt could only swim for a while...
went there...
since nobody care abt the fare...
we jz chose children fare...
haha...
wow...
it gettin expensive!!!
children also nded to pay up to $1...
adult more worse!!!
$2!!!
went in...
we change our clothes...
n went to pay for the float...
wah...
rental of float nded to pay $5 1st...
then after tt then would pay back $2...
omg...
EXPENSIVE!!
after payin...
went to find the place whether it for rental...
went there..
chose the float n went to swim...
haha..
so funny!!
volice was at the back...
n also the water was so "rush"..
we couldnt stop...
then we also went to play the slide...
8pm...
the "wave" started...
both of us went there...
as the wave quite big...
we couldnt control ourselves...
we played n played until the wave stopped...
then...
somethin happened...
violice went to swim...
left me n the floats...
then...
didnt noe some of the guys swam quite near me..
omg...
i kanna scared...
then luckily tt violice swam back...
n also accidentlly knocked them...
haha..
i asked her whether wan to go other place to swim...
but she didnt seem understand wat i was talkin abt..
then finally she realised somethin was nt rite...
thanks god...
she understood wat i was talkin abt...
then we stood up n decided to go to other place to swim..
but...
so suay...
the lifeguard said tt nd to stop...
well...
no choice...
so quickly returned the floats n went off...
but...
these guys were also returned the floats...
omg...
we walked quite fast....
then violice said tt they ran towards us...
so she asked me to run also...
she didnt really understand wat i meant...
then i told her tt these guys kept on callin "miss" towards my direction but i was against wall...
so nobody was ard me...
then violice heard the guys said...
"hey...
they were walkin so fast..."
omg...
tt made violice scared...
also made me scared until i ran all the way...
they d run...
but seem gav up in the end...
haha...
when took out my stuffs as the lifeguard said tt it off..
mum called...
told her tt i was jz finished swimmin...
then she asked me to reached hm earlier..
i agreed...
went to bath...
nded to wait for the queue...
didnt noe the reason y...
gals always bath so long...
finally gt 1 empty...
actally intend to go in...
but i let violice 1st...
so i waited outside...
waited for 15min...
she stil in there...
then gt 1 empty 1...
the malay gal asked me to go in 1st as she nded to took after her fren's stuffs...
i thanks her n went in...
bath halfway...
i was washin my face...
every1 started to complain there was no water...
opps...
mine also...
argh!!
no water???
haiz...
so sad...
so waited for a while...
then stil no water...
so didnt wish to waste time waitin for water...
so c where gt water...
so lucky...
the turnin part of the water seem loose...
so at there able to get some water..
by the time violice fetched the water...
i alrdy cleaned my face...
n also lucky didnt wait for her to finish bathin...
if nt i didnt nd to bath at there...
bcoz by the time we finished bathin...
there wasnt anymore ppl in the restrm!!!!
quickly went out of there...
wah...
it was completely dark outside as all the lights were alrdy off!!
lucky tt we didnt c the guys anymore...
or i really wan to cry out loud!!
haha...
quite hungry n also angry tt we only swam for 1hr...
so took 157 to bukit batok there to eat...
so suay...
mos burger closed early...
so we went to mac there to eat...
more suay...
intend to use the student card for discount...
then tt lady said tt there wasnt anymore discount...
huh???
no more???
haiz...
so we ordered set meal..
after i finished my food...
my mum called but missed it as i didnt noe she called...
so called back n told me bro tt i was goin to reach hm...
then my mum listened the phone n started scoldin me...
omg...
she didnt believe wat i said the reason y i nw stil outside!!!
then also said i rather dun come back hm...
told her the reason yet didnt wan to believe...
she even hanged up the phone...
omg...
cried after tt...
my fren asked me to stop cryin...
haiz...
reached hm...
as i didnt noe where d i put my key...
so asked my bro to open the door for me...
put my stuffs...
n went to bathrm to clean the clothes...
didnt talk to her at all...
then when i was doin my stuffs in my rm...
she then said y i put the clothes here la..
or y didnt put them outside...
omg...
then also compare me n her fren's children...
omg...
i couldnt stand anymore...
cried again...
haiz...
y sld i born in tis world...
haiz...
i go to slp liao...
if nt sure kanna scoldin...
then i really super sian liao...
Friday, May 28, 2004
didnt hav the time to write..
yest didnt hav the time to write as i was too tired after all the interestin events(nt counted the result) happened on tt day...
woke up 9+
then switched on my lappy n online...
b4 goin to c the result...
i was so nervous...
looked at the result...
quite sad but rather than failed...
stil able to pass them...
after tt...
didnt hav anymore feelin abt it...
chat wif my "mummy" for a while...
"she" seem very hate tt "bastard"...
haiz...
though hate, it nt ez to bcome classmate...
only had the fate then would b...
hope tt "she" alrdy cool dwn by nw...
after tt...
went out wif my mum n bro to bugis...
we took 66 to there...
on the way...
we stil able to play ard...
then until we nded to change bus to 170...
when we were in there...
2 interestin events happened...
but to my mum...
it was quite scary...
1st event...
we saw a 2 old couples...
didnt noe the reason y...
the old lady(abt 50+) kept on shoutin at her husband(abt 70+)...
well...
we didnt noe whether they were husband n wife anot...
but frm their action...
seem to b...
wah...
tt lady...
kept on shoutin at him!!!
she used hokkien to scold him...
mayb due to too loud...
n also i was sittin quite far away frm them...
i didnt listen wat she said...
frm bukit timah until little india...
her voice non-stop...
passengers in the bus couldnt stand much...
then...
an india guy...
couldnt stand anymore...
told a guy behind him tt they were so noisy...
i thought tt they were fren...
but...
tt india guy was some sort of weird!!!
he talked to himself more n more!!
then...
out of the sudden...
he nearly stripped off his pant!!!!
omg.....
then he seem like talkin to me...
kept on pointin to me(wat i heard frm my mum)...
then his action d it more than 2 times...
omg...
weird n siao guy...
both of us were sat until to the interchange...
my mum was so scared!!!
but to me...
felt tt durin tt time the bus stil gt ppl...
even he dare to do anythin to me...
ppl would stop him to do it!
i didnt believe tt sporean were worse until didnt even wan to help...
tt indian guy went off 1st...
my mum was so scared...
after alighted...
she asked we all walked faster...
she scared tt the indian guy would walk the same direction to us...
went there took some pic...
then also went to si ma lu there the famous temple...
went there to pray for every1's health n studies...
after tt...
went for a walk...
walked n walked n walked...
walked to the MADS(seelin shoes) shop...
saw a shoes quite nice...
asked whether had the shoes size i wan...
when the sales guy went to find...
another sales gal said tt gt 1 india lady wore their shoes n ran away w/o their knowin...
huh??
wat d it mean??
after she explanined...
then understood...
gt 1 india lady...
said wan to try a shoes worth $50+...
the sales gal took the size tt the india lady wan n didnt care much...
after a while...
tt sales gal saw a pair of shoes under the seat...
frm there she realised tt the india lady took the new shoes out of the shop n left the old shoes behind...
wow...
a clever idea!
took 145 to toa payoh...
took more than 45min to reach there...
stood in the bus really made me slp...
finally reached there...
my mum took me to the HDB buildin tt located 2gether wif the bus interchange...
there gt some event goin on...
it was the cloth n cloth which sew 2gether...
made a big cloth...
if nt wrong.. it was for the last yr National Day...
wow...
so many n so huge!!
took some pic at there...
after tt...
walked ard in toa payoh...
then walked past a saloon...
saw tt no ppl...
so went in to hav a hair cut...
haha..
my mum asked her wat kind of hair style she wan..
then cut...
cut n cut...
seem like bcame shorter n shorter...
haha... looked quite ok at there...
but mayb due to wind blew...
my hair were soo messy n super nt nice!!!
can c how was i looked in the pic...
haha...
since cut liao muz wait until the hair grow long...
haha...
these were wat happened yest...
2day....
nothin much la...
stayed at hm n dl Daa Daa Daa...
haha...
n also listened to songs n writin blog... lolz...
woke up 9+
then switched on my lappy n online...
b4 goin to c the result...
i was so nervous...
looked at the result...
quite sad but rather than failed...
stil able to pass them...
after tt...
didnt hav anymore feelin abt it...
chat wif my "mummy" for a while...
"she" seem very hate tt "bastard"...
haiz...
though hate, it nt ez to bcome classmate...
only had the fate then would b...
hope tt "she" alrdy cool dwn by nw...
after tt...
went out wif my mum n bro to bugis...
we took 66 to there...
on the way...
we stil able to play ard...
then until we nded to change bus to 170...
when we were in there...
2 interestin events happened...
but to my mum...
it was quite scary...
1st event...
we saw a 2 old couples...
didnt noe the reason y...
the old lady(abt 50+) kept on shoutin at her husband(abt 70+)...
well...
we didnt noe whether they were husband n wife anot...
but frm their action...
seem to b...
wah...
tt lady...
kept on shoutin at him!!!
she used hokkien to scold him...
mayb due to too loud...
n also i was sittin quite far away frm them...
i didnt listen wat she said...
frm bukit timah until little india...
her voice non-stop...
passengers in the bus couldnt stand much...
then...
an india guy...
couldnt stand anymore...
told a guy behind him tt they were so noisy...
i thought tt they were fren...
but...
tt india guy was some sort of weird!!!
he talked to himself more n more!!
then...
out of the sudden...
he nearly stripped off his pant!!!!
omg.....
then he seem like talkin to me...
kept on pointin to me(wat i heard frm my mum)...
then his action d it more than 2 times...
omg...
weird n siao guy...
both of us were sat until to the interchange...
my mum was so scared!!!
but to me...
felt tt durin tt time the bus stil gt ppl...
even he dare to do anythin to me...
ppl would stop him to do it!
i didnt believe tt sporean were worse until didnt even wan to help...
tt indian guy went off 1st...
my mum was so scared...
after alighted...
she asked we all walked faster...
she scared tt the indian guy would walk the same direction to us...
went there took some pic...
then also went to si ma lu there the famous temple...
went there to pray for every1's health n studies...
after tt...
went for a walk...
walked n walked n walked...
walked to the MADS(seelin shoes) shop...
saw a shoes quite nice...
asked whether had the shoes size i wan...
when the sales guy went to find...
another sales gal said tt gt 1 india lady wore their shoes n ran away w/o their knowin...
huh??
wat d it mean??
after she explanined...
then understood...
gt 1 india lady...
said wan to try a shoes worth $50+...
the sales gal took the size tt the india lady wan n didnt care much...
after a while...
tt sales gal saw a pair of shoes under the seat...
frm there she realised tt the india lady took the new shoes out of the shop n left the old shoes behind...
wow...
a clever idea!
took 145 to toa payoh...
took more than 45min to reach there...
stood in the bus really made me slp...
finally reached there...
my mum took me to the HDB buildin tt located 2gether wif the bus interchange...
there gt some event goin on...
it was the cloth n cloth which sew 2gether...
made a big cloth...
if nt wrong.. it was for the last yr National Day...
wow...
so many n so huge!!
took some pic at there...
after tt...
walked ard in toa payoh...
then walked past a saloon...
saw tt no ppl...
so went in to hav a hair cut...
haha..
my mum asked her wat kind of hair style she wan..
then cut...
cut n cut...
seem like bcame shorter n shorter...
haha... looked quite ok at there...
but mayb due to wind blew...
my hair were soo messy n super nt nice!!!
can c how was i looked in the pic...
haha...
since cut liao muz wait until the hair grow long...
haha...
these were wat happened yest...
2day....
nothin much la...
stayed at hm n dl Daa Daa Daa...
haha...
n also listened to songs n writin blog... lolz...
nothin better to do...
haha... jz playin ard wif the pic... tml then write abt 2day event... quite interestin... hope wil able to rem!!!
so many thing happened 2day...
haha.... jz playin ard wif the pic.... tml then i write for 2day event... super tired!
Thursday, May 27, 2004
wat a sad day....
2day woke up at 9+...
went to do my own stuffs..
n prepared to go to my bro's sch to take his result...
10+...
reached his sch...
but we didnt noe where to go...
asked the sch cleaner...
n she told us tt went to his own classrm...
reached there...
only 1 more pupil would then b me..
even though was like tt..
it took abt 20min then would b my turn..
finally my turn...
talked wif my bro's form teacher usin chinese...
haha..
tt wat i wan to hav...
when talked abt the result...
he told me tt...
his eng was nt tt gd...
mayb bcoz he jz came to spore...
..
came to spore???
haha...
then he said...
you r nt frm taiwan???
omg....
taiwan???????
i told him tt...
we were sporean!!!!
tt really a BIG JOKE!
talked to him abt wat my bro d at hm...
told him the big difference sch n hm..
but he said tt...
he was very guai in sch!
really a BIG difference!
well...
he scored nt bad...
tt jz the eng nt so gd...
pray hard tt he really would spend the time study eng...
reached hm...
quickly d all the hsewk...
then went out ot meet violice...
actually met her 1.30pm...
but i was late..
so sms her to meet up at 1.45pm...
when i reached control station...
it was alrdy 1.50pm..
omg...
she haven reached...
called her...
she didnt pick up...
sms her...
she didnt reply...
until 2.05pm...
she then replied n said she 4gt to take her hp n newspaper...
when she reached...
she told me tt her hp was havin some prob...
she couldnt sms me...
went to jp...
then walked ard...
actually 2day she wan to find job...
tt y went to jp there...
she d choose a lot of jobs...
but she didnt even call them...
haiz...
then soon 3+...
i nded to meet joey they all at cine...
intend to take 174...
but...
bus captain was nt there!!!
i was scared tt i would late...
so changed my mind...
took mrt...
violice was acc me as she felt guilty abt it...
took until lakeside...
irwan called me...
he alrdy reached cine!!!
so paiseh...
when reached somerset...
it alrdy 3.55pm...
we ran all the way to there...
irwan called...
then i went to find him...
haha...
he n sze wei was outside cine...
stupid irwan...
only noe how to make me scare only...
then tt time..
violice went there for a walk...
joey bought the tickets thru online...
we watched "the day after tml"
wow...
tt show was great...
the sound effect also nt bad...
the show made me shouted a lot...
the show seem so real to me...
1st part of the show made me nearly shout out loud...
really a gd show...
some parts of the show quite excitin...
yet gt ppl laughed like hell...
didnt noe whether they were scared too much by tt show or wat...
after finished tt show...
it was alrdy 6+...
walked to coffee bean near centre pt...
but totally packed!!!
went to center pt the deli...
havin some sort of tea at there...
when orderin...
joey nded to go off 1st...
said gd bye to her...
went to order my food...
i thought to myself...
i didnt tink i m these "high class" ppl...
didnt even noe how to eat these sandwich...
ate until my face n my shirt gt the bread...
then sze wei n irwan kept on laughin...
4 a while...
sangar came...
asked him to sit bside aisha...
then talked at there for a while...
we walked ard orchard...
then went to the istana park there the b boss cafe there...
sze wei ordered 2 beer...
irwan ordered banana boat...
then sangar ordered cheese cake...
then...
sangar n aisha went out...
me..
the blur 1...
didnt noe anythin...
seem somethin was nt rite...
seem somethin was goin to happen...
asked the others but they didnt say anythin...
went they came back...
sze wei n irwan kept on sms me askin aisha to go somewhere or toilet...
haiz...
i felt i was a failure...
i didnt even noe how to console my fren...
y y y???
atomsphere seem nt tt gd...
no1 noe wat to talk abt...
went to ps..
also didnt noe where to go...
then in the end...
decided to go hm...
as for me...
didnt intend to go wif aisha n sangar as tt i believe they nded to talk...
but didnt wan to jz leave aisha alone...
went reached je...
i said gd bye to sangar n aisha...
went hm...
quite full for tt bread...
but my sis bought fried chicken frm kfc...
haiz...
went to eat...
haha..
then after havin tt...
then realised tt result comin out soon...
didnt feel scare...
but pray for all my fren tt they would able to pass!!
well...
luv to me...
i didnt noe how to treasure it...
however...
when it been let go...
i wil feel the pain in my heart...
sometimes...
we nd to let off somethin which we treasure it very much...
if somethin which doesn belong to us yet doesn wan to let go...
though we gain...
but seem tt...
it's heart doesn wif us...
wil we happy??
wil it happy??
but...
xin fu nd to fight for it...
believe urself...
havin relationship wil make ppl suffer also can make ppl feel the happiness...
tis is true yet ppl dare to try to hav 1...
ppl willin to fight for thier happiness...
it hurt sometimes but it also a lesson in ur book of ur life...
went to do my own stuffs..
n prepared to go to my bro's sch to take his result...
10+...
reached his sch...
but we didnt noe where to go...
asked the sch cleaner...
n she told us tt went to his own classrm...
reached there...
only 1 more pupil would then b me..
even though was like tt..
it took abt 20min then would b my turn..
finally my turn...
talked wif my bro's form teacher usin chinese...
haha..
tt wat i wan to hav...
when talked abt the result...
he told me tt...
his eng was nt tt gd...
mayb bcoz he jz came to spore...
..
came to spore???
haha...
then he said...
you r nt frm taiwan???
omg....
taiwan???????
i told him tt...
we were sporean!!!!
tt really a BIG JOKE!
talked to him abt wat my bro d at hm...
told him the big difference sch n hm..
but he said tt...
he was very guai in sch!
really a BIG difference!
well...
he scored nt bad...
tt jz the eng nt so gd...
pray hard tt he really would spend the time study eng...
reached hm...
quickly d all the hsewk...
then went out ot meet violice...
actually met her 1.30pm...
but i was late..
so sms her to meet up at 1.45pm...
when i reached control station...
it was alrdy 1.50pm..
omg...
she haven reached...
called her...
she didnt pick up...
sms her...
she didnt reply...
until 2.05pm...
she then replied n said she 4gt to take her hp n newspaper...
when she reached...
she told me tt her hp was havin some prob...
she couldnt sms me...
went to jp...
then walked ard...
actually 2day she wan to find job...
tt y went to jp there...
she d choose a lot of jobs...
but she didnt even call them...
haiz...
then soon 3+...
i nded to meet joey they all at cine...
intend to take 174...
but...
bus captain was nt there!!!
i was scared tt i would late...
so changed my mind...
took mrt...
violice was acc me as she felt guilty abt it...
took until lakeside...
irwan called me...
he alrdy reached cine!!!
so paiseh...
when reached somerset...
it alrdy 3.55pm...
we ran all the way to there...
irwan called...
then i went to find him...
haha...
he n sze wei was outside cine...
stupid irwan...
only noe how to make me scare only...
then tt time..
violice went there for a walk...
joey bought the tickets thru online...
we watched "the day after tml"
wow...
tt show was great...
the sound effect also nt bad...
the show made me shouted a lot...
the show seem so real to me...
1st part of the show made me nearly shout out loud...
really a gd show...
some parts of the show quite excitin...
yet gt ppl laughed like hell...
didnt noe whether they were scared too much by tt show or wat...
after finished tt show...
it was alrdy 6+...
walked to coffee bean near centre pt...
but totally packed!!!
went to center pt the deli...
havin some sort of tea at there...
when orderin...
joey nded to go off 1st...
said gd bye to her...
went to order my food...
i thought to myself...
i didnt tink i m these "high class" ppl...
didnt even noe how to eat these sandwich...
ate until my face n my shirt gt the bread...
then sze wei n irwan kept on laughin...
4 a while...
sangar came...
asked him to sit bside aisha...
then talked at there for a while...
we walked ard orchard...
then went to the istana park there the b boss cafe there...
sze wei ordered 2 beer...
irwan ordered banana boat...
then sangar ordered cheese cake...
then...
sangar n aisha went out...
me..
the blur 1...
didnt noe anythin...
seem somethin was nt rite...
seem somethin was goin to happen...
asked the others but they didnt say anythin...
went they came back...
sze wei n irwan kept on sms me askin aisha to go somewhere or toilet...
haiz...
i felt i was a failure...
i didnt even noe how to console my fren...
y y y???
atomsphere seem nt tt gd...
no1 noe wat to talk abt...
went to ps..
also didnt noe where to go...
then in the end...
decided to go hm...
as for me...
didnt intend to go wif aisha n sangar as tt i believe they nded to talk...
but didnt wan to jz leave aisha alone...
went reached je...
i said gd bye to sangar n aisha...
went hm...
quite full for tt bread...
but my sis bought fried chicken frm kfc...
haiz...
went to eat...
haha..
then after havin tt...
then realised tt result comin out soon...
didnt feel scare...
but pray for all my fren tt they would able to pass!!
well...
luv to me...
i didnt noe how to treasure it...
however...
when it been let go...
i wil feel the pain in my heart...
sometimes...
we nd to let off somethin which we treasure it very much...
if somethin which doesn belong to us yet doesn wan to let go...
though we gain...
but seem tt...
it's heart doesn wif us...
wil we happy??
wil it happy??
but...
xin fu nd to fight for it...
believe urself...
havin relationship wil make ppl suffer also can make ppl feel the happiness...
tis is true yet ppl dare to try to hav 1...
ppl willin to fight for thier happiness...
it hurt sometimes but it also a lesson in ur book of ur life...
Tuesday, May 25, 2004
wasted $$ day
2day thought tt would nt b goin out...
as tml might b goin out late...
then ah pig told me tt 2day was si kai's bday...
said he would b treat us...
haha..
since was my fren's bday...
i would try to squeeze some time...
told my mum abt it...
but she didnt seem to believe it...
then said y everytimes gt fren havin bday...
then also said y didnt wan to work...
if worked at the place where my cousin was currently workin...
nw i alrdy earned some $$$...
omg...
somethin which i didnt like...
d she tink tt i would b happy abt it?
felt super angry n sad...
had my lunch n went out...
took the fruit basket vcd as tt ah pig wan to watch...
went to ah pig hse there...
thought tt would meet him up n go to si kai there...
but then...
omg...
he haven even ready...
so nded to go to his hse there to wait for him...
past the vcd to him...
then when to ikea...
omg!!!
wow...
there quite a lot of stuffs!!
hhaa...
made me feel wan to change my bed set!!!
lolz...
then during tt time...
ah pig called si kai...
omg...
stupid si kai...
said tml...
waste my time sia....
then went to holland V there...
havin some sort of dinner at there...
then chose sushi tei...
omg...
PLS dun go there to eat!!!
there was almost the same as the sake sushi 1...
most the different was tt...
the PRICE!!!
super expensive!!!
especially the steam egg...
omg...
$4 sia!!!
wat a BIG difference!!
i could able to buy 4 of them in sch...
or 2 of them in sake sushi!!!
then abt 10 plates...
costed $28+++
omg...
then also gt order the mee...
wah lao... tt 1 worse...
the feelin was tt...
it was like the maggie mee!!!
wah lao...
waste $$!!!
i rather went to sake sushi there!!
then bcoz their way of billin was quite different...
these side order would b 1 paper...
then for the plate would b another paper...
1 more different was tt...
sake sushi 1... only red plate was expensive...
at there...
every colour plate gt it own price!!!
only the white color plate costed $1.50...
the most expensive colour plate was purple 1...
wow...
costed $7!!!
went we were abt to go...
bcoz didnt noe much abt tt shop...
didnt take the bill for the mee...
haha...
we jz took the plate bill...
haha...
we thought tt...
the crew alrdy added in the bill...
but didnt seem so..
as i saw some ppl gt took tt yellow colour bill...
we didnt care much...
jz took the bill which the crew gave to us...
then went to counter...
paid the bill n went off...
went out...
told tt stupid ah pig abt it...
then he said..
nvm la...
we alrdy out liao...
haha...
took 61 hm...
reached hm abt 7.51pm...
then had some rest...
abt 9pm...
my bro dragged me to go to NTUC to buy bread...
then had my dinner...
abt 10pm...
i went to watch IT(Incredible Tales)...
haa...
2day show nt tt scary!!
haha...
if scary...
didnt ever tink 2nite ale to slp soundly...
as tml might b goin out late...
then ah pig told me tt 2day was si kai's bday...
said he would b treat us...
haha..
since was my fren's bday...
i would try to squeeze some time...
told my mum abt it...
but she didnt seem to believe it...
then said y everytimes gt fren havin bday...
then also said y didnt wan to work...
if worked at the place where my cousin was currently workin...
nw i alrdy earned some $$$...
omg...
somethin which i didnt like...
d she tink tt i would b happy abt it?
felt super angry n sad...
had my lunch n went out...
took the fruit basket vcd as tt ah pig wan to watch...
went to ah pig hse there...
thought tt would meet him up n go to si kai there...
but then...
omg...
he haven even ready...
so nded to go to his hse there to wait for him...
past the vcd to him...
then when to ikea...
omg!!!
wow...
there quite a lot of stuffs!!
hhaa...
made me feel wan to change my bed set!!!
lolz...
then during tt time...
ah pig called si kai...
omg...
stupid si kai...
said tml...
waste my time sia....
then went to holland V there...
havin some sort of dinner at there...
then chose sushi tei...
omg...
PLS dun go there to eat!!!
there was almost the same as the sake sushi 1...
most the different was tt...
the PRICE!!!
super expensive!!!
especially the steam egg...
omg...
$4 sia!!!
wat a BIG difference!!
i could able to buy 4 of them in sch...
or 2 of them in sake sushi!!!
then abt 10 plates...
costed $28+++
omg...
then also gt order the mee...
wah lao... tt 1 worse...
the feelin was tt...
it was like the maggie mee!!!
wah lao...
waste $$!!!
i rather went to sake sushi there!!
then bcoz their way of billin was quite different...
these side order would b 1 paper...
then for the plate would b another paper...
1 more different was tt...
sake sushi 1... only red plate was expensive...
at there...
every colour plate gt it own price!!!
only the white color plate costed $1.50...
the most expensive colour plate was purple 1...
wow...
costed $7!!!
went we were abt to go...
bcoz didnt noe much abt tt shop...
didnt take the bill for the mee...
haha...
we jz took the plate bill...
haha...
we thought tt...
the crew alrdy added in the bill...
but didnt seem so..
as i saw some ppl gt took tt yellow colour bill...
we didnt care much...
jz took the bill which the crew gave to us...
then went to counter...
paid the bill n went off...
went out...
told tt stupid ah pig abt it...
then he said..
nvm la...
we alrdy out liao...
haha...
took 61 hm...
reached hm abt 7.51pm...
then had some rest...
abt 9pm...
my bro dragged me to go to NTUC to buy bread...
then had my dinner...
abt 10pm...
i went to watch IT(Incredible Tales)...
haa...
2day show nt tt scary!!
haha...
if scary...
didnt ever tink 2nite ale to slp soundly...
Sunday, May 23, 2004
finally finished dl...
haha..
2day finally finished dl the anime, Daa! Daa! Daa!
haha...
took 10+ days to dl tt!!!
haha...
my lappy(bao bei) finally gt the chance to rest..
watchin the anime the whole day...
but only dl until part 12....
after givin my bao bei enough rest...
would ask her to continue workin...
haha...
i m soo bad!!
Daa! Daa! Daa! was quite a interestin anime...
some part would really made me laugh...
2day didnt work as he stupid boy boy didnt call me...
haha...
finally able to slp until 11+...
wat a weird job..
better quit in as soon as possible...
hahaa...
but i tink...
tt person alrdy ran away liao..
haha....
2day is xiang zhong bday!!
happy bday!!
but dun tink tt u wil able to look at this as u all guys wil nt spend the time lookin at these...
hhaa...
;p
i seem soo bad...
haha
hope tt u wil grant all ur wish...
n also hope tt u able to b happy like in the past...
2day finally finished dl the anime, Daa! Daa! Daa!
haha...
took 10+ days to dl tt!!!
haha...
my lappy(bao bei) finally gt the chance to rest..
watchin the anime the whole day...
but only dl until part 12....
after givin my bao bei enough rest...
would ask her to continue workin...
haha...
i m soo bad!!
Daa! Daa! Daa! was quite a interestin anime...
some part would really made me laugh...
2day didnt work as he stupid boy boy didnt call me...
haha...
finally able to slp until 11+...
wat a weird job..
better quit in as soon as possible...
hahaa...
but i tink...
tt person alrdy ran away liao..
haha....
2day is xiang zhong bday!!
happy bday!!
but dun tink tt u wil able to look at this as u all guys wil nt spend the time lookin at these...
hhaa...
;p
i seem soo bad...
haha
hope tt u wil grant all ur wish...
n also hope tt u able to b happy like in the past...
Saturday, May 22, 2004
tired tired tired...
2day woke up quite early...
but i couldnt wake up at all!!
then...
tried to wake up at 9.15am...
phone rang...
omg...
boss called...
said tt y didnt on my hp...
i told him tt i didnt switch on..
then he said tt the time changed alrdy...
changed to 10am...
omg...
30min earlier???!!!
i rushed to bath n had my breakfast...
took only 15min...
rushed to the bus stop...
took 174 to there...
walked to bukit timah shoppin center...
omg...
really tt stupid place??
went there...
as for me...
didnt even wish to go to tt place...
who would tt stupid boss wan to choose tt place to start business??
tt waited for him...
frm 10.... to 10.30am....
then he told me tt...
the contractor wan to start workin 2day...
so 2day i didnt nd to do anythin...
then he gav me $14 as apologise to ask me to come dwn...
so went to hav my breakfast again 1st then went to lot 1 to find huiying...
she called me whether free anot...
since i was soooooo free!
so went there...
met her...
went ard lot 1...
then she had her lunch...
while she was havin her lunch...
her fren sms her tt her another fren's dad passed away due to cancer...
haiz..
really a shockin news...
after her lunch...
went out of lot 1...
asked her to go to look for her fren for the funeral...
went to JE...
there walked here n there...
then went hm...
jz after a while...
went to WM...
wow...
channel U 2day came to WM...
some live show at there...
it was quite crowded....
after bought the fishes...
went to coffee shop to hav our dinner...
didnt feel wan to eat at all...
but stil finished up 1 plate of chicken rice...
then goin hm...
thought able to hav my hair cut...
but...
shop closed long time ago...
haiz...
then went to provision shop to buy drinks...
then saw...
Yiying!!!
wow...
a person who i didnt even expect her to come to there...
a person who lived in bukit batok st 31 came to there...
a person who gt some sort of "high standard to livin"...
bcoz too shocked n she saw me also quite shocked..
so we jz "hi" to each other...
but i didnt "bye" to her as i totally 4gotten...
as we were abt to reach hm...
saw tt stupid cat stil on the roof of the shelter...
i asked my mum to help tt poor little cat
she d....
climbed up to there...
but tt stubborn cat..
jz didnt wan to come dwn...
then i tried...
she allowed me to touch her....
but when i pull her dwn...
she used her claw to keep on movin in front...
tried a lot of times...
she jz didnt wan to come dwn...
when we goin off...
she kept on mew n mew....
stupid sia...
a stubborn cat!!!
reached hm..
so tired...
online n also talked to lihong...
she said nt safe workin at there...
hha..
i also felt tt way...
but i couldnt wake up at all!!
then...
tried to wake up at 9.15am...
phone rang...
omg...
boss called...
said tt y didnt on my hp...
i told him tt i didnt switch on..
then he said tt the time changed alrdy...
changed to 10am...
omg...
30min earlier???!!!
i rushed to bath n had my breakfast...
took only 15min...
rushed to the bus stop...
took 174 to there...
walked to bukit timah shoppin center...
omg...
really tt stupid place??
went there...
as for me...
didnt even wish to go to tt place...
who would tt stupid boss wan to choose tt place to start business??
tt waited for him...
frm 10.... to 10.30am....
then he told me tt...
the contractor wan to start workin 2day...
so 2day i didnt nd to do anythin...
then he gav me $14 as apologise to ask me to come dwn...
so went to hav my breakfast again 1st then went to lot 1 to find huiying...
she called me whether free anot...
since i was soooooo free!
so went there...
met her...
went ard lot 1...
then she had her lunch...
while she was havin her lunch...
her fren sms her tt her another fren's dad passed away due to cancer...
haiz..
really a shockin news...
after her lunch...
went out of lot 1...
asked her to go to look for her fren for the funeral...
went to JE...
there walked here n there...
then went hm...
jz after a while...
went to WM...
wow...
channel U 2day came to WM...
some live show at there...
it was quite crowded....
after bought the fishes...
went to coffee shop to hav our dinner...
didnt feel wan to eat at all...
but stil finished up 1 plate of chicken rice...
then goin hm...
thought able to hav my hair cut...
but...
shop closed long time ago...
haiz...
then went to provision shop to buy drinks...
then saw...
Yiying!!!
wow...
a person who i didnt even expect her to come to there...
a person who lived in bukit batok st 31 came to there...
a person who gt some sort of "high standard to livin"...
bcoz too shocked n she saw me also quite shocked..
so we jz "hi" to each other...
but i didnt "bye" to her as i totally 4gotten...
as we were abt to reach hm...
saw tt stupid cat stil on the roof of the shelter...
i asked my mum to help tt poor little cat
she d....
climbed up to there...
but tt stubborn cat..
jz didnt wan to come dwn...
then i tried...
she allowed me to touch her....
but when i pull her dwn...
she used her claw to keep on movin in front...
tried a lot of times...
she jz didnt wan to come dwn...
when we goin off...
she kept on mew n mew....
stupid sia...
a stubborn cat!!!
reached hm..
so tired...
online n also talked to lihong...
she said nt safe workin at there...
hha..
i also felt tt way...
weird weird for everythin
thought tt couldnt get the job for 2day...
then 10+...
some1 called...
it was frm Nick(the person who hirin both lihong n i)
then said tt i was been selected...
then i jz asked him...
wat abt lihong?
he said tt she would b for nxt wk...
well...
for me..
felt weird...
but didnt ask the reason y...
then told lihong..
she also said weird...
also told her tt the guy was 1 yr younger than us...
wow...
shocked sia!
so young gt $$ to open shop??
gt $$ to hire ppl??
then told alien...
wah lao...
my "mummy" liao...
haha..
a very fun la...
1st time noe tt he could b mummy loh....
well.... noe tt every1 is concern n worry...
but dun worry...
i noe how to take care...
thanks!!
b4 goin to slp...
my fren sent me a mail...
open the link...
then realised tt it was the beheaded link...
wah!!!!
i saw it!!!
i immediately off it!!!!!
but my mum wan to watch...
so i opened...
n ran out of my rm wif my blanklet...
wah...
i soo scare!!!
heard frm my mum tt..
they all d quite rough loh...
usin such a small knife...
tt person sure pain to death...
wah...
luckily tt i didnt watch...
if nt sure no nd to slp...
then later no ndto wake up for my work...
well..
for tt job..
if i felt somethin weird...
i would nt continue...
k??
i promised to tt "owl"...
haha.... ;p
then 10+...
some1 called...
it was frm Nick(the person who hirin both lihong n i)
then said tt i was been selected...
then i jz asked him...
wat abt lihong?
he said tt she would b for nxt wk...
well...
for me..
felt weird...
but didnt ask the reason y...
then told lihong..
she also said weird...
also told her tt the guy was 1 yr younger than us...
wow...
shocked sia!
so young gt $$ to open shop??
gt $$ to hire ppl??
then told alien...
wah lao...
my "mummy" liao...
haha..
a very fun la...
1st time noe tt he could b mummy loh....
well.... noe tt every1 is concern n worry...
but dun worry...
i noe how to take care...
thanks!!
b4 goin to slp...
my fren sent me a mail...
open the link...
then realised tt it was the beheaded link...
wah!!!!
i saw it!!!
i immediately off it!!!!!
but my mum wan to watch...
so i opened...
n ran out of my rm wif my blanklet...
wah...
i soo scare!!!
heard frm my mum tt..
they all d quite rough loh...
usin such a small knife...
tt person sure pain to death...
wah...
luckily tt i didnt watch...
if nt sure no nd to slp...
then later no ndto wake up for my work...
well..
for tt job..
if i felt somethin weird...
i would nt continue...
k??
i promised to tt "owl"...
haha.... ;p
Friday, May 21, 2004
so tired...........
woke up at 7+...
but stil continue to slp until 8+ then woke up...
nothin much in the mornin...
jz d the hsework...
abt 12pm...
met lihong to PS....
then for the stupid interview...
waited for tt guy for 30 min!!!
omg...
so late!!
then when he reached...
he looked more like yr 2 loh...
he was mass com dunno in which poly...
gav us the form...
then ask some qns...
n also tt...
the store was at bukit timah there...
haha...
then jz walked off...
went to ochard rd there...
interview for another 1...
wow...
tt place quite high class...
then also again...
wait... wait...
tis time waited for less than 30min but more than 15min...
well...
asked here n there...
tt person talked a lot!!!
haha...
jz listened n ans wat she wan...
then...
went to JE there...
hahaa..
tis time went to 30th floor...
Mm.... jz filled in the form...
asked some qns...
then went off...
both lihong n i thought...
haha...
another "experience"....
after tt...
since alrdy in JE...
so went to IMM...
took the free bus in...
then went there to hav our lunch...
went up to c whether gt anythin to buy...
but we were too tired...
as i seem to bo liao...
auggested whether wan to go to the new store n c wat was like...
then took 66 to there...
when on the way to there...
i was feelin giddy....
mayb kanna sun "burn" too much or couldnt stand sittin in the bus too long...
totally felt wan to vomit...
bcoz nt sure was beauty world plaza or center..
so went to both...
omg....
plaza tt 1...
totally didnt made me feel wan to stay any longer...
then when to center...
Mm...
nt bad but as for me...
i would nt open shop at there...
well...
didnt really noe whether the shop really open at there anot...
hahaa.....
when comin out...
we were really super tired!!!!!
we also went to bukit timah plaza there for a walk...
haha.....
we were feelin super unfeelin well....
took 174 hm...
we were seem usin up all the energy...
then i worse loh...
tanned again....
nw really looked like malay liao...
reached hm...
didnt wan to look at myself at all...
felt so tired n nt feelin well...
9+
went goin to fetch my bro frm tuition...
i nearly fainted...
hahaa...
jz tired la.... haaa ;p
but stil continue to slp until 8+ then woke up...
nothin much in the mornin...
jz d the hsework...
abt 12pm...
met lihong to PS....
then for the stupid interview...
waited for tt guy for 30 min!!!
omg...
so late!!
then when he reached...
he looked more like yr 2 loh...
he was mass com dunno in which poly...
gav us the form...
then ask some qns...
n also tt...
the store was at bukit timah there...
haha...
then jz walked off...
went to ochard rd there...
interview for another 1...
wow...
tt place quite high class...
then also again...
wait... wait...
tis time waited for less than 30min but more than 15min...
well...
asked here n there...
tt person talked a lot!!!
haha...
jz listened n ans wat she wan...
then...
went to JE there...
hahaa..
tis time went to 30th floor...
Mm.... jz filled in the form...
asked some qns...
then went off...
both lihong n i thought...
haha...
another "experience"....
after tt...
since alrdy in JE...
so went to IMM...
took the free bus in...
then went there to hav our lunch...
went up to c whether gt anythin to buy...
but we were too tired...
as i seem to bo liao...
auggested whether wan to go to the new store n c wat was like...
then took 66 to there...
when on the way to there...
i was feelin giddy....
mayb kanna sun "burn" too much or couldnt stand sittin in the bus too long...
totally felt wan to vomit...
bcoz nt sure was beauty world plaza or center..
so went to both...
omg....
plaza tt 1...
totally didnt made me feel wan to stay any longer...
then when to center...
Mm...
nt bad but as for me...
i would nt open shop at there...
well...
didnt really noe whether the shop really open at there anot...
hahaa.....
when comin out...
we were really super tired!!!!!
we also went to bukit timah plaza there for a walk...
haha.....
we were feelin super unfeelin well....
took 174 hm...
we were seem usin up all the energy...
then i worse loh...
tanned again....
nw really looked like malay liao...
reached hm...
didnt wan to look at myself at all...
felt so tired n nt feelin well...
9+
went goin to fetch my bro frm tuition...
i nearly fainted...
hahaa...
jz tired la.... haaa ;p
Thursday, May 20, 2004
wat a tiring day....
2day..... 1st time durin holiday...
woke up at 8+!!!
hhaaa...
actually intend to go for a jog...
but...
laziness jz came into my mind...
then abt 11+
lihong called me abt the job...
told my mum abt it...
then she said y chose factory again...
Mm...
didnt care much loh...
so met her at 3pm near my hse there...
bcoz wat she searched was the factory type near my hse there...
so we only needed to walk to there...
Mm...
walked n walked...
then...
seem...
we lost our way....
hahaa.....
then...
walked again...
then she noe where was it..
then so suay...
tt time there was a big, hot sun above us!!!
lihong didnt mind kanna tanned....
but...
i hated tt!!!!
finally reached there...
but...
it was the back gate!!!
we sld go to the front gate..!!
then.... walked a big round...
then...
een reached there...
we didnt even go in...
bcoz didnt feel wan to go in anyway...
so went to orchard...
haha...
we were totally seem like shopping....
didnt really hav the feelin of findin job...
then...
some1 called...
Mm....
some1 who i didnt noe who was she...
asked me whether i was interested to work as sales anot...
then...
i said wat d this job do...
haha...
jz a sales asst...
didnt really noe wat tt...
then tml would b goin for interview...
asked lihong to come along too...
well...
really a lot of things didnt ask...
didnt even ask for the pay...
haha...
c tml la...
then on the way to go hm...
violice called me..
then said tt she was at wm...
Mm...
since i was takin mrt to there...
so i agreed...
reached there...
i acc lihong to buy her stuffs 1st....
then met violice...
went to wm...
then...
saw a lot of ppl queuin up...
Mm...
in my 1st impression...
i thought gt free stuffs..
tt y so many ppl were queuin!
n zhang xue you was comin on sunday....
so would nt b for the zhang xue you...
then didnt care much...
but when go in...
saw sooo many ppl!!!
then....
saw zhang xue you...
Mm...
there roughly noe wat a long queue outside wm...
met violice...
then went to mac there as she was hungry...
then...
saw y there also so crowded...
then also gt police...
Mm...
wat happened??
no1 noe abt it...
violice went to buy her food n we went up...
found a seat n we were chattin...
we talked quite a lot!!!
ahaha...
then didnt noe the reason y we were quite quiet when in the phone...
9+
while sayin gdbye...
realised tt my e-linkz card lost!!!!
i was so shocked!!!
went back to mac there n lucky enough...
able to find it...
woke up at 8+!!!
hhaaa...
actually intend to go for a jog...
but...
laziness jz came into my mind...
then abt 11+
lihong called me abt the job...
told my mum abt it...
then she said y chose factory again...
Mm...
didnt care much loh...
so met her at 3pm near my hse there...
bcoz wat she searched was the factory type near my hse there...
so we only needed to walk to there...
Mm...
walked n walked...
then...
seem...
we lost our way....
hahaa.....
then...
walked again...
then she noe where was it..
then so suay...
tt time there was a big, hot sun above us!!!
lihong didnt mind kanna tanned....
but...
i hated tt!!!!
finally reached there...
but...
it was the back gate!!!
we sld go to the front gate..!!
then.... walked a big round...
then...
een reached there...
we didnt even go in...
bcoz didnt feel wan to go in anyway...
so went to orchard...
haha...
we were totally seem like shopping....
didnt really hav the feelin of findin job...
then...
some1 called...
Mm....
some1 who i didnt noe who was she...
asked me whether i was interested to work as sales anot...
then...
i said wat d this job do...
haha...
jz a sales asst...
didnt really noe wat tt...
then tml would b goin for interview...
asked lihong to come along too...
well...
really a lot of things didnt ask...
didnt even ask for the pay...
haha...
c tml la...
then on the way to go hm...
violice called me..
then said tt she was at wm...
Mm...
since i was takin mrt to there...
so i agreed...
reached there...
i acc lihong to buy her stuffs 1st....
then met violice...
went to wm...
then...
saw a lot of ppl queuin up...
Mm...
in my 1st impression...
i thought gt free stuffs..
tt y so many ppl were queuin!
n zhang xue you was comin on sunday....
so would nt b for the zhang xue you...
then didnt care much...
but when go in...
saw sooo many ppl!!!
then....
saw zhang xue you...
Mm...
there roughly noe wat a long queue outside wm...
met violice...
then went to mac there as she was hungry...
then...
saw y there also so crowded...
then also gt police...
Mm...
wat happened??
no1 noe abt it...
violice went to buy her food n we went up...
found a seat n we were chattin...
we talked quite a lot!!!
ahaha...
then didnt noe the reason y we were quite quiet when in the phone...
9+
while sayin gdbye...
realised tt my e-linkz card lost!!!!
i was so shocked!!!
went back to mac there n lucky enough...
able to find it...
Wednesday, May 19, 2004
nothin better to do...
really sian 2day...
then received call frm sentosa...
but....
i didnt pick up the call!!!!!
haiz...
no fate la...
lolz...
2day quite early goin to slp...
bcoz nothin to do loh...
then received call frm sentosa...
but....
i didnt pick up the call!!!!!
haiz...
no fate la...
lolz...
2day quite early goin to slp...
bcoz nothin to do loh...
sorry....
sorry tt i hurt u a lot...
even though u stil can haha to me...
i really very gulity....
very very gulity....
noe the truth...
my heart filled wif saddness n didnt feel tt i able to been forgive...
noe tt...
sayin sorry really cant help for u to wait for nearly 1 yr...
but...
i dunno wat i can do...
sorry..........
really sorry....
even though u stil can haha to me...
i really very gulity....
very very gulity....
noe the truth...
my heart filled wif saddness n didnt feel tt i able to been forgive...
noe tt...
sayin sorry really cant help for u to wait for nearly 1 yr...
but...
i dunno wat i can do...
sorry..........
really sorry....
Tuesday, May 18, 2004
hahaa.... walkin the whole day!
2day really a walking day for me...
my mum, bro n i went to release the luohan fishes...
then i said went to bukit batok nature park there...
took really a long time to go there...
walked up the hill n walked a long path!
then finally saw the lake!!!!
but...
she didnt wan to put the fishes at there...
said tt there wasnt any fish in there...!!!
Mm...
i took a look...
really!
no fish!!!
then b4 goin to other place to put the fishes...
my mum seem to c a creature in the water...
mayb tt creature ate up all the fishes???
lolz...
so we intend to little guilin...
but...
frm bukit batok nature park there...
we didnt noe took which bus...
so asked some of the joggers...
they told us how to go...
then...
we started walkin frm bbnp to there...
wow...
super LONG!
n also tt...
the weather was so hot!!!
we walked until goin to pengZ soon...
finally...
we walked until bb st 52...
omg...
if walked frm our hm...
we only nded to spent less than 30min to reach st 52...
but...
we walked a BIG round!!
then finally reached little guilin...
but...
there also no fish!!!
how come???
then...
my mum asked 1 of the old man whether could put fish at there...
he said sure...
then also said tt...
these days a lot of ppl came there to catch fish...
tt y no fish....
after puttin the fishes...
went to eat...
lolz...
quite full...
then walked ard...
8+...
took 945 as there 1 n only bus...
then took halfway...
walked hm...
Mm.... nt as far as in the beginnin...
reached hm at abt 9+
then looked at newspaper...
Mm...
felt tt...
i easily fed up...
i tried to control...
but i lost to my temper....
my mum, bro n i went to release the luohan fishes...
then i said went to bukit batok nature park there...
took really a long time to go there...
walked up the hill n walked a long path!
then finally saw the lake!!!!
but...
she didnt wan to put the fishes at there...
said tt there wasnt any fish in there...!!!
Mm...
i took a look...
really!
no fish!!!
then b4 goin to other place to put the fishes...
my mum seem to c a creature in the water...
mayb tt creature ate up all the fishes???
lolz...
so we intend to little guilin...
but...
frm bukit batok nature park there...
we didnt noe took which bus...
so asked some of the joggers...
they told us how to go...
then...
we started walkin frm bbnp to there...
wow...
super LONG!
n also tt...
the weather was so hot!!!
we walked until goin to pengZ soon...
finally...
we walked until bb st 52...
omg...
if walked frm our hm...
we only nded to spent less than 30min to reach st 52...
but...
we walked a BIG round!!
then finally reached little guilin...
but...
there also no fish!!!
how come???
then...
my mum asked 1 of the old man whether could put fish at there...
he said sure...
then also said tt...
these days a lot of ppl came there to catch fish...
tt y no fish....
after puttin the fishes...
went to eat...
lolz...
quite full...
then walked ard...
8+...
took 945 as there 1 n only bus...
then took halfway...
walked hm...
Mm.... nt as far as in the beginnin...
reached hm at abt 9+
then looked at newspaper...
Mm...
felt tt...
i easily fed up...
i tried to control...
but i lost to my temper....
Monday, May 17, 2004
haha... discovering day...
2day woke up so early...
8+ alrdy woek up...
bcoz...
lihong sms me...
hahaa....
she really such a best fren of mine...
sms me jz to tell me abt the job...
2day i thought able to go to bugis there to release the fishes...
but in the end... my mum cancelled..
argh...
then also my uncle came...
after he went hm...
n also after i had finished watchin the tv...
went to do some hsework...
i seldom helped to hang up the clothes...
tis time i d!
n also...
helped to water the plants outside my hse...
then....
somethin happened...
watering halfway...
saw somethin brown...
somethin furry...
n somethin small hanged up on the plant...
looked carefully...
it was a "caterpillar"
called my mum n dad abt it...
asked them to take out frm the plant...
in case it ate up all the leaves!
my dad brought it dwn...
looked at tt "caterpillar"
it was cute n furry!
then my mum came...
she said tt...
it was nt a caterpillar...
bcoz caterpillar sld b green in colour...
n nt brown colour!
however...
it looked quite unqiue...
intend to keep it for further observe...
but my dad said me siao...
hhaaa...
then my mum threw it frm 3rd floor...
omg...
i nearly shouted!!!
so poor thing...
didnt noe whether would die anot...
8+ alrdy woek up...
bcoz...
lihong sms me...
hahaa....
she really such a best fren of mine...
sms me jz to tell me abt the job...
2day i thought able to go to bugis there to release the fishes...
but in the end... my mum cancelled..
argh...
then also my uncle came...
after he went hm...
n also after i had finished watchin the tv...
went to do some hsework...
i seldom helped to hang up the clothes...
tis time i d!
n also...
helped to water the plants outside my hse...
then....
somethin happened...
watering halfway...
saw somethin brown...
somethin furry...
n somethin small hanged up on the plant...
looked carefully...
it was a "caterpillar"
called my mum n dad abt it...
asked them to take out frm the plant...
in case it ate up all the leaves!
my dad brought it dwn...
looked at tt "caterpillar"
it was cute n furry!
then my mum came...
she said tt...
it was nt a caterpillar...
bcoz caterpillar sld b green in colour...
n nt brown colour!
however...
it looked quite unqiue...
intend to keep it for further observe...
but my dad said me siao...
hhaaa...
then my mum threw it frm 3rd floor...
omg...
i nearly shouted!!!
so poor thing...
didnt noe whether would die anot...
Sunday, May 16, 2004
lolz...
finally fix them for the moment...
hahaa...
well 2day...
quite ok la...
at least release some stress...
didnt noe how come these days able to rem wat i had dreamt...
tis time i dreamt tt...
voilice's mum called me n asked me dun kept on goin out wif her...
omg...
i asked her the reason y...
but she didnt seem wan to say...
jz wanted me to stay away frm her daughter...
omg...
wat happened...
was i d somethin wrong...
hhaa...
tt really scared me a lot!!!
went to Jurong Hill...
Mm...
b4 goin there...
my mum kept on asking me where i went n who i was goin wif...
omg..
didnt feel any freedom...
i alrdy 19!!!
didnt i had my own tinkin...?
i noe she cared...
but...
pls spare a bit for my thoughts...
tis time been to there for the 2nd time...
well...
went there really cried a bit...
Mm...
mayb bcoz really didnt noe wat to do...
tt place quite nice...
didnt change much...
especailly at nite...
only would c the light...
jz like livin stars...
out of the sudden...
b4 goin hm...
went to 7-11 there to buy cup noodle n also voka...
Voka...
tt really shocked...
haha...
after drinkin...
felt so hot...
but felt much better after tt...
lolz... ;p
hahaa...
well 2day...
quite ok la...
at least release some stress...
didnt noe how come these days able to rem wat i had dreamt...
tis time i dreamt tt...
voilice's mum called me n asked me dun kept on goin out wif her...
omg...
i asked her the reason y...
but she didnt seem wan to say...
jz wanted me to stay away frm her daughter...
omg...
wat happened...
was i d somethin wrong...
hhaa...
tt really scared me a lot!!!
went to Jurong Hill...
Mm...
b4 goin there...
my mum kept on asking me where i went n who i was goin wif...
omg..
didnt feel any freedom...
i alrdy 19!!!
didnt i had my own tinkin...?
i noe she cared...
but...
pls spare a bit for my thoughts...
tis time been to there for the 2nd time...
well...
went there really cried a bit...
Mm...
mayb bcoz really didnt noe wat to do...
tt place quite nice...
didnt change much...
especailly at nite...
only would c the light...
jz like livin stars...
out of the sudden...
b4 goin hm...
went to 7-11 there to buy cup noodle n also voka...
Voka...
tt really shocked...
haha...
after drinkin...
felt so hot...
but felt much better after tt...
lolz... ;p
Saturday, May 15, 2004
haha
Mm...
2day i thought it sld b the earliest day i woke up after the exam...
i was disturbed by my mum...
actually in intend to wake up at 7am...
but my bro was stil slpin...
then....
...
slept until 8.45am...
my mum "shouted" me whether wan to go to Mac wif bro to hav breakfast...
had a hard time to wake myself up...
then suddenly remembered wat i had dreamt...
i dreamt...
A LOT OF ANTS in my parents' rm!!!!!!
n the numbers of ants were kept on increasin!!!
Tt really SCARY!
omg....
mayb these days I saw a lot of ants around...
hahaa...
went to Mac n had breakfast...
then went straight hm as my bro would hav tution at 11.30am...
however...
my bro said was 12.30pm...
so i called my mum...
then sah said...
"u believe me or believe him??!"
then...
no choice...
so dragged him to there...
knocked the door quite a lot of times...
then his teacher opened the door...
asked her the actual time...
n she said was 12.30pm...
his teacher was quite nice...
said tt able to let him in 1st...
in the evenin...
we to WM wif my family..
seldom had tt chance in my life...
jz went there to buy shoes....
went hm at abt 8+
jz online n d nothin...
lolz...
2day i thought it sld b the earliest day i woke up after the exam...
i was disturbed by my mum...
actually in intend to wake up at 7am...
but my bro was stil slpin...
then....
...
slept until 8.45am...
my mum "shouted" me whether wan to go to Mac wif bro to hav breakfast...
had a hard time to wake myself up...
then suddenly remembered wat i had dreamt...
i dreamt...
A LOT OF ANTS in my parents' rm!!!!!!
n the numbers of ants were kept on increasin!!!
Tt really SCARY!
omg....
mayb these days I saw a lot of ants around...
hahaa...
went to Mac n had breakfast...
then went straight hm as my bro would hav tution at 11.30am...
however...
my bro said was 12.30pm...
so i called my mum...
then sah said...
"u believe me or believe him??!"
then...
no choice...
so dragged him to there...
knocked the door quite a lot of times...
then his teacher opened the door...
asked her the actual time...
n she said was 12.30pm...
his teacher was quite nice...
said tt able to let him in 1st...
in the evenin...
we to WM wif my family..
seldom had tt chance in my life...
jz went there to buy shoes....
went hm at abt 8+
jz online n d nothin...
lolz...
Friday, May 14, 2004
finally...
my bro's exam was over...
hope tt able to find job..
bcoz don wan to stay at tt hm anymore...
teachin my bro was tough...
i was been injured by his small little strong finer nails...
nw both my hands were covered wif his "marks"...
it was so painful!!!!
argh...
hope tt able to find job..
bcoz don wan to stay at tt hm anymore...
teachin my bro was tough...
i was been injured by his small little strong finer nails...
nw both my hands were covered wif his "marks"...
it was so painful!!!!
argh...
sad sad
well....
2day then realised tt...
my aunt's husband passed away on the middle of the nite of 130504...
they didnt live in spore...
so quite impossible for us to go to HK at tis time...
quite sad as didnt noe wat i could help them...
their child stil young...
Mm...
actually...
they gt quite a complex probs...
didnt noe how to say tt...
jz pray hard tt they all able to overcome tis...
n able to live happily...
2day then realised tt...
my aunt's husband passed away on the middle of the nite of 130504...
they didnt live in spore...
so quite impossible for us to go to HK at tis time...
quite sad as didnt noe wat i could help them...
their child stil young...
Mm...
actually...
they gt quite a complex probs...
didnt noe how to say tt...
jz pray hard tt they all able to overcome tis...
n able to live happily...
Thursday, May 13, 2004
Mm...
changin somethin new...
but tt 1 d it in a rush...
nxt time then do somethin better...
haha...
well...
2day feelin much better...
hope tt...
everyday w/o saddness to face the world...
but tt 1 d it in a rush...
nxt time then do somethin better...
haha...
well...
2day feelin much better...
hope tt...
everyday w/o saddness to face the world...
120504
felt tt..
relationship between my mum n i were as the same as b4...
i felt tt..
it was gettin further n further...
well...
better...
haiz...
she was...
i really didnt noe how to say...
made me cried the whole lonely nite...
cried until i was totally numb...
cried until i didnt even tink of been alive...
well...
tis really stupid...
but..
i didnt able to find anymore choice...
i was...
totally didnt noe wat to do...
didnt even wish to tell any1...
i didnt hav any reason to born in tis world...
jz didnt hav...
relationship between my mum n i were as the same as b4...
i felt tt..
it was gettin further n further...
well...
better...
haiz...
she was...
i really didnt noe how to say...
made me cried the whole lonely nite...
cried until i was totally numb...
cried until i didnt even tink of been alive...
well...
tis really stupid...
but..
i didnt able to find anymore choice...
i was...
totally didnt noe wat to do...
didnt even wish to tell any1...
i didnt hav any reason to born in tis world...
jz didnt hav...
Wednesday, May 12, 2004
Tuesday, May 11, 2004
frm 080504 ~ 110504
wow...
all of the sudden...
every1 seem to change their blog skin....
i alrdy create 1 b4 exam...
but due to some silly mistake...
all my hard work had dwn to drain...
but...
i could nt giv up!!!
080504
bcoz of the fri's stuffs...
my mum didnt talk to me...
well...
noe tis would happened...
so didnt really care much...
but....
i cried in the middle of the nite...
090504
well...
2day was my sadest day even though 2day was mum's day...
my aunt called n asked me abt wanna work at TS @ toa payoh...
but...
i didnt wan to work at there...
n also didnt really wan to depend on my relatives...
so...
my mum asked me...
n also said...
even didnt wan...
also muz tell them abt it...
so i sms my cousin tt i didnt wan to work...
then...
i told my mum abt it...
tt time..
my mum was fed up...
said y didnt i wan to work at there...
to me was tt...
muz find job tt i liked...
then...
some sort like quarrel....
but only she was the 1 who talked...
i didnt talk at all...
then she left...
i started cryin...
i really...
like a crybaby...
kept on cryin n cryin...
then she brought out all the "old stuffs" in front of my grandma...
n also said tt...
i didnt even greeted her for the mum's day...
omg~!
made me felt sadder...!!!!
i cried non-stop....
i was nt like my cousin they all...
noe how to po(han yu pin ying) their mum...
i was jw my own...
didnt for her to compare between me n my cousin...
i hate tt!!
she noe anot??
she only said as if...
these really my duty...
but...
i hav my own way...
i didnt nd to b doin somethin like them!!!!
i didnt like to copy others' idea!!!!
she was angry n i also angry...
we didnt talk at all....
at nite...
i chated wif my gd fren...
chat halfway...
i cried again...
i told him tt...
i wished tt...
i was nt born in tis family n also nt in tis world...
tt moment...
alrdy gt the feelin to killin myself...
i hate myself a lot!!!
i didnt wan to live anymore...
at nite...
b4 slp...
i cried...
prayin hard tt...
i would nt wake up in the nxt day...
i was been selfish...
i didnt care for fren anymore...
i jz wanted to free myself...
100504
i stil able to wake up...
tt made me felt so sian...
y i stil able to wake up???
couldnt i slp 4ever??
i didnt wan to c tis family anymore...
y didnt the god grant me tis wish...
saw my mum...
didnt talk to her at all...
always saw her...
i wanted to cry...
felt tt...
since she was the mother...
she sld understand her children's feelin...
n nt kept on sayin them...
after doin the hsework...
i kept in my rm...
online n saw wat my fren sent to me...
i was nearly cried out...
he created a pic tt hoped tt i would nt cry...
i was touched by his words...
thanks.... ALIEN!!!
lunch time n dinner time...
also nded my grandma to call me...
haiz...
i felt sorry for my grandma...
such a old age alrdy...
yet nded to worried for the family's stuffs...
i jz finished my meal...
n went back to my own rm...
as my bro gt exam these days...
i nded to help him...
so didnt go n find job...
110504
2day...
seemed much better than b4...
i started to talk 1st...
then both my sis n i went to fetch my bro...
toel my mum tt i would go out...
but she "shouted"...
"u dun wan to eat izzit???!!! cooked alrdy liao loh!"
then i thought abt it...
then said i then came hm 1st then went out...
fetched my bro...
then went hm n hav lunch...
my mum then asked...
"2day food ok rite??"
then i said...
"salty leh..."
she said..
"no loh! ok loh!"
after the lunch...
went to JE to meet violice...
met her at 2pm...
noe tt she sure would late...
so reached there abt 2.06pm...
but...
i waited at the entertainment there...
for.....
30min....
omg~!~!~!~!~
she was really too much!!!
always late...
sms her...
she didnt even wan to reply...
omg....
she reached...
although angry...
after a while...
i cooled dwn...
then she told me abt tt she gt "virus"...
...
....
virus????
bcoz she seem kanna some sort of skin allergy...
she nded to go to the skin center there for check up...
i was shocked...
in the beginnin i thought tt her computer was kanna virus...
hahaa....
she at tt time made me felt better...
i finally able to laugh...
i thought i was totally dead...
didnt even noe how to smile alrdy...
then...
we went to CPF there...
as she nded to do some stuffs...
at there...
we waited very long...
then she started to talk abt the comics which she bought..
haha..
a bit X la...
hahaa...
we kept on laughin all the way...
then...
soon was her turn...
the staff at counter 7 was a funny gal...
haha..
she really noe how to joke wif us...
in the beginnin...
violice was doin her stuffs...
then i also wan to do...
ahaha...
bcoz i didnt nd to do it again...
haha..
then also asked for my singpass...
she really funny...
bcoz violice gt medusave...
then the lady said...
"medusave was very stupid loh..."
"paiseh..."
"i m workin here yet i said tt..."
"but i hope tt my children wil work hard n earn their own $$"
"n nt waitin for me to passed away n get the medusave $$"
"tt $$ i cant take away frm me..."
"y sld i wasted my $$ to buy the medusave?"
hahaa...
tt moment...
we loooked at each other...
n we all kept on laughin...
after tt...
we thanked her n we went off...
as it was only 3+pm...
we walked ard the JE there...
n she asked me whether i liked to eat the wine made of cake...
haha....
i didnt prefer to eat anythin...
so she bought the cake...
omg~!
i 4gt wat it called...
dun wat T......
haha...
short term memory...
then...
on the wat to kbox...
she asked me her head as there seemed grew somethin...
omg...
i saw it...
i totally goosebump!!!
i was like....
worm!!!!!!!
disgustin!!!!
tt y she nded to go to skin center there to c doctor...
we went to Kbox....
haha....
we really sang!!!!
but she was a gd singer!!!
if she went for the contest...
she sure would win!!!
as she was nt student...
she able to order any drink she wanted...
so she ordered tomato juice...
Mm....
Err...
she drank...
n...
asked me to drink...
well...
i drank...
omg~!~!
wat tt drink???
how come it tasted like...
SA DIN FISH???!!!!
so salty...
then a bit sour....
omg~!~!~!
we didnt care abt the drinks...
we went to sing!!!
haha...
we seemed like shoutin!!!
tt time...
i was totally "throwin out my anger"...
shouted as loud as i could...
i didnt care much for others...
hahaa....
i luv violice's voice...
so sweet...
specially when singing...
omg~!
my idol!!!
hahaa....
sang halfway...
my mum called...
then scolded me...
y stil didnt wan to come back???
didnt i noe tt tml my bro was havin exam??
didnt u nd to teach him...???
omg...
she spoilt my mood...
then...
told violice abt it...
sld went hm immediately...
but...
she wanted to sing more...
haiz...
tt time onwards didnt hav the mood...
sang until 6.20pm...
i told her tt i muz go hm...
so she went to meet her fren at clementi at 7pm....
took 66...
then didnt feelin well...
mayb bcoz of the cake...
i felt giddy...
reached hm...
didnt talk to my mum...
then went straight back to my rm...
watched some anime which i dl...
wow...
so touchin!!!
haha...
then after a while...
taught my bro eng...
then my mum came in to the rm...
n asked whether i was teachin my bro...
then my bro kept on sayin tt he was hungry...
he wanted to hav meal at Mac...
haha...
my mum intended to say no...
then bro wanted to cry...
my mum scolded him...
boy loh...
stil cry...
so asked me to go dwn wif him to buy somethin for him...
then went to bb east cc the Mac there...
had the meal...
n bought somethin for my sis...
went hm abt 9.40pm....
then reached hm...
my bro stil wanted to hav the burger...
omg~!
fat liao...
stil eat...
haha...
then we like...
playin catchin...
we kept on runnin here n there...
study time...
but studied for a while...
my dad came in to do some survey for the MOE...
my bro was so nosy...
said tis n tt...
my dad fed up...
asked my bro to do...
hahaaa...
quite funny...
but in the end...
my dad finished up the survey as only he or my mum could do tt survey...
hahaa....
then...
every1 went to slp...
i stil online writin tis...
haha....!!!
nw...
feelin much more better than b4...
but...
if really wan to die...
really muz b4 i gettin married!!!
if nt...
really giv ur other half a lot of burden!!
hahaaa.....
all of the sudden...
every1 seem to change their blog skin....
i alrdy create 1 b4 exam...
but due to some silly mistake...
all my hard work had dwn to drain...
but...
i could nt giv up!!!
080504
bcoz of the fri's stuffs...
my mum didnt talk to me...
well...
noe tis would happened...
so didnt really care much...
but....
i cried in the middle of the nite...
090504
well...
2day was my sadest day even though 2day was mum's day...
my aunt called n asked me abt wanna work at TS @ toa payoh...
but...
i didnt wan to work at there...
n also didnt really wan to depend on my relatives...
so...
my mum asked me...
n also said...
even didnt wan...
also muz tell them abt it...
so i sms my cousin tt i didnt wan to work...
then...
i told my mum abt it...
tt time..
my mum was fed up...
said y didnt i wan to work at there...
to me was tt...
muz find job tt i liked...
then...
some sort like quarrel....
but only she was the 1 who talked...
i didnt talk at all...
then she left...
i started cryin...
i really...
like a crybaby...
kept on cryin n cryin...
then she brought out all the "old stuffs" in front of my grandma...
n also said tt...
i didnt even greeted her for the mum's day...
omg~!
made me felt sadder...!!!!
i cried non-stop....
i was nt like my cousin they all...
noe how to po(han yu pin ying) their mum...
i was jw my own...
didnt for her to compare between me n my cousin...
i hate tt!!
she noe anot??
she only said as if...
these really my duty...
but...
i hav my own way...
i didnt nd to b doin somethin like them!!!!
i didnt like to copy others' idea!!!!
she was angry n i also angry...
we didnt talk at all....
at nite...
i chated wif my gd fren...
chat halfway...
i cried again...
i told him tt...
i wished tt...
i was nt born in tis family n also nt in tis world...
tt moment...
alrdy gt the feelin to killin myself...
i hate myself a lot!!!
i didnt wan to live anymore...
at nite...
b4 slp...
i cried...
prayin hard tt...
i would nt wake up in the nxt day...
i was been selfish...
i didnt care for fren anymore...
i jz wanted to free myself...
100504
i stil able to wake up...
tt made me felt so sian...
y i stil able to wake up???
couldnt i slp 4ever??
i didnt wan to c tis family anymore...
y didnt the god grant me tis wish...
saw my mum...
didnt talk to her at all...
always saw her...
i wanted to cry...
felt tt...
since she was the mother...
she sld understand her children's feelin...
n nt kept on sayin them...
after doin the hsework...
i kept in my rm...
online n saw wat my fren sent to me...
i was nearly cried out...
he created a pic tt hoped tt i would nt cry...
i was touched by his words...
thanks.... ALIEN!!!
lunch time n dinner time...
also nded my grandma to call me...
haiz...
i felt sorry for my grandma...
such a old age alrdy...
yet nded to worried for the family's stuffs...
i jz finished my meal...
n went back to my own rm...
as my bro gt exam these days...
i nded to help him...
so didnt go n find job...
110504
2day...
seemed much better than b4...
i started to talk 1st...
then both my sis n i went to fetch my bro...
toel my mum tt i would go out...
but she "shouted"...
"u dun wan to eat izzit???!!! cooked alrdy liao loh!"
then i thought abt it...
then said i then came hm 1st then went out...
fetched my bro...
then went hm n hav lunch...
my mum then asked...
"2day food ok rite??"
then i said...
"salty leh..."
she said..
"no loh! ok loh!"
after the lunch...
went to JE to meet violice...
met her at 2pm...
noe tt she sure would late...
so reached there abt 2.06pm...
but...
i waited at the entertainment there...
for.....
30min....
omg~!~!~!~!~
she was really too much!!!
always late...
sms her...
she didnt even wan to reply...
omg....
she reached...
although angry...
after a while...
i cooled dwn...
then she told me abt tt she gt "virus"...
...
....
virus????
bcoz she seem kanna some sort of skin allergy...
she nded to go to the skin center there for check up...
i was shocked...
in the beginnin i thought tt her computer was kanna virus...
hahaa....
she at tt time made me felt better...
i finally able to laugh...
i thought i was totally dead...
didnt even noe how to smile alrdy...
then...
we went to CPF there...
as she nded to do some stuffs...
at there...
we waited very long...
then she started to talk abt the comics which she bought..
haha..
a bit X la...
hahaa...
we kept on laughin all the way...
then...
soon was her turn...
the staff at counter 7 was a funny gal...
haha..
she really noe how to joke wif us...
in the beginnin...
violice was doin her stuffs...
then i also wan to do...
ahaha...
bcoz i didnt nd to do it again...
haha..
then also asked for my singpass...
she really funny...
bcoz violice gt medusave...
then the lady said...
"medusave was very stupid loh..."
"paiseh..."
"i m workin here yet i said tt..."
"but i hope tt my children wil work hard n earn their own $$"
"n nt waitin for me to passed away n get the medusave $$"
"tt $$ i cant take away frm me..."
"y sld i wasted my $$ to buy the medusave?"
hahaa...
tt moment...
we loooked at each other...
n we all kept on laughin...
after tt...
we thanked her n we went off...
as it was only 3+pm...
we walked ard the JE there...
n she asked me whether i liked to eat the wine made of cake...
haha....
i didnt prefer to eat anythin...
so she bought the cake...
omg~!
i 4gt wat it called...
dun wat T......
haha...
short term memory...
then...
on the wat to kbox...
she asked me her head as there seemed grew somethin...
omg...
i saw it...
i totally goosebump!!!
i was like....
worm!!!!!!!
disgustin!!!!
tt y she nded to go to skin center there to c doctor...
we went to Kbox....
haha....
we really sang!!!!
but she was a gd singer!!!
if she went for the contest...
she sure would win!!!
as she was nt student...
she able to order any drink she wanted...
so she ordered tomato juice...
Mm....
Err...
she drank...
n...
asked me to drink...
well...
i drank...
omg~!~!
wat tt drink???
how come it tasted like...
SA DIN FISH???!!!!
so salty...
then a bit sour....
omg~!~!~!
we didnt care abt the drinks...
we went to sing!!!
haha...
we seemed like shoutin!!!
tt time...
i was totally "throwin out my anger"...
shouted as loud as i could...
i didnt care much for others...
hahaa....
i luv violice's voice...
so sweet...
specially when singing...
omg~!
my idol!!!
hahaa....
sang halfway...
my mum called...
then scolded me...
y stil didnt wan to come back???
didnt i noe tt tml my bro was havin exam??
didnt u nd to teach him...???
omg...
she spoilt my mood...
then...
told violice abt it...
sld went hm immediately...
but...
she wanted to sing more...
haiz...
tt time onwards didnt hav the mood...
sang until 6.20pm...
i told her tt i muz go hm...
so she went to meet her fren at clementi at 7pm....
took 66...
then didnt feelin well...
mayb bcoz of the cake...
i felt giddy...
reached hm...
didnt talk to my mum...
then went straight back to my rm...
watched some anime which i dl...
wow...
so touchin!!!
haha...
then after a while...
taught my bro eng...
then my mum came in to the rm...
n asked whether i was teachin my bro...
then my bro kept on sayin tt he was hungry...
he wanted to hav meal at Mac...
haha...
my mum intended to say no...
then bro wanted to cry...
my mum scolded him...
boy loh...
stil cry...
so asked me to go dwn wif him to buy somethin for him...
then went to bb east cc the Mac there...
had the meal...
n bought somethin for my sis...
went hm abt 9.40pm....
then reached hm...
my bro stil wanted to hav the burger...
omg~!
fat liao...
stil eat...
haha...
then we like...
playin catchin...
we kept on runnin here n there...
study time...
but studied for a while...
my dad came in to do some survey for the MOE...
my bro was so nosy...
said tis n tt...
my dad fed up...
asked my bro to do...
hahaaa...
quite funny...
but in the end...
my dad finished up the survey as only he or my mum could do tt survey...
hahaa....
then...
every1 went to slp...
i stil online writin tis...
haha....!!!
nw...
feelin much more better than b4...
but...
if really wan to die...
really muz b4 i gettin married!!!
if nt...
really giv ur other half a lot of burden!!
hahaaa.....
Friday, May 07, 2004
yest didnt really hav a lot of things happened...
jz started study at nite...
well...
felt tt the comin exam sld b quite ez...
tis was wat i thought for tt...
then...
studied halfway...
felt tt...
alien haven started study..
so..
sms him...
haha...
true enough...
he didnt...
omg~
stil dare to slp!!
i was quite angry tt time...
if he alrdy finished study...
i didnt mind he went to slp...
but...
he haven!!
hey...
wake up la...
sms him for a while...
finally able wake tis lz pig up...
studied until 1+...
then...
could stand any more...
set the alarm clock to 7.30am...
reminded myself to wake up n studied the remainin...
then went to slp...
2day...
alarm clock really made me up...
but...
i told myself tt...
hey...
woke up at 8...
but...
reached 8am...
i stil told myself...
8.30am la...
but.... didnt noe how..
i slept until 9am...
dragged myself out frm the sweet warm comforable bed...
d my stuffs...
then online for a while...
but tis online...
i started my study at 10.15am...
then until 11.30am...
had a fast lunch n went to meet lihong...
reached the bus stop at 12.20pm...
which was nt wat we wan...
but nvm...
reached sch early could able to revise my work...
studied until 1.30pm...
felt nervous...
but didnt hav the choice...
went to the exam hall...
looked at the paper...
although some of the qns i noe how to do...
most of the qns i was totally blur...
i tried..
to do all of these qns...
but...
i was...
lost...
didnt even understand wat they wan...
so...
jz worte wat i noe for tt os...
finished at 3.20pm...
lookin here n there...
then when the tutor walked past...
i jz gav him the paper n went off...
didnt really wan to continue waitin n feel my ans were all wrong...
went out...
they all discussed abt the ans...
but...
they all d qn 7(which was the most popular qns) n 8...
but i d qn 6 n 7...
qns 8 really didnt understand...
rather d somethin i felt was alien to me...
so d somethin which i stil able to handle some of them wif...
finished the paper...
joey, kylie, huiying, sebrina, aisha, jolene,
sangar, xiang zhong, chris, jason(another class),
owen, irwan, sze wei n daniel were decided to go to PS there...
we took bus to there...
n tt time was quite sunny...
had the wonderful so called lunch wif them...
quite happy tt so many of them were there..
d hope tt they all were also happy...
then jason(frm my class) n seng kee came...
so happy tt they were come also...
but xiang zhong gt somethin on...
so he nded to go off 1st...
had the lunch wif them...
then they all decided where to help me to celebrate my bday...
then they all decided to go to a place near PS...
hhaa..
actually i didnt noe where the place...
a place near b.boss....
went there to celebrate...
so fun!!
then...
saw the cake...
wow...
chocolate cake....
such a big 1...
sld b spendin quite a lot of money....
then...
they all sang the bday song!!
wow...~!
tt really made me so paiseh!!!!
i was totally blushed!
playin along tt time...
then also...
dunno wat...
asked me to take the candles frm the cake usin mouth...
omg!~!
they all put the candles so deep inside...
made me felt embarrassed n stress...
didnt noe hoe to take out the candles...
the cream jz laid on my face the moment i went near to take the candle out...
then...
tt owen...
said tt i sld gav ppl who were older than me a kiss...
omg~!
4gt abt it...
i would nt do tt...
so...
he said...
gav me another choice...
put the cream on my face....
haha...
since didnt hav the choice...
so rather d tt...
but...
felt a bit regret...
they all were so violent!!!
1 time nt enough...
they all kept on "throwin" the cream on my face...
even my neck, ears n hands were all kanna...
tt really very sufferin...
after the whole "show" had finished...
nded to go to toilet n washed up...
but...
ard tt area didnt hav toilet..
omg~!
went to PS there...
but...
there were so many ppl!!!!
i was totally covered up my face...
liked no face to c the ppl at there...
ppl at there were kept on lookin at my weird attire...
i was jz pastin them n went straight to the toilet...
took a long time to wash the cream away...
finally washed away the cream but nt the smell...
i kept on complainin the smell was like the vomit tt type...
i smell it also felt wan to vomit...
went back...
then kylie wanted me to open the present...
i took a long time to open tt...
i was shocked tt...
these were a candle n also a cup n also a cute card...
thanks for all the greetin n all the happiness u all had given to me...
thanks for all the plannin which made me shocked off...
thanks for all the present n willin to spend the time wif me...
thanks for create so much fun!
really thanks!
ThaNk U VerY MuCH!
well...
bcoz unable to stay wif them long...
went hm 1st...
but...
kanna scoldin...
although nt really tt scoldin...
but...
she alrdy said so clearly...
haiz...
didnt mean wan to be late..
haiz...
didnt feel wan to b in tis hm...
a hm which these days made me so sad...
felt tt tis hm was nt meant for me...
a hm which only jz a object wif no feelin...
i totally lost my real hm...
although...
sld b happy bcoz of my dearest fren helppin me to celebrate the bday...
but...
reachin hm was another feelin...
well...
my life had changed....
changed frm happy to miserable...
didnt noe the reason y...
but...
prefer outside than goin hm nowadays...
mayb bcoz...
able to relax a bit....
jz started study at nite...
well...
felt tt the comin exam sld b quite ez...
tis was wat i thought for tt...
then...
studied halfway...
felt tt...
alien haven started study..
so..
sms him...
haha...
true enough...
he didnt...
omg~
stil dare to slp!!
i was quite angry tt time...
if he alrdy finished study...
i didnt mind he went to slp...
but...
he haven!!
hey...
wake up la...
sms him for a while...
finally able wake tis lz pig up...
studied until 1+...
then...
could stand any more...
set the alarm clock to 7.30am...
reminded myself to wake up n studied the remainin...
then went to slp...
2day...
alarm clock really made me up...
but...
i told myself tt...
hey...
woke up at 8...
but...
reached 8am...
i stil told myself...
8.30am la...
but.... didnt noe how..
i slept until 9am...
dragged myself out frm the sweet warm comforable bed...
d my stuffs...
then online for a while...
but tis online...
i started my study at 10.15am...
then until 11.30am...
had a fast lunch n went to meet lihong...
reached the bus stop at 12.20pm...
which was nt wat we wan...
but nvm...
reached sch early could able to revise my work...
studied until 1.30pm...
felt nervous...
but didnt hav the choice...
went to the exam hall...
looked at the paper...
although some of the qns i noe how to do...
most of the qns i was totally blur...
i tried..
to do all of these qns...
but...
i was...
lost...
didnt even understand wat they wan...
so...
jz worte wat i noe for tt os...
finished at 3.20pm...
lookin here n there...
then when the tutor walked past...
i jz gav him the paper n went off...
didnt really wan to continue waitin n feel my ans were all wrong...
went out...
they all discussed abt the ans...
but...
they all d qn 7(which was the most popular qns) n 8...
but i d qn 6 n 7...
qns 8 really didnt understand...
rather d somethin i felt was alien to me...
so d somethin which i stil able to handle some of them wif...
finished the paper...
joey, kylie, huiying, sebrina, aisha, jolene,
sangar, xiang zhong, chris, jason(another class),
owen, irwan, sze wei n daniel were decided to go to PS there...
we took bus to there...
n tt time was quite sunny...
had the wonderful so called lunch wif them...
quite happy tt so many of them were there..
d hope tt they all were also happy...
then jason(frm my class) n seng kee came...
so happy tt they were come also...
but xiang zhong gt somethin on...
so he nded to go off 1st...
had the lunch wif them...
then they all decided where to help me to celebrate my bday...
then they all decided to go to a place near PS...
hhaa..
actually i didnt noe where the place...
a place near b.boss....
went there to celebrate...
so fun!!
then...
saw the cake...
wow...
chocolate cake....
such a big 1...
sld b spendin quite a lot of money....
then...
they all sang the bday song!!
wow...~!
tt really made me so paiseh!!!!
i was totally blushed!
playin along tt time...
then also...
dunno wat...
asked me to take the candles frm the cake usin mouth...
omg!~!
they all put the candles so deep inside...
made me felt embarrassed n stress...
didnt noe hoe to take out the candles...
the cream jz laid on my face the moment i went near to take the candle out...
then...
tt owen...
said tt i sld gav ppl who were older than me a kiss...
omg~!
4gt abt it...
i would nt do tt...
so...
he said...
gav me another choice...
put the cream on my face....
haha...
since didnt hav the choice...
so rather d tt...
but...
felt a bit regret...
they all were so violent!!!
1 time nt enough...
they all kept on "throwin" the cream on my face...
even my neck, ears n hands were all kanna...
tt really very sufferin...
after the whole "show" had finished...
nded to go to toilet n washed up...
but...
ard tt area didnt hav toilet..
omg~!
went to PS there...
but...
there were so many ppl!!!!
i was totally covered up my face...
liked no face to c the ppl at there...
ppl at there were kept on lookin at my weird attire...
i was jz pastin them n went straight to the toilet...
took a long time to wash the cream away...
finally washed away the cream but nt the smell...
i kept on complainin the smell was like the vomit tt type...
i smell it also felt wan to vomit...
went back...
then kylie wanted me to open the present...
i took a long time to open tt...
i was shocked tt...
these were a candle n also a cup n also a cute card...
thanks for all the greetin n all the happiness u all had given to me...
thanks for all the plannin which made me shocked off...
thanks for all the present n willin to spend the time wif me...
thanks for create so much fun!
really thanks!
ThaNk U VerY MuCH!
well...
bcoz unable to stay wif them long...
went hm 1st...
but...
kanna scoldin...
although nt really tt scoldin...
but...
she alrdy said so clearly...
haiz...
didnt mean wan to be late..
haiz...
didnt feel wan to b in tis hm...
a hm which these days made me so sad...
felt tt tis hm was nt meant for me...
a hm which only jz a object wif no feelin...
i totally lost my real hm...
although...
sld b happy bcoz of my dearest fren helppin me to celebrate the bday...
but...
reachin hm was another feelin...
well...
my life had changed....
changed frm happy to miserable...
didnt noe the reason y...
but...
prefer outside than goin hm nowadays...
mayb bcoz...
able to relax a bit....
Wednesday, May 05, 2004
frm 020504 ~ 050504
well....
after the 2 stupid exam papers...
i then start to update the blog....
020504
on tt day...
didnt hav a lot of things happened...
jz tt...
bcoz my chinese bday was fell on tt day...
so my mum decided tt y nt celebrated both chinese n english bday 2gether...
so...
for chinese bday...
i had a mian sian n 2 red eggs...
omg...~
the egg shells were super difficult to peel off....
at nite...
celebrated my bday...
well...
although was jz a small 1...
but i stil very happy...
i thought...
even though nt really celebrated my bday on the actual day..
i stil very happy...
my family sang the bday song for me...
but...
didnt noe y...
didnt really as happy as b4...
felt tt...
somethin had lost....
after havin tt...
i nded to start revisin my work...
as tml i had bis paper at 9am...
haiz...
didnt really study much...
jz studied the meanin for the terms...
studied until 2+...
went to slp...
030504
totally 4gotten abt tt 2day was my bday...
n tt day havin a slight fever...
havin flu n cough....
omg~!
as i was too nervous for the paper...
even in the bus i also roughly read thru...
met lihong...
n she suddenly gav me the present...
i was so shocked...
as these days were so bz for the exam..
she sld nt hav the time to buy the present for me..
i was....
so touched!!!
felt tt...
even failed the paper...
i stil very happy...
hahaa....
then...
reached sch...
waited for my fren...
n then went to the exam hall...
put our bags in front...
n we went to find our seat....
omg~~~!!!
my seat no was 333....
n so unlucky...
i was sitting the most in front...
tt really made me super nervous...
then thought...
since i sat in front...
wat if i didnt finish the paper...
would the tutor jz take my paper frm me??
tinkin of tt made me froze...
bis paper was quite tough...
i spent the 1hr n 50min to finish the paper...
didnt hav the time to rise my hand to hand in n went off 1st...
jz sat at there.... lookin at others...
then...
when handin up the paper...
saw other ppl's ans for the drawin part..
omg~!!
i drew the wrong 1!!!
haiz...
too late...
couldnt change at all!!!
made me so sad....
handed in the paper...
went dwn...
the ling n aisha wishin mt happy bday...
didnt noe tt day was too sad for the bis or wat...
they wished me yet i wished them too...
omg~!
i sld said, "thanks or thank you" n nt "happy bday also..."
then...
went hm....
opened my lappy...
then...
some1 called...
omg...
he asked me to go outside for a while...
as he gt somethin to giv me....
went out...
a cute pink wrapper wrapped somethin up..
i was...
shocked....
then...
opened up...
to my surprise....
it was...
somethin which i longed wanted to hav....
a FRUITS BASKET vcd!!!!
i was sooo happy!!!!
my mum saw it...
then she said...
"y so bo liao bought tis...
y dun might as well buy the diamond earring which nw costed $69"
tt really hurt my feelin...
she...
was so pratical...
well..
we couldnt ask ppl to buy somethin we wan!!!
tt was super rude!!!
haiz...
didnt noe wat she wat tinkin....
actually promised him tt..
i would watch after the exam...
but....
i really couldnt stand anymore!!!
i watched it....
i watched frm chapt 1 all the way to chapt 26...
so touchin!!!
mum kept on scoldin for nt goin to slp...
but...
i jz wanted to finish watchin them....
haiz...
i felt tt...
my mum's words felt my feelin...
it was nt related to the vcd stuffs....
well...
didnt really wan to say much...
jz tt..
feelin unfair...
cried the whole nite...
felt super moody...
jz felt...
wan to die better...
couldnt imagin tt...
durin my bday...
i felt i wan to die...
1st time in my life....
040504
didnt feel wan to study psp...
then...
my fren called me as she wan me to acc her to go to polyclinic...
as her hand seem swollen...
sld meet her at 1.15pm...
then she sms me tt met her 1.30pm...
but ended up waited for her until 1.45pm....
well...
nor her so well...
sure would late in the end...
then tt time i also brought along the 2002 paper...
went there...
sld b readin...
but...
talked all the way...
went to c the doctor...
n the doctor said tt it might take a few yrs to recover...
omg~!
so long??
after tt...
she sld immediately go to JE there the CPF...
but...
she asked me to acc her for a while...
so we went to WM...
actually she didnt wan to go there bcoz of the murder case...
n also tt her mum didnt wan her to go on tt day bcoz tt day was the third day of the murder case...
but...
i dragged her to go...
kept on tellin her tt...
nothin was happened...
she was nt the 1 who caused the tt to happened...
went tt..
felt tt...
nt as a lot of ppl went there as b4...
mayb due to tt incident caused the shoppin mall to b tt quiet...
we went to hav sushi at level 2...
haha..
then kept on talkin at there frm 3+ to 4+....
then after tt...
we went to interchange...
she called her mum abt the CPF stuffs...
n her mum told her tt...
it alrdy closed!
omg~!
so...
she acc me to walked back to my hse tt area...
then at the bus stop...
sld b waitin for her bus to come...
we kept on talkin....
then she said tt she was thirsty...
so we went to the nearest coffeeshop to but drinks...
then along the way we talked abt her sec sch life...
her life at there was so wonderful n interestin!!!
we were kept on laughin all the way....
i like tt kind of life....
nt like my sec sch life...
made me felt a bit miserable...
then when backin back to the bus stop...
i told her tt there were a lot of big red ants along the handle near the bus stop...
haha...
she...
w/o tinkin much....
pour the soft drink she bought to the ants...
the ants...
didnt drown...
yet drank the drinks...
omg~~
i thought...
we were nothin better do to...
then looked at these ants...
i was goosebump!!!
couldnt stand much...
then...
we also went to find these ants' hse...
haah...
w/o much effort...
we found it n their hse were up on a tree!
felt sad for the tree as it body was covered full of ants...
even the fruits were also "stolen" by these ants...
after the "adventure"...
we went back to the bus stop n chat again...
but tis time..
i asked her to go hm 1st..
if nt...
later sure would nt able to squeeze in the bus...
i pointed her 174...
n she told me tt she better went off 1st...
hahaa...
after sayin gd bye...
i also went hm...
mum n bro went to toa payoh...
mum d ask me to go..
but i told her tt i acc my fren...
but...
she said..
y sld i acc her...
i didnt tell her much...
didnt really wish to talk to her much...
at hm...
quite quiet...
felt a bit bein released....
but...
stress a bit...
bcoz of somethin...
i noe tt...
u were nt tt mean...
but...
nd to tell u again...
i m nt as pro as wat u tink...
i m jz a normal person who is super lz...
i may nt noe wat u wan to ask me...
i didnt mean wan to scold u or wat...
sometimes u nd to depend urself to find the ans...
fren r there although sld help u...
but...
u muz also help urself....
tt is a way to make u more indepentant...
started revisin psp....
omg~!
no time!!!
muz study...
at nite...
they all came back...
didnt talk to her much...
jz study my own stuffs...
then...
went to slp after tt...
050504
psp...
reached sch at 8+
while i was on the way to the interchange to meet lihong....
huiying alrdy sms me tt she alrdy reached....
omg....
no nd to reach there so early...
tt made me so nervous...
went to the exam hall...
realised tt...
i was sitting super behind!!!
told huiying tt...
she muz b the 1 who got up frm the seat n nt me again...
haa...
d the qns...
super difficult...!!!
qn1,2....
roughly able to do them...
but....
i couldnt depend others qns to pass my exam...
didnt feel the hope for tt....
but....
tink of the bright side...
somethin which unable to redo it...
jz let in pass....
impossible to redo them again....
when almost done...
looked in front...
then....
eh...
where was huiying???!!!!
disappear???
wah...
she was so fast!
then after finished it...
handed in..
n went off of the exam hall....
called her...
n she was in the canteen...
discussed abt the ans...
realised tt...
i gt A LOT of mistakes....
omg....
at tt time...
felt hopeless...
then also rainin heavily tt time...
then went hm...
opened the lappy... jz went to c the quiz..
then....
saw tt...
y the 2 persons who scored 100 didnt write their real name...
omg!
i jz wan to noe...
who were the 2 persons who noe me so well....
lolz....
after the 2 stupid exam papers...
i then start to update the blog....
020504
on tt day...
didnt hav a lot of things happened...
jz tt...
bcoz my chinese bday was fell on tt day...
so my mum decided tt y nt celebrated both chinese n english bday 2gether...
so...
for chinese bday...
i had a mian sian n 2 red eggs...
omg...~
the egg shells were super difficult to peel off....
at nite...
celebrated my bday...
well...
although was jz a small 1...
but i stil very happy...
i thought...
even though nt really celebrated my bday on the actual day..
i stil very happy...
my family sang the bday song for me...
but...
didnt noe y...
didnt really as happy as b4...
felt tt...
somethin had lost....
after havin tt...
i nded to start revisin my work...
as tml i had bis paper at 9am...
haiz...
didnt really study much...
jz studied the meanin for the terms...
studied until 2+...
went to slp...
030504
totally 4gotten abt tt 2day was my bday...
n tt day havin a slight fever...
havin flu n cough....
omg~!
as i was too nervous for the paper...
even in the bus i also roughly read thru...
met lihong...
n she suddenly gav me the present...
i was so shocked...
as these days were so bz for the exam..
she sld nt hav the time to buy the present for me..
i was....
so touched!!!
felt tt...
even failed the paper...
i stil very happy...
hahaa....
then...
reached sch...
waited for my fren...
n then went to the exam hall...
put our bags in front...
n we went to find our seat....
omg~~~!!!
my seat no was 333....
n so unlucky...
i was sitting the most in front...
tt really made me super nervous...
then thought...
since i sat in front...
wat if i didnt finish the paper...
would the tutor jz take my paper frm me??
tinkin of tt made me froze...
bis paper was quite tough...
i spent the 1hr n 50min to finish the paper...
didnt hav the time to rise my hand to hand in n went off 1st...
jz sat at there.... lookin at others...
then...
when handin up the paper...
saw other ppl's ans for the drawin part..
omg~!!
i drew the wrong 1!!!
haiz...
too late...
couldnt change at all!!!
made me so sad....
handed in the paper...
went dwn...
the ling n aisha wishin mt happy bday...
didnt noe tt day was too sad for the bis or wat...
they wished me yet i wished them too...
omg~!
i sld said, "thanks or thank you" n nt "happy bday also..."
then...
went hm....
opened my lappy...
then...
some1 called...
omg...
he asked me to go outside for a while...
as he gt somethin to giv me....
went out...
a cute pink wrapper wrapped somethin up..
i was...
shocked....
then...
opened up...
to my surprise....
it was...
somethin which i longed wanted to hav....
a FRUITS BASKET vcd!!!!
i was sooo happy!!!!
my mum saw it...
then she said...
"y so bo liao bought tis...
y dun might as well buy the diamond earring which nw costed $69"
tt really hurt my feelin...
she...
was so pratical...
well..
we couldnt ask ppl to buy somethin we wan!!!
tt was super rude!!!
haiz...
didnt noe wat she wat tinkin....
actually promised him tt..
i would watch after the exam...
but....
i really couldnt stand anymore!!!
i watched it....
i watched frm chapt 1 all the way to chapt 26...
so touchin!!!
mum kept on scoldin for nt goin to slp...
but...
i jz wanted to finish watchin them....
haiz...
i felt tt...
my mum's words felt my feelin...
it was nt related to the vcd stuffs....
well...
didnt really wan to say much...
jz tt..
feelin unfair...
cried the whole nite...
felt super moody...
jz felt...
wan to die better...
couldnt imagin tt...
durin my bday...
i felt i wan to die...
1st time in my life....
040504
didnt feel wan to study psp...
then...
my fren called me as she wan me to acc her to go to polyclinic...
as her hand seem swollen...
sld meet her at 1.15pm...
then she sms me tt met her 1.30pm...
but ended up waited for her until 1.45pm....
well...
nor her so well...
sure would late in the end...
then tt time i also brought along the 2002 paper...
went there...
sld b readin...
but...
talked all the way...
went to c the doctor...
n the doctor said tt it might take a few yrs to recover...
omg~!
so long??
after tt...
she sld immediately go to JE there the CPF...
but...
she asked me to acc her for a while...
so we went to WM...
actually she didnt wan to go there bcoz of the murder case...
n also tt her mum didnt wan her to go on tt day bcoz tt day was the third day of the murder case...
but...
i dragged her to go...
kept on tellin her tt...
nothin was happened...
she was nt the 1 who caused the tt to happened...
went tt..
felt tt...
nt as a lot of ppl went there as b4...
mayb due to tt incident caused the shoppin mall to b tt quiet...
we went to hav sushi at level 2...
haha..
then kept on talkin at there frm 3+ to 4+....
then after tt...
we went to interchange...
she called her mum abt the CPF stuffs...
n her mum told her tt...
it alrdy closed!
omg~!
so...
she acc me to walked back to my hse tt area...
then at the bus stop...
sld b waitin for her bus to come...
we kept on talkin....
then she said tt she was thirsty...
so we went to the nearest coffeeshop to but drinks...
then along the way we talked abt her sec sch life...
her life at there was so wonderful n interestin!!!
we were kept on laughin all the way....
i like tt kind of life....
nt like my sec sch life...
made me felt a bit miserable...
then when backin back to the bus stop...
i told her tt there were a lot of big red ants along the handle near the bus stop...
haha...
she...
w/o tinkin much....
pour the soft drink she bought to the ants...
the ants...
didnt drown...
yet drank the drinks...
omg~~
i thought...
we were nothin better do to...
then looked at these ants...
i was goosebump!!!
couldnt stand much...
then...
we also went to find these ants' hse...
haah...
w/o much effort...
we found it n their hse were up on a tree!
felt sad for the tree as it body was covered full of ants...
even the fruits were also "stolen" by these ants...
after the "adventure"...
we went back to the bus stop n chat again...
but tis time..
i asked her to go hm 1st..
if nt...
later sure would nt able to squeeze in the bus...
i pointed her 174...
n she told me tt she better went off 1st...
hahaa...
after sayin gd bye...
i also went hm...
mum n bro went to toa payoh...
mum d ask me to go..
but i told her tt i acc my fren...
but...
she said..
y sld i acc her...
i didnt tell her much...
didnt really wish to talk to her much...
at hm...
quite quiet...
felt a bit bein released....
but...
stress a bit...
bcoz of somethin...
i noe tt...
u were nt tt mean...
but...
nd to tell u again...
i m nt as pro as wat u tink...
i m jz a normal person who is super lz...
i may nt noe wat u wan to ask me...
i didnt mean wan to scold u or wat...
sometimes u nd to depend urself to find the ans...
fren r there although sld help u...
but...
u muz also help urself....
tt is a way to make u more indepentant...
started revisin psp....
omg~!
no time!!!
muz study...
at nite...
they all came back...
didnt talk to her much...
jz study my own stuffs...
then...
went to slp after tt...
050504
psp...
reached sch at 8+
while i was on the way to the interchange to meet lihong....
huiying alrdy sms me tt she alrdy reached....
omg....
no nd to reach there so early...
tt made me so nervous...
went to the exam hall...
realised tt...
i was sitting super behind!!!
told huiying tt...
she muz b the 1 who got up frm the seat n nt me again...
haa...
d the qns...
super difficult...!!!
qn1,2....
roughly able to do them...
but....
i couldnt depend others qns to pass my exam...
didnt feel the hope for tt....
but....
tink of the bright side...
somethin which unable to redo it...
jz let in pass....
impossible to redo them again....
when almost done...
looked in front...
then....
eh...
where was huiying???!!!!
disappear???
wah...
she was so fast!
then after finished it...
handed in..
n went off of the exam hall....
called her...
n she was in the canteen...
discussed abt the ans...
realised tt...
i gt A LOT of mistakes....
omg....
at tt time...
felt hopeless...
then also rainin heavily tt time...
then went hm...
opened the lappy... jz went to c the quiz..
then....
saw tt...
y the 2 persons who scored 100 didnt write their real name...
omg!
i jz wan to noe...
who were the 2 persons who noe me so well....
lolz....
Saturday, May 01, 2004
haha...
haha...
finally gt the time to write somethin for my blog...
jz tt..
i combined 2days ago events to here...
29042004
2day had my 1st exam n tt was am1...
woke up quite early as i didnt seem able to slp well...
d wat ever stuffs i nded to do...
then met lihong in the interchange...
tolde her tt we nded to reached there early as mr kong told us tt we able to hav 10min readin time...
when i was on the way...
joey alrdy called me n told me tt she was alrdy there...
omg~
she was so early!!!
even though we reached there early...
we were waitin for the guys...
waited for some times...
we decided didnt wan to wait anymore...
as we didnt really noe where was blk 56...
blk 56 was the place where we would b taken the am1 exam there...
then...
it was 8.30am...
when we walked towards blk 27/31...
saw the sign which lead us to blk 56!
haha...
we seem so lucky abt it...
but...
lucky seem only short while...
when we went to there...
we lost~
we didnt noe where was tt blk as there didnt indicate where was it...
then....
we thought...
sld b the blk we were standin rite nw...
it was a blk which looked like a pri sch like tt....
totally different frm our blk...
as we were takin the exam at level 2...
so we decided to walk up there...
the guys were also comin...
we walked n walked...
then...
we didnt able to find our rm!!!!
it only stopped at 02-14....
didnt hav 02-06 n 02-07...!!!
omg~!!!
then...
we continued walkin...
then...
walked to a place where seem like...
we were havin a war outside the rm...
so dark...
then...
finally tt was the place where we were havin our exam...!!
but...
we couldnt go in!!!
bcoz it was over the time..
we reached there 10min b4 the exam..
so the tutor in there didnt let us to go in...
at tt time....
i was so nervous!!
bcoz it was the 1st time i was so called "late" for exam...
i kept on walkin here n there...
aisha kept on askin me to calm dwn...
finally...
the tutor opened the door..
i immediately went to find my seat n sat dwn...
looked thru the paper n started to do...
the paper was quite ok...
but...
stil stucked in between...
didnt care much...
jz d wat i could do...
soon...
11am reached...
tutor collected the paper...
n we went off...
asked them abt it...
then...
realised tt...
i made quite a lot of mistakes...
haiz...
reached hm...
couldnt concentrate to study evp...
but....
read thru the last yr paper...
pray hard tt tis yr paper would b roughly the same as last yr paper...
then....
started readin frm 9+ to 10+...
then went to slp....
30042004
actually wanted to wake up at 7am to revise again...
but....
i could make myself up frm the warm bed...
slept until 9am then woke up...
although 2day was havin a very warm day..
i stil havin terrible sneeze...
i sneezed the whole mornin...
i thought...
i sld b fell ill....
took abt 1hr doin nothin...
10am then started lookin thru again...
but...
in between...
went to surf net for a while...
haha...
really didnt study much...
reached there...
so nervous!!
but tis time...
i didnt sneeze!!!
went to the exam hall...
prepared tp hav my jacket...
but in the end i didnt even use it at all...
mayb too concentrate doin the evp...
wah...
evp quite difficult!!!
most of the qns were similar to the last yr paper...
especially the qns 2!!
90% were the same!!!
i gav myself 30min to finish each qns...
haha..
when d until 2 qns..
i spent less than 1hr...
then for the 3rd n 4th qns...
i didnt really noe how to do...
jz anyhow wrote the ans....
when i was doin...
sangar, chris, owen, xiang zhong, adeline, kylie, irwan, floyd, sebrina were alrdy handed in the paper n went off 1st...
seem like...
the paper seem ez..
haiz...
realised tt..
i didnt study much...
finished the paper at abt 9.30am....
didnt really wanted to go out...
but the tutor asked me...
"do u wan to hand in the paper?"
thought twice...
then i jz handed in...
took my things n went to the front to take my bag...
i turned my head....
saw huiying she rose up her hand...
haha...
she seem like waitin for me to hand in...
when i was outside...
she then came out...
then...
i realised tt my student pass was on the desk!!!
i was so nervous!!!
told the tutor abt it..
n he asked me where i was sat jz nw...
told him i sat at 245...
huiying then asked me...
wat if...
was nt on ur desk??
then...
nervous again...
but luckily...
saw him took somethin frm the desk...
then i started to calm dwn...
went dwn...
talked to them abt the paper...
they all also anyhow d the paper...
then we waited for the others to come dwn...
after a while...
joey they all came...
joey seem so depressed...
i told her tt...
dun worry...
stil gt CA!!
haa..
although i noe...
i would nt score well tis time...
i jz...
thought +ve...
tis was wat i could do...
if nt...
i sure...
kept myself quiet....
tt....
jz would make myself worse....
i would tink a lot!!!
mayb...
haven even finish doin all the paper...
i was...
in the heaven...
hahaa....
reached hm...
i kept on sneezin!!!
i didnt noe...
was tt some1 kept on cursin me....
or i really havin a very bad flu...
i jz...
continuin sneezin until i fell aslp....
01052004
didnt study at all...
i thought tt i would study 2day...
but woke up at 12 noon...
since noon...
my sneezin disease started again...
sneezin n sneezin...
went to bukit panjang plaza wif my mum, bro n sis...
jz went there to hav our lunch...
went there...
i also sneezin....
tis time...
+ coughin....
didnt noe wat happened to me...
omg!
then also jz walked walked....
after a while...
we also went to zheng hua....
haha..
couldnt believe tt there gt giant(supermarket)...
went there...
bought the catcus...
hhaa...
i longed time askin my mum to bought catcus for me...
but she jz didnt wan to buy for me..
finally...
she agreeed!!
she said treated as my present...
haha... so happy!
reached hm abt 9+..
then heard frm my dad tt WM gt murder case...
went to search the news....
n tt was the result...
SINGAPORE : A 17-year-old youth was stabbed to death at West Mall shopping centre in Bukit Batok on Saturday.
Kelvin Yang was working in Sports Link, a shop located on the second floor of West Mall, when an 18-year-old youth rushed into the store and attacked him.
The assailant was arrested at the scene.
Security officers, who rushed to the scene, found Kelvin dead by the side of the payment counter. He had cuts and stab wounds on his face and body.
The assailant made no attempt to escape from the store. He was seen holding a 16-centimetre long kitchen knife in his hand.
After some persuasion, he gave up the knife and was detained by the security officers.
According to three other store assistants who witnessed the attack, Kelvin and the assailant knew each other.
Kelvin's family and girlfriend rushed to the scene after being informed by the Police.
wah...
so sad!!!
i couldnt believe it!!
fell sorry for the 17 yr old guy...
n also the 18 yr old guy...
didnt really noe wat was happenin....
hope would noe sooner....
took the medicine...
but didnt seem ok to me...
stil havin the sneezin...
omg~!
please stay away FRM ME!
finally gt the time to write somethin for my blog...
jz tt..
i combined 2days ago events to here...
29042004
2day had my 1st exam n tt was am1...
woke up quite early as i didnt seem able to slp well...
d wat ever stuffs i nded to do...
then met lihong in the interchange...
tolde her tt we nded to reached there early as mr kong told us tt we able to hav 10min readin time...
when i was on the way...
joey alrdy called me n told me tt she was alrdy there...
omg~
she was so early!!!
even though we reached there early...
we were waitin for the guys...
waited for some times...
we decided didnt wan to wait anymore...
as we didnt really noe where was blk 56...
blk 56 was the place where we would b taken the am1 exam there...
then...
it was 8.30am...
when we walked towards blk 27/31...
saw the sign which lead us to blk 56!
haha...
we seem so lucky abt it...
but...
lucky seem only short while...
when we went to there...
we lost~
we didnt noe where was tt blk as there didnt indicate where was it...
then....
we thought...
sld b the blk we were standin rite nw...
it was a blk which looked like a pri sch like tt....
totally different frm our blk...
as we were takin the exam at level 2...
so we decided to walk up there...
the guys were also comin...
we walked n walked...
then...
we didnt able to find our rm!!!!
it only stopped at 02-14....
didnt hav 02-06 n 02-07...!!!
omg~!!!
then...
we continued walkin...
then...
walked to a place where seem like...
we were havin a war outside the rm...
so dark...
then...
finally tt was the place where we were havin our exam...!!
but...
we couldnt go in!!!
bcoz it was over the time..
we reached there 10min b4 the exam..
so the tutor in there didnt let us to go in...
at tt time....
i was so nervous!!
bcoz it was the 1st time i was so called "late" for exam...
i kept on walkin here n there...
aisha kept on askin me to calm dwn...
finally...
the tutor opened the door..
i immediately went to find my seat n sat dwn...
looked thru the paper n started to do...
the paper was quite ok...
but...
stil stucked in between...
didnt care much...
jz d wat i could do...
soon...
11am reached...
tutor collected the paper...
n we went off...
asked them abt it...
then...
realised tt...
i made quite a lot of mistakes...
haiz...
reached hm...
couldnt concentrate to study evp...
but....
read thru the last yr paper...
pray hard tt tis yr paper would b roughly the same as last yr paper...
then....
started readin frm 9+ to 10+...
then went to slp....
30042004
actually wanted to wake up at 7am to revise again...
but....
i could make myself up frm the warm bed...
slept until 9am then woke up...
although 2day was havin a very warm day..
i stil havin terrible sneeze...
i sneezed the whole mornin...
i thought...
i sld b fell ill....
took abt 1hr doin nothin...
10am then started lookin thru again...
but...
in between...
went to surf net for a while...
haha...
really didnt study much...
reached there...
so nervous!!
but tis time...
i didnt sneeze!!!
went to the exam hall...
prepared tp hav my jacket...
but in the end i didnt even use it at all...
mayb too concentrate doin the evp...
wah...
evp quite difficult!!!
most of the qns were similar to the last yr paper...
especially the qns 2!!
90% were the same!!!
i gav myself 30min to finish each qns...
haha..
when d until 2 qns..
i spent less than 1hr...
then for the 3rd n 4th qns...
i didnt really noe how to do...
jz anyhow wrote the ans....
when i was doin...
sangar, chris, owen, xiang zhong, adeline, kylie, irwan, floyd, sebrina were alrdy handed in the paper n went off 1st...
seem like...
the paper seem ez..
haiz...
realised tt..
i didnt study much...
finished the paper at abt 9.30am....
didnt really wanted to go out...
but the tutor asked me...
"do u wan to hand in the paper?"
thought twice...
then i jz handed in...
took my things n went to the front to take my bag...
i turned my head....
saw huiying she rose up her hand...
haha...
she seem like waitin for me to hand in...
when i was outside...
she then came out...
then...
i realised tt my student pass was on the desk!!!
i was so nervous!!!
told the tutor abt it..
n he asked me where i was sat jz nw...
told him i sat at 245...
huiying then asked me...
wat if...
was nt on ur desk??
then...
nervous again...
but luckily...
saw him took somethin frm the desk...
then i started to calm dwn...
went dwn...
talked to them abt the paper...
they all also anyhow d the paper...
then we waited for the others to come dwn...
after a while...
joey they all came...
joey seem so depressed...
i told her tt...
dun worry...
stil gt CA!!
haa..
although i noe...
i would nt score well tis time...
i jz...
thought +ve...
tis was wat i could do...
if nt...
i sure...
kept myself quiet....
tt....
jz would make myself worse....
i would tink a lot!!!
mayb...
haven even finish doin all the paper...
i was...
in the heaven...
hahaa....
reached hm...
i kept on sneezin!!!
i didnt noe...
was tt some1 kept on cursin me....
or i really havin a very bad flu...
i jz...
continuin sneezin until i fell aslp....
01052004
didnt study at all...
i thought tt i would study 2day...
but woke up at 12 noon...
since noon...
my sneezin disease started again...
sneezin n sneezin...
went to bukit panjang plaza wif my mum, bro n sis...
jz went there to hav our lunch...
went there...
i also sneezin....
tis time...
+ coughin....
didnt noe wat happened to me...
omg!
then also jz walked walked....
after a while...
we also went to zheng hua....
haha..
couldnt believe tt there gt giant(supermarket)...
went there...
bought the catcus...
hhaa...
i longed time askin my mum to bought catcus for me...
but she jz didnt wan to buy for me..
finally...
she agreeed!!
she said treated as my present...
haha... so happy!
reached hm abt 9+..
then heard frm my dad tt WM gt murder case...
went to search the news....
n tt was the result...
SINGAPORE : A 17-year-old youth was stabbed to death at West Mall shopping centre in Bukit Batok on Saturday.
Kelvin Yang was working in Sports Link, a shop located on the second floor of West Mall, when an 18-year-old youth rushed into the store and attacked him.
The assailant was arrested at the scene.
Security officers, who rushed to the scene, found Kelvin dead by the side of the payment counter. He had cuts and stab wounds on his face and body.
The assailant made no attempt to escape from the store. He was seen holding a 16-centimetre long kitchen knife in his hand.
After some persuasion, he gave up the knife and was detained by the security officers.
According to three other store assistants who witnessed the attack, Kelvin and the assailant knew each other.
Kelvin's family and girlfriend rushed to the scene after being informed by the Police.
wah...
so sad!!!
i couldnt believe it!!
fell sorry for the 17 yr old guy...
n also the 18 yr old guy...
didnt really noe wat was happenin....
hope would noe sooner....
took the medicine...
but didnt seem ok to me...
stil havin the sneezin...
omg~!
please stay away FRM ME!
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