Friday, April 29, 2005

wat a borin week for me to live on...

-thurs-
another bored day.
didnt do anythin other than the TOR.
really couldnt believe myself tt i gt nothin to do at there!!!!
then really.. i really couldnt do the TOR if tt kept on goin on.
haha...
i like to work.. really..

didnt go anywhere as i was totally used up my internal power to tink where i put my tag card.. haha... really couldnt believe that meiling asked me for the card yet i thought tt the card wif her was hers... =x

d the gantt chart.... gee... d until 12mn... then i only left wif 5.5hrs to slp... -.-"

lihong told me tt some of the students were transfer to in hse as their IP was jz repairin the pc.. Mmm... wounderin whether my part was also tt???


-fri-
although tt day sld b a happy workin day. but jz bcoz of tt "today special" totally changed me mood... wat i was believed was tt the salt in the canteen was FOC! had FISH N CHIP... then the 1st food i tried was the fries... GRR..... once put into my mouth.... i nearly vomited!!! tt fries covered wif lots n lots of SALTS! salad... i looked at qiu yue's face able to noe how it tasted.. then the fish..... tasted like bread!!!! really couldnt believe it... $3.50 food tasted like it nt worth 1 cent!!!

handed in the TOR in the mornin then also recalled wat lihong wanted me to ask bo wen. then realised tt lihong's workin fren knew bowen... wow.. wat a small world...

didnt do anythin until after lunch... helped meiling to do her work since i gt nothin better to do. veronica like didnt care me at all... but gt 1 time while i was helpin meiling to her stuffs, veronica went in to training rm then looked ard n walked off... she was lookin for me or nt? well, didnt bother to care so much as she alrdy told me tt i gt nothin to do for her dept...

help qiu yue to do her things... haha... so happy tt i gt somethin to do.. really!! happy until i do until sian.. haha... went to material dept to check for part no, print out the details for the part no n check for the studs n nuts... wat i could say was tt ... really a lots.. haha... didnt manage to print out all of them...

qiu yue's role in tis proj really big.. she nd to key in the data to the current system... then tt current system like MOS... only able to c green words n black screen in a small monitor... super old type..

i kept on askin her qns abt the studs n nuts. n also realised tt her mentor, wee, was nt a bad person after all... he told me tt if gt anythin dunno muz ask. come for attachment was for u to experience the real life of workin... he really... better than my mentor.. she was like knew nothin but act like she knew everythin! really made me mad sia...

received my 1st attachment cheque... haha.. 358.. nt bad la..

went to causeway pt to meet violice n yu qian... ended up they were late for 1hr... actually met 6pm but i reached there 6.20pm. then they came at 7.20pm... well... really very late.

had dinner then saw the police lady in my company... noticed her bcoz i seemed saw her b4 n also tt she was wearin light blue n i able to reg her shoes bcoz b4 leavin the company, i saw her n told meiling tt she was the 1 who said couldnt nt wear shoes w/o cover when in the macufacturing area but she wore shoes tt able to c toes... omg!!! really made me mad for tt...

went to wm...
played acade then my token accidenttally dropped below the machine. tt guy sat beside me didnt bother to help me to find my token. jz sat there.. violice was angry so she helped me to find it.. then said tt tt guy super unfriendly... played the car racing n i won.. haha..

we saw a gal... omg... she wearin the pant like goin to drop le loh... might as well dun wear.. haha...

tml wil b a bz day for me.. haiz... mornin might be goin to sch, afternoon meetin violice n yu qian again, nite meetin parents for dinner for celebratin mother's day.. haiz... how come out of the sudden mother's day come b4 my bday...? (*-*)

Wednesday, April 27, 2005







sunday until nw...

after finished blogging on sunday, went to je there to buy shoes for my workin...
u noe wat... i was tinkin tt the size of my legs seem bigger... omg... so weird sia..

it took such a long time for me to find my shoes... well, looked like ballet shoes but was nt.. haha.. so missed the time when i bought my ballet shoes in pri sch time...

also bought n new watch!!! so funny tt seem like these were all my birthday presents!!! thanks MUM!

-mon-
moody was wat i could say. tt day i didnt even do anythin!!! really.. i only touched my TOR n tt it. my time wasted in there... hiaz! couldnt rem wat i bought... MMm..... fried hong kong mee? Mmm....

heard tt ah pig was sick, so bought somethin for him to eat but seemed like he looked fine... haha..

-tues-
well, jz bcoz wearing my tt type of shoes couldn go for the tour of the company... lame? ya! super lame.. they were the 1 who said tt able to wear tt kind of shoes but ended up they said couldn.. !@#$% really mad! made my mum wastin the $ sia...

i requested for things for me to do. then also asked my mentor roughly wat kind of things i would b doin for the rest of the 5 mths. then she told me tt only checkin n drawing flow chart.. omg!!! really didnt noe how to write my tor... esp the gantt chart...

went out wif violice n yu qian.. haha.. yu qian gt a new hair cut... then also realised tt she alrdy graduated for poly... tt really fast. would b goin for interview on wed.

took neoprint. in there i seemed like actin like tt.... super fake!

saw alan(class) n his gf at cine.. didnt call him as i was in a rush...

had dinner at there...

then due to time contraint, took cab hm.. haha.. violice paid the most since she was the 1 who wanted to take cab.. haha...

kanna scolded bcoz reached hm late.. =p

-wed-
wore totally covered shoes... tt time i wore for my promoter period...
then had a tour after their meetin.
Mmmm.... really big n understood the company more...

meiling had a skin peelin off bcoz of her shoes..
haiz! take care ya!

tml i wil nt wearin tt shoes le... didnt wan to care so much liao...

tor mostly edited by bo wen.. really thanks for tt.. nw only left wif the gantt chart... how to draw?? haiz...

Sunday, April 24, 2005

fri, sat n sun

fri was the last day of the wk to work... although sld b a happy day but seemed like jz bcoz of the different views in things might change the mood.

jz bcoz of the maple game... bo wen gt his own way of tinkin n treated the game as part of the business while nesy treated it as it was jz a game... well, nearly like had an arguement... scary sia.. but ended up they went back to their own self... *phew* i was in the middle of them sia.. really scary... well, i didnt like tt at all.

met up wif sian li after work as she nded to pass me some comics... thanks gal... met her at wm but she always late.. haiz... met her 6pm but 7+ she then reached...

had so called dinner at sake sushi then tt time ah pig alrdy reached wm... then made him waited for us for 1+hrs.. sorry abt tt...

went to the indonesian restuartant near jurong bird part. tt place was nice.. made me felt relax after the work... then at there talked a lot abt some1. well, even sian li n him said tt i was super naive... sian li scolded me n ah pig beated me... well, i sldnt b so naive? sld nt anyhow believe wat a person esp guys were saying? dunno la... made me felt confused for nt believe wat a person saying...

sat went out...
met up wif lihong then we went to sch 2gether. then realised tt she alrdy finished her TOR.. FAST!!! well, she stil nd to learn "caching" so jialat..

after tt went out wif others. so farewell to lihong 1st... tt was fun!!! hahaa... really fun until seemed like i tanned a lot(2 different colour skin) n seemed like really gt lost some weight.. haha.. n also kanna "scolded" by uncle tt didnt noe how to balance.. haiz!

walked all the way to parkway parade... then saw the show "love bites" omg.. tt guy didnt really looked handsome.. opps!... ;p

went in n looked for shoes.. jz too bad tt the shoes nt nice n also quite expensive.. i wan to buy shoes.. lolz!

took bus hm. then tt bus drove passed geylang... haha... both huiying n i saw somethin which we sld nt c... hahaa.... we stil LOL.. but of coz.. nt very loud la...

reached hm ard 9+pm.. mum said i was like malay liao.. *cryin* haha..


sun was bored. nothin to do. then didnt go out.. haven done the TOR... sad sad... lots of ppl complaintin tt TOR totally couldnt write much... then tt 1 worth 15%... so jialat...

Thursday, April 21, 2005

jz 1 wk n lots of things happened....

-mon-
couldn really able to wake up as usual but stil able to wake up once of few hrs jz to in case tt the alarm clock was nt "dead" out of the sudden. (stress la...)

nothin much to conclude as i was stil in tt stupid company doin all the same stuffs... checkin, double checkin. blah blah blah...

lunch time!!! had black pepper chicken chop... nt bad la... haha...

things seemed movin quite moving on tt day jz tt i kept on sayin tt i was very hungry n cold!

-tues-
i hated tis date... 190405....

had wanton mee but didnt hav wanton... funny rite?

kanna scolded...
all jz bcoz of the thumb dive...
i hated my mentor(company) too!!!
while i was doin my things, then didnt really noe wat goin on then... my mentor called to the IT dept there to check abt the network drive.. she hor!! gee... really didnt noe how to say her... in tt company, M drive was for mail.. then she told tt person tt i was the 1 who taught her to use tt drive!!! funny rite? then she again asked me wat drive i used last time didnt really for wat then i jz told her thumb drive... suay came...
well, really didnt really noe wat they all were tinkin... then they seemed like i wanted to steal their company info.. then tt gal told YC(company supervisor).... suay loh... he gt the serious look loh... then asked we all to gather....
then he said tt the info in the company was secure... we sld nt brinin thumb drive to work..
wah the hell.. i didnt even haven used it for transferin company data loh.... i only saved my TOR inside loh... i really didnt noe wat to say abt it... bo wen said tt i sld nt asked any qns abt it or they would noe tt i was the 1 who brought the thumb drive... well, i really didnt bother to tink so much abt it as i was super super tired as last nite slept ard 12+am... more suay was tt it was jz few min to off time... suay rite?
then in the transport... suay sia!! really die.... didnt noe how my transport drive drove 1.... nearly kanna accident!!!! *phew* if nt, both meiling n i would b the 1st 1 to die as the container lorry was drove straight in front of us...
really... felt tt wan to cry loh.. of coz nt bcoz of the "nearly accident" but the scoldin.
although was nt really scoldin but... really.. i didnt noe y i felt so badly to nesy as she nded to use thumb drive to transfer file n also tt didnt like the way they were doin... who wan their data? funny loh... even free giv me i also dun wan.. only would waste my C drive...

went out wif violice... but we met up at city hall... wah.. she really really really slow. met her at 6pm but ended up 7.30pm she then reached... aiyo... then knew wat goin on bcoz of her work.. haiz! told me lots of things abt her wokin stuffs...
then she brought me to flower shop to c the lavendar... omg.. asked me out jz wan me to c tt...

then we went to bugis.. well, i was really late for buyin presents for chris n huiying. 1stly we went to find her MDIS... could find but finally realised tt it was located at the china bank... omg!

went in there... gee!! super errie.... we couldnt find the area so asked the security guard then realised tt it nded to take the lift to reach. jz went we intend to go in the lift, we realised tt the lift was like.... Mmm.. aiya.. jz really scary la...

went to paro bugis... Mmm.... saw chik yee.. haha... then so went to buy the present... realy loh.. didnt noe wat to buy for chris... haha... huiying's present was a flower... Mmm... didnt take dwn the pic... we walked for all the place then ended up bought the gift frm the same shop where i bought the present for huiying. his was the massager... haha..

went hm late.. haiz... then kanna scolded by my mum... reached hm ard 10+pm... tml stil nd to work...
however ended up slp at 12+am... didnt noe wat i was doin la..


-wed-
super tired.... slp for ard 5hrs...
slp in the bus but jz couldn slp..

TC told us tt our sch supervisor came...
omg!!! she was the 1 who said fri came.... then i didnt brin the log bk. then only i kanna scolded by her... "didnt i tell you tt the log bk nd to brin everyday?" so suay sia....

then really loh... watever we asked.. to her was like all were logic!!! omg.. then i asked her abt how many pages to write, then she like said tt i asked was .. Mmm... couldnt rem wat she said but her meanin was like was i asked was logic... @#$%. then at tt pt i didnt wan to ask any qns...

nw nt only i didnt like her, all 5 of them also didnt like her.. said tt whether anot we gt ask we stil would kanna scolded...

had lunch... Mmm..... only the chi yong fan... omg... didnt hav food le loh.... all blame to who? MS FOO!!!! really idoit sia... then tt day my stomach seem weird weird 1...

after work immediately took 174 to PS.. omg... i was really tired until i slp in the bus...

reached there... only saw aisha... omg! every1 was late???

then after tt was floyd n his gf.. followed by huiying, seb n ivan.... then others??? really late.... haiz!

i was nearly faint sia... bcoz only ate tt little stuffs in the afternoon...
then told aisha tt i really couldnt wait le... wanted her to pass the present to chris then walked off but ended up didnt. well, realy. wanted to faint bcoz head really super giddy...

then stil.. waited... MMmm..... didnt noe much but jz tt waited to eat ard 9?? Mm.... or 8+... aiya.. couldnt rem...

huiying was left alone to sit wif chris.... haha... but stil la.. changed seats.. lolz...

huiying saw the sms frm bo wen.... well, really didnt understand wat he meant.... haha...

didnt eat much even though i was hungry....

then chris n huiying was kanna sabo... but chris always the 1 who kanna sabo the most.

after tt went ti istana park to celebrate their bday. ah pig also came.. then my mum also called me to return hm.. haiz...

after celebrated their bday then quickly went hm...

reached hm ard 11+pm.. haiz..

12+am then slp...


-2day-
same like in the past, couldn really in deep slp.. always woke up to check the time...
didnt bother to brin the log bk as she would nt b comin after tis 1st visit.
well, simply jz hate her.

due to lack to slp...
reached the company i was in half dead.
didnt hav things to do at all!!!

since gt nothin to do, so i check mail in npmail... then saw the result was out...
so opened up.. wow... really couldn believe my eyes.. i really passed all!!! i thought i failed sia....

qiu yue n nesy.. omg.... esp qiu yue... was super emtional gal... she didn hav any Cs or Ds but she stil cried bcoz tt she said tt tis sem she scored the lousiest grade among other sems... omg!!! then really realised tt they 2 were PROS!!! they had a very high expectation... really high... high until they wanted to go in to top 5 n also all modules scored AD!!! well, tt really made me felt like i sld b so happy tt i able to pass like tt... stress

sms to huiying n she n seb sent me their result... omg... thought tt seb gt all As, A+ n AD but then realised tt it was her desire grades.... well, they all jz gt better results than me... i sld b the 1 who nded to knock to head or cried... haiz...

nothin to do until 2hrs b4 off then gt things to do...

had the fried hong kong mee... but didnt wan the green bean soup. so discount 50 cents.
nt nice 1... then also tt the food super little... sian loh...

then for the work, ended up finished it b4 off...
tml my company mentor would b comin to work, so tml work she alrdy given me.. but... really loh... these stuffs less than half of the day able to finish it... haiz....

i didnt like YC in the rm.... made me so stress sia... hate tt!!

well, really gt no clue to bo wen... omg.... made me felt a bit scare scare 1....

Monday, April 18, 2005


yeah... the rm.... "big" is in the container loh.. -.-"

telephone... can use 1...

my changed venue of doin my stuffs... lots of ppl ya.... can find me??? sian loh... they were havin meetin loh.. i in there.. siao sia... then cant do my own things... NT GD!!

i dun like here....

my work...

my desk... but seem like no longer wil b usin it frm 2day onwards.. haiz! been kicked out liao.. change place to do my stuffs..

a door...... plus air con...n printer

a container which didnt hav anybody except me..

window...

Sunday, April 17, 2005

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUIYING!!

aha... wrote to her a 1000 characters in her friendster testi..
haha..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U!!!

2 days of enjoyment

yest went out wif lihong to sch library to check on some bks which she would b nded for her attachment. su jun came few min we reached there. then at there then realised tt su jun was attached.. haa... so surprisin...

searched for my SAP but like all were theory... so didnt borrow...

lihong gt lots of stuffs nded to photocopy...

then ard 12++ goin to 12.45pm, (i was stil photocopyin), an auntie came in n said goin to close le.. then she saw a thick stack of paper then told us tt could nt photocopy so many.... then lihong tols her tt tt stack was for 1 topic 1... haha.. she like didnt believe it.. then she also thought tt we were nt frm NP... argh...

went to had food t KFC.... then i also bought some food for tt ah pig... really a lz pig loh... haha...

went to ah pig's hse for the food. ya.. after tt surf net then went to bukit batok central then went hm le...

reached hm super tired but ended up 4+am then slp...

online at 1+am then chatted wif xz n kw.
xz told me tt we didnt nd to do any program for our FYP... really?? if like tt i wan leh!!!
then for kw, haiz.. really didnt noe wat to talk la..

today went out wif mum.. to bugis then toa payoh.... didnt buy anythin for me but i was super tired... nothin much to talk abt la.. jz tt in the bus we were seem like talkin non stop.. haha..

nite.. tired.. tml workin.... ARGH...

Friday, April 15, 2005

the last day of the wk!!! yeah~

everyone looked so moody in the morning! really. couldn believe tt. even qiu yue and nesy also! 2day everyone would able to wear jeans! haha... like long time didnt have the chance to wear that!

really.. i couldnt believe wat i d for today... after sorting out the data. tt it for my day! sorting data was in the morning... so everyone should b able to imagine that i sat on my seat for the rest of my day rotting!!!!

after sorting, my supervisor would be having the meeting or rather the walk through of the SAP. well, i did say before that the new system seem user unfriendly.

then from that onwards, she didnt come back until she wanted me to type out my TOR.

i told her that my school needed it and she seem quite shocked for my request. as it was because that other bradge of students didnt need to do that. very shitty loh... then she asked me to tell me supervisor(school) that that was impossible for them to give the grantt chart as it was just started not long ago.

well, saw my supervisor(school) reply. omg... her mail just really indirectly saying me that i was rude!!! really made me so mad about it... not only hope that she only shoot my grade down as my thought told me that she was seriously really superly very unhappy about me and another part was that it seemed that only 1 sent e-mail to her. =suay=

had lunch. today special was herdal chicken soup. like that costed $2.50. we didnt have that but we had our 1st mixed rice.
not bad but... the curry too hot! made me kept on drinking water.

after lunch i was still alone in the room. bo wen really got nothing to do, kept on coming to my work place and disturbing me. we talked about the TOR, majong, games, favourite stuffs and more. haha... seemed that i was much more closer to him. omg... but he really a nice person. also helped me to refill water. thanks pal! just too bad that he would not come to here as he didnt know i got this! haha... nvm. then i felt something was not right. really seemed not right.

after work as planned was going to clemeti for dinner but i rejected. 2 reasons, 1stly, i wanted to watch 5.30pm show. 2ndly, didnt really wanted to go out with bo wen. ya.. something seemed not right but really, prove me wrong! haha..

therefore he went with nesy as nesy lived there.

this time i had lots of improvement in talking with meiling!!! yeah.... this time we talked all the way i reached home... we talked about TOR, people working with, people we hate(YC... hate u a lot!!!) , supervisor(school) - i dont want you to be my next sem tutor!!! no... you better get out of here!!!!, modules taken for next sem and also that tutor who ate up my class E CUP money.... until now he still havent returned the money to my class and also other classes.

conclusion of the week:
what i had did
-introduction of SAP.
-process form IMAN to MANMAN
-old system MANMAN change to SAP
-comparing data
-check the same data
-extract out data that needed for checking.
(need to include that the data i mention r the same spreadsheet!!! my life very tiring!)

nothing le.. but what about the others? ya.. they did learn some new skills but i was not!! excel was something i knew... they learn MAN MAN software, I MAN software, ACCESS... but for me...? only excel... haiz...

chatted with my friends and everyone seem stress as they really had lots of things to do and learnt.... really good luck for them...

@#$%

stupid sia my supervisor! scold me for nt signing off for the e-mail!!!
die loh... she sure wil giv me very low grade... fail liao la!!! argh.. nw in the office.. well.. nobody in the office so bloggin loh.. haiz !! my life really tough!! tough until jz didnt sign off also kanna scolded!!

Thursday, April 14, 2005

4th day... conclusion...

woke up as usual early...
well, continuin slpin in the bus bu jz didnt noe y i couldn slp leh.

reached company, dead face of me seem kanna scared qiu yue as she asked me how come my face so white.. haha.. i didnt make up loh.

d my work.. or so called re checkin the data... sian loh even though i d made some human error.
then my stupid supervisor told me tt d the wrong things. omg.. she was the 1 who asked me to do like tt... nw asked me to change!! wah liao... 2000+++ entries leh... asked me to recheck everything! @#$%^&*

told my supervisor abt the TOR i nded to do n she said tt she would photocopy my list.

lunch time. she n another lady went off at 12.15pm~!!!

then me? went off at 12.20pm. my company mentor told us to hav early lunch for no food for us le.

after tt, i waited her to come back frm her lunch. then ended up she went out again. but she told me tt she would get back to me.... so i waited loh.

another lady also went out at 3pm as she n my supervisor gt another meeting.
so.... 3+pm to 4.10pm.. i was rottin in the air-con container!!!

then since they all were nt ard n tt YC also didnt come, so i went online, played games~!!!
but my heart beated super fast sia... kept on scarin myself bcoz outside gt construction mah. then scared my supervisor would suddenly come in.. haha...

4.10pm.. thought really gt things for me to do. ended up a grp of ppl comin in for the SAP walk thru.. well... tt new system the layout nt nice 1.... seem super unfriendly leh... dun like...!
so, i didnt do anythin for my afternoon time! really wasted loh!!!!

then also tt she said wanted to photocopy my list but ended up didnt!!!
argh....

ms foo... u better come to tis factory leh!! i gt tons of things nd to ask u abt the TOR leh... i noe u very fare up wif me liao bcoz of my endless e-mails which flooded ur mail box. but dun hav the choice leh.... better come la!!!

Wednesday, April 13, 2005

2nd n 3rd day of work....

4gt to say tt 1st day my lunch was "today special" -> fried rice wif fried chicken wing, veg n soup.
conclusion for the meal = rice was cold!!! chicken wing was hard, veg nt nice...

yest super tired in the mornin.
then worse part came...

as the uncle who drove me to my hse said tt he was nt the 1 who drove in the mornin so asked me to wait for the bus at the bus stop.

therefore i went there at 6.20am.... was much more earlier than the time given (6.25am).

suay part...
sms to meiling then realised tt fmc bus was jz drove past...
i ran sia....
then saw some1 aboarded the bus then the door closed n intended to drive off....
then i accidentally fell n my left knee was bleeding.
so suay in the mornin... so really couldnt tink of the following days...

reached company or rather, factory, my leg was super pain!!!
sat at canteen wif the other 5 then out of sudden gt 1 india uncle passed me a paster...
tt really surprisng!

walked all the way to my work place.
pain sia...

d my work in the container. then bo wen asked me to go to the training rm there to continue my work. a bit funny la but everythin seem alrite.
al of us were in the rm until tt Y.C <- IT manager came in.
then he realised tt meiling n ben d nothin then he called to their supervisor to assign them...
tt really made their supervisor very headache!

my supervisor seem surprised tt i was at there... but she seem to noe the reason for me to b at there.

2nd day lunch... also "today 2nd special" <-after the actual today special was out of stock, fried rice plus fried eggs...
conclusion for the meal = too oily! too salty!

then continue doin my stuff... nothin i could do.

off work! yeah!!!! then driver drove near ah pig's hse then i alighted it.
said looked at his comp for virus but ended up playin games.
then he also helped me to clean the wound... haha.. thanks!
n "thanks" for ur med ehich made the wound more painful....

today. woke up early. went downstair at 6.15am...
6.20am bus reached... haha...
slept a bit in bus n soon reached company.
every1 was in a sian mood.. some of them were sick.
qiu yue n nesy went in 1st... well, made me felt tt they seem so distance sia...

thanks for bo wen. nded to re update my stuffs... sian..

doin my things a while then..... EARTHQUAKES!!!!
well, bcoz i was in container mah.. then the construction stuffs like wan to shift the container... while i was doin my stuffs... it shaked very scary sia..

in the container nt only me la.. hahaa... another lady asked me to go out to the training rm 1st...
then at there YC they all were having meetin. my fren were also in there as they nded to use the comp.
didnt bother to listen sia... bored.

after the meetin, didnt noe whether could go back anot so waited for a while.
then my supervisor came in n asked me to do my stuffs at there... weird rite?? to my tinkin, i believed tt she didnt really wan me to b at there.. haha...

d my stuffs then bo wen really gt nothin to do... kept on talkin n also talked abt lame stuffs. then realised frm nesy tt bo wen liked to bully me.. omg...

lunch time!
had "today special", claypot chicken rice plus soup.
conclusion for meal = not bad.. but too many bone!!!!

finished my stuffs b4 my off... haha.. then ended up she asked me to rest le..

mine seem better than ben n meiling. YC kept on shootin them sia...

then after tt went hm le.... like didnt gt any topic to talk to meiling.. hiaz!!

time to slp early... nite!

Monday, April 11, 2005





another view

nice view!

clear water plus my thumb!

1st day of attachment

conclusion of the day: i dun wan to work!!!

didnt slp at all!!! 1am woke up, 2+am woke up, 3+am woke up, 4+am woke up when goin to fall aslp... alarm clock rang!!!

forced myself to wake up at 5.30am... soooo early!

called ah pig but he didnt pick up... aiyo..
thought tt he couldnt wake up then thought goin to taus alone.
then realised tt he alrdy woke up le.. haha

thought tt would b late but ended up reached there at 7.17am. then kanna "scolded" by him.
haiz...
his mum suddenly called him n asked him whether he was at taus... then realised tt her mum was in 255 n saw him.. haha...

ard 7.50am i then went in.
realised tt ben, meiling n bo wen also reached le.. haha..
waited for qiu yue n nesy to reach...

when every1 reached, we then moved in to a meeting rm.
the HR, sammi lai told us abt wat to wear, safety measures, who would b the officer in charge, pay,bus, blah blah blah...
then also gav each of us a mug.
n also the safety spec.
omg..

met up wif the officer in charge. looked fierce but humble.
talked all abt the jobs...

then chose which dept..
n i ended up in fiancial.

we as 6 ppl were really like knew nothin abt the company but other ppl seem to noe tt we were havin attachment.. haha...
had lunch 2gether... nothin much.

2+pm then really started doin the things..
sian loh!!!
really sian... very tired...nearly fell into my dreanland.
so fast.. 4.30pm.

met sammi lai for the bus..

met the uncle then knew abt it..
meiling was in the same bus as me.

5pm sharp, bus drove off..
wah lao!
tt driver didnt noe how to drive sia...
made me headache more...
i kept on complain to meiling.. haha...

reache my hse there. then walked to ah pig's hse. put my stuff n we went out le.
drove to dunno where.. wow.. tt place was nice!!
then drove to upper thomson rd to hav roti prata..
after tt went back to ah pig's hse to get my things n walked back to my hse.

so tired!!!

didnt like tt job so much.. die liao loh.. for 5mths!

Sunday, April 10, 2005

i dun wan to hav attachment~!

yest realised tt gt 1 more pt for the virgo guy.
-he prefers to stay near sea.. haha..

yest sadly went to JP again but tis time wif my mum, bro, cousin n aunt.

we jz walked ard n saw sneg kee n ray.. haha..
wah... they said i bullied children leh.. hahaa.. so funny..

had dinner at there n went hm le.
felt stress whenever tinkin tt attachment was left wif few 20+ hrs..

violice called me to meet her ard 11+pm..
haha.. really thanks for wat u gav me... really..
but although my mum didnt like it.. i stil thanks for ur present.. hhaa.. looked nice..


today didnt go anywhere.
only brought my bro to barber shop to cut his hair...
n also helped mum to buy 4D..
haha.. tis time the people didnt ask for my IC.
but... d it mean tt i look old???? haaa...

n also tt my bro "bought" nugget at mac usin his rewards pts..

sian la.... few more hrs... attachment... die la... i dun wan!!!!

Saturday, April 09, 2005


wool balls... made my nose super jailat...

Friday, April 08, 2005

wat the.... i dun nd liar....

yest after callin to akira company abt the collection of the host which i spoilt it, ard 4+ i went to the company 2gether wif the latest parts which i spolit again.. ;p

tis time didnt walk for long to the company. i thought it alrdy closed but it didnt.
went in n collect the host n sent the spoilt parts to them... wah! tis vaccum really jialat... nt gd...

after tt, walked... tis time really walked frm tt company to IMM. tt time the sun was burnin!!!

called violice where she was n we met at jurong east popular.

ended up i was late. i was nt really feelin well.

met her up. tt time my anger alrdy cool dwn.
then heard wat she said... wah..... anger shoot up!!!
noe wat..? she told me a lie!!!
made me angry n nearly cried out on tt nite...
she said tt i was 1 of the victim... omg.... *faint*
i kept on "beatin" her up... hahaa...

after tt she told me the reason for doin tt.
was bcoz of her fren... MMm.... quite complex until i didnt really noe how to describe...
wat i could say was tt, in friendster, pls DO NOT believe wat a person's information...
unless u didnt really care abt it n didnt bother to meet up 1...

my anger cool dwn soon she told me the truth.
but she said tt these really happened but she alrdy overcame it.
went to je long john silver... then we suddenly talked abt virgo guys...
violice main pt was to "trick" tt virgo guy. nt bcoz she was interested in him but due do some reason which i tink i better dun post it in there...

she told me lots of bad stuffs abt the virgo guys.. made me felt scare abt it... really scare....
virgo is the astrology sign...

these were wat she thinkin to the virgo guys...

1. a person who wan everythin perfect... true??
2. a person who after married might be beat up his wife... true?
3. a person who wan his another partner to b as so call as perfect as him... true?
4. seem to hav 2 different type of character... true?
5. seem to be hide their own true character n facin ppl a fake 1... true?
6. can b a prefect bf/husband but may nt put in true feelin in it... true?
7. wat he promise he wil do it. e.g, wil die for tt gal but may nt really put in true luv... true?
8. tinks wat is belongs to him is truly for him. wil nt let others to touch it... true?
9. wil stare at the person who takes away his favourite things.. true?
10. hav a habit of puttin everythin in order(straight).. true?

eh... jz able to tink these... scary rite??? nw i m really scare of virgo guys...

she also talked abt my way of answerin her qns tt nite.
she said tt she was surprised tt i would told her these...
n she was glad tt she had me as such a gd fren.. *blushed*

after our meal we went to buy handbag.. yeah.. i bought my handbag le!!
went hm after tt... had a very jialat flu...


2day went to take the IP log bk... wah... so thin but lots of things nd to write... sian la... 3 more days i nded to go to there....
well, i didnt like my grp... although plus me was 6 of them. but 2 of them knew each other n another 2 also knew each other. then the solo guy so quiet 1... then left wif me... argh....

went to my work place after tt... took 174 to boon lay interchange. i was havin headache all the way.... flu again...
in the bus saw my pri sch classmate. but she didnt even bother me... nvm la..

took 255.. then scared i made mistake. then asked the driver to guide me...

stupid la.... soooooooo far away frm boon lay!!! if i walked... really... nded half day.... *faint*
tt place super ulu 1.... gee!!!

yup... reached le... wah liao... 1 level 1... looked old leh.. haha....
then went to find bus stop...
i walked across the rd(really scary.. all big big lorry 1.. carried container 1..) n turn right...
on my way.. i thought y didnt i walked to my left?? the road would b shorter...

walked for 15-20min... finally!!! saw the bus stop.... n only 255 drove to tis area...
saw the bus.. then realised tt how come it came frm another route... n tt time i thanks myself tt my decision was right.. didnt turn to my left or i would miss my way le.. haha...

it was the same driver as i boarded jz nw.. haha.. he thought tt i couldnt find it...

went to jp to look for clothes... but like didnt bother to tink so much as i had no mood...
saw the fiona xie n zong qing at the osim at basement 1... they were havin filming. a lot of ppl were outside n took pic...
haiz.. didnt bother to look much at them la... no mood.

violice called me abt the outin 2day but i told her tt i was sick... ya... terrible sick!!

went to gift shop n bought some cute stuffs... DIY.. haha...

went to westmall for shopping. didnt wan to go hm so early even though i was sick le...

so surprise tt huiying smsed me wat wrong wif me.. haha... really LOL when i saw it... really thanks ya! u really my great fren... hehee.... but really.. i m alrite le... nw only sickness stil ard me.. ahaa...
went to buy fried food to eat.. well, i tink i wan to die faster... haha...
after tt huiying called me abt the IP... haha... a bit funny la..

reached hm.. wah.. faint leh... but didnt slp.. haha...

d the DIY.. haha.. sooo cute!! later would take the pic...

then ah pig told me somethin which really couldnt believe my ears.. haha... but i really lost my mood to tink much...

yeah.. nothin le. =END=

Wednesday, April 06, 2005

argh.... u really made me mad!

i dunno u wil read it anot but i wan to make it clear, if there is nt will, there is a way!!

in the past, i didnt quarrel wif u bcoz i really tink tt there is a way to solve it n tt is no quarrel.
in the past u were such a so call "hero" tt willin to help others n believe wat u had done was rite.

nw?
jz bcoz of the workin environment n change ur whole life??
stop tt!
i hate wat u said to me!
said tt u alrdy lost, u alrdy dun believe in others, blah blah blah...

no matter how much i told tt u r nt, u jz keep on tellin me tt u r!
hey!!!!
1st time in my life i feel angry abt u. really angry until i wan to cry.
u hav no right to say tt u hav no future!!!
if tt the case, ppl who havin for life illness, dun tell me tt they sld nt ever tink of their future?

u r alrdy 19.. tis yr comin to 20.
i understand the pressure in the workin life.
but, cant u tink abt other ppl who also workin.
i believe tt they also hav tis kind of feelin but for money, they dun hav the choice but continue to work.
if every1 tinkin r the same as urs, every1 can avoid it by dun workin...

u r my fren.
i hav the right to amend ur wrong.
but u dun seem bother to giv me the chance to do tt!!!!
the way u say make me tink tt i noe nothin abt wat the life in the workin environment.
i understand even though nt as much as u.
ppl back stab other ppl. ppl pullin up another ppl. ppl say back abt other ppl. ppl wan to c another ppl to fall dwn. blah blah blah.
but, can u jz dun bother abt it?
they change u! therefore u nd to change back to ur own self by urself!
stop tinkin tt u cant do it!
tt only make ppl super angey n disappointed in u!!!

mayb my words hurt u bcoz i dun say these things to u in ur life.
but,
i wan to make it clear.
u r nt a failure!!!

compare u n me, u r much more better!
at least u bother to continue to study jap. me? no way!!!

believe urself also tt difficult?
argh...

movie time!

although 2day was havin raining, i stil able to meet up others at causeway pt.

met up huiying at 4+pm n we talked abt attachment, movie n illness..
haha..
seem like long time didnt meet up le.
seb n ivan came along! haa... thought tt they would b late.

the pacifier was funny!!! rated 4/5 for me. it talked abt relationship between family.
Mmm.... a nice movie to watch. nearly full hse sia...

went to buy my mum cd-r... gee!!! wasted so much time at there!!! but luckily gt buy or else. i really in a very bad mood.
so sorry for them to wait for me for so long... sorry guys...

seb n ivan bought "mouse" haha... the com's mouse la... wow.. nice leh the colour...

reached bukit batok. mood was swinging!
bought food for me to eat along the way hm.
didnt noe the reason y my was like so moody.
didnt feel like tt my life. haha...

ya. can say the whole day didnt tink abt wat i sld b tinkin abt. haha..
yeah.. break my record le!

took during pqs presentation. mrs ong wanted to keep as part of her memory.. hehee...

dun sad la.. hahaa... ;p

Tuesday, April 05, 2005

a lonely night

yest went ah pig's hse 1st then went to west mall to return my bks.
then bought some food n went to ah pig's hse again.

he so called "fried scramble eggs" eh... stil gt the shape la.. haha.. could be eaten.

then ended up playin neopets at his hse. haiz! *faint*

yest rainin sia... cool but sian.

2day also rainin...
2day stayed at hm as there was a change of date for the outing.

recevied my supervisor's mail n said abt fri meeting.
haiz..

didnt like to hav attachment!!!!!!

i rather study! haha...

nothin much to update as my life is jz full of nonsense.
n really a borin life for me! sian..

tml wil meet them up at causeway pt! hehee... cant wait!

been readin other's ppl blog.
nt only fren but also ppl who i dunno.

feelin tt .. Mmm... dunno how to describe... like contains lots of sadness.
i dunno how to say... but i understand the feelin.

luv. really a very profound word.
it seem ez to read n write but nt ez to understand.

if luv a person depends on appearance, then tt is nt luv!

luv is when luv a person w/o any condition n willin to giv up anythin.

although sometimes havin quarrels, tt doesn mean there is a line between the 2 person.
tt means tt it gettin to understand each other.
rather than dun quarrel. sure wil nv understand wat each other wants.
jz like me. i prefer dun quarrel but end up lots of prob occurs.

although i m nt the expert on tis term, i hav understand lots of things abt it.

Mm.... seem like i gettin used to it nt to tink so much abt u.
only hope tt tis wil nt end up bcome like in the past can le.
bcoz if i really change back to the past, we wil confirm wil nt goin to meet each other le.

Monday, April 04, 2005






omg... sld nt puttin a shit on my head mah.. hahaa





hehee....... clear? nice rite?

MMm..... front view! but dunno where really tt place la

the fuluton(dunno spell correct anot) hotel

yeah... the bouncy bouncy bouncy......

Mmm.... cleaerer 1

yeah!!! my after nine! lots of foams sia....

violice's deilmma... tasted like chocolate.. hahaa

frm my position view!!! cartron hotel is the 1 wif red light

the chocolate icecream sundae! a lot sia...

tt the 1 fried squid 1...

the lime lighter..... nt nice!

Mmm.... the position where i was sittin and able to c it.

haha... wat tt???

in tis pic able to c boat quay n clark quay.

MMmm................... blur...

Sunday, April 03, 2005

a funny day for me to tired of

woke for quite late as yesterday i slept quite late.

fetched my brother n after that went to meet up wif violice and yu qian.

thought meeting them at jurong east control station but ended up met violice in a cab. she wanted to return her comic at jurong east and needed to go to IMM there (her worksplace there) to have some sorting of her resignation stuffs.

met up wif yu qian at jurong east platform there. gee... bother violice and yu qian were wearing black while only me wearing brown.. hahaa...

reached orchard.

we went to kinokuniya and yu qian bought the comic.
violice siao siao le.. said, "why don't today we call each other christian name?"
gee... both yu qian n i said "NO"
hahaa... then violice really... haha... really didn't know how to say about her. soo.... haha...

went to sushi tei to hav our meal.
Mmmm.... i didn't like to have sushi at there. firstly: expensive. secondly: not nice.
but we had noodle at there.

yu qian kept on looking for japanese guys n handsome guys... haha... really couldn't stand that.

had a walked at herren(took neoprint... was FUN!) and cineleisure and we took train to raffles place.

went to boat quay. enjoyed the place at there and talked for a while. after that we went to find the bar which violice been for 2 days ago. however we couldn't find. violice then realised that it was not there and was at clark quay........ -.-"

walked for about 30min. then saw the bouncy bouncy thing.... hahaha... we reached clark quay. we went to find that place but we could't find. at there saw violice's neighbour. she was working at there... looked quite young but her age was same as us! haha...

violice's legs were pain because she was wearing high heel shoes and we still walked for the way from boat quay to clark quay. so she didn't really feel like walking much.

ended up we walked in a circle and we then found the bar. we didn't enter in as we noticed that there wasn't lots of people and mostly foreigners were in there. we ended up didn't go in. (wasted our time and effort to find) 3 of us were said that it was not fun to go there. took cab to new asia bar.

new asia bar located at the tallest hotel in singapore, very near to the city link. at the ground floor(before taking lift to 70th floor), got people to make sure that customers went in must be 18 and above. she seem didn't really believe that we were 19..... haha...

took lift in there.... i closed my ears as sure my ears would "stuck" haha...

reached there.. we didn't dare to go in but we encouraged each other and we went in.

wow... night event was totally different from day event! it looked more cool!

found our seats near the window so that we able to enjoy our drinks and also enjoy looking out of the window and looked at the "stars" around singapore.

yu qian ordered "ling lighter", violice ordered "deilmma" and i ordered "after nine". all of these were cocktails.

we also ordered soem snacks.. haha... really costed a bomb!!!

had our drinks and snacks and also needed to pay the bills first. guessed how much was the bill?? $109.... EXPENSIVE RIGHT?

they not only counted 15% but also counted 1 more thing and that was 1% of CESS. Mmm... i didn't know what that "CESS". therefore we paid 16% extra.

i liked my drink. yu qian's drinks was like... medicine! violice's drinks was not bad.

had icecream sundae and also the ... Mmm..... forgot the name but normally at fish and co and pizzahut would order. that fried squid one..??

very full after that!

went home at around 10+pm.

in train, everyone was tired. yu qian seem drunk! lolz... but she didn't but just that too tired. everyone's face was red! hahaa.... violice and yu qian needed to work tommorrow while only me didn't work. rot at home le!

smsed to ah pig that i went home first and he asked me to wait for him at bukit batok as by the time he reached raffles place the train which i was in already drove past it.

then reached bukit batok around 10.45pm. at the control station, violice was topping up her ez-link card. beside her got an uncle. he was weird. didn't say, "hello" and asked me to help him what wrong with the machine. omg... was i looked like a operator?? after helping him, he didn't say "thank you" and before he went off, he scared that his ez-link card didn't top up. haiz.... so scare for what. yu qian and violice said that he was rude but i was too tired to agrue with him.

yu qian took 173 home as she was too tired to walk back home. while only violice and me. then we 2 siao siao. sang at the interchange! hahaa.... so funny...

fianlly ah pig came le. then violice also took bus back home. ah pig accompanied me home. he thought i was drunk because the way i walked was like swinging! hahaa... actually just tired.

reached home. online. bathed. watched tv. although tired but i still able to do these.. haha! now is 1.38am le and i am still awake....

need to play neopets again.. haiz!

Saturday, April 02, 2005

i dun like wat i m nw!

argh...
although LAN exam was over n after tis paper could offically meant tt i had all mt paper for tis sem, i really hate myself for didnt really study hard. always had a last min or rather, last sec to prepare everythin!

LAN paper seem ok but qns 2 n section b i really no idea how to do! only hope able to pass it n tt it. didnt wan to care much any more!

2day rainin. well, some sort of tellin me tt i havin a very suay day? lolz!

after tt went to ah pig hse jz dlin the songs. well, he was damo bo liao. asked me to brin lappy but ended up didnt use. (dun make me to carry loh... HEAVY loh)

then ended up we had a "fight". eh... tt fight was harmless la. jz only tt his hand would seem nd to hav again a bandage bah.

after tt went hm le.

agreed wif vio n yu qian abt tml outin..! thanks for really organised for me.... hehee...

Friday, April 01, 2005

brain contains nothin!

i really cant believe myself!
told myself to study yest but ended up i didnt n went to slp!

2day mornin,
i told myself tt i would study but until nw (10.10PM) i stil haven really touched the notes!

worse stil,
i played neopets.
ARGH.....................
i dunno wat i m doin loh.


i really dun understand more of myself!
i gettin more n more lz n more n more dun scare of death!

who can change me? argh....