Days without lappy

went to school to repair my laptop. hmm... everything seemed worked out well.... the staff did not ask anything about the reformat stuffs.. haha... well, signed for the confirmation of sending the laptop for repair. the staff asked whether wanted to buy a new 1 as now still available to buy a new 1 with 3 years warrently and sold away the current laptop. well, still considered for that.

went to PS after that. hahaa... just went there for fun... waited for lihong out from interview. hahaa... just when just reached PS, she told me that she ended the inerview. when she told me about what the staff said to her, i felt damn angry and why he wanted to say that to her. haiz!

went home after that. well, nothing much la.. just like that.

needed to study le. haha...

SS Paper and BBQ Day

last minute again.... i really don't wish to get that anymore!

Yesterday, had my SS Paper in the morning. before that, had my last revision in SS until 2+am. during that revision, it was my 1st time had 2 white coffee in order to make me awake. however, after i had finished my revision, even though i was very tired, i could not sleep at all!!! i was like... did not know what to do. 6.30am needed to wake up yet 3am i was still awake. around 5.30am, darren smsed me and said that why i did not tell him whether i passed for my TP. replied him and he called me. well, it was like, for the whole 10 days, it was the longest time we talked(10 minutes). that time, i was about to fall asleep... ended up i could not sleep at all as it was about the time i needed to wake up.

while on my way to school for my exam, i realised i made some mistakes for my revision... i was like, so confused and blurred! but everything just did not bother to think much. i only hoped that i could get at least a B for SS paper... hahaa... even though it was really a tough 1 as CA i already got C.

went for exam... hmm... saw the paper, well, did not seem difficult.. but when i started to write down the answer, WAH... it was so difficult! i did not know how to put them into words. so, almost all of the questions i was writing rubbish... lolz! now only hoped that i could have a D+.. haha...

after paper, thought that would be going home... but after exam, both huiying and i were felt much more refreshed. so we went to jurong point.

hmm.... went there, had our coffee and starberry milk shake at MOS Burger. not bad for that.. haha... then after that we went to see the competion at level 1. saw them singing... haha... everyone was not bad. only some of them sang... i could not even hear what they were singing about. we just stood there... from 1.30pm to 3.30pm.. haha...

after that, we went home. reached home around 4pm. then i immediately went to sleep. around 5.30pm, violice called me as we would be meeting shu ping as she had her 21th birthday BBQ near my house area. so met her and we went there together. violice's secondary friends were also invited for that. when we reached there, i saw tiffany and her boyfriend. i was like.. "huh??" i did not expect shu ping knew them. haha... well, singapore was way too small... shu ping knew her as they worked in same company before.

had some food at there... soon other secondary friends were also at there... i knew them as i been to their chalet before.. haha... i saw maggie at there too... she was on her way to school... should be for her CCA.

at there... we were waiting for her other secondary school friends. but we waited until 8+pm then all of them came. both violice and i went to westmall for a while then went back again... they were intended to go LK.. near beauty world there.. i did not go as mt mum sure called me. haha...

just like that, ended that day chapter.

today, woke up at 11.30am. i was shocked as i had quite a lot of things had not done and also needed to fetch my brother. however, my brother came back by himself! lolz.. so shocked for his action but, that was a good sign that i did not really need to go and fetch him every week. haha...

did my house work and thought that would be going out but nope. stayed at home so took this "rare" chance to watch vcd which i borrowed from sebrina weeks ago. well, this korea show was not bad! haha... indeeded made me laughed a lot.

received call from darren at 6+pm and said that he was just around my block there and asked whether wanted to go for dinner. i rejected him without much thinking as he should know that at this time, i could not go out and worse still, my mum had cook my dinner. if he really wanted to meet me, he should at least tell me much more early and not last minute.

enjoyed watching the movie. then in the second last vcd i watched, i nearly cried as it was saying out my feeling. "when i was down and sad, i really wish someone to console me and someone i can depend on." hahaa... well, no one really bother about me... i really want someone to care too... not only my family, but also that someone. i feel like we did not talk much. now was like, whenever talking about him with violice, i easily cried.

knew a net friend from friendster from few months. hmm.. forgot when... we replied each other using the message from friendster. he asked me out for quite a lot of times but all of them i rejected. i did not like to meet up people especially net friends. i did not feel any secure. well, this time he asked again. haiz... now did not have any excuse like that. last time i said that i had exams, assignments, common tests.. blah blah.. hmm... see how le.

coincidentally went to violice's friend's blog... secret garden... http://www.mysg.com.sg/main.htm nice name ya! hahaa... and also read her blog about how she spent her valentine day. so romantic. made me so envied!! hahaa... but i would not jealous for that. not because that i would also get that but, i believed that my life chapter would never get that at all. haha...

Final Practical Test

well well... let started from the beginning of the day 24022006... i could not sleep yesterday night at all! i thought of a lot of things about the test. made me ended up only slept for 4 hrs even though 11+pm i was already on my bed.

finally woke up at 9am to start doing my housework. hmm... nothing much la. only felt that the time went so slow.

wasted my time but ended up nearly late for my warm-up. haha.. so lucky... when i reached there, it was still early. saw lihong... hmm.. she gave me a impression that she made quite a lot of mistakes in her warm-up.

when my turn for the warm-up, everything seemed fine. instructor said that i should be able to pass if i did not do any silly, stupid mistakes and not to nervous.

when waiting for the tester to call, lihong came. she gave me a sad face. haiz haiz... outside of me praying hard that she could pass... but when she came out of the room... haiz...

when my turn to go in for choosing the test route, suay of me kanna teck whye lane... it made my confident dropped half!

tester seemed ok.. but when start everything, he semed impaient! kept on asking me to do quickly!

well, in circult, due to too early turn, i nit kerb. but it was a slightly 1. then all the circults were alright. went out of the circult and drove straight to teck whye lane. gee... so many vechicles!! made me could not really able to change lane but somehow still manage to do so. he kept on saying me did not check blind spots.. -.-"

finished everything and went up with him. he asked me whether i was 1st time taking the test... lolz! then went to the same room which i was in just now and he talked about my result. well, mostly was the blind spot(4 points)! others would be the incorrect positioning(no point), incorrect braking(2 points), improper turning-wide turn(no point), cause other vechicles to slow down or take evasive action(8 points) and fail to keep within the lane(4 points). total = 18 points.. phew... for the strike kerb... he asked me whether i wanted that... i kept on shaking my head and.... he really did not tick that!! or i would get 28 points and not 18 points....

although happy, i ended up did not know how to console lihong. haiz.. i felt so sad that why ended up this would happen. only hope that her next test would score better than this.

took photo-taking, watching video, registered for the licence and withdrew my remaining money from my account...that would spent me more than 1 hour!

went to westmall with her... tried to make her forgot about the test but.. haiz!! i really did not know what to do... i was really such a lousy friend who did not know what to do for that... now only hope that she would concentrate more in her exam....

for the moment, i have not even started my revision for SS... jialat.... time to study!!

Final Test

yeah... finally... my final practical driving test will start in less than 24 hours. all the things which i needed to prepare off were ready. now only hope that I could pass it well with less than 10 points... (*praying hard*).

lots of mistakes were made just now. so lucky that all the mistakes had it own solution to solve it.

went to meet up with huiying and sebrina in school. everyone was busy study for SS. as for me, i was just went there to eat and read through the questions and that it. haha.. just like that... nothing to update.

photo!

--Hark Music--
the stage...

the cute "album" which contain all the menu of the day.

the blue berry drink... violice said it tasted like medicine.. haha...

--at Bugis Village--

Sebrina was testing this dress... haha.. she did not seem like it.

cat... posed for me to take the shot.

--in the level 4 classroom--

sebrina's favourite pose of the month.

lihong did not know that she was already been shot.

well, i did not have the time to take myself... saw my handphone and realised that lihong took it.

huiying... concentrated watching the movie.

unlucky day

yesterday
hmm... lots of things needed to settle. went for driving lesson at 12.05pm... everything seemed fine. just that i kept on forgetting to look for blind spot. haiz!! kanna an emergency brake which made me lost control what to do. ended up i forgot to signal for that i was moving the car. kanna "scolded" for not making used of the horn. there were 2 times i should use the horn but i did not. gee!

shopped with lihong at IMM as she waited for me to end my lesson. so sweet of her. hahaa... so went there and started our meal. hmm.... went to have our meal at long john silver. and after that went to kylie's house.

i was so afraid that i would lose my way to there. but lucky, everything was fine! reached there... realised that her house was packed! lolz... enjoyed everything at there. well, this did not last long for me. mum called at 9+pm... haiz! timing for her to call was getting earlier and earlier. well, it was like... many of the people could not believe that. hahaa... well, tried to get used to it.

thought that i would lost my way back home. but, yeah! i did it. i did not lose my way and in fact, it made me understand more about my SINGAPORE! finally i found republic polytechnic and the special school which i used to go when i was young! took 32 and would know everything.


today
well well.... did not have any "revision class" but both lihong and i were having driving lesson. not bad for us. and also, i hated those instructors who taught me in the beginning. they did not tell me so many things until i had my revision! it was like... so last minute for me to remember all the things which did not teach/say before.

emergency brake again. this time, i signaled but..... i forgot to see the blind spot. -.-" even though was like that, i still had confident of passing my test! and again... 2 times i should use the horn but i did not. haiz! if like that, i sure failed. well, i must be confident of myself! well, conclused that if the instructor did not stop me for continue driving, i believed that at this time, i was in hospital and not blogging. lolz!

went to orchard with lihong. yeah! it was like, not easy to ask her to go out. so we walked around there... from taka to cine then to centre point then to heeren then to lucky plaza then to far east then to wheellock place. lolz! enjoyed everywhere which we went. i really wished to buy something... did not know why. might be because that i felt something lost bah... wanted to get some replacement for that? lolz... but ended up did not buy anything. haiz! spent all my money in eating. hahaa... while walking around, i realised that quite a few of the passers-by would look at me... i felt so weird.

left there... and i needed to meet up with violice and janis. hmm... indeed that it was a long time did not meet janis. i reached there like about 6+pm. then violice came 7pm. so we went to sakae sushi to have something to eat. while eating, we talked about my life. lolz... i cried because we talked about something which made me felt sad... she shocked and quickly changed topic. i was praying hard that janis would not talk about the same topic... i was so scared that i would cry even more. janis came around 8+pm. lolz... this time her boyfriend was not coming with her. so rare. lolz! well, so lucky that she did not talk about me. phew... while eating, i saw my reflection... looked again... i realised that my outer clothes was wore resevered! i felt sooo embarrassed and realised the reason for people looking at me strangly.... so after paying the bill, i went to change it back.. lolz...

walked around... violice said that she wanted to buy me a mp3... the cube shape de! lolz! i felt that my gal friends were more like my boyfriend. they really understood my feeling even i did not say out and felt that why they willing to do something which would make me happy but why not him? haiz! i should not think of these anymore. everything seemed over. well, did not wish to think anymore. i only wanted to concentrate more in my driving and my exam plus my future career. i stopped all these stupid nonsenses thinking. if he did not bother to care, even i tried my best to save this, there was no used in it. yah.. that was my thinking.

went to the first level. hmm... "wedding affairs" hahaa... then a lady passed us the promotion slips. lolz!! personal portfolio! $198!!! hahaa.. that really quite cheap.
-make-uo + 3 changes of hair-styling & outfits
-30 pcs of 4R prints (with lamination & album)
-CD ourchase @ $20(includes all shots)

from the above, CD would be free if we took this package. all the shots would be in and we could develop them by ourselves. the 30 pcs would be well developed for this package! the only disadvantage was that the outfits... haiz! not from them but our own clothes.. lolz! it ended at 26th feb. hahaa.. not sure whether wanted to take or not.

janis was kept on asking about ROM package.. haiz haiz!! she already started to prepare to get marry!! haha...

funny part came, another photo company( just next to the company which got the slip) asked us whether we wanted to take personal portfolio... he kept on asking what was the price which the another company gave. violice just kept on asking how much he willing to get paid for. well, he wanted to gain more customer by having a lower price than the another company gave. wah! he really very evil!!!

mum called at 8+pm to ask me to go home.. wah!! it was getting earlier and earlier.. haiz haiz!! so sian for that.

tomorrow will have 2 more lessons before my final test! *PRAYING HARD TO PASS N ALSO FOR LIHONG!*

"singing session"

yesterday went to busgis with my mum. nothing much for that... just walked around there and we went home.

today went to quite many places after our revision in SS. we went to bugis... then bugis village.. hahaa... we went up.. yet we could not get down... there quite a lot of things to see... especially the clothings at there... all looked so jap de. then we went to a so called a shopping mall called "ICON". fainted... we saw 2 same clothes which we saw in bugis village there... ICON there sold $10-$20 expensive! we just looked around and went off.

violice last minute asked me to go and support gilian as she and her friends would be singing. then i asked about the place but i did not know how to go. intended to tell violice that i could not make it as it was so last minute(in addition that i hate last minute meeting). but sebrina said that she knew the short cuts to reach there. so agreed to meet her.

it was really a long distance!! but managed to reach there. ended up i was waiting for them. we went to hark music cafe bar. hmm... it was like...people were encouraged to go on the stage and sing and sure would have people listening to your songs. hmm.... it make the person who was singing felt that they were the singer.

time passed so fast that it was already 10+pm. mum called and i left the place. violice's mum also called... so we rushed our way to go home. violice wanted me to take cab but i insisted. i nearly had a great quarrel with her. haha...

we did not manage to stay there to wait for gilian singing.. sorry for that.

DA CHANG JIN

the whole day, i was watching this korea show. i thought it was a boring show but it ended up made me stayed in front of the television the whole day. hmm... that really not a bad show and in march channel u would be having this show too.

thought of asking my friend to go out in the afternoon but my mum said that we would be going out. so did not ask anyone of them. then so suay, it rained until 5pm and my mum said that changed to tomorrow. haiz!

violice smsed me to go out but at that time how could i go out? haiz...

although felt bored, i at least did not think of calling him. well, mum kept on asking whether he got sms or call... and said that he was really so... haiz! i really made me more fed up.

when something starts to happen, people always think that if do not do that, this will not happen. hmm... why? i always think that....

Last Assignment

Yesterday after all the final hard work for our last assignment, we went to eat... we went to the seafood resturant near the minds school at bukit timah. hmm... that seemed like my first time had that with classmates(not counted steamboat). it rained heavily so stayed at for some time. we thought of not paying for our meal but we did not do that.

reached home, the panda uncle came to fix the dvd player and writer for the desktop. it took such a long time to do it. in addition, my mum's friend and aunt came too. hmm... then ended up i could not do my things as uncle blocked my way. hahaa... so started all my things at 10+ - 11+pm.

nearly had quarrel but everything seemed fine after that. finished all my things at around 2+am and went to sleep.

today
been woke up by the call and realised that it was lihong.... then i saw the clock... WAH! 8.30am.. i must reached schooly by 9am... so rushed down to meet lihong and took bus to school. chun yap called me and he was shocked that i was overslept. huiying also too. hahaa... no one really believed that as i normally would wake up early. another problem was that, all the important things that needed to hand in were with me.

watched all the videos from other groups. some did really great. ours seemed only zonghua's part made people laughed and that it.

finished watching, went to canteen 2 to eat.. that really full.. haah... then rushed all the way to BBDC for driving lesson.

hmm.... i really lost all my confident in my driving. scored 60+ points for my first time and 20+ for my second time. haiz!!!

thought that would be meeting up with xiufang and shi qi but i forgot what xiufang wrote to me in sms yesterday... they were confused too.. haha! sorry for that.

went home. thought of sleeping but.... ended up did not but watched anime. hahaha.... well, another chapter of my life ended.

so fast, everything about school life will be going to end soon. i do not really intend to continue my further studies for the moment... well, i also not sure whether this decision is a right choice or not.

soon, all my memories about the school will be kept in my heart. i start to get confuse as i do not really like to change to another environment which i need to wear the "whole day mask" everywhere. haiz!

it times for me to plan everything for myself. i am really very slack and so lazy and only think of people plan for my future. haiz!

prediction came true

today actually did not need to go to school for any lesson as there wasn't anymore lesson to attend... examination was just around the corner.

went to school... while waiting for huiying, saw the opposite side of the bus stop and realised that there was a traffic jam. when saw clearly, it was because there was a police check at there which caused the traffic jam.

from 10+am until 5+pm, all of us except sebrina had something to eat. saw sebrina was eating the chocolate cake... made everyone at there sooooo hungry.

did not manage to complete all the things as we still lacked of the sound... hiaz! then we went to bukit timah plaza there to have KFC.

had dinner and went back home... predicted what would going on and true enough... mum kept on saying about the presents... haiz! made me fed up too.

then we chated about my parents' past... a funny one... well, now was very confusing whether to let it go or... hmm....

just like that and ended my "chapter of the day".

V DAY

yesterday was a day when everyone in my original class gathered together... although not everyone was presented. took the class photo at e-garage. although a bit weird but still ok... went to KAP there to have our(sebrina, huiying and i) meal... chat about the assignment which we needed to do... then after that went home.

today was the V DAY. nothing felt special for me. doing assignment until 4 and been "kicked" out by the tutors as they needed it for the VIVA. went to help sebrina to find rose. after that, had meal with them and after that went to LOT 1 as i did not want to go home. then met up with violice at Jurong East Interchange then went to IMM as i did not go there for some times. went to westmall and she bought yellow rose and pink(fake) rose to me.. so touching.... saw janis and her boyfriend. that was really very coincidence as we did not expect to see them at that hour(10+pm). chatted with them and they started to talk about the relationship. made me quite scared of it then so lucky that the bus came... so they let me off.. reached home. received present from ah pig. hmm... really did not know how to describe it... sure ended up kanna mum's nagging for that. well, just like that. ended my day.

broken promise

i woke up at 8+am to start "part-time housewife" jobs. that was really very siong as it seemed it was my 1st time really DOING it.

as agreed to ah pig that today to celebrate V day as believed that on the 14th we could not make it. so met up with him after doing all my things. saw his outfit, gave me a bad feeling. ended up went to his house for the WHOLE DAY! i was like.... wanted to make myself out of the house as it was NOT EVEN LIKE A V DAY! i was so happy when you said that we would be going out but... what that the outcome you really wanted to give me?

you broke my tiny little wish so hard that made me started to feel that we were just so far far away. we did not seem belong to the same "world"

out of the sudden, i realised that you were childish... although you wanted to make me laughed, i felt it was just NOT FUNNY at all.

you only kept on saying, "you should say out and not keep to yourself. i am not a god and don't know whtat you are thinking about.. blah blah blah...". i had ENOUGH! not everything i MUST SAY OUT. you should think why things turned out like that.

you did not even want to continue walking with me... you did not even to give me a sms.... you have changed... do you know that?

why must you be the one who made me cried the most? ENOUGH..... I HAD ENOUGH!

i wish to have some silents from now on.

life is full of sadness

after my last IS lesson, we( su jun, lydia, lihong, huiying and I) went to bukit timah plaza there to have our food... at that time, we were afraid that KFC had not opened yet but just so lucky, it opened and we had our food at there.

su jun, lydia and lihong needed to go back to school to do their AVFE. so huiying and I decided to leave them and went to bugis since we were nothing to do even if going home. so coincidence, sebrina was in the bus and saw us. so we went to bugis together.

hahaa.... the seldom action for that day was that we really went shopping.... a window shopping.. haha... sebrina intended to look for a dress.. so we really helped her to look for it.. went to OG first.... well, 80% of the ladies'a area were belong to a more "mature" style which did not really gave our interest in it. so, we just look around and left the place.

went to macdonald to have something to eat as sebrina was hungry. huiying was just to focus in her handphone(playing) while I was just happily "helpping" sebrina to finish up her fries. it started to rain so we went to "THIS FASHION" to look for dress.

actually, the clothes seemed not bad but some how, it gave people the impression that it was selling old clothes as the clothes looked so... hmm.. did not know how to say... even though was like that, I still would buy it's clothes if looked not bad. sebrina tried some dresses but did not buy.

after rained, we went to seiyu... got 1 dress, really really very cute.... sebrina tried it and really fit her! haiz... just that she did not buy...

after that, sebrina went to meet up with joey they all while huiying and I went home. on the way, i persuaded huiying to go to the bugis village(2nd level) to shop... wow!! it was like the 2nd FarEast or Herren... but was the mini 1.. next time I sure would go there again!!!

thought that would taking 66 back home, ah pig called and said met up at raffles place and also that huiying said wanted to take 190 home... so we walked a very long way... then ended up we were walking a circle. we went to national library. WAH!! the atmosphere was soooooo scary.. level 1 - 6 was just nothing. took lift to level 7 and realised that the lift did not have anyone and worse still was that we needed to wait a very long time. reached level 7, the security stopped us and wanted to check out bag. he said that if the file was bigger than A4, he did not allow us to bring the bag in. WAH!! then when we went in, we saw others were bringing laptops in.. then why we could not bring something that was bigger than A4? the place was so quiet until we felt that we could not breathe.

haiz.. then we also realised that we totally could not borrow the books... then we went to B1, wah... the books there were allowed to borrow.. -.-"

we left the library.. we felt hungry... we bought a bottle of milk from cheers and started our way to our destination... in actual fact, we seemed lost... haha.... just tried our luck to see whether we were able to find our way or not.

finally, we did!! huiying went to her bus stop to wait for bus while i took mrt to raffles place.

waited for ah pig really long... we went to eat and then... i went home alone. i was like... HAIZ! some how, i had expected this would happen but i just did not like it much. it made me thought of tt day when i was having my 20th birthday. it was just everything the same.

did not expect that someone called me and chatted until I reached home. hmm... thanks for that. at least i did not think too much for something which was not worth to think about.

reached home... then realised that mum and dad would not be at home... so all the household chores were be done by me!!! haiz!! then was like i told my mum that i would be going out. she said that went out early.


today, early in the morning, it was just so sian! ah pig called and said that he would be free in the afternoon so wanted to meet up. but, i had already told him that afternoon lihong would be coming over to my house to print something and after that I would be going to meet violice as I already agreed with her. then was like, my mood changed real fast. he expected me to tell them that i could not make it for them. WAH... i did not care whether what he said was joking or serious, what he said i just took it seriously. that was not the first time he said that which made me in a very difficult position. I just hate last minute said wanted to meet up when I had told that person that that time I had something on. i understood that his timing was not fixed, but please, don't be so last minute. ended up, he seemed saying that I gave him attitude. i was like, fed up until i did not bother to reply him.

lihong came, photocopied some of the paper and she realised that some of the paper missing. then i just reprinted them. then after that she went home.

packed up my things and went to meet violice. surprisingly that she did not late... met her at singtel shop and she bought the panasonic v2 phone... after buying, she kept on complaining that the sound was soooooooooo soft!!! hiaz...

went to take neoprint... then was like.... -.-" the pictures which we took were in BLACK! we were so confused... even the sale lady also did not know what to do... we just wanted them to refund. so lucky that they allowed... so we took another machine.. well, seem ok but timing not enough.

so we went to find present... thought of buying a pen but violice said that buying perfume was much better... then asked for this and that and given quite many free gifts... both violice and I bought the perfumes( different brands of course) and just like that, we spent A LOT!!! haiz... after left there, violice realised that the sales lday said that if both of us bought the perfumes, she would give us roses(6). then we walked all the way back to there... then ended up she said... unless you bought 1 product for $136 then the roses would be for us... we were like... felt been cheated. but she still gave us since she already said that.

went to wheellock place.. thought of having dinner at there but..... all the resturants were full!! so we left there.. on the way, saw a lady... haiz... she was very slim.. or rather, thin. but the way she walked was sooooooooooooo yucky!! her butt sway here and there, loose shirt... worse part was that, she swang her leg high and in front of her was a guy!!! well, we conclused that that guy was her boyfriend.. hiaz! she was just too "loose".

had our dinner at lido there... then i unwrapped the roses... gee!!! violice said that the roses were dying soon!!! WAH... then ended up she plucked out the flowers and and petals... everyone at there were looking at us... so peiseh... saw that yucky couple... well, just did not bother them.

received sms from ah pig that tomorrow afternoon he was not free.. i was like... wanted to strangle him... he was the one who said he would be free and i had tried my best to make it free too. ended up? well, let's see tomorrow whether got meet or not.

took train home. thought that ah pig would come and fetch me but NO! well, that time was 11pm at orchard... hmm... was that a need for me to tell him to come and fetch me? haiz! what kind of guy was he?

changed changed to bukit batok... then we saw a indian guy.... fell asleep on the floor. everyone in the train was shocked!! did not dare to wake him up....

reached bukit batok interchange was 11.30pm. i thought that no more bus for me and i needed to walk home. so lucky that 852 was still in service.. phew... or I would really hate ah pig to core.

reached home, my mum kept on saying what i should do for tomorrow... which made me felt that i wanted me to stay at home the whole day... i told her that i would be going out and she said why did not meet your friends today and asked me to cancel it... WAH!!! I hated that!! she just like to say something which was different from what she said previously. haiz! felt like crying. well, tomorrow from morning to afternoon will be just so busy!!! sian...

my life is not going to be as smooth as before

it such a long time i did not bother to write anything. well, just that i was just too lazy to write anything and also that none of them will read my super boring blog... well, i really need to admit that i really writing my entire life on that day which make it very long-winded.

in order to reduce that, i just sum up everything.

last week had filming at punggol beach. saturday went there to do but ended up been drenched due to the sudden rain. did not manage to finish filming and also zong hua needed to go for the chingay, so we ended early and left punggol. went to chintown with huiying and we did buy some stuff. after that went home. smsed to violice and ended up went to her house for the lao yu shen. her dad was not around so had that with her mum. hahaa... really enjoyed that.

sunday went filming again. this time the sun was so shinning until i hoped some clouds would cover that sun. we took around 2 hours to complete everything which was like, reduced as many NGs as possible. after the whole scenes... time for us to play at the sea... out of 5, 4 of them were in a completely mess. only zong hua stil in the "dry mode". played monopoly at sebrina's house. i was the second who announed as bankbrupt. zong hua did not play as he went to sleep... then ended up chun yap was the winner. went to heartland mall there to have our dinner. everyone was sun burnt and very tired.

monday, everyone was still in the sun-burnt mode. felt here pain there pain. went to canteen 4 to have lunch but ended up i did not eat. everyone felt so weird for my action and said that i was feeling down. hmm.... at that moment, really due to some stupid, childish reason. i indeed felt some sadness in my heart. but ok after that. after lesson, went to the bukit timah market there to have simething to eat.

tuesday, everything was just fine. went to canteen 4 to eat again. on the way, 2 unknown ladies appeared and talked with us(huiying and i) about christ..... hmm... i was really not so interested in these and she was talking all the way to canteen 4. everyone thought that they were our friends that why none of them stopped them.. haa... around 2+pm, huiying went to her sister's rom so after lesson, the remaining 4 of us went to bukit timah there the prata shop to have roti prata. then went home after that. for me, i went to west mall first and then went home.

wednesday, did not have any lesson but went to school for playing badminton. chun yap and zong hua were a good player.... i played until i wanted to cry as i could not really able to catch their speed. played from 11-1+pm. went to bathe then went to clementi there to have our lunch. thought of watching movie but because of me, they(sebrina and huiying) changed their mind... thanks for sorry for that. let's watch next time ya? cried for no reason? hmm.... not really that no reason but some how, i did not understand that someone. V day, i believed that i would be celebrating not with him but my friends... will that happen? hmm....

thursday, lihong came to my house and we went to westmall. bought the shower cream as it was really cheap.. hmm... i really looked like a auntie... i kept on looking for cheap stuffs.. haiz haiz! had lots of things to do today. my grandma's birthday. bought a lot of food but ended up we could not finish it.


overall, these days i been changing mood. happy-sad-angry-tired-exicting-crying-moody-blur. wah!!! if that keep on like that, i m sure that i will hate myself more.

geisha

had my first lesson after the chinese new year and already got people said that why i was so tanned. haiz! i did not have any choice but to walk under the sun for some times.

had ss practial lab test. suay enough, i did not know how to do. both huiying and i were like... haiz!

forgot to bring sebrina's gift when we were ony the way to the lab room... i was like, jumping here and there. huiying thought that i was joking with her until she checked my bag. wah! she also like... as siao as me... hahaa...

went to jurong point with huiying and chun yap as needed them to accompany me until 5+pm. had kfc for so called "lunch".

then after that took 198 with chun yap to jurong east entertainment to meet violice. the show we intended to watch was sold out. so watched geisha. although it was not a bad show but some how, i could not catch what it really meant. then ended up violice re-telling me everything. i felt like i was wasting money for that.

went to west mall as she wanted to buy a watch. but the shop already half closed. so she chionged to there and told the sales person that she intended to buy the watched which displayed at the display self. bought the watch... while leaving, she realised that there was cracks on the surface of the watch. so we rushed all the way back to the shop... so ended up she got her the black 1.

went to meet ah pig after that and walked back home.

then forced myself to have the food in my stomach and surf net chatting. well, just like that it ended my day. tommorrow will be the long day for me as tommorrow will be the open house for NP.

picture for the chinese new year

group picture

with joey

gal's grp

with bday gal, kylie

with seng kee

with owen

4 different colours of clothes