Friday, December 30, 2005
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
what I have done
261205
Slept until noon and ended up all the houseworks were done by my dad.Had a wash up and went to watch tv. Watched until 4.30pm and it time forus to go to Harbourfront there to meet up my mum.
Had a lunch which made by my brother... Had a fired rice. That was the 1sttime he made lunch for me. =)
Reached Harbourfront, walked around the place and had Mac. My bro saw thecomputer... And he was like... Saw his heaven!! He rushed all the way tothere and played. He had a long time did not surf net.
Mum called and we went to fetch her. Saw her.. OMG! She bought a chair.We were like... -.-"" That kind of look.
Nothing much, only my dear brother kept on making us laugh as he kept on..Hmm.... Let you all guess... A smell which made people faint.. haha...
Did not manage to ask my parents to go to Jurong East Entertainment centre as my dad needed to reach home early. Reason was that Ah Xiong(Ex-AIA insurance "Seller" CUM Computer "Fixer") was back in Singaporeand intended to come over due to we could not surf net. You all would think... How come he knew that we could not surf... Reason, my dad calledfew days ago and he realised that..... He was in THAILAND!!! And my dadcalled to THERE!!! wah.... Handphone bill would sure very expensive!!!
We reached home around 8pm... Ended up he came at around 10.15pm!! Made mecould not sleep at all. I told him that should be the modem problem as Iwas able to use dial-up. He just against my observation!! OMG!... But ended up, he took off the modem and wanted to go to the HQ of the modem tocheck... See... He just did not bother to believe what I said. Made mecould not sleep at all...
27122005
Met up with Xiu Fang and Siew Peng for a movie. Ended up I was late due toneeded to have lunch at home 1st. Met up, but needed to wait until 1.30pmfor the show to start. We watched "King Kong"... So that mean that Iwatched this movie twice. Hmm...
Had a small lunch at the Food Court and walked around the place(West Mall). Funny part came, Siew Peng thought that we wanted to buysomething to eat during the show... So she called to her friends whetherthey were in West Mall and asked them to lend us their bag to contain thesnacks(We did not want to buy from the cinema). Ended up she realised that we did not want it...
Although I had watched the movie before, I still would feel that I was watching the first time like that. Hmm.... I got quite few questions aboutthis movie.
1. Why there was a long and boring starting which made people did not feel want to continue watching it.
2. Why should the Ann shouted so loudly? She did not need to which mademe very confused about it.
3. The most angry part was the producer... Although "Never give up" wasgood, his acting made me felt that this man was a selfish person. Thatat least telling me that this man was acting good.
4. The ending was.... Quite sad.... However, they did not tell us that what going on to the King Kong's body. It was not suspended anyone at all.
After the show, we walked around and we saw Jia Yan. Hmm.. We did not manage to talk a lot and we went to Mac. Chatted awhile and had our "lunch" and we went back to West Mall again. Walked around again.. haha
After that we went home...
At home, did nothing.. hahaa....
Slept until noon and ended up all the houseworks were done by my dad.Had a wash up and went to watch tv. Watched until 4.30pm and it time forus to go to Harbourfront there to meet up my mum.
Had a lunch which made by my brother... Had a fired rice. That was the 1sttime he made lunch for me. =)
Reached Harbourfront, walked around the place and had Mac. My bro saw thecomputer... And he was like... Saw his heaven!! He rushed all the way tothere and played. He had a long time did not surf net.
Mum called and we went to fetch her. Saw her.. OMG! She bought a chair.We were like... -.-"" That kind of look.
Nothing much, only my dear brother kept on making us laugh as he kept on..Hmm.... Let you all guess... A smell which made people faint.. haha...
Did not manage to ask my parents to go to Jurong East Entertainment centre as my dad needed to reach home early. Reason was that Ah Xiong(Ex-AIA insurance "Seller" CUM Computer "Fixer") was back in Singaporeand intended to come over due to we could not surf net. You all would think... How come he knew that we could not surf... Reason, my dad calledfew days ago and he realised that..... He was in THAILAND!!! And my dadcalled to THERE!!! wah.... Handphone bill would sure very expensive!!!
We reached home around 8pm... Ended up he came at around 10.15pm!! Made mecould not sleep at all. I told him that should be the modem problem as Iwas able to use dial-up. He just against my observation!! OMG!... But ended up, he took off the modem and wanted to go to the HQ of the modem tocheck... See... He just did not bother to believe what I said. Made mecould not sleep at all...
27122005
Met up with Xiu Fang and Siew Peng for a movie. Ended up I was late due toneeded to have lunch at home 1st. Met up, but needed to wait until 1.30pmfor the show to start. We watched "King Kong"... So that mean that Iwatched this movie twice. Hmm...
Had a small lunch at the Food Court and walked around the place(West Mall). Funny part came, Siew Peng thought that we wanted to buysomething to eat during the show... So she called to her friends whetherthey were in West Mall and asked them to lend us their bag to contain thesnacks(We did not want to buy from the cinema). Ended up she realised that we did not want it...
Although I had watched the movie before, I still would feel that I was watching the first time like that. Hmm.... I got quite few questions aboutthis movie.
1. Why there was a long and boring starting which made people did not feel want to continue watching it.
2. Why should the Ann shouted so loudly? She did not need to which mademe very confused about it.
3. The most angry part was the producer... Although "Never give up" wasgood, his acting made me felt that this man was a selfish person. Thatat least telling me that this man was acting good.
4. The ending was.... Quite sad.... However, they did not tell us that what going on to the King Kong's body. It was not suspended anyone at all.
After the show, we walked around and we saw Jia Yan. Hmm.. We did not manage to talk a lot and we went to Mac. Chatted awhile and had our "lunch" and we went back to West Mall again. Walked around again.. haha
After that we went home...
At home, did nothing.. hahaa....
Monday, December 26, 2005
mon
nothing usual. Thought that would be going out with Huiying but due to stressing too much during the past few days, we decided not to go out.
tues
Had SS revision. I was afraid that SS Common Test would fail. I did notknow how to do for the revision paper. Let alone for the Common TestPaper. It sure too difficult for me.
After lesson, we(Huiying, Seb, Zong Hau, Chun Yap and I) took 151 to the prata shop for our lunch even though we(Huiyng and I) had our lunch athome. We ordered Banana Cheese Prata again as it tasted not bad. This timeeven Chun Yap also ordered that. Surprised? lolz.
After our lunch, we took 187 to Jurong East, IMM. Wondered around the placeand also found out a secret of my dear Seb... hahaa...
Had a long walk from IMM to Jurong East and Seb did not come along with usafter that as she was very tired.
We went to Jurong East Entertainment. It changed quite a lot especiallythere was a coffee shop at the 2nd level. Huiying and I bought the Sa-c(did not know how to spell) ice-kakang after we saw Chun Yap's ice kakang.Took pictures for that. Suay for Huiying, when she wanted to clean the lolipop, she accidentally dropped on the table. All of us looked at the sweet... looked at her... and laughed( we are evil ya?).
Took bus to Jurong Point. While waiting the bus, we played the game in themagainze which Huiying bought. We were blaming Zong Hua for asking us towait for that bus as we were waiting for more than 15min.
Reached Jurong Point, intended to see the working man who would go toarcade there to play the dacing however it was not our luck. We did notmanage to see him. So walked around the place.
Soon, everyone intended to go home. So took 174 home. Chun Yap also took174 home. During the journey, we chatted and... he missed his stop. Soended up he sent me home first.
Had a shocked from someome. Hmm....
wed
Went out with lihong...
My home internet could not use... What was going on?
Thurs
Thought of playing badminton but too bad, all the courts in school werebeen booked. Therefore we could not play. Only went to school to returnbooks. Smsed to Chun Yap about what wrongs with my connection but... Haiz.
Went to West Mall after that. Had some walk and too 177 to Bukit Panjang.
As Lihong's birthday was coming, both Huiying and I were stressing over herpresent. Finally, we bought a pouch and chocolate for her... hehee...
Huiying bought "Wonderful Life" as I kept on asking her to buy. Ended upI needed to give her $2. -.-"
Told her something which she already fell weird and kept on saying duringthe whole journey. She was shocked and kept on laughing. Haiz...
My brother called me and asked me to ask my friend who knew how to fit thecomputer to come to my house... WAH!!!! Please internet... Recover as soonas possible!!!
I want to thanks Huiying for trying her best to make me happy. Thanks pal!
fri
STUPID internet...!!! I made the courage to call to singnet for the reasons for me not logging into the internet and ended up spending all mytime waiting and create connection which unable to work. My head was havingpain!!! ARGH!!!!
Sat (Christmas Eve)Thought it would be a wonderful christmas but I was wronged. Had my 1stmid-night movie in Singapore. Watched King Kong which lasted for 3hrs!Although was a long movie and really BORING in the beginning, over allwas quite all right. received a cute earrings from Ah Pig... lolz!
Sun (Christmas)Had a so called "chalet" and slept until 3+pm. Had a so called lunch cumdinner at there and played ping-pong until 8pm.
Reached home and got ready to meet up with Violice and her Secondary schoolfriend. Waited for them at the bus stop near my house and took cab to MOS.
Hahaa... Could not believe that I would go there? Yeah... Violice asked meand my mother was not in Singapore. So, went there would be my first and would be my last.
Reached there, Wow... So many people quening up. By the way, MOS stands for"Ministry of Sound". Did not have a free entrance so needed to pay for $25.OMG! That really expensive!!!
Went in... OMG again, lots of smokes.. -.-" Really hate these! Then we werelike so lost!! We stood at the same position for 15 minutes and finally violice's secondary friend's friends came and we walked around the place.
Well, all I could say was that it was so crowded!!!! HATE!
Ordered drink... Voka Coke... OMG again... It did not taste like coke butmore to voka. Haiz!! I only drank half the glass and I was like... giddy!
I could not stand straight, needed violice to guide me along. Should be because that I was having an empty stomach. That why I was easily drunk.
Went to dance, OMG again!!! the dance floor was soooo crowded.... However,I started to feel much better(my giddy).
At there, 2 guys asked violice's secondary school friend to dance.. haha!!We were like kept on disturbing her. OPPS...
Around 12.55pm, we left the place. It was like... FINALLY!!!
Conclusion for violice and me, never ever go to those places. Hmm... We didnot used to coming to these places and both of us got "cerfew"<-(not surether spelling).
By the way, I could not online for these weeks as my modem is having some problems I able to update is because I am using dial up. So, if want to find me, please sms me. Thanks!
nothing usual. Thought that would be going out with Huiying but due to stressing too much during the past few days, we decided not to go out.
tues
Had SS revision. I was afraid that SS Common Test would fail. I did notknow how to do for the revision paper. Let alone for the Common TestPaper. It sure too difficult for me.
After lesson, we(Huiying, Seb, Zong Hau, Chun Yap and I) took 151 to the prata shop for our lunch even though we(Huiyng and I) had our lunch athome. We ordered Banana Cheese Prata again as it tasted not bad. This timeeven Chun Yap also ordered that. Surprised? lolz.
After our lunch, we took 187 to Jurong East, IMM. Wondered around the placeand also found out a secret of my dear Seb... hahaa...
Had a long walk from IMM to Jurong East and Seb did not come along with usafter that as she was very tired.
We went to Jurong East Entertainment. It changed quite a lot especiallythere was a coffee shop at the 2nd level. Huiying and I bought the Sa-c(did not know how to spell) ice-kakang after we saw Chun Yap's ice kakang.Took pictures for that. Suay for Huiying, when she wanted to clean the lolipop, she accidentally dropped on the table. All of us looked at the sweet... looked at her... and laughed( we are evil ya?).
Took bus to Jurong Point. While waiting the bus, we played the game in themagainze which Huiying bought. We were blaming Zong Hua for asking us towait for that bus as we were waiting for more than 15min.
Reached Jurong Point, intended to see the working man who would go toarcade there to play the dacing however it was not our luck. We did notmanage to see him. So walked around the place.
Soon, everyone intended to go home. So took 174 home. Chun Yap also took174 home. During the journey, we chatted and... he missed his stop. Soended up he sent me home first.
Had a shocked from someome. Hmm....
wed
Went out with lihong...
My home internet could not use... What was going on?
Thurs
Thought of playing badminton but too bad, all the courts in school werebeen booked. Therefore we could not play. Only went to school to returnbooks. Smsed to Chun Yap about what wrongs with my connection but... Haiz.
Went to West Mall after that. Had some walk and too 177 to Bukit Panjang.
As Lihong's birthday was coming, both Huiying and I were stressing over herpresent. Finally, we bought a pouch and chocolate for her... hehee...
Huiying bought "Wonderful Life" as I kept on asking her to buy. Ended upI needed to give her $2. -.-"
Told her something which she already fell weird and kept on saying duringthe whole journey. She was shocked and kept on laughing. Haiz...
My brother called me and asked me to ask my friend who knew how to fit thecomputer to come to my house... WAH!!!! Please internet... Recover as soonas possible!!!
I want to thanks Huiying for trying her best to make me happy. Thanks pal!
fri
STUPID internet...!!! I made the courage to call to singnet for the reasons for me not logging into the internet and ended up spending all mytime waiting and create connection which unable to work. My head was havingpain!!! ARGH!!!!
Sat (Christmas Eve)Thought it would be a wonderful christmas but I was wronged. Had my 1stmid-night movie in Singapore. Watched King Kong which lasted for 3hrs!Although was a long movie and really BORING in the beginning, over allwas quite all right. received a cute earrings from Ah Pig... lolz!
Sun (Christmas)Had a so called "chalet" and slept until 3+pm. Had a so called lunch cumdinner at there and played ping-pong until 8pm.
Reached home and got ready to meet up with Violice and her Secondary schoolfriend. Waited for them at the bus stop near my house and took cab to MOS.
Hahaa... Could not believe that I would go there? Yeah... Violice asked meand my mother was not in Singapore. So, went there would be my first and would be my last.
Reached there, Wow... So many people quening up. By the way, MOS stands for"Ministry of Sound". Did not have a free entrance so needed to pay for $25.OMG! That really expensive!!!
Went in... OMG again, lots of smokes.. -.-" Really hate these! Then we werelike so lost!! We stood at the same position for 15 minutes and finally violice's secondary friend's friends came and we walked around the place.
Well, all I could say was that it was so crowded!!!! HATE!
Ordered drink... Voka Coke... OMG again... It did not taste like coke butmore to voka. Haiz!! I only drank half the glass and I was like... giddy!
I could not stand straight, needed violice to guide me along. Should be because that I was having an empty stomach. That why I was easily drunk.
Went to dance, OMG again!!! the dance floor was soooo crowded.... However,I started to feel much better(my giddy).
At there, 2 guys asked violice's secondary school friend to dance.. haha!!We were like kept on disturbing her. OPPS...
Around 12.55pm, we left the place. It was like... FINALLY!!!
Conclusion for violice and me, never ever go to those places. Hmm... We didnot used to coming to these places and both of us got "cerfew"<-(not surether spelling).
By the way, I could not online for these weeks as my modem is having some problems I able to update is because I am using dial up. So, if want to find me, please sms me. Thanks!
Monday, December 19, 2005
Monday Relax
After a "long" depression... Finally I had a chance to have a swim!!! Huiying did not like to have water sport, so ended up only Li Hong and I were intended to go for a swim. She smsed me whethe I was free. Since I was so bored, agreed with her!!!
Met her at 5pm at Bukit Batok Swimming Complex. All the time we were in the ja-ku-zinc (I don't know how to spell). We did not bother to take any swim.... From 5.10pm until 7.30pm... We just occupied that place... So lucky that there was not a lot of people.
Walked all the way to West Mall... Had Burger King... walked around the place... and went home... For all the time with her, I did not feel lonely at all... But for the moment she left, I found out that I was back to my OWN world.
Had dinner again at home. Had a bad news from my mum about my dad... I really hope that everything will go on smoothly... I have been thinking, why people do not care or think about others yet care something which do not have any feeling on it. If everyone can think that way, I believe that this world will be much peaceful.
Met her at 5pm at Bukit Batok Swimming Complex. All the time we were in the ja-ku-zinc (I don't know how to spell). We did not bother to take any swim.... From 5.10pm until 7.30pm... We just occupied that place... So lucky that there was not a lot of people.
Walked all the way to West Mall... Had Burger King... walked around the place... and went home... For all the time with her, I did not feel lonely at all... But for the moment she left, I found out that I was back to my OWN world.
Had dinner again at home. Had a bad news from my mum about my dad... I really hope that everything will go on smoothly... I have been thinking, why people do not care or think about others yet care something which do not have any feeling on it. If everyone can think that way, I believe that this world will be much peaceful.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
i m nt a strong person
lots and lots of things happened just in a week!
I hate a lot for this week. do not ask me why.
mon
it was like, both huiying and i were trying our best to complete the IC assignment as soon as possible. However, god was not with us, only gave us lots of problems. Codings were all over the different forms which made us headaches!! Stayed in school until 7+pm. at that time, I was so hungry until I was going to faint sooner or later.
tues
had a chance changing seats during SS lecture. well, nothing special. just went to canteen 4 for our lunch. we went there seemed like only had two choice. it was either western or japanese food. Although it was like that, we still liked to go there to have our lunch. =)
stayed in school for the IC assignment. Continued to stay in school for 7+pm. Although we were very tired, we still hoped that we were able to complete it by wed.
met up wif Ah Pig.... Had dinner at KFC with him. After that, met up with violice and janis as they were talking about the sex stuffs.... Asked me to judge for them =.=". Had pizza at pizza hut. After that, had dinner at home. FAINT!! 3 dinners for 1 night....
wed
We didnt manage to meet up early in the morning as we were dead tired after the stress during the two days in school.
SS practical was a ended quite early. In additional that I did not need to bring laptop( Hui Ying was bringing). opps... =p We continued doing the IC assignment. This time round, we did not stay as late as before. Around 7.10pm we left the school. Before leaving, both huiying and i were quite angry with someone.... He wanted to get some codings from us yet end up he asked us to shut up. *faint* We did not bother him and walked off.
Thurs
We reached school around 2pm and... got call from that someone. He asked me whether I had finished writing the report. *faint* Reached school, we realised that his group had done the "Friends" section. Then from that onwards, my mood changed. A BIG CHANGE! Even lihong saw me, also got scared from my appearance. None of them knew what going on to me until I told lihong. Hmm.... I felt that I had some problems in me. a BIG PROBLEM! Had a serious headache on that moment too! I had no mood in anything! Stayed in school until 10pm!!!! Something that made me mad again was when Ah Pig called and told me that the scene was shown during the 9pm show was the time when we saw when we were in Genting. -_-" I was so busy doing my work and trying to solve my things and he just laughing!?!! I off my Handphone after that. I was so serious until lihong and huiying were scared of me.
Fri
uploaded the latest assignment to the server. So glad that lydia was helping us to solve our problem!!! Thanks lydia...!! =)
the earlist lesson! The stupidest thing was that, early in the morning, I needed to see all the gross stuffs which made the whole class felt vomit.... Tutor showed us the people who getting hurt during the war... blood, wounds, illness.... if anyone saw it, 100% that they would vomit if they had a full meal before that.
went to borrow "the pianist" from libaray after then lesson. The reason for us to borrow was that this movie would be quite useful for our WISP 2nd assignment. We were touched... That indeed was a good movie. However, it was also quite gross....!! We watched until 1+pm and we headed to Bukit Timah for our lunch.
On our way to Bukit Timah(Near canteen 2), I heard someone whistlered... I did not bother to turn my head until lihong asked me to stop. From there, I realised that it was Sze Wei. Had a hi-and-bye to him and we continued our "journey".
We had our lunch at KFC and knew what... Irwan and xiang zhong were standing beside me. That really gave me a big surprise. From there I realised that they were having their lunch at KFC too... Not only them, Seb, joey and floyd were at there too... Had a big wave at them but gave huiying a big misfortune. I hit her head hardly......
Had our lnuch, we took bus to Jurong point as we wanted to get some relax. We took 174. So coincidence, Chun Yap was in the bus! Had a chat until we reached JP. Funny part was that, Zong hua was also at there!!! So, he accompanied us to walk around. He was surprised to see lihong was with us. hehee....
The last stop we went to kiddy palace... Chun Yap was stucked in there as he was talking with his "girl-friends" in there... while others went home.
For my case, I needed to meet up with violice at 6pm at orchard. I knew she would late, so smsed her where she was. Indeed, she was in her office. So changed the timing to 6.30pm. I reached Herren around 6.20pm and I started to wait... and wait... and wait.... I sat on the bus stop seat... for 1hr! At that point of time, I had lost all my mood in shopping.... I blamed myself why should I waited blurry.... Called her... She did not bother to answer it.... Until 8pm. She called and asked me to go to Cine there... I was like, In a very very sian and black face.
Ended up, I needed to listen to her reason for late and I was like, why again like that. I was angry... very angry for the way she managed the time. Well, I should tell her in the beginning she was late for every meeting. This time she blamed for the traffic jam and the uncles who asked her to buy the japan peanuts in taka. haiz.... I did not say anything but felt very tired after the 1+hrs or waiting aimlessly at the bus stop.
Worse was that, after buying the things she wanted, we were like... aimlessly walking around the orchard!!!! That was our 1st time felt this kind of feeling. Both of us did not know where to go. Finally, I said went to Far East for dinner.
SUAY!!! went to the top of the far east for dinner... all the stores said they were CLOSED!!! I felt I was going to faint soon as I was too hungry. Ended up, we went to buy maggie mee at the 7-11. Before reaching 7-11, we were walking down the stairs. There got a guy walking beside us, my eyes looked straight while violice looked at that guy. Then I said "7-11 is there!!!". That guy fell and quickly walked past us... Violice was laughing at him... while my eyes only filled with food... Then stupid part was that, violice told me that, that guy should be looking at me and did not expect I said that. -.-"
Finally... my stomach would not keep on "calling" me to feed it... Then.... my mum called me and scolded me... said why until now(9pm) I still at orchard... and said if I did not want to eat, told her early... Oh-My-God. I already said that I wanted to have dinner at home. Why she still thought that I would not have dinner at home... Signz... I just let my mum nagged and quickly off my handphone. I lost all my mood!!!!
SUAY AGAIN!!! We missed the bus!!! So closed!! So we intended to walk 1 stop earlier... Waited under the tree and guessed what.... a small stick of branch hit my head REAL HARD!!! Nevermind for that... We walked nearer to the shelter.... Guess what... Violice saw something liquidly-sticky-small-whitely thing stucked on my hair... I was so scared... People who were at there should knew what going on. I was trying my best to remove that stupid thing... I was like a mad woman... Violice helped me to remove it... YUCK!!! We did not know what that....
Reached kanna scolded... I had no mood for anything. So quickly had a bath with washed 2-3 times of my hair and had my "dinner"(11+pm)...
Sat
Went to Bukit Pangjang Plaza for lunch... Omg... Total spending was $70+... Food was not nice... blah blah blah... Then went to ten mile junction.... Bought quite a lot of food.... heee... And went home after that.
Something was wrong in me. I had a very serious depression. It was like, I was crying the whole night. Reason was simple... All because of love. Faint... I wished to go back to my own... I did not know why, my mind thought a lot. It was already over the thinking from heart. I thought of my past... way from when I was a kid until now. None would understand why I felt that way. Now was not because I was not believe what he did but... I did not feel any secure from him. People tend to think that I was thinking too much. However, I had a very special feeling towards love. I easily got hurt. Just even a small thing I would feel want to cry. I looked happy. It was because I was to hide my true self. I do not wish anyone to get affected by my mood...
Sun
My eyes looked.... swollen.... HAIZ! Totally no mood... Nothing special thing happened. Just that Ah Pig realised something wrong with me. Well, seemed like we going to have some arugement soon. And worse still, I hate the most. Well, he would saying the old same thing again and agian... That only made me felt more and more jialat. I lost all my mood for the christmas!!! Totally LOST!
I hate a lot for this week. do not ask me why.
mon
it was like, both huiying and i were trying our best to complete the IC assignment as soon as possible. However, god was not with us, only gave us lots of problems. Codings were all over the different forms which made us headaches!! Stayed in school until 7+pm. at that time, I was so hungry until I was going to faint sooner or later.
tues
had a chance changing seats during SS lecture. well, nothing special. just went to canteen 4 for our lunch. we went there seemed like only had two choice. it was either western or japanese food. Although it was like that, we still liked to go there to have our lunch. =)
stayed in school for the IC assignment. Continued to stay in school for 7+pm. Although we were very tired, we still hoped that we were able to complete it by wed.
met up wif Ah Pig.... Had dinner at KFC with him. After that, met up with violice and janis as they were talking about the sex stuffs.... Asked me to judge for them =.=". Had pizza at pizza hut. After that, had dinner at home. FAINT!! 3 dinners for 1 night....
wed
We didnt manage to meet up early in the morning as we were dead tired after the stress during the two days in school.
SS practical was a ended quite early. In additional that I did not need to bring laptop( Hui Ying was bringing). opps... =p We continued doing the IC assignment. This time round, we did not stay as late as before. Around 7.10pm we left the school. Before leaving, both huiying and i were quite angry with someone.... He wanted to get some codings from us yet end up he asked us to shut up. *faint* We did not bother him and walked off.
Thurs
We reached school around 2pm and... got call from that someone. He asked me whether I had finished writing the report. *faint* Reached school, we realised that his group had done the "Friends" section. Then from that onwards, my mood changed. A BIG CHANGE! Even lihong saw me, also got scared from my appearance. None of them knew what going on to me until I told lihong. Hmm.... I felt that I had some problems in me. a BIG PROBLEM! Had a serious headache on that moment too! I had no mood in anything! Stayed in school until 10pm!!!! Something that made me mad again was when Ah Pig called and told me that the scene was shown during the 9pm show was the time when we saw when we were in Genting. -_-" I was so busy doing my work and trying to solve my things and he just laughing!?!! I off my Handphone after that. I was so serious until lihong and huiying were scared of me.
Fri
uploaded the latest assignment to the server. So glad that lydia was helping us to solve our problem!!! Thanks lydia...!! =)
the earlist lesson! The stupidest thing was that, early in the morning, I needed to see all the gross stuffs which made the whole class felt vomit.... Tutor showed us the people who getting hurt during the war... blood, wounds, illness.... if anyone saw it, 100% that they would vomit if they had a full meal before that.
went to borrow "the pianist" from libaray after then lesson. The reason for us to borrow was that this movie would be quite useful for our WISP 2nd assignment. We were touched... That indeed was a good movie. However, it was also quite gross....!! We watched until 1+pm and we headed to Bukit Timah for our lunch.
On our way to Bukit Timah(Near canteen 2), I heard someone whistlered... I did not bother to turn my head until lihong asked me to stop. From there, I realised that it was Sze Wei. Had a hi-and-bye to him and we continued our "journey".
We had our lunch at KFC and knew what... Irwan and xiang zhong were standing beside me. That really gave me a big surprise. From there I realised that they were having their lunch at KFC too... Not only them, Seb, joey and floyd were at there too... Had a big wave at them but gave huiying a big misfortune. I hit her head hardly......
Had our lnuch, we took bus to Jurong point as we wanted to get some relax. We took 174. So coincidence, Chun Yap was in the bus! Had a chat until we reached JP. Funny part was that, Zong hua was also at there!!! So, he accompanied us to walk around. He was surprised to see lihong was with us. hehee....
The last stop we went to kiddy palace... Chun Yap was stucked in there as he was talking with his "girl-friends" in there... while others went home.
For my case, I needed to meet up with violice at 6pm at orchard. I knew she would late, so smsed her where she was. Indeed, she was in her office. So changed the timing to 6.30pm. I reached Herren around 6.20pm and I started to wait... and wait... and wait.... I sat on the bus stop seat... for 1hr! At that point of time, I had lost all my mood in shopping.... I blamed myself why should I waited blurry.... Called her... She did not bother to answer it.... Until 8pm. She called and asked me to go to Cine there... I was like, In a very very sian and black face.
Ended up, I needed to listen to her reason for late and I was like, why again like that. I was angry... very angry for the way she managed the time. Well, I should tell her in the beginning she was late for every meeting. This time she blamed for the traffic jam and the uncles who asked her to buy the japan peanuts in taka. haiz.... I did not say anything but felt very tired after the 1+hrs or waiting aimlessly at the bus stop.
Worse was that, after buying the things she wanted, we were like... aimlessly walking around the orchard!!!! That was our 1st time felt this kind of feeling. Both of us did not know where to go. Finally, I said went to Far East for dinner.
SUAY!!! went to the top of the far east for dinner... all the stores said they were CLOSED!!! I felt I was going to faint soon as I was too hungry. Ended up, we went to buy maggie mee at the 7-11. Before reaching 7-11, we were walking down the stairs. There got a guy walking beside us, my eyes looked straight while violice looked at that guy. Then I said "7-11 is there!!!". That guy fell and quickly walked past us... Violice was laughing at him... while my eyes only filled with food... Then stupid part was that, violice told me that, that guy should be looking at me and did not expect I said that. -.-"
Finally... my stomach would not keep on "calling" me to feed it... Then.... my mum called me and scolded me... said why until now(9pm) I still at orchard... and said if I did not want to eat, told her early... Oh-My-God. I already said that I wanted to have dinner at home. Why she still thought that I would not have dinner at home... Signz... I just let my mum nagged and quickly off my handphone. I lost all my mood!!!!
SUAY AGAIN!!! We missed the bus!!! So closed!! So we intended to walk 1 stop earlier... Waited under the tree and guessed what.... a small stick of branch hit my head REAL HARD!!! Nevermind for that... We walked nearer to the shelter.... Guess what... Violice saw something liquidly-sticky-small-whitely thing stucked on my hair... I was so scared... People who were at there should knew what going on. I was trying my best to remove that stupid thing... I was like a mad woman... Violice helped me to remove it... YUCK!!! We did not know what that....
Reached kanna scolded... I had no mood for anything. So quickly had a bath with washed 2-3 times of my hair and had my "dinner"(11+pm)...
Sat
Went to Bukit Pangjang Plaza for lunch... Omg... Total spending was $70+... Food was not nice... blah blah blah... Then went to ten mile junction.... Bought quite a lot of food.... heee... And went home after that.
Something was wrong in me. I had a very serious depression. It was like, I was crying the whole night. Reason was simple... All because of love. Faint... I wished to go back to my own... I did not know why, my mind thought a lot. It was already over the thinking from heart. I thought of my past... way from when I was a kid until now. None would understand why I felt that way. Now was not because I was not believe what he did but... I did not feel any secure from him. People tend to think that I was thinking too much. However, I had a very special feeling towards love. I easily got hurt. Just even a small thing I would feel want to cry. I looked happy. It was because I was to hide my true self. I do not wish anyone to get affected by my mood...
Sun
My eyes looked.... swollen.... HAIZ! Totally no mood... Nothing special thing happened. Just that Ah Pig realised something wrong with me. Well, seemed like we going to have some arugement soon. And worse still, I hate the most. Well, he would saying the old same thing again and agian... That only made me felt more and more jialat. I lost all my mood for the christmas!!! Totally LOST!
Sunday, December 11, 2005
cant rem!!
Feeling as grounded as you do now gives you the stability and confidence you need to truly shine -- and to make big progress in pretty much any arena you like. Want to jump-start your career? Feel the need to enhance your romance? Perhaps some changes around the house are a bit overdue? With your thorough, practical approach, now's the time to get it done. Keep your successes to yourself, though, at least for the most part. No need to shout about your superiority.
had been lots of thing happened.
mon was the starting of the IC assignment however the assignment max amt of ppl was 2... we were nt sure who to grp wif.. ended up seb wif daniel... assignment carried on doing it... b4 havin tis, every1 nded to go for the s Cube seminar... it was abt the NS stuffs... although nt related to me but at least made me knew tt how hard was the responsiblity of the protecting the country.
tues was the day when we d some of the IC assignment. however, lots of things were nt sure how to do!!! STRESS!!! violice lost her $200 which made me shocked... chat wif her after my lesson n she cried... tt was the 1st time she cried in front of me... haiz!! wat to do... somethin lost and couldn get it back.... so hoped tt tis lost wil gain her back somethin. gt avfe lesson. hahaa.. gt the chance to play wif the cam. sad part was tt i didnt hav the chance to take out frm the comp... haiz haiz... saw the clip.. quite funny!!
wed... also doin the IC assignment. haiz... nt really hav any process!!! *faint* had SS but ard 2pm we had ended the pract! tt really fast....
thurs, also struggling out the assignment!!! faint... i really didnt noe how to do.... wdd lesson really sian... worse stil was tt i didnt noe how to do for the tutorial!
fri lesson was also ended early.. tutor nt feelin well so ard 9.10am he released the class. the 2nd assignment also a grp work. we didnt care abt whether wanted to change the grp members... jz used back the original 1... continued had my IC assignment... haiz... i was such a failure!!! ARGH!
sat nded to go back to sch. haiz... brought bread(with eggs) to lib.. ate halfway... tt "inspector" walked passed!! OMG... luckily tt time i didnt eat or my egg breads would b kanna caught n no returned of my breads.... haha... at hm... finally i gt the chance to play maplestory.... it was like... few wks i didnt touch my character!!! sian part was tt i stil in lvl 32... but i played until midnite.. finally gt into lvl33.....
sun was a time when i was really free frm sch... woke up 6am as my mum wanted me to go for a "run" wif her n dad... wah... i was really tired as yest slept quite late. took the bus to bukit gomak, the goodview garden.... there gt the even abt the completion of the good view garden. reached there.... it rained.. worse stil tt nded to walk the whole round of the good view graden then walked back.... rainin loh.... after tt my dad n mum went to butkit batok west ave 8(used to live there) while i walked all the way back to my hse. reached hm n walked to ah pig's hse to watch the eye 10 vcd. it quite scary in the front part but nt in back part... haiz... among the 10 ways, i played 1 of the way. luckily was tt i didnt c "those things" or really i would siao siao liao. at his hse until 7+pm n took cab back hm while he went to downtown east there as his company was havin a bbq at there.
reached hm, realised tt my sis didnt even bother to clean up the floor.. made me damn mad for tis. so quickly doin the clean up. i realised tt i seemed lost 2 kg... nw i was 43kg... y ah? i felt fat but the weight was decreased... sian.. wat goin on wif me... i wanted to slim down. although weight was really dwn but nt my physial appearance... my aunt said tt i was looked so thin.. like only had bone... but... didnt noe y i looked at myself... no leh... stil fat! haha...
had been lots of thing happened.
mon was the starting of the IC assignment however the assignment max amt of ppl was 2... we were nt sure who to grp wif.. ended up seb wif daniel... assignment carried on doing it... b4 havin tis, every1 nded to go for the s Cube seminar... it was abt the NS stuffs... although nt related to me but at least made me knew tt how hard was the responsiblity of the protecting the country.
tues was the day when we d some of the IC assignment. however, lots of things were nt sure how to do!!! STRESS!!! violice lost her $200 which made me shocked... chat wif her after my lesson n she cried... tt was the 1st time she cried in front of me... haiz!! wat to do... somethin lost and couldn get it back.... so hoped tt tis lost wil gain her back somethin. gt avfe lesson. hahaa.. gt the chance to play wif the cam. sad part was tt i didnt hav the chance to take out frm the comp... haiz haiz... saw the clip.. quite funny!!
wed... also doin the IC assignment. haiz... nt really hav any process!!! *faint* had SS but ard 2pm we had ended the pract! tt really fast....
thurs, also struggling out the assignment!!! faint... i really didnt noe how to do.... wdd lesson really sian... worse stil was tt i didnt noe how to do for the tutorial!
fri lesson was also ended early.. tutor nt feelin well so ard 9.10am he released the class. the 2nd assignment also a grp work. we didnt care abt whether wanted to change the grp members... jz used back the original 1... continued had my IC assignment... haiz... i was such a failure!!! ARGH!
sat nded to go back to sch. haiz... brought bread(with eggs) to lib.. ate halfway... tt "inspector" walked passed!! OMG... luckily tt time i didnt eat or my egg breads would b kanna caught n no returned of my breads.... haha... at hm... finally i gt the chance to play maplestory.... it was like... few wks i didnt touch my character!!! sian part was tt i stil in lvl 32... but i played until midnite.. finally gt into lvl33.....
sun was a time when i was really free frm sch... woke up 6am as my mum wanted me to go for a "run" wif her n dad... wah... i was really tired as yest slept quite late. took the bus to bukit gomak, the goodview garden.... there gt the even abt the completion of the good view garden. reached there.... it rained.. worse stil tt nded to walk the whole round of the good view graden then walked back.... rainin loh.... after tt my dad n mum went to butkit batok west ave 8(used to live there) while i walked all the way back to my hse. reached hm n walked to ah pig's hse to watch the eye 10 vcd. it quite scary in the front part but nt in back part... haiz... among the 10 ways, i played 1 of the way. luckily was tt i didnt c "those things" or really i would siao siao liao. at his hse until 7+pm n took cab back hm while he went to downtown east there as his company was havin a bbq at there.
reached hm, realised tt my sis didnt even bother to clean up the floor.. made me damn mad for tis. so quickly doin the clean up. i realised tt i seemed lost 2 kg... nw i was 43kg... y ah? i felt fat but the weight was decreased... sian.. wat goin on wif me... i wanted to slim down. although weight was really dwn but nt my physial appearance... my aunt said tt i was looked so thin.. like only had bone... but... didnt noe y i looked at myself... no leh... stil fat! haha...
Sunday, December 04, 2005
yeah...
04122005
Those who consider you a bit of a stick-in-the-mud are getting continually surprised right about now. Your ability to think -- and feel -- outside the box is impressive, and so is your unique way of expressing the results -- and putting them into action. Keep on cultivating those innovative approaches -- at work, in romance, everywhere -- and you'll be reaping some pretty amazing rewards before you know it.
hmm... long long time didn't bother to update anything. Well, is alright. I don't think anyone bother to read mine as mine has lots of broken english here and there and my life is bored-to-death kind. So, no point reading it.
last friday
I had the role play for the WISP. DAMN... Thought that we would be the second group to present for the play but ended up we were the first. That made us so embarassed! We didn't act well. FAKE a lot! Well, we already did our best for that! No regret.
last saturday n sunday
I couldn't recall anything about it. Damn... Only knew that my life was really very moody. Lots of "misunderstandings" among us.
Monday and Tuesday
Lessons and lessons. Nothing special. Only on Tuesday that I went to Westmall to look for books. Then Ah Pig came over. At least he came. At least he made my day happy.
Wednesday
I had realised that I changing lane was way too lousy!!! I didn't know why I still had the problem of changing lane! *faint* Lack of confident was what my instructor said. Well, I was just couln't set my mind concentrate when I was on the road. I was just too afraid to make mistake!!
I forgot to bring my handphone to BBDC. Therefore after lesson, I went all the way back home to take and went to school for 1pm lesson. I had thought a lot whether I wanted to walk back home or took bus home when I was in 945 bus. haha... Ended up I walked back home. 2 reasons for that: 1. save money. 2. save time.
Thursday
Had SS quiz. I was very disappointed to myself. Reason for that, I scored the lowest among everyone!!! DAMN..... I had studied(Although not a lot) but... I scored 56 out of 100!!! That spoilt that day of my mood!
I went out with Seb and Hui Ying to orchard.. That was like, the 1st time, she asked whether wanted to go to orchard. Well, ever since school reopened, it was the so called, the 1st time, chatting with Seb for so long. We were like, from the school bus stop until orchard. Hmm....
Had chicken rice for our lunch. Both Seb and I liked the chicken rice at the Far East. hahaa... And I nearly lost my handphone at there as that day I didn't bring bag so i held my handphone on my hand. As I needed to eat, I placed my handphone on the table. After we left, I still didn't know that I left my handphone at there until the owner of the stall called me. Phew... Everyone was looking at me. I was so embarrassed until I quickly walked off with Seb and Hui Ying.
Walked around at Far East. We realised that why there were so many people as that time was afternoon. Hmm... hahaa... We looked around for the skirts as Seb wanted to buy.. Hmm.. Ended up we didn't buy.
Seb was not feeling well, So went home first while Hui Ying and I were wondering around the orchard. Ended up we were in Mos bBurger to have our milk shake.
She ordered a strawberry milk shake while I ordered a coffee milk shake with fries. We had some chats and after that went back to centerpoint to meet her sister. Listened some songs before meeting her sister and I went to Taka. I did feel bored but... Although really wanted someone to accompany me but... I needed to depend myself more than depend on others. Walked around and bought some stuffs for myself. I had realised that I had spent a lot of money on my "appearance". Hmm... I didn't know how to say.
Shopping alone, made me thought a lot. I shopped until 8+pm then went home.
Friday
Had a Kbox session with Lihong and Huiying. I felt sorry for Lihong as she didn't really want to go these place to waste money but because of us.... Sorry!!!
Went to CCK KBoX. sang until I was really tired. I sang as if I was going to die.. hahaa... Something which made me happy was that I forced Lihong to sing successfully!! At least it wasn't waste money for her.
Saw Maggie as the Mac with her friends. Hmm...
Saw Adeline(Pri sch) at CCK Interchange!! She was calling me first.... Omg... I didn't know that she was the owner of the newspaper stall... Had some chats and went to Westmall with Lihong.
After she bought the stuff she wanted, she went home while I went to find Violice as she was at Westmall too(She asked me to meet her at there). Something made Lihong very excited as Violice bought the Jing Zai Yuan's vcd.
Thought of watching movie but because the price was too expensive, we bought the popcorn and drinks and went out of there(We were funny, wasn't it?) and chat. Lots of people were looking at us weirdly. hahaa...
Went home after that.
Saturday
A time when I really spent my almost the whole day with Ah Pig. From 12noon until 8pm. During 6+pm, we were fixing the new table. Hahaa... However the table didn't really fix the living room. Lolz...
Sunday
Cancelled the meeting as Janis's boyfriend, was not feeling well. Went to Bukit Baotk West Ave 8 with my mother, sister and brother. Then I went to sleep from 2+pm to 6pm. Then went to Westmall with my brother to return the books... Ended up I needed tp pay fines as it was overdue!
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Life is seem so unpredictable.
No one will know what will happen in future.
Therefore let alone with the relationship.
Strong relationship needs to believe and understanding.
However, when time goes by,
Strong feeling will tend to shake.
No more as strong as the brick.
Rumors start to gether more and more.
Tears flow now and then.
The another "half" still don't know.
Until the another "half" feels not right,
The truths is out.
The another "half" wants that "half" to have the faith on the another "half".
However that "half" believes more in the rumors.
End up having "cold war".
Life is really terrible for the "halfs".
Finally, that "half" tries to believe what the another "half" says.
The another "half" tells that "half" that,
"Please do not listen to others and believe in me."
Although not touching, this tells us that believing in a relationship is v important.
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