Saturday, July 30, 2005

nothin much to say

treasure whatever you have or you will regret forever

-wed-
well, cant rem. so skip tis part.

-thurs-
printed out the TOR frm my company... well, didnt noe whether this was allow but i didnt care le.. my hse printer dun hav black ink le.... n also v EX to buy... then the SAP team also discussed abt the printer... scared me sia... haha...

met up wif ah pig after tt. a short while but stil happy abt it. then at his hse to continue doin my report. but most of the resources were in my lappy. so ended up type in few lines n didnt do anymore le.

out of sudden i seemed changed into another person. didnt wan to talk at all. tt scared ah pig le. well, i sometimes didnt even noe y i changed to like tt... he said like back to the past like tt(my appearance/expression). then i thought..... i was v scary in the past towards him. haiz.. i really didnt noe wat wrong wif me...


-fri-
took off 4 tt day. reason was tt i wanted to do my report. then kylie they all askin me to watch movie.. i wanted!! bcoz v long time i didnt watch movie le. then told my mum tt i would b goin out but.... my mum wanted me to stay at hm to teach my bro spellin... wah!! y like tt 1..... so sms to kylie tt i couldn make it.. haiz...

at nite i then gt the mood to do my report. then realised... wat the used for me to take off ended up i watched tv, played maple story n surfed net?? haiz!!

watched anime frm 11pm to 12mn then after tt continued doin my report. lots of things were nded to add in... but i only gt 22 pages... hiaz! i really didnt noe wat to write le la!!!

saw xiufang's sent me the past yr FYP done by her course dept.. wah! really CMI! 1 of them usin 1st party... then others puttin in the company vision n so on... then some of them were pic more than words... so... but thanks for tt la... at least made me understand tt i able to spot the mistakes which i would nt do it in my report.

slept ard goin to 2am... didnt really slp tired but jz wan to make sure tt the nxt day i would able to wake up early to do my report.


-sat-
a day which my mum allowed me to go out but nt until 10++pm.. hiaz!! nw tinkin.... am i 20 ah?? dun seem so rite? haha... hit the age of "2" in front le but i feel tt i m a kid! haha.... tis is wat i tink la.. haha...

rainin day... a bit spoilin the day leh... bcoz i promised to huiying n seb few days ago for goin to watch firework which i didnt able to make it on last sat.

played maple story again... sure ended up kanna scolded by ah pig 4 nt doin the report. then also tt the report nded to let the industry supervisor to c... confirm tt he didnt hav the time to read it bah.

nded to continue my report.... when m i goin to finish it?? haiz!

later wil meet huiying they all le... hope wil b a happy nite for me...

Wednesday, July 27, 2005

the ajisen dinning

the ajisen dinning








Tuesday, July 26, 2005

hair........ nt nice izzit?

only hope that everyone around me are already finding their true happiness. i do not wish hearing or seeing my friends/relatives are in suffer....

-mon-
well, my new hair style seemed nt ez kanna recog... noe wat? meiling well, believed tt when in the trainin rm then realised tt i cut my hair. then nesy after tt askin me whether i cut my hair. k... i thought tt others also knew abt it... guessed wat.... 11+am bo wen then realised tt i cut my hair.... then worse... 12+pm qiu yue again asked me whether i had my hair cut.. WAH!!! izzit tt the hair was nt short enough? nvm.... then tt day ben didnt come... bcoz sick...

coincidence had a palm readin... was like... none of the line description were same was my lines!! then when gt 1.... tt meant tt my marriage was separation!!! i was like... "wat the..." then i was sian 1/2 the whole day.

went to meet violice at bugis. ended up she was late while i reached there 5min earlier than the time met. so went ard for walk walk... luckily was tt i d... she ard 6.30pm then reached!!! *faint*

went to ajisen dinning for sushi.... well, they all depended on the coloured plate.. sian leh... then also took some pic for the sushi....

after tt went to meet up wif ah pig.... he was v tired... but violice was ard... impossible tt i didnt entertain violice... then tt stupid violice... pushed me over to ah pig(as he was aslp). 1st time unsuccessful... then 2nd time she pushed damn hard... then ended up i lost my balance n i knocked over a guy(fell dwn). i kept on scoldin her after i gt up.... made me damn paiseh sia!

told ah pig abt the palm reading. haiz... didnt feel regret even though violice advised me nt to say as ah pig asked me nt to tink so much...

didnt do my report again!!!!!! haiz... i really didnt noe wat to do le.. really.....


-tues-
ben.... ard 8+ then asked me whether i cut my hair anot.... well, better than bo wen n qiu yue le.. haha... but nesy said tt my hair style made my head more bigger... she prefered my previous hair style.. at least made my face looked smaller...

nothin much happened.... only tt i was nearly fell into dreamland when every1 was havin meetin n they were jz behind me!!! i was really really v v v tired....then didnt wish to do my report bcoz i didnt wan any1 to c it.... selfish? lolz... nt bcoz of like tt loh... haha...

thought tt i would go hm n do my report.. ended up went to IMM wif my parents n bro.. haiz!!! fate tt i didnt able to do my report!

nw 10.35pm le.... HOW SIA!!?? then i stil haven touched my report... i really wan to cry out liao.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

new look!

picture of the week....
Curly hair... nice? but i felt i looked old!

wow.... wat was my bro doing to tt guitar?

cute cute car!


in library... lihong captured the image usin my hp.


lihong was stressin to find her solution for her attachment stuffs...


the rm which we always went during our attachment.... again we bked tis rm in coincident.


the story of tis stone... a healin stone!


took tis pic after we left the library... tis bird was lookin at me when i was takin it's pic.


new version of ms pig... short?? haha.... the lady who cut my hair said tt i cheek gt too much fats/meat! hahaa... so nded to cut more in the front so it able to cover my fat face...


took it when i was wif my spec... haha... until nw i stil haven had the chance to brin my spec out to the sunny weather!!!!

hair cut... a brand new me!

having a hair cut which made me feel more relaxing. a brand new of me....

-thurs-
kept on doin the same old things.. made me felt sian sian n more sian!
nothin to update on tt day...

-fri-
had a chat wif YC abt the report.. suay... i could use the company's name... so sent an e-mail to soo mee. tis time i used meiling's method to track whether soo mee gt read my mail anot.

met up wif xiu fang after work... sandra didnt make it.. well, had a great chat n lots of laughers... haiz... nw then realised tt her sickness seemed serious.. hope she able to take great care of herself... as i really quite worry for her...

suddenly feel so happy tt i didnt lose a fren like her... she stil her own old self... a joker... but nt too stubborn as in the past.. tt was i wish to c frm her... haha... she once changed my life b4... the life which i wil nv 4get.

played maplestory... well, nt a bad game but bcoz a bit troublesome.. haha....

-sat-
bz day!!! met up wif lihong to library. although knowin tt my fren(workin) would b at there until 5pm.. i stil goin... well, thought tt would nt c them but jz tooooo coincident... saw ben n qiu yue... nesy went to indonesia, meiling gav her a excuse tt it goin to rain while bo wen, he jz didnt wan to share anymore of his ideas in report to them le. well, as for me, really.. i wan to get info tt totally different frm them!

booked the rm frm 12-4pm... then borrowed the bks but ended up we watched anime in the rm!! n chat all the way.... haiz haiz.. didnt co my report AT ALL!!!! i died sooner or later le.

then qiu yue would come to my rm to ask me qns abt the report... then gt 1 grp of students walked passed our rm n said tis n tt.. realised tt i 4gt to change the bking paper.. then also realised tt they were the grp which bk our rm frm 4-5pm.

we bked another rm at lvl 5 as lihong wanted to check some of her bks.. she really pity sia.. her supervisor.. really couldnt tanhan sia.. haiz.. only hope tt her supervisor would understand wat the prob to lihong n giv more leeway for tt...

went to wm.... had lunch even though tt time was 4+ 5+pm le... bcoz we didnt hav any food after we had our breakfast at KAP ard 10+am.

reached hm, played maplestory for a while n ready to go to jurong west there for the so called the temple dinner... coincident saw my aunt n her husband in the bus... then we went there 2gether...

food.... quite ok la.. but the adults(my mum n aunt) said nt bad bcoz of the servin... haha... didnt say anythin... took cab wif my aunt they all.. then also drove the creepy rd which 174 would drive pass. really creepy... haha...

reached m continued playin maplestory... wah.. played until 3.55am then went to slp........


-sun-
saw pimples!!! gee.... nt bcoz stressin over the report... but playin until tooooo late n also bcoz my hair apllied some oil which seemed my skin was allergy to tt chemical... haiz...

had a hair cut!!! short short 1.... but seemed ok la... hair much lighter.. but tinkin.. would i regret? haha.... hair started nt straight le....*sob sob*

nded to do my report.... ah pig alrdy scoldin me for playin the whole day but nt doin the report the whole day.. haiz!

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hatin bo wen more n more!

please limit yourself. I am no longer going to endure it.

-mon-
monday blues... nearly missed my bus bcoz tt auntie driver drove 3 min earlier... made me ran like hell... the another malay guy who had the same stop as me, also ran like hell as if the auntie goin to drive off like tt.

a so called "meeting" held outside the training rm. bo wen nt involved as he didnt wan to come along... well, he was jz "bz" doin his report. i damn hate him more n more as every1 bz doin the company stuffs, he jz doin his REPORT! he didnt even ask others whether nded any help or nt!! then the meetin was mostly said him... was like tt meetin was 15-30min long! hahaa... so funny.. but i was so angry until i was like havin fever...

online chat wif xiufang.. it was like everyday i was chatin wif her... i didnt care but i knew tt they saw i logged in to msn.. haha...

rainin.... ya... south-west monsoon rain....


-tues-
rainin sia... then i couldn walk to my stop to wait for bus... so when seein my bus came, i jz ran.. haha.. tt malay also d the same. tis time, auntie seemed reached here ard 6.19am. Mm... believed tt she knew our pattern to reach the stop on time.. haha...

didnt talk much to bo wen le. really much more lesser than b4! so his target would b meiling... well, i jz wanted to quickly finish up BO WEN SHOULD DO stuffs... suay.. if tt bo wen was in company, his mentor would nt throw his things to me!!! hate him la...

met to ah pig's hse then also borrowed his guitar as my bro nded it... n also tt ah pig..... wat u d, i wil nt 4giv u 1....... c u i m goin to kill u... haha.....

my bro was playin the maple story... looked cool... haha... but i was too lz le...


-wed-
rainin again.... so waited until the ran came then walked to there...

didnt talk to him... so he chated wif meiling... then talked abt report writin.. they 2 talked abt it loh.. then didnt wan to share wif others... then when qiu yue, nesy, ben n i were talkin abt the report, they then walked to us n said wanted to join our "meetin" was like... hey... u all said abt wat u all goin to write n didnt tell us.. well to me was fine.. but dun like, said joined in n wanted to get wat we had said.. hate tt loh... i agreed tt human has a greedy and selfish in nature, but dun do tt loh.. i hate tt!!!

well, nothin much wan to say abt them le.... a bit made me blood boiling. i dunno how others tink abt tt... mayb i m jz too childish to angry for tis small matter...

no matter wat, i wan to do my report.... n dun feel wan to share anymore.. i let ben had my file ended up he jz copied my TOR! was like.... haiz! hate tt...

Sunday, July 17, 2005

pic day

2 cute gal puttin pose...
yu qian.. haha... self takin...


took it when goin out wif huiying they all.. gee... looked sooo weird.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

wat a deadful day

mistake made once is enough. no need to make twice or more. if continue, friends around you will just walk off.

-tues-
didnt work as early in the mornin i nded to go to my dad's company there to take sholoarship.. mum was goin too...

stopped at the sercurity there.. !@#$ they typo my sch... changed my sch to nanyang polytechnic!!! wat the...

at there quite bored sia.. mum nearlty fell aslp.. haha... bcoz my dad was sittin wif my but nt my mum ask my dad also nded to go to the stage there...

until 10am sharp it then started... asked them whether they would read out the sch n they said tt they made some typo.. haha...

quite nervous sia... then gt quite a lot of VIP... funny sia... it jz only the prize givin mah... if nd soo many ppl comin...

then shook hand wif the president of the company... he asked me, wat i wanted to work after i grad.. well, jz told him tt i wanted to work related to IT loh... if nt wat i was goin to say?

10+ it ended... so went out to hav meal... so many ppl queuin for the buffet... sian loh... so we all later then queue for the food... then my dad's manger talked to us.. sian loh.. i hate speakin eng... then he stil talk to me to eng... nt only him la.. other ppl also talkin to me... made me quite paiseh.. haha... after tt went to toa payoh hub there to walk walk... saw a purse but Ex leh.. haha.. nvm la.. since my 1 stil able to use it so no nd to bother to buy new 1. realised tt i keep on buyin things... my pocket goin to hav a big hole le!

thought tt would meet up wif ah pig but some how gt stuffs he nded to do n my mum asked me to go to chinatown. so didnt meet at all.... then in bus saw my aunt n cousin. they were goin to my sch for my cousin's graduation ceremony... so fast, my cousin alrdy graduated le... my turn would b comin soon... so sian sia... i hate workin life soo much!

on the way to convention centre, saw chris, owen n fiona... n 1 gal standin beside owen.. well, sld b his gf if nt wrong. chated wif them for a while n went off.. stupid things they said was tt my cousin was my child... !@#$ was i lookin so old even though i knew they were jz kiddin wif me?? pls leh... dun talk to me jokes loh... realised tt i 4gt to ask my $ back frm them....

in there, the students thought tt i was the graduated student.. pls loh.... i wearin semi formal... n also tt impossible i was the graduated student as they nded to prepare themselves leh.. !@$% nt my day at all....

in there... well, only tt bazzer changed.. so last yr i wore was the last batch to wear le.. tis yr was the dark or rather, black bazzer... quite ok la... nothin different loh...

ceremony started.. but my cousin went to toilet twice... was like a bit embarrassed as we were sittin v front.. then we nded to walked all the way to the top n every1 was lookin at us... haha...

after the ceremony, had some food n also helpin my cousin to take pic.. haha... tt moment seemed happy but somehow, felt every graduated students was havin some sadness in their heart.. Hhmm...

went hm after tt.. didnt go to chinatown as my mum n dad went to bugis le... well, tt fate bah.

-wed-
workin as usual. realised tt YC seemed addin our(students) name into their food order list.. then heard frm them tt tues also gt.. well, SAP team mah.. haha... so ordered chicken rice.. happy to eat! haha.. n didnt seem nd to pay leh....

nothin much special abt it... the only angey part was tt bo wen... i seemed gettin disliked him more n more! he really talked a lot!! then he gt somethin haven finished n thurs he wanted to take leave. so asked me to help him.. but i only said helpin him 2day but nt tml... !@$% he was damn idoit... then said me tt wat i sld hav the responsible to do if he pass to me... ya.. i agreed wif wat u said but dun like throw everythin to me then u go for ur "holiday". u sld nt throw ur responsibilities to me like tt!!! suay sia... YC approved it bcoz bo wen said tt he was goin to visit fren... wat a stupid excuess.. n i thought tt only for thurs until meiling told me tt he also took fri... ARGH!!! really hate him a lot.. but stil would talk to him but nt as much as in the past le...

-thurs-
he didnt come make my ears damn quiet!! even meiling also thought tt way.. haha... then veron asked me whether was tt bo wen n i told her tt he was on off... haha... she had the same thinkin as us... she felt tt bo wen was sooooooo talkative! haha!! she seemed also like tt he was nt ard...

continued to hav free food.. again had chicken rice as i didnt wan others le.. thought of havin laska but scare didnt hav bowl.. haha... nvm... chicken rice was my fav.. no wonder i had sooo much fats sia...

violice msned me to lend her $.. wah... 2nd times she d tt le... then was like i was scoldin her y overspent the $$... tt was nt the 1st time i scolded her le... then tt time luckily my temper was nt as bad as yest or she would b kanna scoldin by me like hell...

had a new comer in my bus.. suay!!!!! he lived in JP area yet sittin in bukit batok bus!! i was like... nearly wanted to strangle tt guy loh... y didnt he take bo wen's bus??!!!

met up wif ah pig... like quite long didnt able to meet up like tt... met at wm n bought buns.. hah.. bread talk sellin $1 for each bun!

went to his hse n again.. playin minesweeper as his comp nw couldn go online le.


-fri-
early in the mornin, the aunty driver asked the 3rd stop uncle abt the new comer.. then she realised tt he lived in JP... she was super angry sia!!! said tt 7.15am she nded to fetch ppl at clementi.. then reached tt guy's stop, she told him tt she would nt wait if she didnt c him. wah.. fierce!

heard frm my fren tt the elective result was out... then realised tt the mobile module i didnt get into it.. haiz!! so sian.. but they gav me the audio module... went to c the realised tt the mobile module was nt offered for us!!! damn idoit sia..... quite angry to the system loh... if iddnt then tell us in the beginnin.... dun like goin to sem 6 le u then tell us.... believed tt nt only me was angry... evety1 seemed wanted to appeal....

had chicken chop.. again chicken... haha... tt chicken chop.. well, didnt noe how to say la... quite disgustin leh... but tasted ok.. aha.. fish n chip.. the fillet was soo cute... so small 1...

actually meetin up wif xiu fang.... but suay enough... rainin... so sms her whether stil wanted to go anot... then she replied goin there nxt time bah... ya.. rainin time goin out a bit sian loh... bcoz cool cool mah... stay ay hm warmer.. lolz...

then sms to ah pig whether gt goin out but so suay, he gt somethin on... then sms to huiying wanted to go out... bcoz i alrdy tole my mum tt i ate outside... yup.. she n seb would b meetin me.. yeah!! n also soo long didnt c them le.. hhaa..

met up at somerset control station... saw many police sia... then after tt they came... then walked walked then went to far east to hav the chicken rice... 3.30 per person. n also tt frm there able to c tt tis chicken rice stall was popular... 7+ like tt their chicken alrdy sold out...nt bad la their chicken rice.. their chilli was damn spicy!! hahaa... but tasted gd... bought a pair of sunglasses... thought of buyin long time ago but scared didnt wear it.. haha... said bye to them n went hm le.


-sat-
was like... all in the mess sia... thought would meet them on time but... well, mum wanted me to to do some stuffs.. haiz!! reached there arly 4.30pm le!!

was like... y didnt she's in my shoes... couldnt she understand me? jz tt i didnt wan to make ppl wait for me but she jz like... well, as long as her stuffs nded to settle can le... was like... haiz! jz didnt noe wat to say abt her la... sometimes made me damn angry but sometimes made me sad for her.. haiz!

met up wif violice n yu qian at orchard.. well, continuously 2 days wen to orchard. nothin much la.. went to cine to withdraw $ to lend violice. tt after tt time she felt much happier like tt.. as if we(yu qian n i) didn wan to lend her $ like tt. hahaa... yu qian continued lookin out for guys... her jap style guy.. then we saw 1.... YUCK! looked sooooo girlish jap guy but yu qian said he looked NICE!! wah lao... nearly vomited sia...

kept on takin pic on them.. haha... bcoz i gt nothin to do mah... then we went to sit at the so called cafe jz outside the cine... then violice.. wah lao... jz didnt wan to sit bcoz she scared of her fats jz "bursted" out after she sat dwn... aiyo.. i also gt loh... y didnt tt bother her??? made me quite angry sia...

then after a while it rained... then went to herren there to walk walk.. went to far east.. tt time was 7.45pm... well, went to tt stall n it put "closed"!!! haiz!! didnt hav the fate to eat la... so went to other stall to settle our stomaches.. ahaah.. had curry chicken n prawn fried eggs n everythin costed 10.. curry chicken was 5 while prawn fried eggs was 4... total was 9.. then we asked for 1 more a plate of rice... then tt made 10.. then we said.... 3 plates for 1 meh??? impossible mah.. then thought ... dun tell me tt tt extra plate of rice costed 1??? wah... like tt EX loh...

the curry chicken...... nt spicy... chicken seemed cooked for too long... curry source nt thick... concluded... curry chicken nt gd... tt prawn eggs... ok ok only...

walked ard the place.. then realised tt i was quite few of my sch mates... ard 3 bah... all guys... no gals leh.. so weird...

went to coffee bean to rest.. then took pic again.. haha.. we were jz nothin to do la... went walked back to cine to ljs to rest again.. violice asked us abt how to write report.. WAH... my eng damn poor.. asked me tis sure jialat.. then she was like.. kept on askin us to check.. well, we were quite tired then she stil askin us to check.... *LOW BATT* took 174 hm.. then saw shu ping.. so we chat wif her for a while... haha.. she gt a bf le.. too bad didnt manage to c her bf's look... she stopped at the same stop as me so said gdbye to violice n yu qian n went hm le... soooo tired!!

nw... 1.06am... TIRED!

Monday, July 11, 2005

!@#$ dun anyhow callin ppl!

don't ever think that calling to someone is a fun thing to do.

went out to causeway point wif ah pig to watch "War of the World". tt show not bad... but somehow made me tink a lot... wil tt happened in my future? then tinkin y my fren said tt tis show nt gd.. hhaa.. but the ending was like so quick loh... made me a bit blur.

confirmed to hav 6680.. but somehow i didnt like tt phone at all... wat happened to me sia!!! well, sld b siao liao...

tryin the phone then dunno who tt idiot callin to my new hp no. a total of 8 missed calls!!! if i noe who r u, u better watch out...

Sunday, July 10, 2005

handphone.....

had a new hp but stil decide whether takin 6680 or V975. i let my sis to decide which 1 she wanted i then take the other 1. well, mum prefer she takes the V975 as tt 1 looked quite hard to spoilt.. n my sis is those gal which easily get angry.. so hp in her hand needs to be strong enough to handle her temper.. haha...

then due to the plan i m nw stil usin, 3 mths frm nw i wil use the new hp no. but i alrdy gt the new hp no le... 81214315/6. depends which no my sis wants.. haha..

tues wil b my off day.. yeah... 2 more days! then i nd to write my final report le.. thought that 2day i able to write but.. haiz! fate tt i m stil so lz to do my things.

a day that seem havin surprises

is there really a need to have a good handphone when you don't even use it at all?

-tues-
havin a gd mentor able to help me to write my FYP report. a bit sad was tt i didnt hav tt kind of mentor. or i could say, i didnt bother to ask her the reason to do or she didnt even bother to tell me more?

2nd day nesy didnt come... she stil in bali....

nothin to write as i couldnt rem any things.


-wed-
i was v tired to do the same things over n over again. i switched off the montior n saw YC was outside the rm... he saw i off the monitor.. suay.. but he seemed tt he didnt notice or wat.. he didnt ask abt it... heng! he then asked who would b takin off.. haha.... i jz said tt i would b takin off on 12th... YEAH!!! 2nd time takin off le.. haha... didnt bother to tell tt soo mee abt it... she jz didnt bother to ask at all. n also he asked abt the BBQ... o... then realised was onyl for the SAP team.. haha... but none of us would b goin for tt... last thing he told us, if able to study, continued study... dun work in an early age.. Stress!! haha...


-thurs-
went to sok leng's baby party... sad to say tt only siew peng, chik yee, jai yan, ah pig, kim lim n yu pei were goin. haiz! then tis baby.. haha.. quite cute n he seemed clever.. lolz! ard 9+ left the place n went wif kim lim to coffee shop n chat... chat until 10+ then went hm.


-fri-
went hm after work. v tired for the whole day lookin at the comp screen. had some blur image whenever i looked at the comp... haiz! so scare tt i nded to wear spec... Nooooooo.....
nothin much to update.


-sat-
went out wif lihong ard 11am.. she seemed wanted to continue her hp plan but she only wanted to use for 1 yr then didnt wan to continue le.. but after tellin her tt my dad's company gt those discounted plan, she realised tt her dad also gt it.. so didnt upgrade the plan or wat.. haha.. in wm gt tis special things.. haha... in the gift image... gt tis thermometer... GEE!! sooooooooooo cute n colourful... it would display the temp at the area... n tt coloured liquid bottle would sink in the bottom while others would b on top! haha.. soooo cute.. but lihong believed tt was nt acurated 1... *sob sob* saw siew peng n had a walk! hahaa... chat a while n i nded to meet yu qian at orchard. went to cine(old place to meet) n had a drink. yu qian taught me abt the jap verd.. made me damn blur. walked all the way to far east. n she bought the jacket.. worth $40!!! EX sia... but tt if nt wrong import frm japan bah... violice always late... said met up at 3 but 5+ she then reached. my mum called me to go hm early to c the hp while yu qian nded to meet up her family to watch performance. then violice called.. asked where we were then i said far east n also told her tt basement gt sell a lot of things 1 then she asked whether was plaza or shopping mall... i didnt noe mah so said shopping mall loh... then she called again.. realised tt she was in totally different place as us... then like tt i kanna scolded loh.. a bit moody tt time as i alrdy told her tt basement gt sell a lot of things 1... then met her at lido... sian la tt time.. n also tt yu qian askin for balloons... aiyo... a bit fare up loh.. haha.. passed the balloon to her as i didnt wan to carry + i didn really wan to carry balloons when there was sooo many ppl!!! ard 6+ went hm after went to kinokuniya. haiz... in train, violice's mum called me... SCARED me sia... then i was really scared by her voice... she wanted me to tell violice to reach hm b4 8... gee... when i reached hm, thought tt they would goin soon but ended up 8+ then wentto wm... asked abt the hp.. 3G... aiyo... was like.. both my sis n i didnt nd to hav a 3G.. reason 2 buy, worth to buy.. buy nokia 6680 wil free motorola V975... both of them were 3G phone. but didnt buy la as i stil gt my plan to go...

-sun-
v tired!!!
then called to starhub abt when was my contact ended... if i terminated the line nw, i nded to pay $200 which was nt worth it...
goin to change line if nt wrong... so take note of it if i change no...

Monday, July 04, 2005

dunno y, jz feel wan to cry out

what happened to me? Why I am so weak? I hate myself!

-sun-
yup. agreed wif violice tt we able to go for a swim. jz too bad tt her neighbour didnt able to join us as she had headache... *sob sob*

thought tt able to meet at 6pm but ended up ard 6+pm we then reached the jurong complex. had a gd swim but some how.... TOO MANY PPL LE!!! didnt really swim but soak in the "clear water" had few "wave" swim.... nothin much.. jz like so crowded tt we kept on bangin on others. worse stil, so many guys. made we felt so insecure! at there saw a so called "good-looking" safety guard(if nt wrong la... 4get wat they called le). he looked like 20+ then we were like suggestin to intro to yu qian.. haha... suay for her, she didnt able to c tt guy...

8pm took the bath... so crowded sia... made me felt so sian.

had dinner at 8+ at KFC.. v full!

while waitin for bus, we heard some bird's sound but didnt c any bird flyin over us... then tt sound gettin louder n louder... when bus came, we took the bus... when i looked at who was sittin behind us, saw a guy said bye bye to me... -.-""" violice also noticed tt... then we said, "funny sia.. if they younger than us then funny liao.."

9+ reached wm... chat wif violice abt the stars.. haha...

9+, met up wif ah pig in wm.

had some bites at mac... really, my stomach really havin some prob le...

then walked hm... he told me lots of stuffs... ended up i cried...

tellin me is ur choice n hope ur choice wil nt cause any prob to us.
n also, ur choice for ur future.. in actual fact, i cant help u at all. tt ur choice. wat i can do is jz support u. only hope tt wat u choose is the rite 1. although i didnt like ur choice n worse stil u didnt even tell me tt u hav alrdy made tis decision, i only hope tt everythin wil go on smoothly.

gt lots of things my mind jz cant settle at all.. totally nt at all. but, i jz dunno wat i actually really tinkin abt.. didnt slp well... kept on wakin up... then like only slept for 3hrs...

gt tt weird dream... gee... 4gt most of it le... only rem tt i seemed wanted to go hm but didnt noe y i ran into a buildin tt i didnt noe.. then i tried to ran out of tt buildin... so strange... i was takin stairs.. then saw a lot of ppl... all so weird.. aiyo... then finally i gt out of tt buildin.. then like i lost my energy to run... fainted... saw kw. then seemed like he saved me. then dunno how come i asked some1 to take me hm.. then ended up i said i took bus hm... then like tt.. i woke up le.... sooo weird sia the dream.

-mon-
didnt really feel super slply... wat happened to me? totally nt my own self le. but managed to slp in the bus. in trainin rm.. i totally couldnt slp.... WAT HAPPENED?? i dun wan tt to b me...

mornin time didnt do anythin as tt html haven even sent to me.. saw tt person who in charge for tis.. then i asked him... to my surprise, he said tt he 4gt.. -.-"""

went to find qiu yue there at material dept. talked rubbish while meiling was waitin for the paper... after tt went to canteen there to talk rubbish as confirmed the trainin rm was stil havin meetin.

ard 10+am i started to hav work to do... since bo wen nded to clear off the buyer code stuffs. so some sort like i was helpin bo wen to do his dept stuffs.

had lunch... nsey didnt come as she went to indonesia until thurs then came back. felt more quet then b4.

noon... veron... so funny sia.. as she nded me to do her stuffs, asked bo wen to do my currently stuffs n asked me to check her things. she seemed scared bo wen as last time he d the flow chart seemed gt a lot of mistakes...

geee.. the words damn small, i nded to look closer then able to c the words.

finished both my dept n bo wen's dept stuffs... nw nded to do meiling(engeering dept) stuffs... wow... 1st time gt so many dept stuffs nded me to do...

after work. brought my bro to je to meet violice.. wah.. i was damn tired!!! went there to play arcade... realised tt playin these made me released some stress n sadness.

after tt went hm le... but was 9+ then reached hm loh.. haha... didnt noe y it took such a long time to go hm.

felt damn tired..... tired of a lot of things...

Sunday, July 03, 2005

really a SUNday for today

swimming time

finally the ipod is able to use. tt really a very coincidence... i jz plug in the ipod n tt it.. everythin goes on fine... yeah... upload the songs in there. hehee...

goin swimming later. wif violice n yin yin(her neighbour).. haven decided whether want to go to bukit batok complex or jurong complex.... violice.. u better tell me asap leh... goin to 4.30pm le!!!

tryin my best to sing jap songs.. those songs r frm the anime called "searching the full moon" gee... super like the songs... tons of meaning... haha...

sun.... go away leh... so hot!

ah...... left leg kanna attack by sand...

kylie kanna bury... seemed terrible...

seb kanna bury

joey kanna bury

c... how "cruel" they r.. hahaa...

face kanna sand attack

chris... kanna bury

yeah.. i m helpin to bury ppl...

haha... buryin ppl time...

kylie... where r u lookin at?

buryin chris n fiona

joey.. wat r u doin????!!!

nice sia...

wow.... y like tt?

who is lookin at tis direction/

wow... nice pose when they r in the sea

took it.. but too bad la.. didnt able to take the front view.. tis kid is really vute.. haha

1 little mermaid is havin a pose for me to take

kylie n joey

2 little mermaids tryin to take photo

3 little mermaids.... too bad. i cant sell them...

eh.... "brown riddin hood"?

joey: here i come (nt said by her)

huiying.me.sebrina

haven posed yet

~gals~

fiona n chris