be more mature!

yesterday had many things happened.

went to meet up with violice at jurong point. before went to meet up, i went to aunt's house(mum's friend) to borrow the jacket for my graduation day. ya.. i was too poor to buy 1 for myself and also that i did not need it at all after wearing for less than 4 hours.

however, they were not at home so was like meet up violice after that. had cheesy hotdog(my favourite.. but not really.. hahaa) and also in order for violice to change her $1000 to small amount, we decided to have our meal at fei c.... aiya... forgot how to spell... had xiao long bao and dan dan main... and also desert! lolz... soooo full and the price was $25+. quite expensive but did not have the chance as violice's $1000 was way toooooo big!! after that, went for the bill. the cashier thought that violice had her pay as she got $1000 note. funny was that the cashier took out many $50 notes... wow... scary sia!

went back to take the jacket... well funny was that ther jacket which i saw was appeared in my dream before!! really funny but i could not say anything as impossible everything so coincidence.

so went home. mum called and.. haiz!! just lots of things happened.

i really could not say who was right or wrong. impossible that i would side my mum or what. i looked in facts! people tended to push blames on others as they believed that they were not wrong. well, that was the human's ugly "appearance" which i believed that everyone had done that before.

so, when something happened, they denied they were wrong.

hmm... from the point i looked, i wanted people to understand other people's feeling. not that we did not want to do something but also needed to think about what really happened. if blaming someone when he/she had some problems in their hand, would you still wanted to blame them for not doing something they wanted them to do?

well, everyone is stubborn in nature. deny everything that they believe will hurt/harm them. haiz!!

for people who do not wish to change(they think that they are old enough to think ehat is right or wrong), well, i can say that they are imature even thought they are so old until can be great grand-parents.


now in office.. really bored to hell! haha... so spend the time blogging!

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celebration

yesterday
it was boss's 40th birthday. knew that when he told us before driving us to the "mini factories" there for lunch. he treated us a lot of food which ended up still left with lots of food. hmm.... 1..2..3.. 7 of us yet could not finish it! haha...

derek bought cake for boss!! lolz.. very funny sia that time as he was away for too long and boss wanted to find him. everyone said that he went to bang sai. lolz!! boss was surprised to see the cake and they opened the red wine. yuck! i did not like to taste the wine... last time had the experienced vomiting out all the red wine.

after work.. went home. did not believe that it was raining!! boss called me whether i had umbrella. thanks for that but believed that only just "small rain" would not kill me at all! haha..



today
damn... felt sick!!! forehead quite hot! hohoo... brought herbal tea with me to go to office there to drink.

lunch time, for a farewell lunch cum advance 23rd birthday celebration for amy... we went to jack's place at west coast(near clementi stadium). a total bill of $154+. bought cake too! lolz... and boss bought her a... hmmmm..... branded purse for her! lolz.. she was like going to cry like that.

after that, boss brought her home while others went back to office. nothing much and also i needed to learn more things le! sob sob...

later will be meeting up with violice at jurong point. cancelled the meeting with sebrina they all as they intended to watch movie but i needed to meet up with my mum's friend to take jacket at jurong point.

well, just like that.. my life is forever bored!

moody day

thursday
hmm.... thought that boss would come back from other countries but nope!! he did not come!! hohoo... therefore quite slack in the office! ohoo... no choice. i did not have anything to do at all!!!! because amy would finish up everything that she needed to do as admin while i was admin and sales. argh...

after work, went to raffles city there to meet up with chun yap and went straight to park mall there de fish n co. lolz! long time did not see everyone le. enjoyed the food and shared with sebrina. lolz... funny part was that jason, xiang zhong and i needed to stand on the chair and blow candles.. diao!

joey bought me a mng bag! diao.. i was like very happy as few days before i started working, i had the intention to buy a bag!!! but i did not see a bag that i like or the price was too steep. then felt that she was able to understand what i was really wanted like that.. haha!! THANKS A LOT!!! =)



friday
boss back! he brought us something.... which we, local people would not eat... Herbal Roast Peanut which made from thailand.

amy... as she would be leaving us, also bought everyone something as part of the feeling towards everyone in the office. they were so funny which made me felt that i was odd one out. lolz... she bought me an earrings! lolz.. thanks a lot..!!

had lunch with boss, manager and amy. boss drove us to bukit timah.. the bukit timah centre there.. the hawker centre. while we had our meal, our boss asked us a question.... butterfly and mosquito belong to the same group. which one, dragonfly, cockcoarch and grasshopper would also belong to that same group as them. we were guessing like siao! lolz... very funny was that we even compare the wings of each insects... how many parts of body, legs, sizes and even colours. so, it was a chance for everyone to guess what was it and would tell the answer later.

so after meal and we went to look for fax machine was the office that fax machine was really very jialat!!! CMI sia! so old until even gave to galang guni they even wanted to ask money from you to throw away that machine.

then after that went straight back to office and started my boring day.

changed seating with amy and that would be my perm seat from now on.

received call from "Ron" but i thought he was the salesman so i asked a lot of question until i asked amy, "who is Roy ah?" and that made the whole office people LOL as Roy was the staff of the company!!! i was like.... hohoo... i made a mistake.

after work, as manager asked me whether i could make it for a dinner with another 2 staffs as part of the celebration to join the team but i rejected as i thought that i would meet up with darren. however, ending was not something that i wanted to happen. so, i was quite fared up and cancelled the meeting with him.

moody feeling. cried!! damn me... why i cried?? felt helpless and wished someone would able to listen what i wanted to say.


saturday
as already so called agreed to meet up with violice to go to her office there to sing. then janis and anthoy were able to make it so decided to meet up. however, my moody feeling was still there. like thought of something, i wanted to cry... so cancelled the meeting with them. violice called and she realised that i was moody and i told her that i wanted to be alone. however, that seemed made her also moody... really sorry for that.

thought of going out around 2+pm but.... lots of things i needed to do so drag until 4+pm... did not feel want to go out but thought of violice so smsed her where she was and met her at city link.

had sushi tei... wow... we were like hungry ghosts like that. as there would have 15% if spent min $50. so we kept on ordered until plus GST and service charge would reach $50. i enjoyed a lot... i like the dish... tea pot soup..!!! tasted NICE!

after meal, went to the cashier and she did not return us the change!!! we explained to her and she was like blur blur like that. good things was that she returned back the money.

went to shop shop!! then went to suntec then went to esplanade then merlion there... took pictures here and there!! hahaa... so funny then candy called for sing KBOX at clementi.. haha.. actually for my case i could not and thought that would only sing for 1 hour and could leave. but.... sang until 2+am and violice's mum called... DIAO! i was like.... hahaa.. because that i did quite scare of her mum... so was like sian 1/2 loh.. lolz.. janis also smsed me about this. hmm.... i only afraid that janis would think that why we did not meet up with them and ended up violice and i met up together...


sunday
damn!!! only slept for 4 hours and kanna woke up by darren for breakfast. i was like super super super fared up but no choice....

then my mood changed sia... gee....

then cried again. damn sia...

argh....

but after that, everything was ok.

went to darren's house to do "house-keeping"... then went home after that.

hmm....

siao siao me... i cried a lot these few days....

days in the office

tuesday
amy took mc.. and i was so blur in my things but.... i did NOTHING at all... BORED!! nothing much loh... just like that passed my time.

manager took us(branden and me) to the light industries there canteen to eat. he drove us there! wow... his car was nice!! like sport car like that.

got to know that huiying was offered a job. wow.. good luck for her.

wednesday
wow.. manager actually really drover past my house and really long bang me to office! during the conversation, i was realised that he was living near sebrina's house there... -.-"

at there.. also nothing to do... again reading through all the pipes... aiya.. a bit rubbish leh.. haha.. then also that my namecard was ready and my manager went to collect it... lolz.. really nice of him but leh he was married... hohoo...

bored until lunch time.. amy kept on telling me to join SIA. hohoo... if i knew my REAL height, i would go there for a try.... 3.5k a month... WORTH SIA and could travel different countries! whoo!!!

met up with violice to queentown... hmm. she needed to pay her sub paper at mdis. wow... mdis unicampus was nice!! then wafter that went to westmall for our dinner... sakae sushi again.. hohoo...

then after that went home.. so lucky that did not see bruce or i wanted to cry.

yeah... just like that. nothing much to talk about.

tired

tomorrow then blog... i need to sleep... panda's eyes are getting more and more jialat!

yesterday i forget to mention, chat with someone who did not know i had changed my handphone number but we chat a lot! wow...!! could not believe this but it was the fact! thanks a lot pal!~

1st day of working

hmm... woke up at 7.45am... but around 6+am i had already in "stand-by" mode... haha... then walked all the way to the company... at there.. nothing much to do.. nothing taught me about what that position was really doing. it was more like... recep cum admin cum sales cum secretary... hahaa... well, hope that i can learn as many things as possible..

afternoon time... funny sia.. there was a small "xiao qiang" in boss's room even though it was locked! then manager was like... gee!! then ask amy(current admin) but manage to kill that "xiao qiang". it was like... so funny!!!!! should record down the whole things... so funny...!!!

then other than that, boring sia!! nothing to do then amy asked me to surf net.. but.. manager was able to see what i was doing!! bored!!! and nearly dozed off... so quickly had a cup of coffee.. lolz...

still got lots of things to learn... lots of short forms need to remember! hohoo... funny part for this company is that, they use msn for conversation, even with the suppliers... lolz!! so that mean that i can use msn.... but today i cannot really use it.. that why chat with seb for a while and offline. lolz...

now wish............... everything i understand.................. get use to there................ earn $$$! yeah!! =)

my last day of carefree life!

sunday...
it was not easy to force myself to get up even though my body alarm clock had set the time which was much more early than the time i should wake up...

walked all the way to darren's house as they were celebrating mum's day at one of the resturant at PSA(near NOL--used to work there).

hmm... 9 of us had so called dim sum at there and costed quite a lot! $153++..

then went to westmall as darren wanted to buy dvd player.

went to his house, then helped him in his project... weird to SEE that when he was already in NS? lolz.. ya... still got project for him to do.. hahaa...

nothing much la.. then after that had a free ride from syn wee and reached home early.

tomorrow working le.. hohoo.. hope everything will go on smoothly! yeah...

at least i do not feel that scared compare to that time i was in Mindteck. there really not for human de!!

those few days, i keep thinking how to save money.... intend to open a new account... disposit a fixed amount of money into there every month. then i still need to save some money to pay the poly school fee after i get the letter from cpf until i clear all the debts. then i still need to give some money to my mum and dad. then also need to save money for my own things. then also need to save some money for my future... WAH!!! so many "then also need to save some money". i been thinking.. will my salary enough to do so many "then also need to save some money".... hahaa...

oh.. and.. HAPPY MUM's DAY to all the mums in the world!! =)

my cute boss..

thursday woke up early as i needed to go back to the company for an introduction... although was like... why the boss did not want to introduce next monday instead... well, boss would be leaving sinapore this weekends and would only come back around 2 weeks from now.

had a LONG walk from my house to there even though the company was just located just 2-3 roads away from my house. kept on sweating!!!

finally reached... beofre had the introduction, well, this cute boss or rather, GM, talked a lot!!! as he asked me was there any question that i wanted to ask, i told him that during the interview i did talk about further studies. therefore it would be sure that some days in a week i needed to leave early. he agreed for that but... he prefered me to work for 1-2 years as sometimes when you looked at newspaper for the private schools, they needed students to have some working experience first. hmm.. ok. agreed with him for that. then he continued his family background... he was from a pretty rich family however due to his dad's failed his business, they became very poor. GM believed that in order to work, he needed to study. therefore he half worked and stdied. finally, he completed his dipolma but he wanted to aim for better. although he had this mindset, that time he was still poor, therefore he worked for few years in order to gain experience, support his family and also save some money for his further studies.

he told me that, if i really wanted to further studies, there were 2 points that needed to look out. 1. schools that wanted to study and course. it was important.. not to waste money on cert that totally not worth it in sinapore, what was the popular course and interests and not to find schools that came from agent... that was ended up spending more money.
2. if really want to further studies, muz had the determination that i would score As for all the modules if not, it was also wasted money.

continued, he said, after 1-2 years later, i would see more clearly on what was my life. if now half worked and studied, it was very difficult as i was still new in working and needed to stress for study. and also, after 1-2 years, i might turned out to become housewife, it was totally no point of upgrade myself as the cert would only placed at home to collect dust. hahaa...

there was the funny part... he said, if wanted to find a good husband, must not look for whether he was rich or not. no point if that guy was rich but lazy. ended up that guy would only spend all the wealth that his family gave to him. therefore, needed to find a guy was hardworking as he would work hard for not only himself but his family and he would success one day. he was like... using him as example!! haha... because he said that his wife was not looking for his wealth(that time he was damn poor) but believed that his hardworking would make him successed! haha...

it seem short but that time i was sitting on the chair listening his "logic" from around 20 minutes. it was enjoying and it did not make me feel that there was a gap even though he was GM or he was older.

after that, had a rough introduction and went around the company. nothing much actually... everything would be taught again next week.

went home after that. wah.... super HOT!

then until at night, went to watch poseidon at 11.35pm. funny that at this time i was able to go out? lolz... well, mum kept on scolding for that. argh.... then kept on complaining why darren did not buy anything for me for my birthday.. blah blah blah... haiz!! VERY FAN!!!

that show was NICE!!! but.... ending was a bit too.... overall, it was nice that made me scared of having any cruise... even as big as titanic also no use, ship would still sink.


friday
darren went back to his camp for guard duty. and me stayed at home... evening time went to jurong east entertainment, IMM and also jurong point. hahaa...went to look for clothes to buy...!

i did buy some clothes but... a bit like CMI! hahaa....

while i was waiting to see which bus came, saw aunty and her family... here came the funny part, she told my brother that i was going out with friends to westmall.... hmmmm........................ why said like that? i did not tell them that i was going out with who and i did say that i was going to jurong point... well, nevermind...

bought clothes from lemon tree... i believed that, i would only wear them when i was goin out shopping or what ever but not working.. haha!!!

this fashion card a bit like.. wasted money as i totally did not use it at all!!! hahaa....

yeah... i applied for the NETS it Rewards...


saturday
hmm..... stayed at home... mum last minutes told me that today was going to celebrate mum's day with my aunty they all!! wah lao... i did not know i got going out later or not... damn...

sian

yesterday(tuesday)
met up with sebrina and daniel for dinner. ended up i was late.. haha.. had dinner at citylink(asian kitchen)... food was not bad... daniel reached there last! lolz... he bought me a present which indeeded surprised me.. haha... sebrina insisted she paid for my meal.. thanks!

walked around suntec as my dad wanted me to buy batteries for his camera and we saw anderson icecream... so after, we went there to have our sundaes... enjoyed a lot!!

THANKS!

daniel bought me a cute "J" best friend bear... wow... really very nice of him.


today(wednesday)
went out with huiying and she bought me present... haha... quite surprised as my birthday was like...... over dunno how many days le. we went to causeway point.. intended to watch movie but cancelled due to that we were confused... hmm... so walked around the place and had our milk shakes at MOS burger... however, the taste was weird.. haha!

went to library.. haha!! we were like kids!! went to play those experiments displayed at there!! hahaa..

went to meet up with violice for swimming at jurong complex. yeah... did not swim at all but just soaked in the water... after that went to westmall sakae sushi for our dinner... then we went home.. suay for me... saw that bruce... he called violice but she was in a rush... then chated with him for a while then took same bus and went home.

tomorrow needs to go back to company for an introduction... lame....

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saturday
met up darren early and had tian fu's ride to queentown to fix his car's mirror. it did not take 1 hour to fix it and we had our lunch near there and also shoped around in queenway shopping centre.

went to his house after that then went home. nothing much.

but, i did not like that day. made me suffer a lot! "thanks" to that darren ah...


sunday
did not do anything until meet darren then ended up do housework. then syn wee n si kai came over.. so took their free ride home and darren would go back to his "home sweet home" camp.

also the same, did not like that day. that was the 2nd time le... argh...


monday
ok.. went to bukit batok that company to sign the empolyment agreement...

then SGH called and told me about the job... 1450.. they intended to offer. but leh... although there was 50 dollars difference... bukit batok company would have increasement after 3 months while SGH did not have and needed to wait for 1 year plus SGH needed to work on saturday... hhaa...

then suay came.. Hangten called me for interview for position of manager!!! DAMN........ why called such late??? after i signed the paper???? damn........................................

got called from my company that they wanted me to go back there on thursday morning to introduce everyone in the company... funny sia...

went out with violice for a movie, "the wild". not a bad but did not make people laughed a lot.

then we went to the bukit batok there de club... wow!! nice sia!!! and had many facilities!!! enjoyed a lot even though i did not play.. needed membership card.. ahaa

argh...

CPF emailed me to go for interview... damn.. no point asking me to go for interview when i have already selected to go for working place that is nearer to my house.

i hate that!! why for those position that i want the most comes so late!!!??? see.. end up i need to give up everything even that is my favourite..

later will not have any event as been cancelled at the "last minute"..

so coincidence...

early in the morning, i went for interview at SGH... thought that would be start at 10am but.... they dragged until around 11am then started. well, among all the interviews, SGH interview was really.... silent!! hahaa... managed to open up my gold mouth after he asked some questions. after that, took 174 home.. wow.. super long journey... made me super tired.


ok.. here came all sort of coincidence which even i myself could not believe it...

3.45pm - orchard company there confirmed wif me and asked me to go dwn nxt mon morning for signing the paper + see boss

4.08pm - bukit batok company there also confirmed wif me and asked me to go dwn nxt mon morning to sign paper n start work at 15th may

4+pm - i was so confused!!! i did not know which to go to so asked u all abt u all advises... then finally i called back to orchard company to reject their offer and thought that everything would be fine.

5.53pm - SGH called and told me that i was selected!! still in calculation of my pay but was in 1 yr contract and after that to be perm. told them about that i was been offered but nded to wait until nxt mon to confirm the salary.. by the time they finished calculating the salary, i alrdy signed the paper at bukit batok.


it was like... why everything so concidence... all 3 cames at the same day!!!

it was like... after listening to my friends' suggestion... conclusion was still be bukit batok. nearer and also only work for 5 days rather than orchard and SGH which needed to work for 5.5 days.


received NP Graduation letter... hmm... seemed like lihong did not wan to attend this ceremony. did not know others want to go or not.

so tired... i need my rest!!!

2 belated greetings...

on 04052006, got 2 greetings.. haaa..

-jason(shiqi's ex-supervisor) 1+am
-syn wee 1+am

thanks for that!! haha...


ok.. talk about the interview.
hmm... acutally nothing much la. walked all the way to the company and was nearly lost!! but still managed to reach there so early until the interviewer was having his lunch. haha..

talked for .... 40+minutes... hmm... could say quite ok for that. nothing much to say but they would confirm with me next week.. wah!!! cannot la.. next week i will need to go for second interview at orchard to confirm everything le!!

between the 2 questions he asked, one of them was really needed to think a lot... "what will you see yourself in 5 years time?" i was like shocked but still say all kind of rubbish loh. because i intended to study part time joint master so leh... like might be work for another company to earn more income? lolz.. aiya.. all rubbish la..

early in the morning, got a call from SGH for interview tomorrow morning. hmm.. see how le.

for the moment, nothing much to talk about.. haha!!

30apr2006... took at heeren....
the 1st 3 pictures... anthoy, qian, sianli and me! which picture do you think is create by me? =p




the next 4 pictures were sianli and me! 2 of them were created by me.. which are the 2?

on the way home...

3rd may... my 21st birthday...

borther bought bao as my present... hahaa!!

xiufang bought this for me... thanks for her!!

my forever best friend... lihong.. bought me a photo ablum.. hmm.. did not know when i wil be using it....

gee!! butterfly... know what.. this butterfly like don't like to fly like that... lolz...

gee!! i love that! love sianli a lot!! she created this!!! is like.. wah lao... darren don't even do that to me loh... hahaaa!!! this is a stamp... can send de!!

close up! wah... very nice!!!

Happy 21st Birthday to ME

note: have some updates for this entry...



These few days did not even know that my birthday was coming soon until yesterday. hahaa...

got greeting from...

-xiufang(8am)
-joey(8.06am)
-violice(9.19am)
-lihong(9.25am) 2nd time
-kylie(12.11pm)
-sandra(12.19pm)

--update part--
-janis(1.46pm)
-darren(11.21pm) <- latest... =(
--end of update--

lolz... happy happy... so many people remember my birthday!

somethings is weird... yaohui keeps calling me from morning until afternoon. did not dare to pick up as i did not talk to him before!! *fainted*

happy day! wish everyone will live happily!!!
wish that both darren and my dad's wounds are okay.


--update part--
yaohui msn me and i asked him about the calling... out of my surprised, he did not know and believed that he did not lock the handphone and that why i kept received his calls.. hahaa! finally.. everything was fine!

suay for my "godbro"... he lost his laptop's charger...

read through one of my friend's sister's blog.. wah... today was her bad day...

then i realised that, today seemed was very bad to many people but not me.


1. saw a butterfly near the kitchen's window... wow... took the picture of it even though i hate insect a lot!!!

2. got call from company for asking me to go for interview.. knew what? tha company was very near to my house and their expected salary was between 1.3k-1.8k!! wow.... if able to get 1.8k..... hahaaaa!!!!!

3. got a call from the company which i went yesterday at orchard. knew what...? they asked me to go for the 2nd interview... most likely was confirm me le but if not wrong with the salary of 1.5k.. hahaa...

but... if the company which near my house hire me straight away, i can say bye bye to that company i went yesterday.. funny part was that.. that company(orchard) realised that i had dipolma in IT.. said that if i was able to do the infrastructure of their company... -.-" i also needed to see currently infrastrucutre than i can do anything mah... if really... then my position name will be very long... receptionist cum admin assistant cum IT assistant... then 1.5k is really not enough loh!!!

4. got a call from that company which asked me to be a recuitment consultant... she asked me why i did not show up today but that was not my fault as they did not send me any email about it. however, after changing the date and time, i rejected her as firstly, being a recuitment consultant was not easy and this was commission basis. right? so... people like me who did not want to gith with others, sure lost out. so... might as well stop wasting their time for interviewing me and ended up i did not want it.

5. my grandma gave me ang bao as today was my birthday.

6. received a WONDERFUL gift from violice. she liked to give me lots of surprises compared to guys.. haiz! knew what? she gave me the stamps with our picture in it!! wah.... it was expensive!!! but she willingly to do that... it was my 2nd present which given by her!! then also 1-2 weeks ago she also posted me the "catch always"(channel 8 show) stamps!!! very happy sia...

7. had a wonderful dinner with my family outside!! costed $91.50... *fainted*

8. finally... that darren sms me that.. "dear... Happy birthday.. I may not v the first to wish u but jus wanna see u happy.. good nite" hahaa... that sms counted as my 2nd present from him? lolz... he was not the first person who say, "Happy birthday" but at least he was the last person who said this before 3rd may 2006 was "left"... hahaa....

9. celebrated my birthday. the cake was not bad even though was not from any of the famous bakery shops. although every year was having a simple celebration, i was still happy about it. just that, my mum still did not allow me to stay out late.... she said that when we were having dinner.... argh...


i felt happy overall... everyone was remembered about my birthday. felt glad =)

--end of update--

the way he said makes me feel so true about life...

well, this was taken from 1 of my acer customer... hahaa.. chatted with him and realised that even though he was younger than me, his thinking was way unexpected... realised that there are many things i need to learn... hohoo.. these are the words that he said b4...


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i also dun understand why we human always take things for granted...we only will see the importancy of certain after we lose it.


aquiring of knowledge is a pleasure...forcing urself to study is a stress.


i was told....things senseless to a guy make the most sense to a girl


sometimes i do feel that heaven is making fun of me....we met...we seprated...things gradually gets better for me...the feeling is less intact..till one day...we met on street again...

she wen SP...sp orientation got flag day...i somehow...coincidentally i met her at lakeside mrt station...

whats more 'weird' is my frz late

i was there alone wif her...and we chatted for sometime

from there...she asked me out the following week

and we went out

things got really messy

it's lik somewhere in the middle lor...neither here nor there...so sianz man..

if we didnt meet..

i mean since it've been a year since we were close...

why meet again after a year

heaven is juz making a fool out of me...it gives me hope...and took away at the very last moment

juz lik..u giv a bun to a begger who is starving for days...when he's abt to eat it..u took it away...

let nature to take its own course bah


i juz looking at things from another perspective bah...an outsider view?...well...the world is juz unpredictable...humans are the most complex creatures..


normally we juz look at certain things as it comes to our mind...broaden ur own views by thinking from other perspective bah...u'll see alot more things in this world..


i'm sure u're more experience than me in many ways...juz that ...human relationship wise...one's thinking is moulded in a way due to the surrounding.. mayb...my surrounding(as in the people ard) have deeper thoughts thus much pressurzing...so i'm thinking abit further than others do..


thinking too in depth...then the guys will feel that the girl hard to please and hard to suprise...


being taken care of is girls previledge...taking care of girls is guys responsibilty...didnt u heard of that?..


girls getting cleverer and there's another saying...girls act blur = cute....guys act blur = idiot...and many girls lik to act blur wif the cute look of theirs...hahz...


do u know that in a relationship...the guy no need to understand the girl..but the girl need to understand the guy..hahaz. that will make a perfect relationship..

coz girl always think too mch and dun lik to ask...assuming that they're right...

lik...if ur bf saw u outside wif another guy jjuz now...tonight he'll call u and ask what happened...

however..if u saw him wif another girl...most likely u'll think that he betray u and keep in heart without clarify things out wif him..

so....u got to understand him...and make right assumptions...he dun hav to understand u..coz he'll ask..and that makes the perfect relationship...=)

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Happy Birthday to me...
those are the people who saying that to me just now...

-lihong(afternoon time)
-huiying(11.40+pm)
-lloyd(12mn)
-yaohui(12.06am)

thanks for that... happy that there are people who still remember my birthday.

damn... i do not like it.. feel that i am old le...

boring life

actually got nothing to update about but i just too bored!!

sunday(30042006)
met up with xiufang as she wanted to pass me my 21th birthday present. she was shocked that i did buy her the advance 21th birthday present for her. hahaa... seemed my name "surprise" indeeded giving people some surprises! haha...

it was an blue stars earrings! lolz... she still remembered that i liked blue and stars!! yeah... great to know that!!

after that, went to meet up with violice, janis and anthoy as they intended to celebrate my birthday. went to have dinner and after that took neoprint. although it was a simple celebration/gathering, i was happy as i did not want to expect much from any one of my friends. therefore, this would be my first and last celebration for my 21st birthday.

violice saw yong sheng. wah... she said to him that scared of him that why did not want to see him. she felt super gulity about it.. aiyo.. already asked her to sms him that she was joking but she did not want. now felt gulity liao.. and was like too late to send sms to him loh... believed that she was guiliy and sad until midnight as she smsed me that she could not sleep and cried. sob sob... what to do? life still need to go on mah...

monday(01052006)
Happy Labour Day!! but that was not for me!! hahaa... still unempolyed as i was still in confused whether what kind of jobs i was really willingly working on. hmm....

went to meet up with darren early in the morning to go to queentown ikea as he wanted to buy something and after that we went home. nothing much to talk about... then after that reached home and taught my brother as he was having exam the next day.

realised that... the jobsdb.com.sg.. really soo... haiz.. adversting on taxi and bus.. ok la.. but now, even ad on tv.... wow..!! regreted not taking the position in there.. hahaa..


tuesday(02052006)
went for interview in the morning and the environment was.. too quiet. confirmed with all my interivewers... 13% SHOULD the company paid and NOT the empolyee paid.. damn.. that stupid mindteck cheated me!!! felt so lucky that i felt there or i believed that i would have a hard time at there.. worse still, needed to work for shift! wow... there was sooo ulu and company really very stingy sia!! changed the working timing for the night shift so that the company did not need to pay for the taxi fee!

lihong came over to my house as she wanted to check for any more differences from my laptop to her laptop. ans she passed me my present! wow.. so surprised that she still remembered. she gave me a photo ablum.. haha! but i got nothing to put inside leh... hmm... nevermind.. it would be sure that got something to put inside de.

got called frm the company that i said was small. he wanted me to work for 1.4k but did not seem got any more benefits.. so rejected. got another call from the company which i went just now and she said that there would have another interivew with her boss(HK) to confirm everything. I did not like feel too much stress for this. hahaa..

intended to further studies.. i wanted to have a joint masters degree of IT and business administration. however i only able to find full time de. who will able to help me to find a part time course for this?

tommorrow is my 21st birthday. my parents intend to have dinner outside to celebrate my birthday but somehow, got something stop this to happen. haha... well, if really cancel, i do not mind. i start to feel that birthday is still the same as other days. don't everyone agree?