Thursday, June 30, 2005

wat a awful day...

tinking +ve is what I need...

-tues-
seemed like lots of them gt readin my blog... then a bit embarrassed.. haha.. bcoz i was surprised tt i stil gt so many ppl really care n concern me...

sorry for some ppl... really sorry.. some how i jz had a mood swing... like didnt bother to tink abt others' feelin n only said as if i was the worst... haiz...

our cute so called mentor... kevin.. haha.. he really cute uncle. while we were havin lunch, he bought us ice cream!! gee.. we were so surprised tt until we didnt even say thank you to him... had a wonderful ice cream treat... lihong also had her ice cream on tt day... so coincidence...! lolz.. xiufang smsed me tt sokleng's baby's baby was on 7th jul... then she didnt tell me abt it.. so nt sure whether we r welcome for tt...

took bus to central after work.. so glad sia... as i would nt hav so many chance to go to central as gt new comer who lived in gombak there... so the driver would nx drove passed there anymore le.

met up wif ah pig... some how.. i jz didnt wan to talk much.. partly bcoz of the tiredness i gt frm workin. then also some how gettin used to go hm straight after work. so didnt really wan to stay out late... had dinner wif him then actually he said wanted to go hm to change his clothes 1st then went out again but ended up we stayed at his hm to watch tv until 8pm... didnt talk much.. but i some how wanted to cry out but i managed to control it...

-wed-
received sms frm ah pig... then also listenin to the sad song... gee.... tears nearly roll out frm my eyes... but after a while i felt better .... i really thought.. i gt some prob.. haiz!

my face was gettin worse n worse.. confirmed due to the cards which i touched these days.. these cards were super super yellow... n lots of dust sia.. bo wen n i kept on sneezin due to tis.. then believed tt i didnt wash my hands n touch my face.. haiz...

intended to write a "thanks" to kevin.. but ended up didnt bcoz bo wen said tt was childish as qiu yue was drawin a "tinkin pattern" drawin.. aiyo... y he wanted to make ppl angry 1....

had porkchop when i reached hm... gee.. super super full.... then didnt really dare to slp as the food haven even digested at all...

-thurs-
ez fell aslp in bus le... then also slp in the trainin rm... wah.. die die le.. slp so much stil so tired... wat happened to me...

didnt really do lots of stuffs... played pools most of the time after lunch... then like suay suay kanna YC saw it.. hiaz... hoped he didnt c it at all... sian loh.. my seatin position really lousy... very ez kanna c frm behind.. sian...

bo wen talked lots of rubbish 2day... kept on askin me whether izzit tt he like his godsis anot blah blah blah... how would i noe?? funny rite?? suay was tt.. he dragged me in to tt... suay sia... nt my fault leh...

in the trainin rm only nesy, ben, bo wen n me. qiu yue n meiling were in material dept.. in the rm(tt time no 1 other than us in the rm), we talked abt how to write the report... we kept on complainin abt tt FOO SOO MEE. then nded to write the acknowledgement.. we didnt want to write her name loh but didnt have the choice. bo wen suggested tt wat wrote gd things 1st then behind wrote the bad things... Mmm.. didnt really noe how to phase it la.. then nesy said tt if like tt it alrdy called praised her le... then he was like pissed off loh... then said both nesy n i didnt noe the result then said he was wrong. he really a bit childish... tt was i finally agreed wif nesy... if he able to explain more, there would nt hav any disagreement...

had a great luahg after tt bcoz of nesy "ah gong n ah dai" nesy = ah gong, qiu yue = ah dai.. haha.. tt made we all laughed n we nearly 4gt abt the incident in the beginnin... playin pool also laughed like siao.. then miss aimin the pts.. haha...

tired tired tired everday... wil b takin off on 12th jul.. tml wil b goin out wif xiufang n siew peng for the present... wil we buy the present? wil we go for the party? dunno....

Monday, June 27, 2005

lots of things happened ard me...

-sun-
i was super annoyin to tt ipod shuffle... i cant even upload the music to there! hate it... who can help me to do it? i m goin to feel sick n tired of doin it le...
nothin much happened as i stayed at hm most of the time.

-mon-
went to jp wif bo wen. took the same bus as him as no1 askin me out.. haha.. then acc him to buy his tennis balls... then also tt he stil owe me treat.. so too bad.. he nded to pay for it.. went to fiesta there.. gee! the food was so expensive. asked him to go other place but he didnt wan.. so nvm loh... had a very full meal... rice, tempura, miso soup n chawamushi.... then while havin our meal we chat abt the nesy they all... hahaa.. n of coz, his godsis la.. hahaa... he n his godsis like gt so called a misunderstandin then like ok le n they intended to meet at 7 at the basketball court(their hse there) but bcoz of me (eatin tooo slow le).. haha.. i rushed it loh.. haha...

in bus, i tink a lot... but jz some how tinkin, y i seem alone most of the time even though fren seem jz ard me...
jz like, my sec sch fren, they seem only part of my life. they only stayin wif me for few yrs n after tt they jz leave me..
i like them much... really much... but some how, my feelin towards them r the same as how they feel towards me when time goes by. i hate tt.. really hate tt... sec sch, xiufang, shi qi, siew peng, kim lim n lihong r my closest fren.. nw??? lihong seem the only 1 who i really get in touch wif. others, only sometimes so coincidence c each other.. only say hi bye.... then for xiufang.. we dun meet at all... only online chattin... really. she changed a lot.. haha.. i m her character... we really chat like we face to face chatin... i miss my sec sch days...
poly life, hav a so call "wonderful classmates", noe some poly fren... for poly fren, some how, they also jz leave me... n i, even though try my best to talk to them, they jz wan to leave me.. classmates, ever since attachment or earlier than tt, they seem gettin further n further away frm them... mayb due to too tired of askin wat goin on or wat... i like, totally dunno wat goin on, wat happened to them... i m jz been alone. huiying n seb... MMm... ever since the sentosa trip, we didnt chat.

kylie's stuffs only get to noe frm her blog.... is like, tis is my 1st time realised tt she is sooo serious to her relationship... readin her blog wil some how touch my heart... be strong! n also believe urself.... u r the strongest gal in our class... my strongest doesn mean physically but mentally n emotionally... u always tink +ve... so dun jz knock dwn by somethin which wil change ur life...

relationship? a bit like..... really gettin used to it more n more for bein alone... haha.. feelin stil there la... but somehow, dun feel wan to go out often le. i dunno how to explain it... jz tt.... haiz... dunno la.

family? for the moment ok la... but jz tt... same as b4, cant go out late... then i really tinkin, y others can but nt me? phyically i looked like 16-19 but i m 20 le... y stil treat me like kid? haiz... but nvm liao..... i get tired super ez.... so dun mind reach hm early.. haiz.

somehow, i feel i m a loner. i wish some1 can acc me... but dunno y, when gt ppl acc me, i dun feel wan any1 to acc me... wah! hate myself la.. y cant i like in the past???? argh... i wan to go back to the past..... sian la.

Saturday, June 25, 2005

fate to meet...

-tues-
gt a call frm singtel abt the ipod... yup.. everythin jz set tt they allowed me to change the item. so fri i would get the ipod... although nt those expensive 1, it stil at least able to listen to song rite?

called to my faf's company to confirm abt the ceremory attended on 12th jul. therefore i nded to take off on tt day...

no much changes on tis day..


-wed-
i really hate tis day... of coz nt was wed... jz tt... soooooooo embarrassin sia.... really didnt noe how to face ppl... only gals at there knew wat goin on on me.. haiz! wat a suay day!! then the guys were so blur when i kept on askin them to leave then tt time gt meet in the trainin rm.. wah lao! if nt wrong some of them knew wat goin on... wah lao!


-thurs-

told YC tt i wanted to take off n also nesy... then he asked us to write dwn in a piece of paper.. than after tt he asked, "then nobody wan to take le??" meiling's eye shone sia!! hahaa.... bcoz she longed wanted to take le.. ahaa... her chance!

finally.. gt somethin to do n at least gt somethin to write for my report.... thanks to wee for askin me to c wat meiling was doin at material dept... tt time i was soo bored tt i was surfin the net while tt bo wen was play online game n wee jz able to c wat he was doin. then he knocked my chair n asked me i gt nothin to do so look for meiling... went there, she was doin her things... then i went there jz to help her to staple the paper.. -.-"" so asked joelee whether gt anythin to do anot. yup.. i do the thing for meiling while she able to do the nxt stage... tried to understand the reason for doin these in case wee asked me i died died for sure if i couldn ans... then i spent the whole afternoon at there...

went back to trainin rm then realised tt YC was at there.. saw bo wen was stil playin!!!! wat sia.. YC was jz behind him loh...

went to JE... since gt the new comer.. so the bus would nt drive to wm anymore.. so stop at bukit gombak there.. went to tt company to collect the vacuum cleaner part then went to IMM. jz walked a while then met up my mum at central. bought sport shoes... then she also bought new bag for me... thanks thanks.. actually tt bag sold 1 for 6 2 for 10.. then my mum asked ppl whether wanted to share but they seemed like they also wanted to buy 2 so didnt bother wat my mum said.. then when we didnt seem wan to buy, the sales assistant told us tt if we interested to buy she could sell us at 5. yup.. we bought it... realised tt i like bought quite a lot of bags... but didnt use it.

received a mind test frm kang wei... gee.... seemed chose the wrong 1...

-fri-
wrote dwn the date tt i wanted to take off... then tt time meiling was been called to material dept to do somethin... then i was bored.. played online pool... hahaa... our popular game sia.. last time was minesweeper... then suay loh.. they always said i cursed the game sia.. i kept on winnin.. but on tt day.. qiu yue didnt come... so she played at hm.. wah! then i said tt she cursed the game sia.. 4 games she won 3!!! then tt curse seemed worked on nesy's.. i kept on losin on her... haiz!

then YC was havin meetin tt time.. passed the paper to YC. funny part came.. he said, "wah.. other dun wan to take le ah? last chance le... if dun wan to write dwn then no more chance le..." haha.. then he also asked where was meiling n said that he thought meiling eagered to take 1.. haa....

after meilng came back(tt time YC alrdy went back to his office le) , we told her able tt n also lied to her tt she didnt hav any chance le.. haha... mon stil able to write dwn when to take...

didnt go anywhere after work... it was so different frm last time when fri was the latest day for me to reach hm... Hhmmm... like violice n yu qian nt free...

watched "searching for full moon" total of 52 parts... wah! the endin was great.... it was like.. totally unable to find it in the real world... "believe" n "luv" was the keywords in tis anime... watched until 3+am then slept... sooo touchin sia... d cried for tt... i like she sang... so smoothly... tt really touched my heart...

-sat-
confirmed time to meet lihong.. then for violice.. haiz! bcoz she was unwell, so we postphoned to nxt sat wif yu qian... aiyo....

b4 meetin her, suay suya my bro's teacher called n said somethin funny, "is jun wen's a china boy?" Errr...... he looked like 1?? no wat... then my dad called n asked me to brin my bro to sch as he gt tuition.. wat the... tt time started to rain... so quickly brought him to there n rushed back hm.. when i reached hm, i totally wet! it rainied super heavily n also windy sia...

met up wif lihong n we went to sch library. after she reborrowed the bks usin my card, we went to wm kfc there to hav meal.. we talked a lot.. haha.. tt was i wanted as it seemed like... i long long long long time didnt really chat wif her le... went to shop n save... yeah.. sandra was at there! chat a bit... haha... saw my PM tutor... gee!!! he gt a son who ard the age of 14.... wah... n also saw his wife... Mmm... how come he gt such a young son.... his wife seemed ard 40+ to 50... we didnt really siam him... jz walked walked ard loh... went to lot 1 after tt... walked ard then saw jiaji... Mmmm... she worked at there????? didnt even noe abt it.. but she d change.. hahaa... looked more mature.. saw the open studio.. haha.. intended take some shots.. haha.. but $48 leh.. hahaa... didnt take la.. wore like auntie like tt... took it jz wasted my $$.. saw seng kee.. haha! walked passed him n he knocked me.. haha.. chat a while then wen hm le.. so coincidence sia.. but believed tt it fate to meet them.. hehee...

m i a straight-forwards gal noadays? haiz... a bit sian for my life...

Monday, June 20, 2005

thinking y life is such sian!

-fri-
after work went to meet up wif violice... for?? yeah... neoprint.... asked my fren which route would b the shortest way to reach orchard by 5.45pm... then when they knew the reason for reaching there early, they said izzit nd to hav a lucky timin then able to take ah? hahaa.. so funny....

took the neoprint but i didnt feel like it at all.... jz didnt like loh... haaha.... had the dinner at the place where we had wif yu qian... suay.. student meal was over... then stupid violice... order A JAR of LIGHT COKE!! A JAR LOH!!! didnt manage to finish the drink at all... wasted.. haha...

violice n yu qian's mini plant seemed goin to die soon.. sian loh.. y like tt... violice told me tt the soil really very jialat...

violice really gd in horoscope.... she really pro until she able to tell me all the characteristic for each horocope..... but most of all.. she stil hate virgo.. haha.... really accurate sia.... but didnt ask for mine.. but mine super ez to guess it.. haiz!

she told me tt n also even i realised tt... my way of speakin... really changed a lot..... REAL LOT!!! i talked super straight forwards n didnt seem bother to care how ppl's feelin... GEE! how come i changed sooo much... real a lot.. she said tt i changed would b gd as she said tt in the past i was like wanted to hide somethin like tt.... or talk a big round circle then said wat i wanted... haiz... was tt my true "face" or really... bcoz kanna influenced by my fren? hiaz!! i hate nw.. really hate.. as said out w/o tinkin other ppl's feelin made ppl hate me.... i didnt wan tt to happen!!!

-sat-
SENTOSA TRIP!
as i slept quite late the day b4 tt day, didnt able to meet up wif kylie they all at 11 at harbourfront.
n also tt i didnt but present.. so met up wif huiying in the afternoon to wm to buy the present for joey(her 20th birthday)... called seb but she didnt pick up... knew frm huiying tt she kanna havin calls which she didnt noe.. suay for her... believed to stop these, change the no. bah.. then after callin her twice n also after sending her sms, ivan called me... omg... then he said, "ivan here, who tt?" omg.. i didnt call him mah... then nt only buying for us.. also helping kylie they all to buy...MMm... really a rush tt chris asked us to buy clothes for her as u all knew.. i didnt buy clothes for myself.. even gt, i didnt wear 1. huiying.. Mmm... only knew tt she normally wear t-shirt.. so... askin we all to buy really a bit a tough task... n also... time limited.... so took quite a long time to to choose as we really didnt noe wat to buy.... finally saw somethin nice.... but didnt noe whether she liked is anot...

reached harbourfront ard 4+. took the shuttle bus to sentosa... n the sun really able to cook egg... soooooooooooo hot!

reached there... called them.. but none except joey picked up the call... seemed they all were havin lots of fun...

n also realised tt sentosa seemed change a lot.. nw gt the van-like bus... then after knowin their location, we took tt blue small bus to there... reached park 3.. then didnt find they all... called them then finally.... found them...

wow.. they were havin a tanned skin.... then only chris.. the only guy... fiona<-his gf, joey, kylie n seb at there... wah..couldn believe tt only them comin...

then at there also knew tt seb divered the call to ivan.. no wonder he called me back la...

at there.. also knew tt... steven..... dot dot dot.... participated the channel U tt superstar show... he sang! OMG! really didnt able to believe...

i stil scare of sun.... jz didnt wan sun to attack my skin... sian sia.. sooo hot!

but no matter wat... since in sentosa le... muz played wif sand n sea!

had lots of fun at there... buryin they all.... gee... waited after the pic came i would upload it! hahaa...

had dinner at harbourfront... then also so called celebrated joey's bday at there...

went to harbourfront centre, walked ard then saw a lot of ppl like tt although they all i didnt really knew them.

happy but tired.

-sun-
went to ah pig's hse n finally his internet able to use it... nothin much at there loh.

-mon-
a suay day.
1. thought tt would b rainin later, ended up didnt. my plant jz didnt manged to warm itself up. so only prayin hard tt would nt die up so easily.
2.my face kanna havin rashes.... red red 1... then thought.. izzit bcoz of the food on sat or food on sun... made my face like tt...
3. went to wait for bus. then suay!! kanna ANTZ attacked... they crawled to my shoes n bite me!! then not only my shoes there... my leg were like kanna it... kept on bitin me!!!! @#$%
4. in the bus... SUAY! air-con spolit... jz the moment i stepped in to the bus.... then the bus didnt hav window... haha... hot loh....
5. meetin for ard 2.5hrs! nearly fell aslp in there...
6. had too much chocolate(YC bought it...) after their meetin... sure fat...
7. the lunch.. gee! all nt gd food...
8. kanna so called scolded by veronica as i haven finished her things.. suay.. but she sld gav me on fri... nw then rushed me.... @#$
9. played pool.... only won bo wen... other than tt... i lost! sian...
10. went to wm(singtel) askin for the boardband things.. then realised tt tt time was tinked the 3 mths free n nt the ipod! !@#$#$% i hate myself for nt doin the online stuffs myself.
11. didnt able to find the things mum wanted.. so called her... suay... scoldin again.... then i was super super fed up... then i was super giddy.... believed tt i couldn heat up... like tt for tt mini plant also....

c.... soooo suay sia... hahaa.. but managed to go over it..
nw only hope tt i able gt the ipod la.. pls god...

Saturday, June 18, 2005


took tt long long long time ago while on the way to meet ah pig... able to c the rainbow???

mini plant...

unable to finish le..

view frm there

ta ta souce + ice

meat ball spar... dun order for cream.... tasted plain...

the fisherman's basket.... tt carimari... YUCK! hard sia.... tasted normal...!

soup...... a freeflow soup...

able to c the name of the resturant? ard 7pm the staff would put the candle...

yeah.... tt violice... soooo "clever"... told tt impossilbe to hav a cup of light coke costed 7++... she didnt believe me.... ya... ended up gt tis..

Thursday, June 16, 2005

sian la..

yest only gt the modem... sian loh... where was the mp3??? really dun tell me tt i didnt tink tt for option... sian la...... nothin much to talk abt it... jz a normal fay for me... only tired...

today damn embarrassed..... really... so suay.... then worse stil... was the bo wen told me tt....... wah lao... i really no face to put loh...... dig a hole n hide it la...

2day the whole day playin games... threw all the new stuffs to bo wen since he didnt do anythin these days...

sian.. i really sian...

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

finally.... weekends r comin soon!!

-sun-
Mmmmmmmmmm......... couldn rem...

-mon-
rainin in the mornin.. super scared tt my mini plant would die as i put outside...

YC came back!! he bought us chocolate! dot dot dot... i didnt like to eat but somehow at there really bored to death.. so kept on eattin until ate a super disgustin chocolate i then stopped...

met up wif violice after work to watch movie, my boyfriends is a B type.... i was late as the show started at 5.50pm at cine.... ran all the way sia.... then in there... so surprised to c stil gt sooo many ppl in the threate.... i totally 4get tt cine seatin was A behind ... then we since alrdy in front le so grabbed 2 seats... yup.. tt show really funny... reached hm ard goin to 10pm as after tt we went to wm to buy her fren's gift... then she gav me the china type of luv seed... black n red... totally different kind frm spore.

-tues-
our YC(principal) brought us out to eat... six of them how to squeezed into the car? bo wen MC loh.. hahaa... fake 1... he took leave jz to acc his godsis to sentosa to ride horse.. -.-" but nvm la... car at least nt so crowded....

went to the coffeeshop near the city harvest to hav chicken rice as meiling n qiu yue didnt like to hav bone meat soup(translate to chinese)... but i could say tt the chicken rice at there was nice! really nice... then my supervisor also bought wu xiang n rojak for us.. n all he paid!! wow.. he even asked nxt time wanted to eat wat... gosh... at there he ate super fast.. then we ate damn slow.. he told us tt when he was wif others, most of them had the meal n quickly rushed back to company n work le.. (really??) n he also tols us abt the past in his spore poly... hahaa... so funny sia...

rainin after tt... again.. scared for my plant....


-wed-
rainin in the mornin! gee.. my plant......

bo wen was back.. told me abt his trip wif his godsis... gosh... i wanted to listen to songs also a bit difficult.... hahaa...

nothin much happening until after lunch... while the gals were nt ard, both bo wen n i had a rubber band war.... we shot each other wif rubber band(frm engeerning-kevin brought it for us to tie the paper)... ended up i shot his face... hohoho... who asked him to shot me in the beginnin..

nearly fell aslp sia... n also tt all the work were alrdy done.. tml onwards seemed to hav a very sian day for me...

later the singnet ppl would come... yeah... new modem n also mp3! lolz...

Saturday, June 11, 2005

tiring sat

yest received a mail frm singtel tt for the upgradin of broadbrand, the payin amount would b lesser n also gt free gift! hahaa... i would nt miss tt chance!!

really a very tiring day for me 2day....

my mum didnt at hm until the mornin. had tt stupid dream tt i said back my mum y she able to reach hm late while i couldnt then she said somethin which made me hate her a lot. kanna shocked when i woke up. then i haven told her y she reached hm late, she told me to reach hm early n also tt said she was old n i was young so she able to reach hm late... then i was totally shocked sia.. haven asked her she alrdy told me tt.... scary n strange rite? then tinkin... wat she said she believed was rite... haiz... then while i said her, she jz able to giv excuses tt wat she d was rite... hiaz...

ard 11+am met up wif lihong to go to bugis there to buy her fren's bday n also buy her purse.
everythin seemed ok until while i was on the way to there, noticed tt aome of the guys(uncles) were lookin at my direction... gee!! hate tt stupid feelin!!

went to parco there to look for the gift... seiyo havin sales! the bags were really sellin in gd price!!! well, didn buy as scared my mum scolded me for tt... haiz...

didnt realised we walked how many times i in n out of each shop! but luckily tt she d buy somethin for her fren's bday... for the purse... well, couldn find it.

went to orchard wif lihong to meet up wif yu qian... she didnt brin her hse key so nded to to wait for her mum to reach hm then she able to get into the hse... lihong seemed felt weird when meetin up wif her.... she kept quiet most of the time...

violice came ard 4pm... then lihong nded to go hm le... well, really scared tt she was bored for tt...

went to the so called "french" resturant(actually didnt noe whether was it anot... located at the 2nd top level in cine) had a very full meal..(at hm alrdy had 2 dumplings n rice wif meat<-forced by my mum) .. then had fre flow soup!! yummy... sad for violice.. she nt only stress for her work, she also nded to stress for us... jz like she was in the middle of the rd.. yu qian n i were on the right route while candy n sharon were on the left.... both routes had many cars... violice was like stucked.. didnt noe whether nded to go to which route.... thought tt would end the day early.. but realised tt candy didnt wan to watch le... so everythin cancelled... went to sing kbox. at 1st didnt wan at all as totally toooooooo expensive... jz sang for 2hrs nded to pay 20+ for each person!!! nt worth it at all... but ended up we stil sang... -.-" realised tt my singing degree was totally dropped!! didnt sing well at all.. sian sia... saw sharon while we(violice n me) in ladies.... she was goin clubbin later... then violice told wast happenin between candy n her... sae sharon's "uncle" but actually her guy fren.. ahaa.. we kept on bully her tt was her bf.. hahaa... then for a while violice cried n walked off the rm... yu qian n i were totally shocked n went to find her.... then went to ladies n found her... then she told us tt she jz wanted to go to ladies n asked y we walked off.. she wanted to sing the last 2 songs... we believed tt she was jz lyin... confirmed related to candy.... finally she told her us abt it.. haiz... jz hope tt everythin would b fine after tt... went to take neo print... seemed like it was sooooo long didnt take le.. well, nt a gd shot... nt nice 1.... saw somethin special.. wah.... pet tree!!! mini tree tt grow in a small pot! www.pettree.biz . it sold 1 for 14.90. 2 for 28. 3 for 43.... then we calculated.. wat...!!! 2 for 28... each for 14. but 3 for 43... each for 14.3...!!! then tt time all 3 of us wanted to buy... then calculated like tt we asked the shop owner for the reason... we arugued until i had a headache... she talked to her boss then we aruged until 3 for 40... but the price i stil didnt like tt..

then intended to go hm.. but ended up walked ard the orchard..... then also walked pass china black.. wah.. so many ppl sia.. even nded to queue up! looked le damn sian... then we were like seemed wanted to go in but didnt wan to.. haha.. actually wanted to ask 1 of them how much was the entrance fee... but ended up we didn n i called ah pig for the amt.. hahaa...

saw ENERGY at the ngee ann city... so many ppl supported them.... then walked all the way to borders to take bus.... didnt chat a lot as all of us really very tired...

well, tt ended my day.. sian leh.. goin to work soon.. but happy was tt the attachment goin to end soon!! haha... i go n take care of my plant le.... bye...

Thursday, June 09, 2005

-.- tired!

-sun-
didnt go anywhere if nt wrong... stayed at hm if nt wrong.. haha... jz couldnt rem much thin...

-mon-
finally.. qiu yue was back. lots of things nded to b done by end of june... ya... lots of things until i couldnt even online... -.-" but those things seemed totally nt related at all... sian loh at there...

-tues-
if nt wrong on tt day knew tt bo wen liked his godsis.. yeah.. i guessed correctly! hahaa... so huiying.. stop sayin he liked me. hahaa...
met up wif ah pig then after tt went hm le..

-wed-
Mmmm.... really couldn rem... sian loh... lost of memory... die la... looked at the comp for 9wks!! killed super lots of bran cells sia...
read thru my cousin's blog.. Mmm... relationship let fate to decide even though we sld b the 1 who decide who to go wif..

-thurs-
same as b4. gt signed for the log bk... then continued doin the same stuffs... all very hardworkin only tt bo wen. he stil gt time to look comics... every1 saw it damn pissed off...
gt time to play minesweeper! lolz.... enjoy it...

Saturday, June 04, 2005

teasin friday, tirin sat

-fri-
well, same workin load as yest.. but ended up i gt nothin to do... so lucky tt wee(senior of np, nw the head of the material dept) gav me somethin to do... checkin the raw material part to change the them to inactive. among so many mentors i knew, he was the only person who really care for our report n wanted us to ask him qns so tt we able to write somethin into our report...

wat i had learnt frm him:
- learn to noe when to step back when realise the wrong. dun continue doin the wrong things n end up can get back n regret. when in the real workin life, every time = money. the moment of steppin the wrong step, money wil lose n tt wil also cause the whole process to slow dwn... worse, more money lose...

-learn to noe to keep things in mind. whenever passin things to other person, make sure tt he/she return when he/she finished wat he/she sld do. if nt, he/she didnt tell then didnt pass then when tt things nded to submit then die le... couldn find him/her last min then more jialat...

-learn to b ask more qns. tt nt only help for the report n also understand more how really the company works n how to handle so many part nos... however, ask too much seem abit makin the person who ans feels stress n worse feel irriatin...

-learn to b calm when makin mistake. every1 wil make mistake. jz tt b calm n tink wat to do nxt. if is a serious matter, call him for advise.


he was really a gd guy.. jz tt i didnt really like his talkative n like to talk inbetween other ppl's conversation mouth...

bo wen left the company early as he was like sick then also his dad came back to spore then stil wan to go where to take his jap time table.. blah blah blah... took off frm YC then he like, "kk".. huh? he didnt ask any more qns as tt time he was ready to go for his lunch!

YC really a person who kept his word. he said b4 tt he goin to take us outside to eat(bcoz food in the canteen really nt nice!!! everyday eat chicken until i scare).. he stil rem it as i thought tt he alrdy 4gt abt it.... then the main prob... how to get in to his car when there r a total of 6ppl??

nxt wk he would b in other country for the SAP proj... n also wee n 3 of the ppl would also nt ard as they wil b goin for trainin... so nxt wk would b a lifeless wk... bcoz work r rushin in nxt wk... qiu yue wil b joinin the team... so sad tt the moment she comes, tons of things r waitin for her to complete it...

went to chua chu kang ot wait for violice after work... said met 6pm... but ard 7.50pm she then reached.... 6.30pm called her she then told me she would b reachin there ard 7.30pm.... yu qian would b late .... haiz! i toally sian 3/4... so surprised to c mogana in popular... chat a while then went to other place le...

finally she reached.... then waited for yu qian until 8+... wah.. reached farmart ard 8.45pm... reason to go there... to c who was right... ya.. we were toally lame... we bet tt tt waiter was lookin at who...

nothin happened until tt waiter asked us how was the food... suay.. tt waiter rem us.. then asked me whether i was alrite tt nite n also whether gt vomited... wah.. i totally blushed bcoz i answered "yes" for all he asked... super embarrassed to tell him tt i vomited... stupid violice said tt she won... -.-"""" didnt care her la... then she kept on sayin tt tt waiter kept on lookin at me... !@#$% made me super angry.... then yu qian was like in her dreamland alrdy...

went to prawn pond there then realised tt joey was there... haha.. chatted a while then realised tt they all intended to go to JB on 17th.... fri.. wanted to go but.. fri... didnt tink able to make it... 18th.. sat, went to sentosa... then sure i would turn out to indian lady... so tinkin b4 the celebration start few hrs then met up wif them.

then after tt violice took me to c stars... wow! so many stars sia... nice nice nice!!! on the way back, didnt notice tiffany until she called me.. wow... really surprised to c her there... she was wif her bf n her aunt... Mmm... she seemed eatin lots of rich food.... but better than her past.. looked sooo slim...

while waitin for last shuttle bus(10.15pm) to drive us to chua chu kang interchange, we sittin ard the coffee shop.. violice again... kept on sayin tt tt waiter was looking for me... argh... pinched her they she gav me a big slap on my back...

took the shuttle bus to chua chu kang... so late le.. then took mrt to bukit batok interchange. went to mos burger to buy drink as violice said she wanted. at there... the bread talk seemed turn on the FM or wat.. gt song 1.. scared us... but we enjoyed listenin...

on the way to the bus interchange, gt a very bad smell... then violice voimted as she smelled it..

reached hm ard 11+...


-sat-
forced to wake up as i met lihong at 10am. then 10+ lihong went to my hse as she wanted to pass me the cd-r for me to burn the anime for her.

went to sch lib... sian loh... but stil d it.

went to KAP mac to hav our lunch... after tt took 157 to toa payoh interchange... haha.. lihong 1st time went to toa payoh to shop.. n also, for the 20 yrs, tt was the 1st time i saw her shop... scary bah? haha... she wanted to buy bags n shoes... then walked the whole toa payoh, the shoes.. hiaz.. those nice nice 1 believed tt her mum didnt like it at all.... then ended up only bought the bag... i shared wif her, so for actually 1 for $6 nw to 2 for $10...

while on the way to find shoes, then walked passed a mobile shop, gt a guy said "hello"... i looked back, nobody leh... so i smiled back to him... then asked lihong, "who he hello to ah?" then she said was me.. -.-"

bought a jewellery for myself... lihong bought it also but too bad... was for her workin fren as her bday was comin soon.

reached hm ard 3+.. then watched tv n went to JP wif mum n bro... wah! very tired sia...

at there, ate the fried stuffs... then while i was eatin, i realised tt gt a lot of ppl looking at me... wat happened ah?? dressin wrong or wat?? weird sia..

at there went to popular -> bought fil, ereaser n pens, shoes shops(all of them)-> didnt find my bro's type, value shope ->pen, glue n cd holder, always 1.90 -> notebks... seemed like most of the things were for me.. haha... enjoyed it quite a lot...

so tired sia... really in dead beat.. but i wanted to watch anime... haha... nw is 1.32am....O.O""

Thursday, June 02, 2005

weird thurs

same as b4... woke up then washed up then waited for bus... my life really super sian!! doin everythin the same all over n over n over again everyday(nt counted wkends).

feelin sick in the mornin... but after tt felt ok... in the mornin i was like like a person who jz woke up... blur blur... walkin ard n ard my area.. my fren all kanna shocked.. sorry abt my reaction... then after tt bo wen came n brought the angelic layer vcd for me... he thought i was stil angry abt it.. actually a bit la but saw his mood like very nt gd... then realised tt he seemed havin prob wif his godsis... Mmm.. then also realised tt he treated his godsis very nice.. then i tinkin whether he likded her izzit.. haha.. he was like totally changed mood loh.. then all the things he d all like wrong(die loh... those things super super impt.. he d wrong every1 kanna...)

reached hm watched cartoon n also watched tt vcd.. wow.. funny! like tt.. tml continued watchin..

read 1 of my fren's blog... a bit shocked... well, wat i can say is tt believe urself wat is ur decision... if really cant go back to the same, as fren also alrite.. but if can, try to make wat u wan.. at least u wil nt regret in future y u dun get back wat u wan... although we r nt close in the past n nw worse stil, more further away due to the attachment, i wan to tell u is tt, frens r there for u no matter wat.. esp ur close fren... n also ur "gang"... only hope tt u wil stil a happy gal tt i noe in the past. i dun wan to c u havin a sad face.... take care ya...

Wednesday, June 01, 2005

sunday until nw...

Mmm... so long didnt update.. then scare kanna caught when workin.. so didnt update at all...

-sunday-
kanna forced to wake up at 7am by ah pig... -.-"" called me to wake up... then i walked all the way to his hse.. for? ya.. met up n went to eat... -.-" reached his hse... dot dot dot, he seemed jz woke up!!! then waited for his sis to ok... tt day wasnt his dad's bday la... -.-" was the nxt day(mon) but his dad wanted to hav breakfast wif them... haha.. gd hor his dad? his dad came all the way frm malaysia.. o.. n his aunt n uncle(didnt really noe la who they were la).
then since others nt ready yet, went to the coffee shop wif his aunt to meet uncle.. then they asked quite a lot of qns then i tried to ans them.. i felt stress sia...

then finally... every1 came dwn le... then haha... 1 prob came... 7 ppl how to squeeze into 1 car? haha... gt ways sia.... total of 3 ppl in the front seats... so 1 ppl in driver seat... so u all guess for the other 2 la... then 4 ppl squeezed into the back seat.... clever hor we all... then reached the bukit batok central, saw ah pig's mum... she was on the way to clementi ITE there to take her course... so asked her along to the car.. haha.. nw 8 ppl.... how to squeeze? able to squeeze loh... then a bit lack of air n also the driver a bit scary only la.. haha...

reached clementi ITE there auntie then realised tt i was in the car... -.-"" then also tt realised tt day uncle was takin his winning prize... wow.. he quite lucky.. won $5000.. then gav me $100.. -.-""" i was soo paiseh loh..

they all wanted to hav dim sum... so went to PSA... haven opened... went to harbourfront... haven opened... went to chinatown... haven opened... -.-"""" then no choice... went to hav breakfast at mac........ chinatown point... haiz!! then 10am tt time in chinatown point gt 1 resturant... opened at 11.30am.. but after we bought the meal at mac, then realised tt it alrdy opened le... then every1 was havin the sian face.. lolz..

then after meal in mac, we went to tt resturant... quite small compared to the resturant in HK.. tt resturant was so called HK resturant which served HK dish.. so went in... ordered the food.. gee.. when the dish came 1 by 1.. wah!!! so many sia... really scary.. ate a bit i full le...

uncle really very "naughty".. he made his youndest daughter, maggie, cried... dot dot dot.. he kept on sayin her eyebrows nded to widen... aiyo... he really looked like kid sia... but he really a gd dad la...

went to his hse after tt... then helped ah pig to check the network connection but jz couldnt do anythin... asked his to reformat his comp he didnt wan...

fell asleep in his hse.. aiyo... slp quite late on saturday... so quite tired after tt... ard 7+ i then reached hm...

then very tired n went to slp after reachin hm...


-mon-
had a very jialat headache... finally gt do somethin for my dpet... but.. didt really noe wat the reason for doin these... then while returnin the file, saw tt uncle who i said i seemed see him b4 but jz couldnt noe who was him.. he smiled at me n said, "carry so many file ah?".. i jz smiled back n went to return the file...

qiu yue didnt come... the rm really very quiet....

reached hm, immediately went to slp le... slept until 10.30pm. had dinner then ard 12mn then went back to slp...


-tues-
felt really better le... jz stil couldnt slp in the bus.. haiz!! then continued doin the same things... again... tt uncle saw me n asked me, "u r workin part time?" then i ans him tt i came for attachment. then he said," frm poly or U?"... well, really seemed to c him b4 but really could rem him at all...

qiu yue didnt come for the 2nd day... hope she recovered le..

tt stupid bo wen... said i was sadako......

registered the yupie_cherry@hotmail as my msn messenger a/c... wah.. realised tt i lost a lot of my fren e-mail address sia... haiz!! so jialat...


-wed-
continued doin the same old things.... then ard 10+, went to ladies wif meiling... on the way, saw bo wen... 1 hand holdin a packet of milk... 1 hand holdin cake.... -.-" tt time both meilin n i was hungry le.. then saw him like tt... borrowed $$ frm him n went to buy... haha.. then after buyin, saw tt coffee lady... "shit" we said.. haha.. bcoz tt time we sldnt buy anythin to eat... then we super scared she would tell YC... then we quickly finished tt kaya bun n went to the trainin rm.. then suay... tt rm was havin meetin.. so we didnt go in... then we didnt wan to walk passed the trainin rm so we walked a b round to the container...

in there gt nothin to do loh.. then after tt bo wen came in... so surprised sia... then after tt nesy n ben also came in to the container.. then told us tt YC wanted to c us... we were quite scared as in case tt coffee lady complained to YC then nw he wanted to warn us for tt, then also thought of tt since nxt wk he would b ard, he goin to treat us.. hha... we were jz gt nothin to do...

11.30am... went to the printin rm n find him... then ended up was tellin us tt gt work for us to do.. -.-"" wanted us to b very careful for the amendment... n said no matter wat nd to complete everythin by mon...

after tt, went to container again as trainin rm stil full of ppl.. 12 noon, thought tt they would leave the rm but didnt... but we didnt care le.. jz went in... then the person who nded these taught us how to use the IMAN system. they taught until 12.25pm.. sian loh... sure gt nothin to eat le...

ya... really gt nothin more food left.. so hav tt claypot curry chicken... wah! quite spicy sia... but tried to finish it...

after lunch continued the lesson for doin the amendment... ard 2pm then start doin it...

then talked rubbish wif bo wen since he jz sat beside me.. then he hor.. really could tanhan him... like to bully me! wat tofu gay sadako nu mo nu wang jing.... wah lao.... then asked me 1 qns, "wat i wil do if i fall in luv to a guy but he gt gf" well, tt time i no mood to ans any qns loh.. jz ans him tt i 4gt loh.

4+ le.. then realised tt my bottle gt stil water. so drank loh.. tt stupid bo wen.... pushed the bottle n... my pant n hands were wet.... tt tt time the air con was 25 degree.... argh... i was totally mad!!! didnt bother to listen wat he said... he really act like kid loh... he kept on sayin sorry but i didnt care him... then kanna caught the cold...

wanted to slp but didnt slp... 10+ then slp le...