Monday, January 31, 2005
well.. jz write dwn wat happenin these days
jz to conclude wat happened.
on tues went out wif vio, candy n sharon.
candy n sharon were vio's fren.
went to westmall then realised tt vio n candy haven even started doin their hair.!
wah lao..
really wastin the time!!
they went to trim pro(or pro trim) to have their hair cut... they r rich rite?? lolz
sharon came few min later..
waitin for them was a waste of time..
so sharon n i went to the 2nd level at west mall there to hav our tea..
hahaa..
so surprise tt i able to talk so much wif her..
then we ordered didnt seem a lot..
but we didnt able to finish the food!!!
then she drew her signature all over the paper..!!!
even after we had our meal..
candy n vio stil haven ok...
when finally ok..
4hrs jz passed...
vio looked totally a different person!!
hahaa..
candy looked more like jap...
after tt we took cab(1) all the way to orchard..
then we again had meal at there..
tis time..
sharon like gt her target..
she didnt eat la..
but kept on lookin at a guy...
wah lao..
we kept on suanin her sia..
we talked damn loud until ppl ard us kept on lookin as us.
we super paiseh..
then i suggested tt both vio n i helped her to take..
but she kept on sayin dun wan..
wah lao..
couldnt stand her sia...
in the end we didnt take loh..
she said tt the way he walked a bit gay..
omg!!!
then we went to herren there to take neo-print..
so long didnt take neo-print le...
but in the pic only vio, me n candy...
then took cab(2) to chinatown as candy wanted to buy somethin..
but sadly... tt shop closed...
so took cab(3) to trademall...
suay... also closed...
then again.. took cab(4) back to chinatown..
intended to go hm le as late liao...
but ended up went to walk walk ard the chinatown..
wah lao..
so many ppl sia!!!!
didnt like tt at all..
then vio bought me the marble drink..
suay man..
i lost tt marble on the way hm...
1st time drinkin it yet lost it..
then also tt we had satay at there...
then we quickly went hm by cab(5).
note: all the cab fare were paid by candy... scary rite..
tt day ah pig sick!
seldom tt he sick loh..
take care!
couldnt really rem wat goin on durin wednesday..
went out? Mmm.. nope.. stayed at hm the whole day!
thursday had a so called surprise celebration for kylie n seb!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEBRINA N KYLIE!
Mmm... so called surprise bah.. for the flower ivan n sean gav to seb n kylie respectively.
ya.. they so called shocked..
haaa!
well.. since was their bday..
so confirm kanna play 1 mah...!!
hahaaa...
foreit was confirmed nt neglected 1!
but overall they d "enjoyed" la.. hahaa!!
fri had utm test..
rubbish sia the test..
talked abt who was the starting actor of terminator 2...
i didnt watch loh..
how to i noe sia...
Mmm.... nothin much happened on tt day la...
jz went hm after tt...
then met up my cousin as she invitied me to go for the model talk..
wah lao..
i so short... went there for wat??
but stil ended up stil goin loh..
the talk was super sian 1...
nothin much..
then realised tt all the model looked sooo dao!!!
gee!!!
then the min height for gal to go for the international was 176cm while guy was 180cm...
wah!!!!!!!!
i was way tooooooooooo far away le!!!
well.. my cousin gt the chance la as she was 175cm...
then after tt we had some talk b4 i went hm..
then she talked abt her luv life..
wah..
then also taught me the techniques...
ahhaaa..
so fun sia!!!
sat intened to meet seng kee at 9 to complete all the PM assignment..
but he sms at 6am when tt time i didnt switch on my hp until the time i was abt to go out tt he wanted to change to 2.30pm..
i totally sian liao...
hahaa..
well...
Mmm...
somethin on tt mornin to afternoon..
hahaa...
ended up i met seng kee late..
seng kee: nxt time u better dun anyhow change time hor!!!
after tt jz only discussed 1hr+ then went to eat le..
then tt ended my day...
sunday jz a borin day la...
then realised tt my cousin was in hospital...
couldnt believe tt...
she was jz fine on fri...
how come out of the sudden became like tt...
really hope she was fine!!
2day went to visit her after my lesson n my discussion wif my fren...
wah..
she really looked very sick...
then tt wei hao..
wah!
so carin sia..
even though they were jz fren...
too bad la..
she didnt like her...
he didnt bother to hav his lesson in the mornin sia..
then went for 1hr lesson in the afternoon then came all the way to visit her...
wah!!!!
really only hope tt she really fine...
on tues went out wif vio, candy n sharon.
candy n sharon were vio's fren.
went to westmall then realised tt vio n candy haven even started doin their hair.!
wah lao..
really wastin the time!!
they went to trim pro(or pro trim) to have their hair cut... they r rich rite?? lolz
sharon came few min later..
waitin for them was a waste of time..
so sharon n i went to the 2nd level at west mall there to hav our tea..
hahaa..
so surprise tt i able to talk so much wif her..
then we ordered didnt seem a lot..
but we didnt able to finish the food!!!
then she drew her signature all over the paper..!!!
even after we had our meal..
candy n vio stil haven ok...
when finally ok..
4hrs jz passed...
vio looked totally a different person!!
hahaa..
candy looked more like jap...
after tt we took cab(1) all the way to orchard..
then we again had meal at there..
tis time..
sharon like gt her target..
she didnt eat la..
but kept on lookin at a guy...
wah lao..
we kept on suanin her sia..
we talked damn loud until ppl ard us kept on lookin as us.
we super paiseh..
then i suggested tt both vio n i helped her to take..
but she kept on sayin dun wan..
wah lao..
couldnt stand her sia...
in the end we didnt take loh..
she said tt the way he walked a bit gay..
omg!!!
then we went to herren there to take neo-print..
so long didnt take neo-print le...
but in the pic only vio, me n candy...
then took cab(2) to chinatown as candy wanted to buy somethin..
but sadly... tt shop closed...
so took cab(3) to trademall...
suay... also closed...
then again.. took cab(4) back to chinatown..
intended to go hm le as late liao...
but ended up went to walk walk ard the chinatown..
wah lao..
so many ppl sia!!!!
didnt like tt at all..
then vio bought me the marble drink..
suay man..
i lost tt marble on the way hm...
1st time drinkin it yet lost it..
then also tt we had satay at there...
then we quickly went hm by cab(5).
note: all the cab fare were paid by candy... scary rite..
tt day ah pig sick!
seldom tt he sick loh..
take care!
couldnt really rem wat goin on durin wednesday..
went out? Mmm.. nope.. stayed at hm the whole day!
thursday had a so called surprise celebration for kylie n seb!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEBRINA N KYLIE!
Mmm... so called surprise bah.. for the flower ivan n sean gav to seb n kylie respectively.
ya.. they so called shocked..
haaa!
well.. since was their bday..
so confirm kanna play 1 mah...!!
hahaaa...
foreit was confirmed nt neglected 1!
but overall they d "enjoyed" la.. hahaa!!
fri had utm test..
rubbish sia the test..
talked abt who was the starting actor of terminator 2...
i didnt watch loh..
how to i noe sia...
Mmm.... nothin much happened on tt day la...
jz went hm after tt...
then met up my cousin as she invitied me to go for the model talk..
wah lao..
i so short... went there for wat??
but stil ended up stil goin loh..
the talk was super sian 1...
nothin much..
then realised tt all the model looked sooo dao!!!
gee!!!
then the min height for gal to go for the international was 176cm while guy was 180cm...
wah!!!!!!!!
i was way tooooooooooo far away le!!!
well.. my cousin gt the chance la as she was 175cm...
then after tt we had some talk b4 i went hm..
then she talked abt her luv life..
wah..
then also taught me the techniques...
ahhaaa..
so fun sia!!!
sat intened to meet seng kee at 9 to complete all the PM assignment..
but he sms at 6am when tt time i didnt switch on my hp until the time i was abt to go out tt he wanted to change to 2.30pm..
i totally sian liao...
hahaa..
well...
Mmm...
somethin on tt mornin to afternoon..
hahaa...
ended up i met seng kee late..
seng kee: nxt time u better dun anyhow change time hor!!!
after tt jz only discussed 1hr+ then went to eat le..
then tt ended my day...
sunday jz a borin day la...
then realised tt my cousin was in hospital...
couldnt believe tt...
she was jz fine on fri...
how come out of the sudden became like tt...
really hope she was fine!!
2day went to visit her after my lesson n my discussion wif my fren...
wah..
she really looked very sick...
then tt wei hao..
wah!
so carin sia..
even though they were jz fren...
too bad la..
she didnt like her...
he didnt bother to hav his lesson in the mornin sia..
then went for 1hr lesson in the afternoon then came all the way to visit her...
wah!!!!
really only hope tt she really fine...
Monday, January 24, 2005
tis time wil write blog lesser n lesser
havin tis feelin tt bloggin wil cause disaster.
well is true.
although able to so call "shout" out wat my feelin w/o usin my mouth to say out,
i dun is safe at all.
so wil nt update for some time.
only happy stuffs wil in.
well is true.
although able to so call "shout" out wat my feelin w/o usin my mouth to say out,
i dun is safe at all.
so wil nt update for some time.
only happy stuffs wil in.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
feelin dyin soon~
tt day when i went out alone.
feelin tt i was super lost!
i didnt noe where to go as spore really too small for me to explore.
then then decided to go sea side there...
so only gt few choices..
ECP, WCP n esplande there...
then...
ECP n WCP... i didnt noe how to go...
so the only choice was to esplande...
took 106 bus... then took mrt..
after tt...
then realised somethin...
106 able to reach my destination!!!
omg....
at there... didnt noe wat the reason gt so many ppl at there...
then the highest population at there were..... indian....
wat happened ah???
went to find place to sit dwn n tink back...
then finally able to find 1 seat le...
at least facin the sea mah...
while the cool breeze blew towards me..
it really cool!!
yet feelin super terrible..
listenin to fm..
then realised tt gt a person also near sea there but feelin great!
wah lao...
felt wan to laugh n also like wan to cry..
in order to stop tinkin much of my feelin...
i took some pic ard me...
then..
wah lao..
so many indian workers walked pass me n took pic...
omg!!!
totally spoilt my moody mood..
really didnt noe tt esplande able to attract soo many indian workers to go there n take pic...
sat at there.... for 2hr 30min...
saw the cloud colour changed...
i like the evenin cloud..
looked like it mixed wif the sky....
didnt noe how to describe it...
sadness feelin stil filled up my heart n didnt let off.
tinkin tt goin to there was like a waste of time as didnt make me relax
-nt link to anythin or any1-
i hav my own responsible to do.
sometimes nt like jz listenin to some ppl coments/complaints/goissps n believe them.
if jz believe n dun bother to believe the 1 who sayin the truth,
wat the pts of continue sayin/arugin?
as alrdy believe wat other ppl's sayin le...
even though is like tt.
i stil stand on in my own duty/ responsible/ position.
went for my class stall in the nxt mornin...
then realised a lot of facts...
tt day was quite bz...
3/5 of the time helpin the stall
1.5/5 of the time doin my helper duty
0.5/5 of the time had my lunch at canteen 1
so glad tt the student in charge understood wat goin on in my class stall n able to let us(seb, huiying n me) free for some time while ivan nded to help doin wat we sld do. thanks!
fun i could say...
but seem like too many ppl le...
tis was wat i thought in the beginnin of the open hse...
too many ppl ended up some of them didnt able really do to wat they sld.
then also like they would slack ard the area as they couldn help at all...
tinkin back..
really nded so many ppl meh??
if realised tt who nded... izzit really able to solve the prob?
well, i hav no comment in anythin....
n also tt...
i would nt make a promise which ended up didnt do.
if i really made le, i would try my best to fulfil.
at least gt fulfil better than break the promise.
so, dun say tt i promised somethin yet i didnt do but the fact tt i didnt even promise anythin.
dun ever tellin me tt if i say "mayb" or "sld b ok" u treated tt i promised anythin.
ah pig came..
omg..
huiying really bo liao/bzbody loh...
nearly spoily my mood...
but also tt...
made me realised tt stil gt ppl willin to care for me...
hehee...
thanks huiying for changin part of my life...
while endin..
our class then realised tt 3 teams were merge in order to win our grp..
then didnt even stated gt tis stupid rule!!!
well.. guess wat..
was OUR SCH LECTURER(chairman of the E-CUP) so called "hinted" them tt able to merge in order in win my class...
WAH!
our sch lecturer helpin outside ppl???
izzit tt he been bribed by them???
ended up...
arguements started between our class n him..
tt time i didnt really understand wat goin on as i was bz doin the wax...
finally, he lost...
the 3 teams were frm sec sch...
then they had a stupid ah lian(i mean for the gals) face..
like they stil feelin tt we so called bully them like tt... or tinkin tt we poly students d nt wan to lose them so made so many prob..
i believe tt they confirm dun choose ICT or NP when they grad frm sec sch as they alrdy had a bad impression for tis incident...
ya... our class won the E-CUP..
so wat???
ended up another prob...
ppl who really involved had discussion on the money earned..
while we who didnt involved much sat another corner to hav our chat...
well.. they spent 1hr+ but ended up no conclusion...
only felt tt some ppl were nt happy when discussin...
then we who nt involve, didnt bother abt the benefit... i jz wan back the $10.
reason for tt..
they promised tt wil return... so only wan back tt $10 wil b enough..
i dun put in any effort at all... i believe tt u all noe.. so if u giv me, confirm u all also nt happy abt it. so wat the pt givin me yet u all nt happy for givin me. rite?
but also nd to say is tt.. i comin for the stall nt for the profit.. nd to make tis clear...
i believe tt some ppl wil feel weird tt 1st day i only came in the mornin then the whole afternonn disappeared.. then the 2nd day i didnt come.. then the last day i stayed nearly the whole day in the stall... i comin nt for the profit but as part of the class. i didnt wan ppl say tt i comin for money. reason for me nt comin was tt it was soooo many ppl le!!! goin there ppl wil treat me more like extra then as part of the team... dun u tink so?
i noe i changed a lot... changed frm a person who didnt talk much until a person who been much more straight forward. nt bcoz of ah pig but bcoz i alrdy lookin too many kind of ppl in tis world.. tired of keepin things in my mind but nt personal relationship.
nw i seem tryin to stop believe ppl much...
esp guys..!
if u r a person promise somethin yet didnt do, u better stay away frm me.
i dun like tis kind of person.
then also tt..
seng kee..
u better do wat u promised me.
i m goin to cant stand it anymore.
if u didnt complete ur stuffs, dun blame me for tellin tutor wat happenin.
i m nt like in the past who lettin ppl off so easily when they didnt bother to do wat they sld do.
while goin hm, ah pig told me somethin unbelieveable!!!
wow..
wat a concidence...
between a couple i knew n a fren both ah pig n me noe..
didnt wan to say out here... as in case he saw it then jialat.
2day nothin to do..
really stayed at hm as wat i promised to huiying..
tired sia..
then my mum..
haiz..
asked me to do somethin tt i didnt wan to do...
ended up really a nd to take out my ic for them to c..
i dun hav a mature face mah... asked me to go for wat... n also tt i hate tt loh!
after tt went to slp until 9+
super tired...
nw... 1+am le.. alrdy feel the tiredness in my body..
time for me to slp le...
feelin tt i was super lost!
i didnt noe where to go as spore really too small for me to explore.
then then decided to go sea side there...
so only gt few choices..
ECP, WCP n esplande there...
then...
ECP n WCP... i didnt noe how to go...
so the only choice was to esplande...
took 106 bus... then took mrt..
after tt...
then realised somethin...
106 able to reach my destination!!!
omg....
at there... didnt noe wat the reason gt so many ppl at there...
then the highest population at there were..... indian....
wat happened ah???
went to find place to sit dwn n tink back...
then finally able to find 1 seat le...
at least facin the sea mah...
while the cool breeze blew towards me..
it really cool!!
yet feelin super terrible..
listenin to fm..
then realised tt gt a person also near sea there but feelin great!
wah lao...
felt wan to laugh n also like wan to cry..
in order to stop tinkin much of my feelin...
i took some pic ard me...
then..
wah lao..
so many indian workers walked pass me n took pic...
omg!!!
totally spoilt my moody mood..
really didnt noe tt esplande able to attract soo many indian workers to go there n take pic...
sat at there.... for 2hr 30min...
saw the cloud colour changed...
i like the evenin cloud..
looked like it mixed wif the sky....
didnt noe how to describe it...
sadness feelin stil filled up my heart n didnt let off.
tinkin tt goin to there was like a waste of time as didnt make me relax
-nt link to anythin or any1-
i hav my own responsible to do.
sometimes nt like jz listenin to some ppl coments/complaints/goissps n believe them.
if jz believe n dun bother to believe the 1 who sayin the truth,
wat the pts of continue sayin/arugin?
as alrdy believe wat other ppl's sayin le...
even though is like tt.
i stil stand on in my own duty/ responsible/ position.
went for my class stall in the nxt mornin...
then realised a lot of facts...
tt day was quite bz...
3/5 of the time helpin the stall
1.5/5 of the time doin my helper duty
0.5/5 of the time had my lunch at canteen 1
so glad tt the student in charge understood wat goin on in my class stall n able to let us(seb, huiying n me) free for some time while ivan nded to help doin wat we sld do. thanks!
fun i could say...
but seem like too many ppl le...
tis was wat i thought in the beginnin of the open hse...
too many ppl ended up some of them didnt able really do to wat they sld.
then also like they would slack ard the area as they couldn help at all...
tinkin back..
really nded so many ppl meh??
if realised tt who nded... izzit really able to solve the prob?
well, i hav no comment in anythin....
n also tt...
i would nt make a promise which ended up didnt do.
if i really made le, i would try my best to fulfil.
at least gt fulfil better than break the promise.
so, dun say tt i promised somethin yet i didnt do but the fact tt i didnt even promise anythin.
dun ever tellin me tt if i say "mayb" or "sld b ok" u treated tt i promised anythin.
ah pig came..
omg..
huiying really bo liao/bzbody loh...
nearly spoily my mood...
but also tt...
made me realised tt stil gt ppl willin to care for me...
hehee...
thanks huiying for changin part of my life...
while endin..
our class then realised tt 3 teams were merge in order to win our grp..
then didnt even stated gt tis stupid rule!!!
well.. guess wat..
was OUR SCH LECTURER(chairman of the E-CUP) so called "hinted" them tt able to merge in order in win my class...
WAH!
our sch lecturer helpin outside ppl???
izzit tt he been bribed by them???
ended up...
arguements started between our class n him..
tt time i didnt really understand wat goin on as i was bz doin the wax...
finally, he lost...
the 3 teams were frm sec sch...
then they had a stupid ah lian(i mean for the gals) face..
like they stil feelin tt we so called bully them like tt... or tinkin tt we poly students d nt wan to lose them so made so many prob..
i believe tt they confirm dun choose ICT or NP when they grad frm sec sch as they alrdy had a bad impression for tis incident...
ya... our class won the E-CUP..
so wat???
ended up another prob...
ppl who really involved had discussion on the money earned..
while we who didnt involved much sat another corner to hav our chat...
well.. they spent 1hr+ but ended up no conclusion...
only felt tt some ppl were nt happy when discussin...
then we who nt involve, didnt bother abt the benefit... i jz wan back the $10.
reason for tt..
they promised tt wil return... so only wan back tt $10 wil b enough..
i dun put in any effort at all... i believe tt u all noe.. so if u giv me, confirm u all also nt happy abt it. so wat the pt givin me yet u all nt happy for givin me. rite?
but also nd to say is tt.. i comin for the stall nt for the profit.. nd to make tis clear...
i believe tt some ppl wil feel weird tt 1st day i only came in the mornin then the whole afternonn disappeared.. then the 2nd day i didnt come.. then the last day i stayed nearly the whole day in the stall... i comin nt for the profit but as part of the class. i didnt wan ppl say tt i comin for money. reason for me nt comin was tt it was soooo many ppl le!!! goin there ppl wil treat me more like extra then as part of the team... dun u tink so?
i noe i changed a lot... changed frm a person who didnt talk much until a person who been much more straight forward. nt bcoz of ah pig but bcoz i alrdy lookin too many kind of ppl in tis world.. tired of keepin things in my mind but nt personal relationship.
nw i seem tryin to stop believe ppl much...
esp guys..!
if u r a person promise somethin yet didnt do, u better stay away frm me.
i dun like tis kind of person.
then also tt..
seng kee..
u better do wat u promised me.
i m goin to cant stand it anymore.
if u didnt complete ur stuffs, dun blame me for tellin tutor wat happenin.
i m nt like in the past who lettin ppl off so easily when they didnt bother to do wat they sld do.
while goin hm, ah pig told me somethin unbelieveable!!!
wow..
wat a concidence...
between a couple i knew n a fren both ah pig n me noe..
didnt wan to say out here... as in case he saw it then jialat.
2day nothin to do..
really stayed at hm as wat i promised to huiying..
tired sia..
then my mum..
haiz..
asked me to do somethin tt i didnt wan to do...
ended up really a nd to take out my ic for them to c..
i dun hav a mature face mah... asked me to go for wat... n also tt i hate tt loh!
after tt went to slp until 9+
super tired...
nw... 1+am le.. alrdy feel the tiredness in my body..
time for me to slp le...
Friday, January 21, 2005
feelin bored
long time didnt bother to update as i tink it is a waste of time writin n let ppl to c wat goin on to my bored life.
feelin super bored in my real life.
these days nt really bz for the open hse as i didnt really involve in my class stall bcoz i was the student helper so most of the time would b at bus stop, main entrance n 2nd main gate.
although hot but quite happy... but inbetween also gt unhappy part.
hahaa... overall stil ok la...
my class was in the e-cup challenage. so hope they wil win! hehee..
as a student helper gt drink mac drinks! tt gd but the more i drink the more i havin headache.
weird sia..
a lot of sec sch ppl comin for the open hse..
gt their free goodie bag...
my cousin also comin! then only showed her some areas as i was rushin for my duty.
nothin much to say... really..
haha..
dun really feel wan to talk more in any stuffs.
feel super bored n tired n no mood!
reason??
gt...!
haiz...
nxt wed wil b meetin vio to meet yong shen for the exchange present which candy made..
she mis-giv the present to wrong person!
then nw vio super sian tt nd to meet him to change the present.
haaha..
long time didnt c vio le..
really waitin for tt day to come..
2day..
had a very bad dream.
dreamt tt i was at a buildin wif some of my pri sch fren.
then saw mrt dropped frm the railway path...!!!
n also saw a guy wanted to help but ended up been pushed back n he flew away..
he flew to my direction but when i wan to catch him,
he dropped..
omg!
saw he dropped n hit the handle then lost his head..
omg!!!!!!
i really scared until i woke up...
heart kept on bumpin......
actually goin out as 2day is public holiday(no sch)
but..
haiz...
really dun bother to say much...
later intend to go out alone n dun wan to meet any1 at all!
to some1 whom may concern:
i noe u r bz wif ur stuffs.
if u r bz, then is alrite dun meet.
but dun like last min then tell me.
i hate last min stuffs when i alrdy prepare everythin.
feelin super bored in my real life.
these days nt really bz for the open hse as i didnt really involve in my class stall bcoz i was the student helper so most of the time would b at bus stop, main entrance n 2nd main gate.
although hot but quite happy... but inbetween also gt unhappy part.
hahaa... overall stil ok la...
my class was in the e-cup challenage. so hope they wil win! hehee..
as a student helper gt drink mac drinks! tt gd but the more i drink the more i havin headache.
weird sia..
a lot of sec sch ppl comin for the open hse..
gt their free goodie bag...
my cousin also comin! then only showed her some areas as i was rushin for my duty.
nothin much to say... really..
haha..
dun really feel wan to talk more in any stuffs.
feel super bored n tired n no mood!
reason??
gt...!
haiz...
nxt wed wil b meetin vio to meet yong shen for the exchange present which candy made..
she mis-giv the present to wrong person!
then nw vio super sian tt nd to meet him to change the present.
haaha..
long time didnt c vio le..
really waitin for tt day to come..
2day..
had a very bad dream.
dreamt tt i was at a buildin wif some of my pri sch fren.
then saw mrt dropped frm the railway path...!!!
n also saw a guy wanted to help but ended up been pushed back n he flew away..
he flew to my direction but when i wan to catch him,
he dropped..
omg!
saw he dropped n hit the handle then lost his head..
omg!!!!!!
i really scared until i woke up...
heart kept on bumpin......
actually goin out as 2day is public holiday(no sch)
but..
haiz...
really dun bother to say much...
later intend to go out alone n dun wan to meet any1 at all!
to some1 whom may concern:
i noe u r bz wif ur stuffs.
if u r bz, then is alrite dun meet.
but dun like last min then tell me.
i hate last min stuffs when i alrdy prepare everythin.
Sunday, January 16, 2005
nothin to update...
Mm.. only realised tt i like 3 days didnt update..
haaa..
fri tt day only felt the stress all over me.
jz bcoz of the grpin.
count no of ppl in UTM class.
then realised tt confirmed muz hav 5 in a grp.
then for my case gt 6..
haiz!!!!
then ended up su jun went to another grp...
sorry abt it...
had PQS after tt..
blah blah blah..
all the same stuffs...
had counted all the survey qns then realised tt tutor didnt wan tt whole stack of paper...
gee!
i nded to brin all the paper back..
hahaa..
then tutor said some ppl could take some of them back loh..
then i was happy tt didnt nd to take all of them hm..
but...
realised tt we didnt count for the introduction part..
HAIZ!
i nded to brin all of them back.
confirmed tt had a testin on hand wax in evenin.
then went to lot 1 wif huiying while seb went to ivan's hse 1st.
then met ade n joey at lot 1 kfc then we went to ade's hse.
gee!!!
her hse gt cat!!!
i luv cat sooo much...
so lucky tt i went to a hse wif cat as pet...
none of my relatives had pet at their hse(nt counted fish)
then i kept on playin tt cat..
tt cat soooo cute!!!
but joey n huiying scared of cat..
haiz...
then i kept on playin wif it...
then i thought tt cat shld b quite "fan" by me..
hahaa..
"bite" me but nt pain 1..
every1 were shocked as they saw my face expression changed...
gee..!!
i had a very slow reaction!!!!
tt cat, "banny" or "benny" ran super fast..!!
huiying n joey didnt dare to get out frm the sofa...
played for a while n went to the near by market to buy pot.
tt time we were also lookin for seb at downstairs..
hahaa..
i called seb to ask her where she was....
then ade called huiying n asked her to tell me to guide seb to look/stand at which direction..
super funny loh..
n she managed to c ade n meet us.
we to buy pot 2gether...
argh..
gt mosquito!!!
bite me n kanna swollen...
but at least i "wei ming chu hai" kill tt mosquito..
hahaa...
didnt but the pot at chris n kylie alrdy bought the pot le.
so we went straight to ade's hse...
sangar also came!!!
after tt we went to watch a show which was part of the yr 3 module.
like a moive...
gee!
looked scary!!!
ade was acted as a ghost in tis movie..
omg...
really looked like watchin a movie..
gd shoting!
owen, chris n kylie came...
then after tt jason n xiang zhong also came...
hahaa...
tt really surprisin...
broke a big blcok into smaller pieces...
then also gt 1 powered form wax...
the powered form wax turn out yellowish while the block stil looked the same.
tested out..
omg!!!
the powered form wax cracked the moment it touched cold water!
n tt wax was more costly than the block...
intended to stay longer but huiying nded to take the last bus to go hm...
called ah pig then realised tt he haven finished his stuffs..
a bit sian liao so asked him to go to the bus stop where i would meet him..
huiying took her last bus at ard 11.35pm.
then me??
sat at there n waited loh...
omg...
less n less ppl le...
i listenin to music until i really wanted to fall aslp...
12.15am...
i was stil at there...
then...
saw a car stopped at the bus stop...
looked inside then realised was ah pig...
i was soo blur tt stil sat on the seat..
hahaa....
drove to my hse 1st then send his fren hm.
gee...
headache...
couldn slp as the car was kept on movin...
hahaa...
reached hm hse..
i ran all the way..
my mum didnt wan me to stay out late.
then had bath n didnt wan to cook food n went to slp.
yest woke up early tto hav the open hse briefin.
met huiying but bus late..
then i was late loh..
in the bus i was totally nt feelin alrite...
omg..
really nt rite...
then nded to cancel the meetin wif seng..
sms him..
but he didnt reply..
wah lao..
at least reply mah...
then i wil noe tt u receive mah...
then made me soo worry whether u r stil in ur dreamland or u noe abt it le or u r on the way to sch le.
pls leh...
at least reply la... i dun nd u to call mah...
aiyo!
seb's bag was really super..
even med also gt..
hahaa..
so had 1...
but like didnt improve my pain...
but stil thanks!
heee...
went quickly went hm...
took med again...
then went to rest...
ah pig called..
he seem to notice gt somethin wrong..
haaa..
but he stil didnt noe anythin..
went to take a rest ended up went to slp...
but pain stil within my body..
until 4+ then seem ok..
mum woke me up n asked me whether wan to go to toa payoh..
k loh..
b4 goin to there, had med again...
bought new shoes, earring n also necklace..
actually tt necklace was went to change but a bit troublesome loh so ended up bought the chain..
then met up my aunty..
after a while we went to eat while they went hm..
online a while n went to slp.
2day nothin to do...
feelin much more better than yest...
then since ah pig nt free for 2day...
then maybe goin out wif my mum later...
hahaa....
to ah pig:
dun feel guilty tt u cant acc me.
jz treat tt it is part of the installment i paid u...
last time i also nt free to acc u mah.
u feelin guilty also no use rite?
u stil nd to do ur own work.
dun 4get stil gt nxt time loh..
y make urself so stress over tis?
at least i m nt like last time ok...
jz dun bother u... rite?
if u tink u doin tt is for ur future, jz do it.
feelin bad is dun hav the choice 1.
but at least u noe tt the wrong way..
hahaa..
u muz find free time to replace hor!
hahaa...
;p
haaa..
fri tt day only felt the stress all over me.
jz bcoz of the grpin.
count no of ppl in UTM class.
then realised tt confirmed muz hav 5 in a grp.
then for my case gt 6..
haiz!!!!
then ended up su jun went to another grp...
sorry abt it...
had PQS after tt..
blah blah blah..
all the same stuffs...
had counted all the survey qns then realised tt tutor didnt wan tt whole stack of paper...
gee!
i nded to brin all the paper back..
hahaa..
then tutor said some ppl could take some of them back loh..
then i was happy tt didnt nd to take all of them hm..
but...
realised tt we didnt count for the introduction part..
HAIZ!
i nded to brin all of them back.
confirmed tt had a testin on hand wax in evenin.
then went to lot 1 wif huiying while seb went to ivan's hse 1st.
then met ade n joey at lot 1 kfc then we went to ade's hse.
gee!!!
her hse gt cat!!!
i luv cat sooo much...
so lucky tt i went to a hse wif cat as pet...
none of my relatives had pet at their hse(nt counted fish)
then i kept on playin tt cat..
tt cat soooo cute!!!
but joey n huiying scared of cat..
haiz...
then i kept on playin wif it...
then i thought tt cat shld b quite "fan" by me..
hahaa..
"bite" me but nt pain 1..
every1 were shocked as they saw my face expression changed...
gee..!!
i had a very slow reaction!!!!
tt cat, "banny" or "benny" ran super fast..!!
huiying n joey didnt dare to get out frm the sofa...
played for a while n went to the near by market to buy pot.
tt time we were also lookin for seb at downstairs..
hahaa..
i called seb to ask her where she was....
then ade called huiying n asked her to tell me to guide seb to look/stand at which direction..
super funny loh..
n she managed to c ade n meet us.
we to buy pot 2gether...
argh..
gt mosquito!!!
bite me n kanna swollen...
but at least i "wei ming chu hai" kill tt mosquito..
hahaa...
didnt but the pot at chris n kylie alrdy bought the pot le.
so we went straight to ade's hse...
sangar also came!!!
after tt we went to watch a show which was part of the yr 3 module.
like a moive...
gee!
looked scary!!!
ade was acted as a ghost in tis movie..
omg...
really looked like watchin a movie..
gd shoting!
owen, chris n kylie came...
then after tt jason n xiang zhong also came...
hahaa...
tt really surprisin...
broke a big blcok into smaller pieces...
then also gt 1 powered form wax...
the powered form wax turn out yellowish while the block stil looked the same.
tested out..
omg!!!
the powered form wax cracked the moment it touched cold water!
n tt wax was more costly than the block...
intended to stay longer but huiying nded to take the last bus to go hm...
called ah pig then realised tt he haven finished his stuffs..
a bit sian liao so asked him to go to the bus stop where i would meet him..
huiying took her last bus at ard 11.35pm.
then me??
sat at there n waited loh...
omg...
less n less ppl le...
i listenin to music until i really wanted to fall aslp...
12.15am...
i was stil at there...
then...
saw a car stopped at the bus stop...
looked inside then realised was ah pig...
i was soo blur tt stil sat on the seat..
hahaa....
drove to my hse 1st then send his fren hm.
gee...
headache...
couldn slp as the car was kept on movin...
hahaa...
reached hm hse..
i ran all the way..
my mum didnt wan me to stay out late.
then had bath n didnt wan to cook food n went to slp.
yest woke up early tto hav the open hse briefin.
met huiying but bus late..
then i was late loh..
in the bus i was totally nt feelin alrite...
omg..
really nt rite...
then nded to cancel the meetin wif seng..
sms him..
but he didnt reply..
wah lao..
at least reply mah...
then i wil noe tt u receive mah...
then made me soo worry whether u r stil in ur dreamland or u noe abt it le or u r on the way to sch le.
pls leh...
at least reply la... i dun nd u to call mah...
aiyo!
seb's bag was really super..
even med also gt..
hahaa..
so had 1...
but like didnt improve my pain...
but stil thanks!
heee...
went quickly went hm...
took med again...
then went to rest...
ah pig called..
he seem to notice gt somethin wrong..
haaa..
but he stil didnt noe anythin..
went to take a rest ended up went to slp...
but pain stil within my body..
until 4+ then seem ok..
mum woke me up n asked me whether wan to go to toa payoh..
k loh..
b4 goin to there, had med again...
bought new shoes, earring n also necklace..
actually tt necklace was went to change but a bit troublesome loh so ended up bought the chain..
then met up my aunty..
after a while we went to eat while they went hm..
online a while n went to slp.
2day nothin to do...
feelin much more better than yest...
then since ah pig nt free for 2day...
then maybe goin out wif my mum later...
hahaa....
to ah pig:
dun feel guilty tt u cant acc me.
jz treat tt it is part of the installment i paid u...
last time i also nt free to acc u mah.
u feelin guilty also no use rite?
u stil nd to do ur own work.
dun 4get stil gt nxt time loh..
y make urself so stress over tis?
at least i m nt like last time ok...
jz dun bother u... rite?
if u tink u doin tt is for ur future, jz do it.
feelin bad is dun hav the choice 1.
but at least u noe tt the wrong way..
hahaa..
u muz find free time to replace hor!
hahaa...
;p
Thursday, January 13, 2005
a funny breakfast
woke up 30min earlier than wat i sld wake up.
then went to ah pig's hse to hav breakfast.
hahaa..
tt really a fun 1...
we jz bought the food ended up he cooked.
a weird 1 bcoz i didnt eat bread for breakfast.
ended up we left a lot of food but we were late for lesson..
met huiying at the bus stop near sch.
then she told me tt the lorry which parked at the bus stop had wheel flated.
she heard a large "boom" sound...
went for ECAD prac lesson..
every1 was kept on typin the codin..
PM tt time i was doin SA.
didnt bother to do PM at all...
ended lesson n all of us thought tt didnt hav LAN lesson.
went to canteen 4 to hav lnuch n tis time had free ride frm ivan.
thanks thanks..
went to JP to look for present...
then chun yap called me n said gt lesson...
omg...
tt time he called was 3pm..
n 3pm lect alrdy ended loh...
so late then call..
ended up didnt buy anythin...
then went hm le..
so tired..
nearly dozed off in the bus...
went hm then watched tv le..
nothin much to do la...
then went to ah pig's hse to hav breakfast.
hahaa..
tt really a fun 1...
we jz bought the food ended up he cooked.
a weird 1 bcoz i didnt eat bread for breakfast.
ended up we left a lot of food but we were late for lesson..
met huiying at the bus stop near sch.
then she told me tt the lorry which parked at the bus stop had wheel flated.
she heard a large "boom" sound...
went for ECAD prac lesson..
every1 was kept on typin the codin..
PM tt time i was doin SA.
didnt bother to do PM at all...
ended lesson n all of us thought tt didnt hav LAN lesson.
went to canteen 4 to hav lnuch n tis time had free ride frm ivan.
thanks thanks..
went to JP to look for present...
then chun yap called me n said gt lesson...
omg...
tt time he called was 3pm..
n 3pm lect alrdy ended loh...
so late then call..
ended up didnt buy anythin...
then went hm le..
so tired..
nearly dozed off in the bus...
went hm then watched tv le..
nothin much to do la...
Wednesday, January 12, 2005
didnt bother do write at all..
yest didnt bother to write anythin dwn as i was tired cum sian.
tink back, is there the nd to write everythin dwn?
the ans is no...
yest nothin much happened.
went to kap's mac there to hav breakfast.
then ended up ah pig like could say didnt eat at all..
hahaa...
he couldnt take mac food at all..
jz only wastin $ n food nia..
hahaa...
had lesson after tt...
11am didnt eat but doin the SA presentation.
then 12pm had ECAD then went hm.
ya.. really went hm..
haha..
very tired le..
then at nite..
had a terrible dream...
the dream tt i didnt wan to get into the realisic world...
then suay..
tis dream came true...
really true!
1st time had a dream which came true sooo fast!!!!
haiz!!!!!
i tink... i finish everythin i noe... dun bother to wait anymore le... sure end up last min then do...
no mood at all...
sian..
went to canteen 4 for our lunch...
hahaa..
jz the same dish...
went back to classrm..
so many ppl sia...(none of them i knew)
then lesson started...
ARGH!!!
STOP SAYIN TT I "STOLE" PPL'S SEATS!
HEY!!!
CAN U TINK OF OTHERS ANOT??
NO 1 SITTIN THERE WHEN WE WERE HAVING LESSON LOH!
DUN U EVER TINK TT I LOOK LIKE GD TO BULLY!
EVEN I NOE TT U R JOKIN...
PLS!
I TAKE EVERY WORDS SERIOUSLY!
after lesson stayed in tt rm to continue doin SA since there wasnt anymore SA lesson le...
then went hm..
jz like tt...
tink back, is there the nd to write everythin dwn?
the ans is no...
yest nothin much happened.
went to kap's mac there to hav breakfast.
then ended up ah pig like could say didnt eat at all..
hahaa...
he couldnt take mac food at all..
jz only wastin $ n food nia..
hahaa...
had lesson after tt...
11am didnt eat but doin the SA presentation.
then 12pm had ECAD then went hm.
ya.. really went hm..
haha..
very tired le..
then at nite..
had a terrible dream...
the dream tt i didnt wan to get into the realisic world...
then suay..
tis dream came true...
really true!
1st time had a dream which came true sooo fast!!!!
haiz!!!!!
i tink... i finish everythin i noe... dun bother to wait anymore le... sure end up last min then do...
no mood at all...
sian..
went to canteen 4 for our lunch...
hahaa..
jz the same dish...
went back to classrm..
so many ppl sia...(none of them i knew)
then lesson started...
ARGH!!!
STOP SAYIN TT I "STOLE" PPL'S SEATS!
HEY!!!
CAN U TINK OF OTHERS ANOT??
NO 1 SITTIN THERE WHEN WE WERE HAVING LESSON LOH!
DUN U EVER TINK TT I LOOK LIKE GD TO BULLY!
EVEN I NOE TT U R JOKIN...
PLS!
I TAKE EVERY WORDS SERIOUSLY!
after lesson stayed in tt rm to continue doin SA since there wasnt anymore SA lesson le...
then went hm..
jz like tt...
Monday, January 10, 2005
gee! i HATE GRP WORK!
2day until nite seemed fine to me...
woke up...
then reached sch early to print the SA...
ended up seng kee late..
warned him alrdy yet he stil late.
dunno wat's up to him.
late for SA(even didnt hav SA lect at 10).
then handed in the assignment...
didnt noe wat wrong wif me..
suggested to "lalala"<-huiying n seb noe tt
to seb:
sorry tt i didnt help u anythin...
like nearly caused u to sick...
then went to huiying's hse there to hav a butter coffee bread... (bun bakery)
wow.. tt guy who sellin.. gee... handsome!
then thought tt he was chinese but...
he was malay until an auntie asked him somethin..
hahaa..
then we suggested to ask aisha to go there n c tt guy.. <-to aisha.. if u wan la... jz only suggest.. dun take it serious ya...
went to "lalala"
frm 2-7pm..
gee...
couldnt speak anymore...
tml then upload the pic...
went to wm after tt...
borrowed some pm bks n bought some food hm..
on the way..
i was super hungry n bought tea eggs.. hehee.. my fav!
walked all the way hm..
super bored even listenin to fm...
reached hm...
heard bad news frm lihong..
my emotional feelin changed out of sudden..
jz didnt noe y...
i really wanted to talk to some1 tt time...
then ah pig called...
then out of sudden i burst out of tears...
he like kanna shocked...
then kept on consolin me..
i jz couldn control my feelin at all...
tis is wat i didnt like at all!
i really dun understand y tutor dun jz let us choose how many ppl in a grp?
y bother to hav a limited no of ppl in a grp??
dun u tink is jz too unfair???
ARGH!!!
how i wish i jz skip tis sem...
i rather work!
at least dun nd to stress over no of ppl in a grp...
then also ppl who dun even bother to do their own stuffs when they didnt even do their things in a proper way at all!
there is no pt at all loh!!
then confirm tutor wil say... we r the 1 who choose them..
argh!!!
then sure other wil choose them then dun tell me tutor wil say tt again..
wah lao!
they been as student b4 loh..
y dun they jz tink for us...
i hate tt!!!
even goin out to work..
i believe tt there really dun hav the system tt hav a limited no of ppl in a grp..
ARGH!
in conclusion... i jz HATE GROUP WORK!
woke up...
then reached sch early to print the SA...
ended up seng kee late..
warned him alrdy yet he stil late.
dunno wat's up to him.
late for SA(even didnt hav SA lect at 10).
then handed in the assignment...
didnt noe wat wrong wif me..
suggested to "lalala"<-huiying n seb noe tt
to seb:
sorry tt i didnt help u anythin...
like nearly caused u to sick...
then went to huiying's hse there to hav a butter coffee bread... (bun bakery)
wow.. tt guy who sellin.. gee... handsome!
then thought tt he was chinese but...
he was malay until an auntie asked him somethin..
hahaa..
then we suggested to ask aisha to go there n c tt guy.. <-to aisha.. if u wan la... jz only suggest.. dun take it serious ya...
went to "lalala"
frm 2-7pm..
gee...
couldnt speak anymore...
tml then upload the pic...
went to wm after tt...
borrowed some pm bks n bought some food hm..
on the way..
i was super hungry n bought tea eggs.. hehee.. my fav!
walked all the way hm..
super bored even listenin to fm...
reached hm...
heard bad news frm lihong..
my emotional feelin changed out of sudden..
jz didnt noe y...
i really wanted to talk to some1 tt time...
then ah pig called...
then out of sudden i burst out of tears...
he like kanna shocked...
then kept on consolin me..
i jz couldn control my feelin at all...
tis is wat i didnt like at all!
i really dun understand y tutor dun jz let us choose how many ppl in a grp?
y bother to hav a limited no of ppl in a grp??
dun u tink is jz too unfair???
ARGH!!!
how i wish i jz skip tis sem...
i rather work!
at least dun nd to stress over no of ppl in a grp...
then also ppl who dun even bother to do their own stuffs when they didnt even do their things in a proper way at all!
there is no pt at all loh!!
then confirm tutor wil say... we r the 1 who choose them..
argh!!!
then sure other wil choose them then dun tell me tutor wil say tt again..
wah lao!
they been as student b4 loh..
y dun they jz tink for us...
i hate tt!!!
even goin out to work..
i believe tt there really dun hav the system tt hav a limited no of ppl in a grp..
ARGH!
in conclusion... i jz HATE GROUP WORK!
Sunday, January 09, 2005
nothin to do for the moment
didnt update past 2 days.
jz too bz n lz n tired to write them dwn.
fri time reached sch early to do SA assignment..
ended up seb overslept..
haha...
then while discussin seng kee's gf walked passed square n he called her.
then she came over n sat dwn.
seng kee intro her to us then out of my surprise tt she heard my name b4.
hahaa...
thanks to SW la... she knew him... my ex-sec class-mate.
talked a while n we went for our 1st lesson... UTM
sutpid tutor was didnt come!!!
then we were sooo evil.... cursed him sia..
haaa..
no choice loh...
who asked him treated us in such a bad way...
then we rotted for tt 2hrs...
then seb, huiying n i acc joey to do her AFD diagram..
then we also talked talked...
soon 3 pm reached n we went for our last lesson..
bored!!
then i totally 4gt to brin all the stuffs for tt lesson!!!
then no choice but to look at huiying's paper...
formed grp for the mystery shopper..
then actually wanted to draw lots but ended up didnt..
for ez..
huiying n seb... ling n me.
bcoz..
in the classrm...
seb Huiying me ling
tt y we broke into like tt...
talked a bit abt the 2 ppl grp then tutor wanted to talk to us abt the 4 ppl grp survey..
wah..
like she commented a lot of mistakes which we made.
after tt went hm le..
jz feelin sian as jz went hm like tt...
nothin much la...
then also tt talked to xiufang at nite in msn..
so surprise...
heehee...
she like..
Mmm..
gt the feelintt she changed..
changed to a person who hav a gentle mind..
gee...
received mail frm UTM...
then realised tt he 4gt gt lesson!!!
then nw stil wanted us to hav make up lesson frm 6-8..!
wah lao!
he 4gt yet stil wan to hav make up lesson so late!!!
yest went to seng kee's hse to do the remainin SA...
i didnt noe tt i didnt stop at the bus stop which i nded to stop until huiying called me..
gee..!
then quickly stopped at the nxt stop n walked all the way to meet her.
seng kee called me where we were..
then realised tt he gt meet his gf...
hahaa...
waited for seb...
abt 2.30pm she then reached the bus stop..
went to his hse..
Mm..
nt bad la..
jz tt his rm really couldn make it..
too messy le!
note to SK: u better itdy up la.... !!! chinese new yr is comin loh!
then we started doin our stuffs at livin rm.
then discussed... disagreed.... agreed... considered... blah blah...
haaa..
although i didnt like grp work at all..
but sometimes gt the feelin tt tis way able to make me understand more abt my fren..
hahaa...
abt 5+...
rain quite heavily..
then huiying was sick..
gee... dunno when she wil totally recover...
then tt time we packed up..
n seng kee's gf was slpin on his bed..
hahaa...
we walked all the way to the bus stop...
huiying went to meet her family at orchard to buy clothes..
seb went to ivan's hse n went to church...
then me??
haiz...
received ah pig's sms..
hahaa...
like super long time didnt c him le.
so met up at city hall..
he said wan to buy clothes at sun tec but ended up we went to marina aquare there to hav dinner.
after tt walked ard there n went hm le..
didnt noe tt he knew abt the zhong yi(chinese way of treatin ppl)
then talked talked...
gee... so profound...
then talked abt 5 elements.. gold, wood, water, fire, gound...
haiz...
izzit really anot??
tt really made me quite sad...
tinkin all abt it all the way hm...
so scare anythin would happen...
then also tt... we took the wrong side of the mrt...
then abt 10+ then reached hm...
luckily didnt kanna scolded...
2day had a super weird n bad dream...
didnt really understand wat tt dream meant....
then like kanna chased by some1 i knew..
then like no matter where i hid he able to found it...
then like i scolded him he then walked off...
then like dunno talk to a gal as she wan to cut her wrist by a rusty pen knief...
then like dunno how come... like wan to tell her tt... ended up i cut myself..
gee!!!!!
then woke up... saw my wrist..
then realised was a dream...
scary....
went to fetch my bro..
then on the way thought abt yest stuffs...
nearly cried..
hahaa...
jz nothin la...
jz too bz n lz n tired to write them dwn.
fri time reached sch early to do SA assignment..
ended up seb overslept..
haha...
then while discussin seng kee's gf walked passed square n he called her.
then she came over n sat dwn.
seng kee intro her to us then out of my surprise tt she heard my name b4.
hahaa...
thanks to SW la... she knew him... my ex-sec class-mate.
talked a while n we went for our 1st lesson... UTM
sutpid tutor was didnt come!!!
then we were sooo evil.... cursed him sia..
haaa..
no choice loh...
who asked him treated us in such a bad way...
then we rotted for tt 2hrs...
then seb, huiying n i acc joey to do her AFD diagram..
then we also talked talked...
soon 3 pm reached n we went for our last lesson..
bored!!
then i totally 4gt to brin all the stuffs for tt lesson!!!
then no choice but to look at huiying's paper...
formed grp for the mystery shopper..
then actually wanted to draw lots but ended up didnt..
for ez..
huiying n seb... ling n me.
bcoz..
in the classrm...
seb Huiying me ling
tt y we broke into like tt...
talked a bit abt the 2 ppl grp then tutor wanted to talk to us abt the 4 ppl grp survey..
wah..
like she commented a lot of mistakes which we made.
after tt went hm le..
jz feelin sian as jz went hm like tt...
nothin much la...
then also tt talked to xiufang at nite in msn..
so surprise...
heehee...
she like..
Mmm..
gt the feelintt she changed..
changed to a person who hav a gentle mind..
gee...
received mail frm UTM...
then realised tt he 4gt gt lesson!!!
then nw stil wanted us to hav make up lesson frm 6-8..!
wah lao!
he 4gt yet stil wan to hav make up lesson so late!!!
yest went to seng kee's hse to do the remainin SA...
i didnt noe tt i didnt stop at the bus stop which i nded to stop until huiying called me..
gee..!
then quickly stopped at the nxt stop n walked all the way to meet her.
seng kee called me where we were..
then realised tt he gt meet his gf...
hahaa...
waited for seb...
abt 2.30pm she then reached the bus stop..
went to his hse..
Mm..
nt bad la..
jz tt his rm really couldn make it..
too messy le!
note to SK: u better itdy up la.... !!! chinese new yr is comin loh!
then we started doin our stuffs at livin rm.
then discussed... disagreed.... agreed... considered... blah blah...
haaa..
although i didnt like grp work at all..
but sometimes gt the feelin tt tis way able to make me understand more abt my fren..
hahaa...
abt 5+...
rain quite heavily..
then huiying was sick..
gee... dunno when she wil totally recover...
then tt time we packed up..
n seng kee's gf was slpin on his bed..
hahaa...
we walked all the way to the bus stop...
huiying went to meet her family at orchard to buy clothes..
seb went to ivan's hse n went to church...
then me??
haiz...
received ah pig's sms..
hahaa...
like super long time didnt c him le.
so met up at city hall..
he said wan to buy clothes at sun tec but ended up we went to marina aquare there to hav dinner.
after tt walked ard there n went hm le..
didnt noe tt he knew abt the zhong yi(chinese way of treatin ppl)
then talked talked...
gee... so profound...
then talked abt 5 elements.. gold, wood, water, fire, gound...
haiz...
izzit really anot??
tt really made me quite sad...
tinkin all abt it all the way hm...
so scare anythin would happen...
then also tt... we took the wrong side of the mrt...
then abt 10+ then reached hm...
luckily didnt kanna scolded...
2day had a super weird n bad dream...
didnt really understand wat tt dream meant....
then like kanna chased by some1 i knew..
then like no matter where i hid he able to found it...
then like i scolded him he then walked off...
then like dunno talk to a gal as she wan to cut her wrist by a rusty pen knief...
then like dunno how come... like wan to tell her tt... ended up i cut myself..
gee!!!!!
then woke up... saw my wrist..
then realised was a dream...
scary....
went to fetch my bro..
then on the way thought abt yest stuffs...
nearly cried..
hahaa...
jz nothin la...
Thursday, January 06, 2005
so fast... thurs alrdy goin to walk pass
woke up ard 7+ but continued slp until 8+
d everythin the same stuffs n went to sch.
2day nt crowded n took abt 10min to reach sch bus stop.
waited for huiying for 30min.
super bored..!!!
lesson at 10am for ECAD lesson.
d the prac n didnt able to finish doin it.
PM lesson was bored!!!
didnt noe how to live loh...
went to canteen 4 for lunch...
super hungry tt time...
then ivan n his fren also comin..
how i wished i could run away..
hahaa...
then ivan's fren asked me for no..
sad to say..
i dun giv my no to any1 unless for my fren...
sorry ya...
LAN lesson quite ok..
a bit nearly fell aslp but manage to listen everythin...
LAN prac was fun!!!
hahaa..
plug here n there...
then also ans all the lame qns!!!
stayed in sch after LAN prac..
rushin to do the SA assignment!!!
ah seng always late sia..
then we d most of the stuffs.
so WHY-WHY diagram n 1 AFD diagram n summary of the interview would b for ah send doin...
then also noted tt...
WHY-WHY diagram n AFD diagram alrdy drew.. only ask ah seng to redraw to the comp.
d until 6+ then ended...
super tired sia...
didnt able to go to chinatown... haiz... i wan to buy clothes!!!
went hm nearly half dead..
then watched tv n d nothin...
then nw(9.30pm) then online...
tired...
d everythin the same stuffs n went to sch.
2day nt crowded n took abt 10min to reach sch bus stop.
waited for huiying for 30min.
super bored..!!!
lesson at 10am for ECAD lesson.
d the prac n didnt able to finish doin it.
PM lesson was bored!!!
didnt noe how to live loh...
went to canteen 4 for lunch...
super hungry tt time...
then ivan n his fren also comin..
how i wished i could run away..
hahaa...
then ivan's fren asked me for no..
sad to say..
i dun giv my no to any1 unless for my fren...
sorry ya...
LAN lesson quite ok..
a bit nearly fell aslp but manage to listen everythin...
LAN prac was fun!!!
hahaa..
plug here n there...
then also ans all the lame qns!!!
stayed in sch after LAN prac..
rushin to do the SA assignment!!!
ah seng always late sia..
then we d most of the stuffs.
so WHY-WHY diagram n 1 AFD diagram n summary of the interview would b for ah send doin...
then also noted tt...
WHY-WHY diagram n AFD diagram alrdy drew.. only ask ah seng to redraw to the comp.
d until 6+ then ended...
super tired sia...
didnt able to go to chinatown... haiz... i wan to buy clothes!!!
went hm nearly half dead..
then watched tv n d nothin...
then nw(9.30pm) then online...
tired...
Wednesday, January 05, 2005
traffic jams
woke up in the mornin then realised tt the sky stil dark...
but looked at the didnt ring at all alarm clock then realised tt it was alrdy 7.05am.
it was rainin sia...
then a bit spolit my mood le...
in the bus...
wah lao!!!
took bus 8.15am...
reached sch bus stop at 8.50am.
had a very heavy traffic jam!!!
i carried my bao bei all the way..
made my arm super super painful...
huiying came late also..
wah..
everywhere were JAM!
in classrm started the lesson...
drawin the gantt chart...
selected my last chance of the IAP..
sian loh...
had isdt after tt...
drew the use case diagram..
sian la..
break for 2hrs..
but ended up had bread...
wah...
in the isdt prac rm,
saw some ppl in.
we didnt care much...
predicted tt would kanna scold but nt tt we wanted to do it...
ya..
really...
to me.
might b bcoz took things super serious.
i couldnt really take much jokes.
ya..
i jz angry...
went to hav drinks..
then saw some students filmin...
felt weird to c tt the actress wore... Mmm.. nt too nice la...
lesson was very bored...
sian la..
the rm super cold loh..
sa lesson for 2day jz for us to do the assignment.
then completed the AFD..
why-why diagram would try to do it tml if can.
then plus the colution would b finish!!!
yes..!!! haaa...
went hm after tt..
tired i could say...
didnt noe the reason y...
totally 4gt wat goin on to the sch stuffs...
i tink i really havin a serious mind prob...
dl the new version of msn..
haha..
quite fun la..
talked to some fren..
nw feelin much more better..
thanks again..
o.. i nd to do my SA le...
update nxt time...
but looked at the didnt ring at all alarm clock then realised tt it was alrdy 7.05am.
it was rainin sia...
then a bit spolit my mood le...
in the bus...
wah lao!!!
took bus 8.15am...
reached sch bus stop at 8.50am.
had a very heavy traffic jam!!!
i carried my bao bei all the way..
made my arm super super painful...
huiying came late also..
wah..
everywhere were JAM!
in classrm started the lesson...
drawin the gantt chart...
selected my last chance of the IAP..
sian loh...
had isdt after tt...
drew the use case diagram..
sian la..
break for 2hrs..
but ended up had bread...
wah...
in the isdt prac rm,
saw some ppl in.
we didnt care much...
predicted tt would kanna scold but nt tt we wanted to do it...
ya..
really...
to me.
might b bcoz took things super serious.
i couldnt really take much jokes.
ya..
i jz angry...
went to hav drinks..
then saw some students filmin...
felt weird to c tt the actress wore... Mmm.. nt too nice la...
lesson was very bored...
sian la..
the rm super cold loh..
sa lesson for 2day jz for us to do the assignment.
then completed the AFD..
why-why diagram would try to do it tml if can.
then plus the colution would b finish!!!
yes..!!! haaa...
went hm after tt..
tired i could say...
didnt noe the reason y...
totally 4gt wat goin on to the sch stuffs...
i tink i really havin a serious mind prob...
dl the new version of msn..
haha..
quite fun la..
talked to some fren..
nw feelin much more better..
thanks again..
o.. i nd to do my SA le...
update nxt time...
touchin story...
this story i gt frm 1 of my fren... sutper touchin sia... enjoy reading it...
To my married and unmarried friends:
When You Divorce Me,
Carry Me Out in Your ArmsOn my wedding day,
I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stoppedin front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her outof the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home. She was thenplump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets weresteadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together and got home almostat the same time.
Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life wasmore likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.It was a sunny day.
I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dew hugged me frombehind.
My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.
Thiswasthe apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs.
Herwords suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we just married, my wifesaid, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had betrayed mywife.
But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew s hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.?
I ve got something to do in the company.
Obviously she wasunhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.
At themoment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it usedto be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
Nomatterhow mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly,she was a good wife.
Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.
I wassitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watchedTV together.
Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew sbody.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do?
She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away fromher.
I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I wasserious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost allthestaff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hidesomething while talking with her.
She seemed to have got some hint.
Shegently smiled at my subordinates.
But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.?
Then we livetogether.
I nodded.
I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I ve got somethingto tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking.
I want to divorce.
I raised a serious topiccalmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked mesoftly, why? .
I m serious.
I avoided her question.
This so-calledanswer turned her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .
At that night, we didn t talk to each other.
She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
I felt a pain in my heart.
The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a strangerone day.
But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expectedto see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.
The idea ofdivorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients.
I saw herwriting something at the table.
I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, Ifound she was still there.
I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and inthe month s time we must live as normal life as possible.
Her reasonwassimple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and shedidn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, doyou still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, I remember .
You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile.
I knew she missed those sweet days and wishedto end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd.
No matter what tricks she does, she has to facethe result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less mademe feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intentionwasexplicitly expressed.
We even treated each other as a stranger.
So whenI carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our sonclapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His wordsbrought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, thento the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset.
I put her down outside the door.
Shewent to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. S
he leaned on mychest.
We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time.
I found she was not young any more.
There were some finewrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is beingdemolished.
Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we werestill an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
Thevisualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking,etc.I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses.
I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter.
I smiled.
But I suddenly realized that itwas because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, notbecause I was stronger.
I knew she had buried all the bitterness in herheart.
Again, I felt a sense of pain.
Subconsciously I reached out ahand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment.
Dad, it s time to carry mum out.
Hesaid. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been anessential part of his life.
She gestured our son to come closer andhugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute.
I held her in my arms, walking from thebedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surroundedmy neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly, as if we cameback to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.
Our son had gone to school.
She said, Actually I hope you will hold mein your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door.
I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce.
I m serious.
She looked at me, astonished.
The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.
She said.
I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more.
Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposedtohold her until I am old.
So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up.
She gave me a loud slap and thenslammedthe door and burst into cry.
I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for mywife which was her favorite.
The salesgirl asked me to write thegreeting words on the card.
I smiled and wrote, I ll carry you outevery morning until we are old.
To my married and unmarried friends:
When You Divorce Me,
Carry Me Out in Your ArmsOn my wedding day,
I carried my wife in my arms.
The bridal car stoppedin front of our one-room flat.
My buddies insisted that I carry her outof the car in my arms.
So I carried her into our home. She was thenplump and shy.
I was a strong and happy bridegroom.This was the scene of ten years ago.
The following days were as simple as a cup of pure water: we had a kid,I went into business and tried to make more money.
When the assets weresteadily increasing, the affections between us seemed to ebb.
She was a civil servant.
Every morning we left home together and got home almostat the same time.
Our kid was studying in a boarding school.
Our marriage life seemed to be enviably happy.
But the calm life wasmore likely to be affected by unpredictable changes.
Dew came into my life.It was a sunny day.
I stood on a spacious balcony.
Dew hugged me frombehind.
My heart once again was immersed in her stream of love.
Thiswasthe apartment I bought for her.
Dew said, You are the kind of man who best draws girls eyeballs.
Herwords suddenly reminded me of my wife.
When we just married, my wifesaid, Men like you, once successful, will be very attractive to girls.
Thinking of this, I became somewhat hesitant.
I knew I had betrayed mywife.
But I couldn t help doing so.
I moved Dew s hands aside and said, You go to select some furniture,O.K.?
I ve got something to do in the company.
Obviously she wasunhappy, because I had promised her to go and see with her.
At themoment, the idea of divorce became clearer in my mind although it usedto be something impossible to me.
However, I found it rather difficult to tell my wife about it.
Nomatterhow mildly I mentioned it to her, she would be deeply hurt.
Honestly,she was a good wife.
Every evening she was busy preparing dinner.
I wassitting in front of the TV. The dinner was ready soon.
Then we watchedTV together.
Or, I was lounging before the computer, visualizing Dew sbody.
This was the means of my entertainment.
One day I said to her in a slight joking way, suppose we divorce, whatwill you do?
She stared at me for a few seconds without a word.
Apparently she believed that divorce was something too far away fromher.
I couldn t imagine how she would react once she got to know I wasserious.
When my wife went to my office, Dew had just stepped out.
Almost allthestaff looked at my wife with a sympathetic eye and tried to hidesomething while talking with her.
She seemed to have got some hint.
Shegently smiled at my subordinates.
But I read some hurt in her eyes.
Once again, Dew said to me, He Ning, divorce her, O.K.?
Then we livetogether.
I nodded.
I knew I could not hesitate any more.
When my wife served the last dish, I held her hand.
I ve got somethingto tell you, I said.
She sat down and ate quietly.
Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.
Suddenly I didn t know how to open my mouth.
But I had to let her knowwhat I was thinking.
I want to divorce.
I raised a serious topiccalmly.
She didn t seem to be much annoyed by my words, instead she asked mesoftly, why? .
I m serious.
I avoided her question.
This so-calledanswer turned her angry.
She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! .
At that night, we didn t talk to each other.
She was weeping.
I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage.
But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer, because my heart had gone to Dew.
With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which statedthat she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.
She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces.
I felt a pain in my heart.
The woman who had been living ten years with me would become a strangerone day.
But I could not take back what I had said.
Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expectedto see.
To me her cry was actually a kind of release.
The idea ofdivorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer.
A late night, I came back home after entertaining my clients.
I saw herwriting something at the table.
I fell asleep fast. When I woke up, Ifound she was still there.
I turned over and was asleep again.
She brought up her divorce conditions: she didn t want anything from me,but I was supposed to give her one month s time before divorce, and inthe month s time we must live as normal life as possible.
Her reasonwassimple: our son would finish his summer vacation a month later and shedidn t want him to see our marriage was broken.
She passed me the agreement she drafted, and then asked me, He Ning, doyou still remember how I entered our bridal room on the wedding day?
This question suddenly brought back all those wonderful memories to me.
I nodded and said, I remember .
You carried me in your arms , she continued, so, I have a requirement, that is, you carry me out in your arms on the day when we divorce.
From now to the end of this month, you must carry me out from the bedroom to the door every morning.
I accepted with a smile.
I knew she missed those sweet days and wishedto end her marriage with a romantic form.
I told Dew about my wife s divorce conditions.
She laughed loudly andthought it was absurd.
No matter what tricks she does, she has to facethe result of divorce, she said scornfully. Her words more or less mademe feel uncomfortable.
My wife and I hadn t had any body contact since my divorce intentionwasexplicitly expressed.
We even treated each other as a stranger.
So whenI carried her out for the first day, we both appeared clumsy.
Our sonclapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms.
His wordsbrought me a sense of pain.
From the bedroom to the sitting room, thento the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms.
She closed her eyes and said softly, Let us start from today, don t tell our son.
I nodded, feeling somewhat upset.
I put her down outside the door.
Shewent to wait for bus, I drove to office.
On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. S
he leaned on mychest.
We were so close that I could smell the fragrance of her blouse.
I realized that I hadn t looked at this intimate woman carefully for along time.
I found she was not young any more.
There were some finewrinkles on her face.
On the third day, she whispered to me, The outside garden is beingdemolished.
Be careful when you pass there.
On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I seemed to feel that we werestill an intimate couple and I was holding my sweetheart in my arms.
Thevisualization of Dew became vaguer.
On the fifth and sixth day, she kept reminding me something, such as,where she put the ironed shirts, I should be careful while cooking,etc.I nodded.
The sense of intimacy was even stronger.
I didn t tell Dew about this.
I felt it was easier to carry her.
Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.
I said to her, It seems not difficult to carry you now.
She was picking her dresses.
I was waiting to carry her out.
She tried quite a few but could not find a suitable one.
Then she sighed, All mydresses have grown fatter.
I smiled.
But I suddenly realized that itwas because she was thinner that I could carry her more easily, notbecause I was stronger.
I knew she had buried all the bitterness in herheart.
Again, I felt a sense of pain.
Subconsciously I reached out ahand to touch her head.
Our son came in at the moment.
Dad, it s time to carry mum out.
Hesaid. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had been anessential part of his life.
She gestured our son to come closer andhugged him tightly.
I turned my face because I was afraid I would change my mind at the last minute.
I held her in my arms, walking from thebedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway.
Her hand surroundedmy neck softly and naturally.
I held her body tightly, as if we cameback to our wedding day.
But her much lighter weight made me sad.
On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step.
Our son had gone to school.
She said, Actually I hope you will hold mein your arms until we are old.
I held her tightly and said, Both you and I didn t notice that our lifewas lack of such intimacy.
I jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door.
I was afraid any delay would make me change my decision.
I walked upstairs.
Dew opened the door.
I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I won t divorce.
I m serious.
She looked at me, astonished.
The she touched my forehead. You got no fever.
She said.
I moved her hand off my head.
Sorry, Dew, I said, I can only say sorry to you, I won t divorce.
My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn t value the details of life, not because we didn t love each other any more.
Now I understand that since I carried her into the home, she gave birth to our child, I am supposedtohold her until I am old.
So I have to say sorry to you.
Dew seemed to suddenly wake up.
She gave me a loud slap and thenslammedthe door and burst into cry.
I walked downstairs and drove to the office.
When I passed the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet for mywife which was her favorite.
The salesgirl asked me to write thegreeting words on the card.
I smiled and wrote, I ll carry you outevery morning until we are old.
Tuesday, January 04, 2005
rainy day again
2day also a rainy day but at least nt as heavy as few days ago...
woke up as usual then went to sch.
nothin much loh...
doin SA nearly boil my temp...
went to je to hav lunch as didnt really eat durin break time as we bz doin SA.
siao la ah pig..
bought for the lunch for $12...
EXPENSIVE!
went to snow city...
FUN!!!
like last time went there...
play wif snow...
then threw the snow to each others...
then also fell dwn bcoz to slippery...
PAIN!!!!
tt really made me 4get tons of stress n troubles..
thanks ah pig...
went to hav ice cream...
we siao rite?? hahaa...
tis ice cream a bit different frm other icecream we saw in the market..
tis ice cream was like small balls...
ahaa..
nice la..
went to IMM..
then bought the floor cleaner.. my mum wan it..
intended to buy bags...
but no time for me...
haaa..
went to eat LJS
wah.. super full...
went hm ard 8.pm..
watched tv n online to settle the SA prob...
talked to huiying for SA..
hahaa..
we talked for 1hr++
tt LONG!
intended to hav sean's pic by 2nite..
but..
file too big...
tml then able to hav it..
wah..
i wan to c.....
hehee....
woke up as usual then went to sch.
nothin much loh...
doin SA nearly boil my temp...
went to je to hav lunch as didnt really eat durin break time as we bz doin SA.
siao la ah pig..
bought for the lunch for $12...
EXPENSIVE!
went to snow city...
FUN!!!
like last time went there...
play wif snow...
then threw the snow to each others...
then also fell dwn bcoz to slippery...
PAIN!!!!
tt really made me 4get tons of stress n troubles..
thanks ah pig...
went to hav ice cream...
we siao rite?? hahaa...
tis ice cream a bit different frm other icecream we saw in the market..
tis ice cream was like small balls...
ahaa..
nice la..
went to IMM..
then bought the floor cleaner.. my mum wan it..
intended to buy bags...
but no time for me...
haaa..
went to eat LJS
wah.. super full...
went hm ard 8.pm..
watched tv n online to settle the SA prob...
talked to huiying for SA..
hahaa..
we talked for 1hr++
tt LONG!
intended to hav sean's pic by 2nite..
but..
file too big...
tml then able to hav it..
wah..
i wan to c.....
hehee....
Monday, January 03, 2005
finally
9.20pm.
sms frm vio.
her mum off her hp..
wah...
no wonder la...
made me angry for nothin....
haaa...
sms frm vio.
her mum off her hp..
wah...
no wonder la...
made me angry for nothin....
haaa...
woke up 7.30am as ah pig said wanna goin to hav breakfast outside.
then tinkin tt whether he really woke up anot if nt i at least able to take some nap.
but he really call..
hahaa...
surprise me n quite happy la..
drove to market near to np there to hav breakfast.
saw many kawaii kids went to kindergarten then also saw many parents followed their kids ard..
then realised tt 2day was the 1st day kids goin to sch.
had breakfast then went all the way to sch.
met huiying at square but she didnt turn up..
called her but she didnt reply.
wah..
really scared me loh...
finally she came sia...
then realised tt she said she couldn reach her bag to get the hp.
hahaa...
attended SA lesson...
bored as usual...
SA prac lesson..
siao la..
didnt ask us to do the assignment but asked us to do the tutorial.
very scared didnt hav the time to do it on time.
break time wat we had for lunch was a bottle of yogurt.
wah...
so sour...
didnt noe how come seb n huiying had tt so much.
went for ECAD lesson..
wah..
fell aslp sia...
then my booklet didnt hav a complete set of lect 5..
worse stil didnt hav lect 6!!!!
wah lao...
went to library to do SA..
seb went out wif ivan while seng kee had lesson..!!!
wat sia...
only huiying n me doin the intro..
intro gt lots of things nded to do!!!
we only manage to do the "who", "what","why"...
die loh...
in the library until 5+ goin to 6.
we were tinkin real hard wat to write... argh....
we were super hungry....
then quickly pack our bags n went to buy food to eat...
vio sms me tt after i finished my proj called her..
but she didnt pick up the phone.
then she off it!
argh!!!!
vio, if u tink tt switchin off can solve ur prob, y u stil ask me to call u??
i thought after my proj can meet u yet u didnt bother to ans my call.
i m very stress on my proj so u also dun giv me the stress abt ur stuffs.
i dun mind listenin but pls, pick up my call n nt SWITCH IT OFF!!!
sms u yet u dun even reply me.
then wat u wan me to do??
wait for u to call me??
then if tt the case i tink until nw i stil haven reached hm!
u make me angry n also worry for u...
haiz!
then tinkin tt whether he really woke up anot if nt i at least able to take some nap.
but he really call..
hahaa...
surprise me n quite happy la..
drove to market near to np there to hav breakfast.
saw many kawaii kids went to kindergarten then also saw many parents followed their kids ard..
then realised tt 2day was the 1st day kids goin to sch.
had breakfast then went all the way to sch.
met huiying at square but she didnt turn up..
called her but she didnt reply.
wah..
really scared me loh...
finally she came sia...
then realised tt she said she couldn reach her bag to get the hp.
hahaa...
attended SA lesson...
bored as usual...
SA prac lesson..
siao la..
didnt ask us to do the assignment but asked us to do the tutorial.
very scared didnt hav the time to do it on time.
break time wat we had for lunch was a bottle of yogurt.
wah...
so sour...
didnt noe how come seb n huiying had tt so much.
went for ECAD lesson..
wah..
fell aslp sia...
then my booklet didnt hav a complete set of lect 5..
worse stil didnt hav lect 6!!!!
wah lao...
went to library to do SA..
seb went out wif ivan while seng kee had lesson..!!!
wat sia...
only huiying n me doin the intro..
intro gt lots of things nded to do!!!
we only manage to do the "who", "what","why"...
die loh...
in the library until 5+ goin to 6.
we were tinkin real hard wat to write... argh....
we were super hungry....
then quickly pack our bags n went to buy food to eat...
vio sms me tt after i finished my proj called her..
but she didnt pick up the phone.
then she off it!
argh!!!!
vio, if u tink tt switchin off can solve ur prob, y u stil ask me to call u??
i thought after my proj can meet u yet u didnt bother to ans my call.
i m very stress on my proj so u also dun giv me the stress abt ur stuffs.
i dun mind listenin but pls, pick up my call n nt SWITCH IT OFF!!!
sms u yet u dun even reply me.
then wat u wan me to do??
wait for u to call me??
then if tt the case i tink until nw i stil haven reached hm!
u make me angry n also worry for u...
haiz!
Sunday, January 02, 2005
havin some pic...
hehee... havin joey's pic le..
nice n clear!!!
jz nw accidentally misplaced 1 most impt pic folders..!!
wah..
kept on searchin..
yet couldnt find sia...
feelin sad but luckily found it...
huiying said she didnt noe wat to say abt me..
haaa...
if really couldnt find it..
i tink i nd to ask frm ah pig le...
then also deleted some pic folders..
tinkin tt these didnt seem giv me any happy memories...
so deleted w/o tinkin much.
happy to collect more pic...
then for those i deleted..
jz only hope tt i dun delete anymore pic le...
weather stil cold...
cold until no nd to switch on fan...
cold until i wan some warmth...
nice n clear!!!
jz nw accidentally misplaced 1 most impt pic folders..!!
wah..
kept on searchin..
yet couldnt find sia...
feelin sad but luckily found it...
huiying said she didnt noe wat to say abt me..
haaa...
if really couldnt find it..
i tink i nd to ask frm ah pig le...
then also deleted some pic folders..
tinkin tt these didnt seem giv me any happy memories...
so deleted w/o tinkin much.
happy to collect more pic...
then for those i deleted..
jz only hope tt i dun delete anymore pic le...
weather stil cold...
cold until no nd to switch on fan...
cold until i wan some warmth...
RAININ DAY!!!!
really cant stand the cold frm the cold weather!!!
it rained since yest until nw!!!
prayin hard frm tml onwards dun rain...
or my bao bei wil kanna "fever"
woke up 10+
then didnt do hsewk as my sis would help.
then went to market wif my bro n mum.
then bought some clothes for chinese new yr.
tt time it stil rainin...
brought my bro to barber shop to hav a hair cut.
nothin to do at there also.
bored la..
rainin the whole day...
wan to go out also cant...
haiz...
it rained since yest until nw!!!
prayin hard frm tml onwards dun rain...
or my bao bei wil kanna "fever"
woke up 10+
then didnt do hsewk as my sis would help.
then went to market wif my bro n mum.
then bought some clothes for chinese new yr.
tt time it stil rainin...
brought my bro to barber shop to hav a hair cut.
nothin to do at there also.
bored la..
rainin the whole day...
wan to go out also cant...
haiz...
Resolution of the year 2005
I hav lots n lots of resolutions for tis yrs. These days didnt hav the time to tink abt it. So spend the time when i was stil at hm n tink abt it. Dunno whether really able to come true anot.
Studies
- To score gd results for the whole sem no matter wat.
- To study every wkends for all the modules.
- To understand more abt the modules which i was study.
Friends
- To listen to other ppl's advises b4 doin anythin.
- To understand frens more.
- To tink of frens more.
- To giv them the support.
- To acc them wheneve they nd me.
Family
- To tidy up rm whenever it starts to mess up.
- To understand my family more.
- To try to help up hsewk
- To respect them more.
- To listen their advises more
Myself
- To control my temper.
- To control my tears.
- To control my emotion.
- To tink +ve all the time.
- To study hard.
- To spend time to care some1 but i tink there's isnt hav the time.
- To tink of some1 whenever i hav the time.
- To acc some1 if i hav the time for me to spare.
World
- Wish every1 in the world r havin peace.
- NO war allow!
- Wish tt ppl suffer for the natural disaster(killer wave) wil try to 4get abt it n tink more for future.
for the moment are these.... but really hope tt these wil come true w/o any doubts...
Saturday, January 01, 2005
tried day even didnt do anythin.
woke up at 10+ n started doin my hsewk.
early in the mornin alrdy rained.
felt super sian when i saw tt.
sms to ah pig then realised tt he was stil slpin.. omg!!!
then didnt bother to call him until abt 2+pm.
wah lao... he didnt pick up.
then also tinkin tt outin would b cancel n went out of my mum.
few min later he called.
wah..
ended up met him 3pm.
went to causeway pt to watch "Meet the fockers"
quite a unique show... hahaa...
then had my dinner at food court.
ah pig gt call frm sikai then bought food for him.
he workin ard there.
civil center if nt wrong.
then wah lao...
tt place super noisy...
ah pig went in while i was outside.
couldnt stand the noise...
then didnt noe y out of sudden i was yawnin n very tired.
wat happened??
took mrt back.
tired until i didnt feel wan to talk at all.
walked back hm...
wah.... jz super tired...
nw i tink i better go n slp le..
tired until dunno wat to do...
early in the mornin alrdy rained.
felt super sian when i saw tt.
sms to ah pig then realised tt he was stil slpin.. omg!!!
then didnt bother to call him until abt 2+pm.
wah lao... he didnt pick up.
then also tinkin tt outin would b cancel n went out of my mum.
few min later he called.
wah..
ended up met him 3pm.
went to causeway pt to watch "Meet the fockers"
quite a unique show... hahaa...
then had my dinner at food court.
ah pig gt call frm sikai then bought food for him.
he workin ard there.
civil center if nt wrong.
then wah lao...
tt place super noisy...
ah pig went in while i was outside.
couldnt stand the noise...
then didnt noe y out of sudden i was yawnin n very tired.
wat happened??
took mrt back.
tired until i didnt feel wan to talk at all.
walked back hm...
wah.... jz super tired...
nw i tink i better go n slp le..
tired until dunno wat to do...
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