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wonderful days

Getting jealous is not good. That where i learnt when my friend is having a boyfriend.

-thurs-

couldn rem... only rem tt i kept on chatin wif janis n violice... violice seemed easily got angry... well, bcoz janis n i kept on talkin abt janis's bf... tis 2 cute n funny couple... really didnt noe wat to say to them...

had a change of date n time for my viva.... well, second marker(my ECAD tutor), wanted to change... didnt noe wat the reason for tt...

-fri-

we were like a great actor n actresses!! jz like tt we went to cine to hav our dinner!! yeah... took some pic for tt....


qiu yue.nesy.meiling




scare kanna shot...

a great nice dinner wif them.... we all had a v v v full dinner at the yuki in cine! had neoprint after tt... haha... gt pose 1...

went to herren to let our stomach hav some exercise. nothin much to look at as most of the shops were closed n also we were v tired!

after sending brn n meiling to the bus stop(they didnt noe where to take), we walked thur taka n to 7-11 to buy drinks... we were v thirsty...

had a same bus as qiu yue... she told me abt the accident she met.... well, she really too closed wif the guys.. haha... jz too bad tt she was nt a guy... n also her parents like gettin used to it.. a great chats wif her!

reached hm ard 11pm... TIRED!


-sat-
omg... i really didnt noe whether tt was a dream or real........ in the middle of the nite, i felt i was awake but, my body seemed get harden, eyes couldn open, couldn talk!!!! however, i felt sparkes of light.... GEEE!@!!!! the moment i able to open my mouth, i chantin n also my heart really beated FAST! wah lao... was tt a dream??? or real? wah lao.. i really scared....

6.30am, alarm woke me up... didnt really wan to wake up so sms lihong whether goin for a run... haha.. she wanted.. so forced myself wakin up... n also kept on tinkin whether was a dream... but my feelin was... it was nt a dream...

went to meet lihong in bukit batok interchange n took 945 to bukit gomak stadium.... told her abt tis... well, only hoped tt it was nt tt "thing" *prayin hard* followed me hm!!! NO! we had a short run... really short... 8 rounds... only 1 round was running... haha.. we didnt even want to do it but bcoz of nafra.... haha... we decided to train ourselves once a week...

had breakfast after tt... then we went straight to take 160 to marina... we were wearin t-shirt n shorts... so ppl, could u able to imagine... ppl who walked past us kept on lookin at us?? lolz... we went to the shop which sold chocolate as she wanted to buy for her supervisor(industry)... haha.. we were in the shop for ard 1hr sia.... scary? lolz... bcoz she didnt noe which 1 she shld buy for them.. haha... in toilet.... i really bo liao... took pic in there bcoz gt a big mirror! haha... took mrt hm bcoz after tt i stil goin to meet violice at 3pm... when reached hm, it was alrdy 2pm... in the train, we took pic... didnt care whether gt ppl lookin at us anot... haha...

changed time wif violice as i really couldnt make it on time. but ended up i reached there 1st.. haha... took pic in bus... well, i looked fierce....

met up wif her... went to far east... saw a emily wallet... violice thought of janis... so we bought it as her belated birthday present.... tt auntie... wah lao... kept on sayin she cut the price le... made us quite angry but didnt hav the choice, bought the wallet n called janis where she was... it took us some time for us to find her. thought tt she was only wif her fren but.... his bf also at there... made us v sian... so passed her the present n went off... then we kept on sayin y her bf was there... haha... but i knew was tt janis would goin to her bf's hse to celebrate her bf's dad's bday.. haha... they 2 wore pink... which in the past goin out wif her she always wore purple or black... a big change... but she kept on sayin she didnt... aiyo..

wonderin ard the place... went to cine to watch movie but too bad.. didnt hav the movie i wanted to watch.... violice v siao, kept on tinkin of watchin "the maid". then i told her abt my mornin "dream" gee... she also shocked abt tt... asked me to go to temple there to pray pray..

since couldn watch movie, we went to take neoprint.... tt was almost part of the event if we went to cine.

wonderin time, we had a same thought... we both missed the time wif janis... n we really gt jealous when she gt a bf.... bcoz she totally didnt hav time for us... knowin tt she gt more fren than us, her time would b more packed than usual.... for us, fren didnt really hav a lot so only wished tt the closest fren would go out often... then i said, i believed tt taxi uncle said(the time when met janis n tt guy in wm, coffee bean), we were les... hahaa.....

went to the toilet(4gt which 1).. suddenly talked abt my prob... jz out of sudden, i cried... jz out of control... i really shocked for my action.... i hate tt... i changed... i wanted to go back... but, if goin back, i would b like the beginnin of janis, didnt care to the person who shld get concerned... haiz... however, she said tt she liked my changes bcoz i became more open n nt kept things in my mind.

had tonic dinner in lucky plaza... she said tt i seemed didnt hav lots of blood in my body... i looked pale.... i kept havin dizzy feelin nowadays.... like easily fainted.... omg... we shared the food as both of us believed tt we couldnt finished it. true enough, we didnt even able to finish the rice... stil left wif 1/4 of rice... haha...

intended to go to new asia bar... suay enough, b4 goin to there, we alrdy stopped in the 1st level. they thought us.. or rather thought violice was under 18(bcoz tt time i wearin so called "formal"). asked her to take out her ic... went confirmed we were aboce 18, then nxt stop was the entance fee... we didnt noe gt tis!! each of us nded to pay $20... we were so blur so didnt wan to go in le... was like, when did tis started?? haiz... wasted tt didnt manage to go in... sian 1/2 as we wnet to city hall bcoz of tis... after askin janis(she been there last wk) n she said tt didnt hav tt last time. while stil tinkin, we saw fireworks! a short 1.... but nice...

took train back... we were sian n tired.... then we stopped at je n went to entertainment to hav our chat... haha.. violice v funny.. she saw a red string on the table... so we change table... then she told me tt we sld nv ever pick up red packet or string on the floor/ground/ anywhere as these meant the so called marriage wif the "other world". they would followed tt person hm n d "those thing" n so called "haunted" them to get marry... well, no logic.. so didnt noe gt tis thing anot. but better nt to try...

had a chat abt palm readin... sian la... i nearly cried again... violice really a great consultant... she somehow able to understand my feelin..

11.20+pm.. thought gt last bus but...... the last bus was 11pm... -.-" so we took cab hm... she stil wanted to send me hm 1st then she went hm.... so was really a nice "gf" for tt day...

ah pig called.. n worried... he was abt to reach my hse le but i told him tt i reached hm le.. so he walked back hm... way of talkin had changed better... nt like few days ago... way of talkin seemed i had attitdue prob like goin to change back to my past...

didnt tell him anythin abt my "dream" as i didnt wan any1 to get worry abt me... n also didnt wan him to noe wat violice n i were chatin abt... haiz.. i didnt noe wat to do.


-sun-
had a gd slp... didnt seem havin any dream or wat... prayin hard nt only for tt nite.... every nite had a peacful 1 would b gd le...

slept until 10+am n ard 12+pm went to market to buy ingredient for tt day meal(helped my mum to buy, i didnt noe how to cook). 1+ doin hsework. 1.45pm went to fetch my bro. 2+pm watched the recorded anime. 5+pm online until nw. nothin much as i didnt go out... didnt manage to go out wif violice bcoz of these... sorry...

bored day n didnt do my viva presentation slides... sian..

v gd! bo wen didnt come!!!

lie to people is equal to lie to yourself.

early in the mornin didnt c bo wen n believed somethin came true... after opened the door of the training rm, qiu yue told me a gd news! yeah.... bo wen really didnt come!! happy sia! my ears finally able to hav some peace... a real PEACE!

well, he didnt seem like a gd liar... said tt he didnt do houseworks tis n tt... nw even his mentor n YC didnt really believe wat he said le.. didnt care him much! alwasy said his god sis n him.. wah lao...!! really faint loh.... heard his talkin made ppl sian...

5 ppl intended didn wan bo wen to go for fri... yeah... so we planned wat we shld do on tt day in order to prevent him to go. we decided to go to cine there to hav our dinner... haha... 1st time havin a real dinner wif them...

YEAH! janis(yu qian) finally gt her a bf... haha... tt guy loh... she intro 1.. lolz! funny sia... tt really too sudeen.... then violice n i were suayin her in msn.. haha... but we stil gav her lots of advises!! wah.. tt guy really scary... didnt really noe yu qian dared to ask her to go to his hse to play PS2(in his rm)... he really tired of livin ah? lolz... nw left wif violice.... really hoped tt she quickly find 1.... then in msn.. i also talked abt my past.... real past... a relationship wif no feelin... haha... well, nw i really didnt wan to put in 100% in it... or made me hurt more... it true... really true... was like, easily depended on him... i didnt wan! made me suffer a lot... so, in order to reduce the hurtin feelin, i didnt tink of him much. better ya? lolz...

had msn frm irwan n sms frm joey abt watchin movie.. hiaz.... i believed tt i really would b able to hav a late event.. haha.. sorry again.. didnt make it again... haiz... didnt noe when i would really b more free? lolz.. too bad tt i looked like kid... REAL KID! so my mum didnt really wan me to stay out late...

tis fri n sat was fully booked... at least i would b bz! lolz... i like tt.. i hate to b lonely!!! die... wat happened to me? i really change... sian la....

long long long time didnt write

learnt to be give and take.

a long time didnt write... also cant rem where n when i had stopped my journey....

-tues-
had mac for lnuch! tt was our 1st time had delivery order to company! well, everythin worked well.... then saw the delibery van.. wow! didnt believe tt it was so big.. the food we ordered were in the box... seemed like some1 was kanna fired like tt... haha... we let bo wen to do tt... every1 in the company(canteen) looked at us liked aliens.. bcoz we ordered food frm outisde.. even our supervisor also saw it.. we were sooooo paiseh!

didnt noe y gt extra mac spicy chicken.... so we gav to kelvin(the cute cute uncle) then ben said tt it was frm qiu yue... haha... we were laughed like siao...


-wed-
ANGRY DAY!!
i really hate bo wen a lot!
he asked supervisor a lot abt his report then his 1 nded to redo... then he told me tt i even changed the company's name also no used n tis n tt! well, i didnt care much loh.. so i quickly told nesy n meiling at material dept(training rm was havin trainin n qiu yue was takin half day off). every1 was shocked abt it... then we were like havin meetin(w/o bo wen) until qiu yue came... she helped us to order long john sliver... tis time didnt hav a lot of ppl looking at us... suay for qiu yue... tt taxi uncle really jialat... didnt noe the way stil dared to talk soo loud.... aiyoo...

went to find supervisor. didnt tell bo wen at all... n he said was totally different frm bo wen! !@#$ he really made us damn mad!!!

then when we went back to the container... he said tt we wanted to take time off to go to sch to hand inthe report... so tt meant tt he alrdy printed the report frm the company... then something weird.. he finished amending the report???? so fast??? so we concluded tt he didnt even care much to delete away his fine report...

went back to trainin rm... ben n i were tinkin how he managed to send his report to another comp... so we tracked his comp... sadto say. we didnt find.. then nesy came n said.... tis icons were ablr to open.. huh!!?? tt wat ben n i reacted.. true enough. it able to open... then........ we saw his report..... for acknowlegement.. tt was wat he wrote:

And special thanks to: Qiu Yue, Nesy, Jing Xi, Mei Ling and Benjamin
I would most sincerely thank, Qiu Yue for her assurances when I pointed out uncertainties of the methods I use;
Nesy for her rather helpful and interesting criticisms;
Jing Xi for her acknowledgement of my work which ensured more trust within me for others;
Thanks a lot to Mei Ling for her friendliness;
And finally, Benjamin for some trust he shown by seeking my opinions.

in the beginnin i didnt realised anythin abt it.... jz noticed nesy's part..

went hm, had installed the conference software n had a chat wif qiu yue n ben... they said tt i was kanna v badly.. so i reread again... WAH!!!! i didnt use any of his ideas loh.... he said me like tt...... !@#$

it was the 1st time kanna backstab.... tt really hurt n deep a lot!!! treated him as fren.. a close fren but it was like tt... hiaz!

-thurs-
didnt talk to bo wen for more than 5 sentences... bcoz i was totally no mood... then he was kanna "scolded" by me... he wanted to read my report then i told him tt i didnt wan any1 to look at my report. he said tt he alrdy handed in so was alrite but i insisted to say tt i didnt wan any1 to c...

every1 started to talk a little as possible... didnt wan to talk to him at all!!!

d report... wah... ended up playin maplestory... then 5+am then slept... printer hanged bcoz i printed 2 sets... so 8+ i restarted n printed...

-fri-
went to my neighbourhood there to bind.. wah! 1 for 2.50... EX sia...

then also saw a dead cat.... lyin on the grass.... with covered lots of red ants on it body..... YUCK!
then also tt day was the 1st day of seventh mth.

went to sch.... met up wif ben n meiling.. wah meiling went to company to take his thumbdrive which she left in the company. all her works were in the thumbdrive.. she in sch ard 7+ n continued editin the parts...

11+ we then went to canteen 2 the shop there to print.. wah.. so many ppl sia!! ard 11.45am then finished printin....

ended up didnt manage to hand in on time.... 1+ then finished printin n handed in...

had lunch wif them + nesy at the alumni.. wow.. didnt noe there gt resturant...

called to company abt tt we didn make it to company to work... then i said "is there trainin rm?" the reply was, "no, is swimmin pool..." wah.. i said worry n off le...

asked ben to called.... tis time change to changi prison... haha... nesy n meiling concluded tt it was WEE who d it.

called to supvisor as confirmed tt it was company line... told him abt it....

went to SIM for a walk... a air-con buildin sia!

then walked wif nesy to take bus to clementi to wait for time to pass... chat wif her.. haha... we would like chat frm 1 topic to another topic!!! really funny sia...

thanks for her.. or my time really v difficult to pass...

met up wif the class... well, nt all of them came..

in to sizzler... wah... made me damn mad!

the manager, jasmine wong said tt every1 must hav a meal.... so didnt allow us to share which didnt say b4 we ordered the food... wah liao... ended up we stil nded to but 2 salad bar for tt... !@#$% my mood was damn mad.... mayb seemed childish... but gt put into the customer's shoes anot???? ppl couldn finish y stil forced ppl to buy????? i believed tt 1 or 2 of them thought it was a childish way... but i believed, when tis occurred to them, they sure would do the same things.

kylie they all came later. after knowing tt every1 mux buy a set, they left to kopitiam there to hav their dinner....

after tt, we went hm.. didnt wan to stay late n stil a bit angry n also v tired after waitin for the time to come.


-sat n sun-
went out wif violice to watch fireworks.. didnt mange to capture a gd 1 as tis time the firworks located at different area. sian.. n met up wif yu qian n her fren after tt.... had a drink at there... couldn believe tt i drank 1.5 glasses of beer... headaches but didnt really blushed.. yu qian kanna gt a guy.. talked abt him.. haha.. seemed like he really nt bad...

played maplestory until 5+ then stop... inside gt a gal.. wow... 11 yrs old but she was in lvl 30+++ le.. made me damn lose face.... n she helpe me to earn exp pts.. didnt slp... suay la... ah pig called n went to jog... didnt jog long i was v tired bcoz didnt slp... so bought some food n went to his hse to eat... played comp game until fell aslp on his desk until 9+am.

went out wif my mum... wah... my cousin... haha.. talked abt bgr frm the time i reached hm until she left in orchard.. haha... seemed like she was really a "pro" in tis... n thought to myself, "will i do tt?" a bit doubt for tt...

in toa payoh library felt aslp... wah... i was like went where slp where like tt....

lookin for watch at orchard the 25hours.. but didnt buy in the end bczo my mum didnt wan the watch le.. *sob sob*

went to toa payoh again to look for my bro's shoes... ended up able to find 1...

went hm... v tired!!!


-mon-
met up wif violice to watch "bewitched" haa... nice show but in there didnt hav lots of magical stuffs goin on...

then met yu qian... haha... she was the 1 who askin us to reach wm late... so we had dinner at KFC in causeway pt..

then she hurried us up.. wah... so we took taxi.. haha.. tt taxi driver v v v funny!! said diddnt noe how to say chinese but he able loh... then talked lots of funny stuffs... n said tt we were les... haha.... funny sia...

reached wm... then saw tt guy.. nt bad la... stil noe how to jokes wif us.... so we wanted them to b alone loh so went to waston... but i really wanted to buy somethin mah... then we saw she was alone n thought tt tt huy left le... then we said.. aiyo y like tt.... haha.. then she asked me to look for the purse then i accidentally knocked some1... then violice told me tt behind us was tt guy! wah..... violice was soooooooo blushed for tt n kept on wanted to run away.. haha...

then we told them tt we gt somethin on so nded to go hm early... knowin tt yu qian was mad bcoz she waited for us ended up we left them...

we went to buy drinks n waited.... to our surprised, they left.. so we went to interchange there to c whether they were at there anot.. true enough, they were at there talkin.. haha.. tt guy even sent her hm sia!

had conference after reached hm... haa.. talked mostly abt tt guy.... well, hoped tt his bad behaviours would change...


-tues-
happy national day singapore!!
didnt go out wif the class for fireworks... well, v tired of goin out but wish some1 would acc me.. haiz... didnt hav any luck n also... didnt noe wat the reason.. i cried... it was so sudden.... die la... i really had somethin wrong....

totally no mood..... haiz.... n also didnt go out or do my presentation slide... sian la!!!

nothin.. cant tink wat to write

Don't ever treat friendship as part of ur business trading. This will make people hate you more.

-sat-
had a call frm my cousin abt the NDP preview tickets! wasted la.. bcoz we gt 3 ppl... impossible havin 2 tickets.. haiz...

met up wif huiying n seb but i met huiying earlier 4 our dinner. had a great chat while onthe way to city hall. nearly we missed our stop.. haha... so many ppl i could say.. then we saw grps n grps of ppl ard it.. haha.. we were like... "how come like tt ah?" even saw police... well, every1 was intend to watch fireworks n the NDP review.

saw airplanes... it was damn loud.... we didnt able to hear wat each other was sayin!

after tt went to find place to sit dwn to wait for firework... saw some ppl walked off frm the steps so we sat at there... saw some malay ppl sittin in front of us... then somethin gav us the attention.. e green balloon... tt malay gal tied the green floating ballon on her wrist... we were like... couldn c the front view... so we cursed tt balloon to fly away.. i kept on askin whether gt pin... haha...

b4 the fireworks... tt green balloon flew away... our wish jz came true!!! haha...

fireworks were v v v nice! i like it.. jz too bad la.. didnt hav the time to take the video.... nxt wk goin if gt? lolz... i jz luv it so much.

goin hm time... MRT was SUPER CROWDED!!! they huiying said... if gt bomb at there.. haha.. all would jz lay on the floor liao.. or even couldn find the bodies.. haha... so seb suggested to walk to PS there to take bus... haha.. her suggestion was super gd! was like.... v few ppl walkin there.. we stil able to c the new SMU n cool air blowin us... SMU.. i really didnt noe y theu build there... was like... didnt hav any barriers... walked across the rd gt another SMU... jz different dept...

reached the bus stop, said gd bye to seb... then after a while huiying took 190 went hm le.. we me?? waited waited n waited.... 174 really took it own sweet time comin.. haha... so sms ah pig whether he alrdy off his work anot... well jz too bad. he stil nded to work.

reached hm ard 9+pm... mum was nt at hm.. so d my report until 1+ n went to slp.


-sun-
heard frm my bro tt my mum reached hm at 7+ -8+am haiz.. well, no matter wat i said she didnt wan to listen so didnt bother to say so much abt it le.

went to BP there for my mum n dad's advance birthday celebration. went to the sakura family resturant... asked them to order the food while my sis n i shared the amt tt nded to spend.

nt bad la the food... then walked passed the pet shop.. my mum didnt allow me to buy hamster.. haiz.. then my bro wanted to buy the maplestory meso prepaid card... told my mum nt to buy for him.. haiz.. but she jz let him to buy.. sian 1/2 loh.

went to wm after tt... tis part i hated most.. was like my mum like wanted to buy then didnt wan to buy... we walked donno how many time ard the tv area le!! haiz.. but ended up gt la... my living rm tv totally spoilt le.. haha... tis mornin..

tues the new tv will be deliver to my hse.... hope everythin wil b fine!

-mon-
stupid bo wen... sms me tt he would nt comin bcoz of the drink his mum wanted him to drink(fri). then his stomach upset until sunday if nt wrong.. then mon he was ok le but didnt wan to go to work... wah lao.... then he even said wanted to take 2 days off loh.. !@#$% he v wat loh...

day w/o him really v peaceful! haha... then we were like all the way talkin bad abt him.... acknowledgement would nt add his BIG NAME in le. he was like.... haiz... nw hate him more n more... n nw was like... every1 hate him le.... he d somethin he sld nt b doin n tt was the e-mail he sent to soo mee...

went to material the wee's rm to continue our chatin.. hhaa.. bcoz trainin rm would b used for trainin the SAP... so we were "kicked out" frm there.. haha...

wee told us a lot of things... these were belong to part of my learnin experience for my report...

nothin much to update le... didnt hav time to do my report le... ARH...