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261205
Slept until noon and ended up all the houseworks were done by my dad.Had a wash up and went to watch tv. Watched until 4.30pm and it time forus to go to Harbourfront there to meet up my mum.

Had a lunch which made by my brother... Had a fired rice. That was the 1sttime he made lunch for me. =)

Reached Harbourfront, walked around the place and had Mac. My bro saw thecomputer... And he was like... Saw his heaven!! He rushed all the way tothere and played. He had a long time did not surf net.

Mum called and we went to fetch her. Saw her.. OMG! She bought a chair.We were like... -.-"" That kind of look.

Nothing much, only my dear brother kept on making us laugh as he kept on..Hmm.... Let you all guess... A smell which made people faint.. haha...

Did not manage to ask my parents to go to Jurong East Entertainment centre as my dad needed to reach home early. Reason was that Ah Xiong(Ex-AIA insurance "Seller" CUM Computer "Fixer") was back in Singaporeand intended to come over due to we could not surf net. You all would think... How come he knew that we could not surf... Reason, my dad calledfew days ago and he realised that..... He was in THAILAND!!! And my dadcalled to THERE!!! wah.... Handphone bill would sure very expensive!!!

We reached home around 8pm... Ended up he came at around 10.15pm!! Made mecould not sleep at all. I told him that should be the modem problem as Iwas able to use dial-up. He just against my observation!! OMG!... But ended up, he took off the modem and wanted to go to the HQ of the modem tocheck... See... He just did not bother to believe what I said. Made mecould not sleep at all...


27122005
Met up with Xiu Fang and Siew Peng for a movie. Ended up I was late due toneeded to have lunch at home 1st. Met up, but needed to wait until 1.30pmfor the show to start. We watched "King Kong"... So that mean that Iwatched this movie twice. Hmm...

Had a small lunch at the Food Court and walked around the place(West Mall). Funny part came, Siew Peng thought that we wanted to buysomething to eat during the show... So she called to her friends whetherthey were in West Mall and asked them to lend us their bag to contain thesnacks(We did not want to buy from the cinema). Ended up she realised that we did not want it...

Although I had watched the movie before, I still would feel that I was watching the first time like that. Hmm.... I got quite few questions aboutthis movie.

1. Why there was a long and boring starting which made people did not feel want to continue watching it.

2. Why should the Ann shouted so loudly? She did not need to which mademe very confused about it.

3. The most angry part was the producer... Although "Never give up" wasgood, his acting made me felt that this man was a selfish person. Thatat least telling me that this man was acting good.

4. The ending was.... Quite sad.... However, they did not tell us that what going on to the King Kong's body. It was not suspended anyone at all.

After the show, we walked around and we saw Jia Yan. Hmm.. We did not manage to talk a lot and we went to Mac. Chatted awhile and had our "lunch" and we went back to West Mall again. Walked around again.. haha

After that we went home...

At home, did nothing.. hahaa....

mon
nothing usual. Thought that would be going out with Huiying but due to stressing too much during the past few days, we decided not to go out.


tues
Had SS revision. I was afraid that SS Common Test would fail. I did notknow how to do for the revision paper. Let alone for the Common TestPaper. It sure too difficult for me.

After lesson, we(Huiying, Seb, Zong Hau, Chun Yap and I) took 151 to the prata shop for our lunch even though we(Huiyng and I) had our lunch athome. We ordered Banana Cheese Prata again as it tasted not bad. This timeeven Chun Yap also ordered that. Surprised? lolz.

After our lunch, we took 187 to Jurong East, IMM. Wondered around the placeand also found out a secret of my dear Seb... hahaa...

Had a long walk from IMM to Jurong East and Seb did not come along with usafter that as she was very tired.

We went to Jurong East Entertainment. It changed quite a lot especiallythere was a coffee shop at the 2nd level. Huiying and I bought the Sa-c(did not know how to spell) ice-kakang after we saw Chun Yap's ice kakang.Took pictures for that. Suay for Huiying, when she wanted to clean the lolipop, she accidentally dropped on the table. All of us looked at the sweet... looked at her... and laughed( we are evil ya?).

Took bus to Jurong Point. While waiting the bus, we played the game in themagainze which Huiying bought. We were blaming Zong Hua for asking us towait for that bus as we were waiting for more than 15min.

Reached Jurong Point, intended to see the working man who would go toarcade there to play the dacing however it was not our luck. We did notmanage to see him. So walked around the place.

Soon, everyone intended to go home. So took 174 home. Chun Yap also took174 home. During the journey, we chatted and... he missed his stop. Soended up he sent me home first.
Had a shocked from someome. Hmm....


wed
Went out with lihong...

My home internet could not use... What was going on?


Thurs
Thought of playing badminton but too bad, all the courts in school werebeen booked. Therefore we could not play. Only went to school to returnbooks. Smsed to Chun Yap about what wrongs with my connection but... Haiz.

Went to West Mall after that. Had some walk and too 177 to Bukit Panjang.

As Lihong's birthday was coming, both Huiying and I were stressing over herpresent. Finally, we bought a pouch and chocolate for her... hehee...

Huiying bought "Wonderful Life" as I kept on asking her to buy. Ended upI needed to give her $2. -.-"

Told her something which she already fell weird and kept on saying duringthe whole journey. She was shocked and kept on laughing. Haiz...

My brother called me and asked me to ask my friend who knew how to fit thecomputer to come to my house... WAH!!!! Please internet... Recover as soonas possible!!!

I want to thanks Huiying for trying her best to make me happy. Thanks pal!


fri
STUPID internet...!!! I made the courage to call to singnet for the reasons for me not logging into the internet and ended up spending all mytime waiting and create connection which unable to work. My head was havingpain!!! ARGH!!!!

Sat (Christmas Eve)Thought it would be a wonderful christmas but I was wronged. Had my 1stmid-night movie in Singapore. Watched King Kong which lasted for 3hrs!Although was a long movie and really BORING in the beginning, over allwas quite all right. received a cute earrings from Ah Pig... lolz!

Sun (Christmas)Had a so called "chalet" and slept until 3+pm. Had a so called lunch cumdinner at there and played ping-pong until 8pm.

Reached home and got ready to meet up with Violice and her Secondary schoolfriend. Waited for them at the bus stop near my house and took cab to MOS.

Hahaa... Could not believe that I would go there? Yeah... Violice asked meand my mother was not in Singapore. So, went there would be my first and would be my last.

Reached there, Wow... So many people quening up. By the way, MOS stands for"Ministry of Sound". Did not have a free entrance so needed to pay for $25.OMG! That really expensive!!!

Went in... OMG again, lots of smokes.. -.-" Really hate these! Then we werelike so lost!! We stood at the same position for 15 minutes and finally violice's secondary friend's friends came and we walked around the place.

Well, all I could say was that it was so crowded!!!! HATE!

Ordered drink... Voka Coke... OMG again... It did not taste like coke butmore to voka. Haiz!! I only drank half the glass and I was like... giddy!

I could not stand straight, needed violice to guide me along. Should be because that I was having an empty stomach. That why I was easily drunk.

Went to dance, OMG again!!! the dance floor was soooo crowded.... However,I started to feel much better(my giddy).

At there, 2 guys asked violice's secondary school friend to dance.. haha!!We were like kept on disturbing her. OPPS...

Around 12.55pm, we left the place. It was like... FINALLY!!!

Conclusion for violice and me, never ever go to those places. Hmm... We didnot used to coming to these places and both of us got "cerfew"<-(not surether spelling).

By the way, I could not online for these weeks as my modem is having some problems I able to update is because I am using dial up. So, if want to find me, please sms me. Thanks!

Monday Relax

After a "long" depression... Finally I had a chance to have a swim!!! Huiying did not like to have water sport, so ended up only Li Hong and I were intended to go for a swim. She smsed me whethe I was free. Since I was so bored, agreed with her!!!

Met her at 5pm at Bukit Batok Swimming Complex. All the time we were in the ja-ku-zinc (I don't know how to spell). We did not bother to take any swim.... From 5.10pm until 7.30pm... We just occupied that place... So lucky that there was not a lot of people.

Walked all the way to West Mall... Had Burger King... walked around the place... and went home... For all the time with her, I did not feel lonely at all... But for the moment she left, I found out that I was back to my OWN world.

Had dinner again at home. Had a bad news from my mum about my dad... I really hope that everything will go on smoothly... I have been thinking, why people do not care or think about others yet care something which do not have any feeling on it. If everyone can think that way, I believe that this world will be much peaceful.

i m nt a strong person

lots and lots of things happened just in a week!
I hate a lot for this week. do not ask me why.

mon
it was like, both huiying and i were trying our best to complete the IC assignment as soon as possible. However, god was not with us, only gave us lots of problems. Codings were all over the different forms which made us headaches!! Stayed in school until 7+pm. at that time, I was so hungry until I was going to faint sooner or later.

tues
had a chance changing seats during SS lecture. well, nothing special. just went to canteen 4 for our lunch. we went there seemed like only had two choice. it was either western or japanese food. Although it was like that, we still liked to go there to have our lunch. =)

stayed in school for the IC assignment. Continued to stay in school for 7+pm. Although we were very tired, we still hoped that we were able to complete it by wed.

met up wif Ah Pig.... Had dinner at KFC with him. After that, met up with violice and janis as they were talking about the sex stuffs.... Asked me to judge for them =.=". Had pizza at pizza hut. After that, had dinner at home. FAINT!! 3 dinners for 1 night....

wed
We didnt manage to meet up early in the morning as we were dead tired after the stress during the two days in school.
SS practical was a ended quite early. In additional that I did not need to bring laptop( Hui Ying was bringing). opps... =p We continued doing the IC assignment. This time round, we did not stay as late as before. Around 7.10pm we left the school. Before leaving, both huiying and i were quite angry with someone.... He wanted to get some codings from us yet end up he asked us to shut up. *faint* We did not bother him and walked off.


Thurs
We reached school around 2pm and... got call from that someone. He asked me whether I had finished writing the report. *faint* Reached school, we realised that his group had done the "Friends" section. Then from that onwards, my mood changed. A BIG CHANGE! Even lihong saw me, also got scared from my appearance. None of them knew what going on to me until I told lihong. Hmm.... I felt that I had some problems in me. a BIG PROBLEM! Had a serious headache on that moment too! I had no mood in anything! Stayed in school until 10pm!!!! Something that made me mad again was when Ah Pig called and told me that the scene was shown during the 9pm show was the time when we saw when we were in Genting. -_-" I was so busy doing my work and trying to solve my things and he just laughing!?!! I off my Handphone after that. I was so serious until lihong and huiying were scared of me.

Fri
uploaded the latest assignment to the server. So glad that lydia was helping us to solve our problem!!! Thanks lydia...!! =)

the earlist lesson! The stupidest thing was that, early in the morning, I needed to see all the gross stuffs which made the whole class felt vomit.... Tutor showed us the people who getting hurt during the war... blood, wounds, illness.... if anyone saw it, 100% that they would vomit if they had a full meal before that.

went to borrow "the pianist" from libaray after then lesson. The reason for us to borrow was that this movie would be quite useful for our WISP 2nd assignment. We were touched... That indeed was a good movie. However, it was also quite gross....!! We watched until 1+pm and we headed to Bukit Timah for our lunch.

On our way to Bukit Timah(Near canteen 2), I heard someone whistlered... I did not bother to turn my head until lihong asked me to stop. From there, I realised that it was Sze Wei. Had a hi-and-bye to him and we continued our "journey".

We had our lunch at KFC and knew what... Irwan and xiang zhong were standing beside me. That really gave me a big surprise. From there I realised that they were having their lunch at KFC too... Not only them, Seb, joey and floyd were at there too... Had a big wave at them but gave huiying a big misfortune. I hit her head hardly......

Had our lnuch, we took bus to Jurong point as we wanted to get some relax. We took 174. So coincidence, Chun Yap was in the bus! Had a chat until we reached JP. Funny part was that, Zong hua was also at there!!! So, he accompanied us to walk around. He was surprised to see lihong was with us. hehee....

The last stop we went to kiddy palace... Chun Yap was stucked in there as he was talking with his "girl-friends" in there... while others went home.

For my case, I needed to meet up with violice at 6pm at orchard. I knew she would late, so smsed her where she was. Indeed, she was in her office. So changed the timing to 6.30pm. I reached Herren around 6.20pm and I started to wait... and wait... and wait.... I sat on the bus stop seat... for 1hr! At that point of time, I had lost all my mood in shopping.... I blamed myself why should I waited blurry.... Called her... She did not bother to answer it.... Until 8pm. She called and asked me to go to Cine there... I was like, In a very very sian and black face.

Ended up, I needed to listen to her reason for late and I was like, why again like that. I was angry... very angry for the way she managed the time. Well, I should tell her in the beginning she was late for every meeting. This time she blamed for the traffic jam and the uncles who asked her to buy the japan peanuts in taka. haiz.... I did not say anything but felt very tired after the 1+hrs or waiting aimlessly at the bus stop.

Worse was that, after buying the things she wanted, we were like... aimlessly walking around the orchard!!!! That was our 1st time felt this kind of feeling. Both of us did not know where to go. Finally, I said went to Far East for dinner.

SUAY!!! went to the top of the far east for dinner... all the stores said they were CLOSED!!! I felt I was going to faint soon as I was too hungry. Ended up, we went to buy maggie mee at the 7-11. Before reaching 7-11, we were walking down the stairs. There got a guy walking beside us, my eyes looked straight while violice looked at that guy. Then I said "7-11 is there!!!". That guy fell and quickly walked past us... Violice was laughing at him... while my eyes only filled with food... Then stupid part was that, violice told me that, that guy should be looking at me and did not expect I said that. -.-"

Finally... my stomach would not keep on "calling" me to feed it... Then.... my mum called me and scolded me... said why until now(9pm) I still at orchard... and said if I did not want to eat, told her early... Oh-My-God. I already said that I wanted to have dinner at home. Why she still thought that I would not have dinner at home... Signz... I just let my mum nagged and quickly off my handphone. I lost all my mood!!!!

SUAY AGAIN!!! We missed the bus!!! So closed!! So we intended to walk 1 stop earlier... Waited under the tree and guessed what.... a small stick of branch hit my head REAL HARD!!! Nevermind for that... We walked nearer to the shelter.... Guess what... Violice saw something liquidly-sticky-small-whitely thing stucked on my hair... I was so scared... People who were at there should knew what going on. I was trying my best to remove that stupid thing... I was like a mad woman... Violice helped me to remove it... YUCK!!! We did not know what that....

Reached kanna scolded... I had no mood for anything. So quickly had a bath with washed 2-3 times of my hair and had my "dinner"(11+pm)...

Sat
Went to Bukit Pangjang Plaza for lunch... Omg... Total spending was $70+... Food was not nice... blah blah blah... Then went to ten mile junction.... Bought quite a lot of food.... heee... And went home after that.

Something was wrong in me. I had a very serious depression. It was like, I was crying the whole night. Reason was simple... All because of love. Faint... I wished to go back to my own... I did not know why, my mind thought a lot. It was already over the thinking from heart. I thought of my past... way from when I was a kid until now. None would understand why I felt that way. Now was not because I was not believe what he did but... I did not feel any secure from him. People tend to think that I was thinking too much. However, I had a very special feeling towards love. I easily got hurt. Just even a small thing I would feel want to cry. I looked happy. It was because I was to hide my true self. I do not wish anyone to get affected by my mood...

Sun
My eyes looked.... swollen.... HAIZ! Totally no mood... Nothing special thing happened. Just that Ah Pig realised something wrong with me. Well, seemed like we going to have some arugement soon. And worse still, I hate the most. Well, he would saying the old same thing again and agian... That only made me felt more and more jialat. I lost all my mood for the christmas!!! Totally LOST!

cant rem!!

Feeling as grounded as you do now gives you the stability and confidence you need to truly shine -- and to make big progress in pretty much any arena you like. Want to jump-start your career? Feel the need to enhance your romance? Perhaps some changes around the house are a bit overdue? With your thorough, practical approach, now's the time to get it done. Keep your successes to yourself, though, at least for the most part. No need to shout about your superiority.

had been lots of thing happened.

mon was the starting of the IC assignment however the assignment max amt of ppl was 2... we were nt sure who to grp wif.. ended up seb wif daniel... assignment carried on doing it... b4 havin tis, every1 nded to go for the s Cube seminar... it was abt the NS stuffs... although nt related to me but at least made me knew tt how hard was the responsiblity of the protecting the country.

tues was the day when we d some of the IC assignment. however, lots of things were nt sure how to do!!! STRESS!!! violice lost her $200 which made me shocked... chat wif her after my lesson n she cried... tt was the 1st time she cried in front of me... haiz!! wat to do... somethin lost and couldn get it back.... so hoped tt tis lost wil gain her back somethin. gt avfe lesson. hahaa.. gt the chance to play wif the cam. sad part was tt i didnt hav the chance to take out frm the comp... haiz haiz... saw the clip.. quite funny!!

wed... also doin the IC assignment. haiz... nt really hav any process!!! *faint* had SS but ard 2pm we had ended the pract! tt really fast....

thurs, also struggling out the assignment!!! faint... i really didnt noe how to do.... wdd lesson really sian... worse stil was tt i didnt noe how to do for the tutorial!

fri lesson was also ended early.. tutor nt feelin well so ard 9.10am he released the class. the 2nd assignment also a grp work. we didnt care abt whether wanted to change the grp members... jz used back the original 1... continued had my IC assignment... haiz... i was such a failure!!! ARGH!

sat nded to go back to sch. haiz... brought bread(with eggs) to lib.. ate halfway... tt "inspector" walked passed!! OMG... luckily tt time i didnt eat or my egg breads would b kanna caught n no returned of my breads.... haha... at hm... finally i gt the chance to play maplestory.... it was like... few wks i didnt touch my character!!! sian part was tt i stil in lvl 32... but i played until midnite.. finally gt into lvl33.....

sun was a time when i was really free frm sch... woke up 6am as my mum wanted me to go for a "run" wif her n dad... wah... i was really tired as yest slept quite late. took the bus to bukit gomak, the goodview garden.... there gt the even abt the completion of the good view garden. reached there.... it rained.. worse stil tt nded to walk the whole round of the good view graden then walked back.... rainin loh.... after tt my dad n mum went to butkit batok west ave 8(used to live there) while i walked all the way back to my hse. reached hm n walked to ah pig's hse to watch the eye 10 vcd. it quite scary in the front part but nt in back part... haiz... among the 10 ways, i played 1 of the way. luckily was tt i didnt c "those things" or really i would siao siao liao. at his hse until 7+pm n took cab back hm while he went to downtown east there as his company was havin a bbq at there.

reached hm, realised tt my sis didnt even bother to clean up the floor.. made me damn mad for tis. so quickly doin the clean up. i realised tt i seemed lost 2 kg... nw i was 43kg... y ah? i felt fat but the weight was decreased... sian.. wat goin on wif me... i wanted to slim down. although weight was really dwn but nt my physial appearance... my aunt said tt i was looked so thin.. like only had bone... but... didnt noe y i looked at myself... no leh... stil fat! haha...

yeah...

04122005

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hmm... long long time didn't bother to update anything. Well, is alright. I don't think anyone bother to read mine as mine has lots of broken english here and there and my life is bored-to-death kind. So, no point reading it.

last friday
I had the role play for the WISP. DAMN... Thought that we would be the second group to present for the play but ended up we were the first. That made us so embarassed! We didn't act well. FAKE a lot! Well, we already did our best for that! No regret.


last saturday n sunday
I couldn't recall anything about it. Damn... Only knew that my life was really very moody. Lots of "misunderstandings" among us.

Monday and Tuesday
Lessons and lessons. Nothing special. Only on Tuesday that I went to Westmall to look for books. Then Ah Pig came over. At least he came. At least he made my day happy.

Wednesday
I had realised that I changing lane was way too lousy!!! I didn't know why I still had the problem of changing lane! *faint* Lack of confident was what my instructor said. Well, I was just couln't set my mind concentrate when I was on the road. I was just too afraid to make mistake!!

I forgot to bring my handphone to BBDC. Therefore after lesson, I went all the way back home to take and went to school for 1pm lesson. I had thought a lot whether I wanted to walk back home or took bus home when I was in 945 bus. haha... Ended up I walked back home. 2 reasons for that: 1. save money. 2. save time.

Thursday
Had SS quiz. I was very disappointed to myself. Reason for that, I scored the lowest among everyone!!! DAMN..... I had studied(Although not a lot) but... I scored 56 out of 100!!! That spoilt that day of my mood!

I went out with Seb and Hui Ying to orchard.. That was like, the 1st time, she asked whether wanted to go to orchard. Well, ever since school reopened, it was the so called, the 1st time, chatting with Seb for so long. We were like, from the school bus stop until orchard. Hmm....

Had chicken rice for our lunch. Both Seb and I liked the chicken rice at the Far East. hahaa... And I nearly lost my handphone at there as that day I didn't bring bag so i held my handphone on my hand. As I needed to eat, I placed my handphone on the table. After we left, I still didn't know that I left my handphone at there until the owner of the stall called me. Phew... Everyone was looking at me. I was so embarrassed until I quickly walked off with Seb and Hui Ying.

Walked around at Far East. We realised that why there were so many people as that time was afternoon. Hmm... hahaa... We looked around for the skirts as Seb wanted to buy.. Hmm.. Ended up we didn't buy.

Seb was not feeling well, So went home first while Hui Ying and I were wondering around the orchard. Ended up we were in Mos bBurger to have our milk shake.

She ordered a strawberry milk shake while I ordered a coffee milk shake with fries. We had some chats and after that went back to centerpoint to meet her sister. Listened some songs before meeting her sister and I went to Taka. I did feel bored but... Although really wanted someone to accompany me but... I needed to depend myself more than depend on others. Walked around and bought some stuffs for myself. I had realised that I had spent a lot of money on my "appearance". Hmm... I didn't know how to say.

Shopping alone, made me thought a lot. I shopped until 8+pm then went home.

Friday
Had a Kbox session with Lihong and Huiying. I felt sorry for Lihong as she didn't really want to go these place to waste money but because of us.... Sorry!!!

Went to CCK KBoX. sang until I was really tired. I sang as if I was going to die.. hahaa... Something which made me happy was that I forced Lihong to sing successfully!! At least it wasn't waste money for her.

Saw Maggie as the Mac with her friends. Hmm...

Saw Adeline(Pri sch) at CCK Interchange!! She was calling me first.... Omg... I didn't know that she was the owner of the newspaper stall... Had some chats and went to Westmall with Lihong.

After she bought the stuff she wanted, she went home while I went to find Violice as she was at Westmall too(She asked me to meet her at there). Something made Lihong very excited as Violice bought the Jing Zai Yuan's vcd.

Thought of watching movie but because the price was too expensive, we bought the popcorn and drinks and went out of there(We were funny, wasn't it?) and chat. Lots of people were looking at us weirdly. hahaa...

Went home after that.

Saturday
A time when I really spent my almost the whole day with Ah Pig. From 12noon until 8pm. During 6+pm, we were fixing the new table. Hahaa... However the table didn't really fix the living room. Lolz...

Sunday
Cancelled the meeting as Janis's boyfriend, was not feeling well. Went to Bukit Baotk West Ave 8 with my mother, sister and brother. Then I went to sleep from 2+pm to 6pm. Then went to Westmall with my brother to return the books... Ended up I needed tp pay fines as it was overdue!


*-~-~-~-~-~-~*

Life is seem so unpredictable.
No one will know what will happen in future.
Therefore let alone with the relationship.
Strong relationship needs to believe and understanding.

However, when time goes by,
Strong feeling will tend to shake.
No more as strong as the brick.
Rumors start to gether more and more.

Tears flow now and then.
The another "half" still don't know.
Until the another "half" feels not right,
The truths is out.

The another "half" wants that "half" to have the faith on the another "half".
However that "half" believes more in the rumors.
End up having "cold war".
Life is really terrible for the "halfs".

Finally, that "half" tries to believe what the another "half" says.
The another "half" tells that "half" that,
"Please do not listen to others and believe in me."
Although not touching, this tells us that believing in a relationship is v important.

out of the blue

woke up a bit early as b4... so weird. i couldn slp after i woke up. sian... then 1st thing i d is flippin thru the TODAY n d the .. J... 4gt wat it called... v sian was tt everytime i d, i would stuck in the end. sian...

tried to made my hair looked more straighter... hahaa... so spent 1+hr to do it... well, stil the same... no difference...

reached sch early for the wisp role play. as we had bked the rm, both huiying n i were walkin in circle.. ended up was tt we sld take the right hand route 1st as it was jz beside the stair!! haiz!

ling sent me her last sem avfe final proj.. wow!! didnt noe tt they approached alan n owen for tt.. hahaa... nt a bad 1. stil able to scare off ppl... esp ppl like me... timid 1...

guys in there seemed tt didnt bk the rm. so we waited for them to come out. funny was tt they were like spending their own sweet time packin their stuffs. wah....

finally, they were out of the rm... so here we started our role play. we tried to figure out evernything n also drew lots... wat i knew wat tt a lot of ppl didnt like to draw lots... but, pls tink of bein fair to every1. sld nt only gain own benefits n throw ppl to die.

so "lucky" for huiying.. she gt her main role of the play!!! wah.. she was so stressed out! as me me, a empolyer... i was empolyed her.. hahaa.. here is the script:

Title: Give me a chance

Script:

Characters: Lee Hui Ying as Ying
Kelly as Staff of SCORE
Jing Xi as Employer
Su Jun as Employee
Lydia as Narrator

Scene 1: In Jail

Narrator: [….]

Ying: What am I going to do after I have been released? I am worried whether I could adapt to the environment outside. NO money, NO friends, NO rooftop to stay. Basically I have nothing. What am I going to do? GOD, I need someone who could help me!!!!

Kelly comes into the scene.

Kelly: Hello! I am Kelly from SCORE and I am here to help you. As I know that you would be released soon, I wished to help you find a job. Do you mind me to assist you?

Ying: Sure!!!

Narrator: […….]

Scene 2: In the company

Narrator: […….]

Kelly: Hi, so this is the person whom we have talked over the phone. Her name is
Ying.

Jing Xi: Hello, welcome to the company. Hope that you will get used to the environment here. I will show you around and meet your colleague later.

Kelly: So I will leave her to you now.

Kelly left the scene.

Jing Xi (employer) brings Ying around the company. After touring the company, Su Jun (one of the employee) walk past them.

Su Jun: Hi Boss, new comer?

Jing Xi: Ya. Her name is Ying and will be joining your group. She is new here,
hope that you will guide her along.

Su Jun: Sure!! Come I will bring you to your workstation.

Jing Xi: So I will see you later then.

Jing Xi left the scene.

After settling down…

Su Jun: If you got any problems, feel free to approach me. My workstation is just there.

Su Jun left the scene.

Ying: Should I or should I not tell them about my past? What if they learned
about my past, they would look down on me or treat me differently.

Narrator: […….]

actually thoughts a lot of funny scene but it made everything so weird. quite lookin forward tml role play.. hahaa...

went for lesson after tt... saw joey, kylie, irwan, floyd... hmmm... hav i left out any1? couldn rem... a hi-bye as we were goin to late for lesson.

seb couldn come as she was goin for ivan's ns dinner which started frm 3.30pm to 10pm.. wow... tt really a long 1....

wdd lesson was stil as borin as b4... tutor didnt teach. talk everythin the same as wat the lecture slide was written. damn.... if t the case, y bother to come? sian...

lesson half way... both huiying n i went off as tutor didnt teach at all n i was v giddy(v hungry)... both my legs were like jelly.... no energy to move at all.... finally went to lib to hav the hotdog n nachou(dunno how to spell).... at least it filled up my stomach...

thought of goin to wm but saw my lappy, i cancelled off tis idea n went hm.

no fate to meet up ah pig. so coincident tt he was at wm. by the time i knew, i alrdy on my lappy(at hm).

received the script.... realised tt i was the 2nd person who had the least words to say.. haha...

nothin much... jz like tt.. tml nded to wake up early for rehearsal... n also gt drivin.. hehee...

well, seemed my day was packed so easily...

crying

i dunno y. in front of fren, phone call frm some1 seem ok. but when at hm, phone call frm some1 seem is a terrible thing. the only 2 things i will do is nothing to say n cry. damn.... i hate tt!

mon-wed

mon
had my normal lesson in sch... after lesson went to meet violice at orchard as she wanted to return the le salon coupon. haiz... she 4ever late...

went to return the coupon n she gt back her $58.. hahaa... so we headed to wheellock place to hav our food. had fish n co.. omg... as i stil nded to hav my dinner at hm, i order the fried prawns.. n she ordered fish n chip.

as tt time we went sittin normal chairs, violice requested the staff if there gt a sofa seats available, pls informed her.

few min later, we saw... n we were so eagered to tell tt staff abt it. well, at tt time we thought tt she knew...

then after tt... 3 guys also requested to hav sofa seats... jz nearly they changed the seats, the staffs who violice requested, rushed all the way to there n said tt the seat sld belong to us.

we were like... stunned... hahaa... then saw tt 3 guys.. seemed starrin at us...

at there... we chatted... chatted until i cried as we started to talk abt somethin which i was confused of. i was some sort of sayin out wat my feelin was. it was like, i seemed really able to say out w/o wearin a "mask". i really felt much more better after sayin... but i stil felt tt my tears could nt stop rollin out frm my eyes.

wat she said was rite.. i seemed i couldn catch the pace he was goin. i was jz far way behind. no matter how fast i ran, he seemed jz keep on goin w/o stopping to wait.

went ahead to take bus after tt.. kanna scolded for nt reachin hm early.

tues
went to lot1 wif huiying. then saw my sec sch fren, alan. well, couldn believe tt he was workin in waston... when talk abt some1, we were like... paused.. hahaa...

walked ard, saw mdm lock(sec sch). she didnt teach me b4 but somehow remembered her name. huiying was like... 4gt her name even she gt taught her for 2 yrs.. hahaa...

went hm after tt. thought a lot.

wed
napfa.... but ended up didnt go.

wat i could say abt harry potter. nt gd. ending was so weird.

hair cut

yest had my 1st exercise since yr 2. hahaa... went all the way to sch for joggin... yeah... thought tt would rainin but ended up didnt.

i was so tired the moment i was in 1st round. omg... but managed to complete 3 rounds. the timin was really.. haiz... 9min+. really couldn imagine tt the day i went for napfra...

had the final round.. scored 2.17min. omg.. tis losuy result....

went to lib to study. until 4pm then went to expo to find my parents...

gt maplestory. my bro went all the way there to play.. hahaa...


sun
went to ah pig's hse to return his things n went to meet up wif janis n violice at wm. took cab to ngee ann city (le salon).
saw violice was wearin a robe... so cute...
then acc janis to but her shoes n clothes... couldn believe tt she spent $70 for jz 2 items... hahaa..
then after tt went to sushi tei for our lunch after violice had her hair cut... haha... looked different in the beginnin but in the end look like her orginal style.
my turn to cut my hair. sian.... spent 30min doin nothin... then after tt gt a trainee asked me to go n wash hair. nt bad la the service.. jz tt quite slow.
after blowin my hair, the hair stylist came n asked me wat kind of hair style i wanted to hav... then asked me how old i was... funny was tt the hair stylist was the same age as me.. omg!! she looked so mature... wah!!! made me felt tt i looked damn childish.
my hair style looked like the chinadoll(used to hav tis band)... omg.. but quite ok la...
walked ard the orchard n had our fav.. neoprint... hahaa... then went straight to cine to hav our dinner. after tt went to the bus stop n took bus hm... so tired...

out of the sudden... felt tt sld i b single better or wat... haiz.

nothin

so funny 2day. lihong kanna my yest instructor n i kanna sam. well, thought tt nothin happened but jz really a lot of things couldn expect.
knew wat... sam reg lihong n said, "hey.. ur fren!" then... she jz parked behind me.. then both lihong n i, the 2 instructors came out... damn.... lihong's instructor shouted, "JING XI". -.-" really felt super embarrassed!!!
countless of times i met lihong.... so funny... sam kept on sayin, "hey.. ur fren is there!"
then funny part came. lihong was on the slope... then i was jz beside the slope... then both instructor opened the window n chat!!!! omg..... made me was like.. didnt noe wan to start the car or wat...
tis time was my 1st time had a real scoldin frm sam. didnt noe y i was kept on 4getin how to drive. sian...
saw owen n xiang zhong... hahaa... they were takin manual... so gd luck for them.
had simulator... wah! nt gd... then the steerin wheel like spoilt le... so loose 1! then both lihong n i were so giddy... really felt super nt well.
we were funny. kept on helpin each other to shout for the harzard... so funny to tt machine. kept on poppin out children walkin across the road.. so out of sudden!
thought of havin exercise after tt.. but... rainin!!!! sian.
went to mac for my stomach... then after tt walked back hm.
really... my life is nt jz only study then go hm...
life is nt jz only a blank paper. as long as i do somethin, blank paper wil add in somethin. if i feel happy, blank paper wil turn out to a beautiful picture. if i feel sad, blank paper wil turn out to a rainy picture. everythin is depends on me. so... i can only live once. y dun i live happier than live sadly?

2day lesson

had my drivin in the morning. thought tt my instructor would treat me gd. ended up he stil wanted to beat me.. hahaa... bcoz i d quite a lot of mistakes.... then worse, he kept on askin me ehich guys(learner) better. damn... made me couldn concentrate in my drivin. kept on talkin.. hey.. i come here for drivin, for licence... dun ask me to look out for guys!!!

in sch... nothin much loh. stil the old same of me... hahaa...

tt end my day. felt damn sian.

yest also slp at 2+... worse stil, i couldn slp. so ate flu pill to make me slp. huiying "scolded" me for anyhow eatin pills.. hahaa... reaon to slp so late was tt i was chattin wif my mum. omg... talk abt my r/s my mum really against it. she said tt if didnt meet up often, would the r/s lasted then also didnt noe tt whether he stil luv u anot so better went to find some1 better.

haiz... really didnt noe wat to say abt tis. haiz.

continue my yest blog

k... let me continue my yest blog...

yest stil gt somethin on. due to some1, who made my life a real terrible...

To Ana:
-if you do not want to do something, say so. don waste my time.
-if u tink tt the matter is nt impt, at least let me noe. i wil nt force u to do. UNDERSTAND? I m nt invisible.
-can you b more punctual?
-what are Friends for? Bein used?
-Even though you are clver, but don treat friend as bait, when you not around, you ask fren for help.
-if i had 2 choose between u n my smile, i wil choose my smile as my smile is more impt than u.
-u r nt been appreiated by me as wat u d has made me feel disappointed.
-don ever tink tt things r nt belong to u. u can treat it hrashly.

UNDERSTAND!!!!

damn...

everyone has a feeling towards something. so, please think on other people's feeling first before doing anything!

felt tt i m gettin more n more lz to update anythin... however, everyday is a brand new chapter on my life. y i stil so lz to do my 1 n only memory in part of my life? damn...

sat
intended to go joggin wif lihong n some1 else... but... rainin.. so cancelled the "outing" wif them...

then sms to ah pig whether he was free but.. he seemed tt he was nt. so i changed my "target" to violice.. so happy tt she was free... it was like... 1st time askin ppl out.. hahaa... bcoz i really didnt wan to spend my time at hm doin nothin... n was like, i was a "bein pushed" person n nt a "takin action" person.

went out wif violice. i couldn believe my eyes tt i spent so much $ on takin neoprint. 1st time in my life spent $14.50 on neoprint. n for the neoprint, we took until the shop was closed! <-herren. wow... reason for takin the pic so late was tt intended to meet violice much early but bcoz of tt she was havin lesson until 5.30pm... so.. i took my own sweet time to "doll up" (actually tt time i was watchin tv) myself.. opps... then ended up reach queentown ard 6pm. at there, gt a arcade shop(demolised cinema). it was cheap... $1 gt 3 tokens!!! hahaa.... then after tt went to play pool as tt time only few ppl were playin. wat i could say was tt my skill in pool was really lousy... esp when violice said tt i sld giv her free ball.. omg... i kept on really fivin her "free ball"!!! sian... haha.. hoever it was a fun 1.. thanks gal! it was like, some sort of happiness in my heart...

we were like plannin on nxt sun for the hair cut.. hmm.... n also celebratin her bday wif janis... nw only hope tt janis didn break her promise to meet us... it was like.... few mths didnt go out wif her even since she was wif her "a-an-da".


sun
hmm...................... went swimmin wif violice. we were crazy rite? hahaa... we were like crazy woman... swam here n there... then there was a time we talked abt... hahaa... some probs encounted(nt abt the works or studies).. well, nt gd to say out in here... haaa... jz sort of gal's stuffs... n we were like in the "same boat"!!! wow... then we were laughin real loud.. haha... had prawn noodle near her hse after tt. but i was really felt slply at tt time. omg...


mon
hmm... had lunch wif kylie they all... was like v v v seldom able to c them. hahaa... n also seem like every wk wil hav tis gatherin. however, due to some prob, the atmosphere changed out of the sudden but bcoz seb, huiying n i were havin class so went off 1st. only hoped tt tt person would feel better n continue to enjoy the life. human can only live once. if destroy, tt it. no more. so? y dun tink a brighter side? continue the life wif joys n happiness. throw all the sad stuffs to 1 side as they only make u unhappy.

then nothin much after lesson. went to lib to look for bks to read.. haha... couldnt believe? yeah.. tt me!! some how, i really feel so alone. REAL ALONE!


tues
funny... didnt hav SS tutorial so we had 2hrs break! so we took bus 151 all the way to the cheese prata stall... seb recommanded her fav banana cheese prata... so, huiying n i also ordered for tt. zhong hua n chun yap ordered "set meal" as the cost was $5.50. n also we also ordered the mee gograng(didnt noe how to spell)... nt bad...

food came.. hahaa... banana cheese prata really tasted nt bad. the bandong... hahaaa... also quite nice.. 2 different colours... heheee....

took bus back to sch... hahaa...

went to wm wif huying after lesson. well, i seemed like i didnt wan to care on someone as i replied a hrash sms. it was hurt but i really didnt wan to make myself so terrible. goin out wif fren might seem a better way for me to get rid of lonelness. had a great talk wif her. at least i felt tt my heart was much lighter.

thought of goin hm but ah pig was on his way to work. so acc him to jp for somethin to eat. nt feelin well frm the time wif huiying... sian... didnt noe wat goin on in me. those few days i kept on havin stomach pain.. then didnt noe was the side of my stomach pain or wat... sian. made my life so terrible.

tt end my day.

well, i m a person who nds ppl to push me along n nt a person who is pushing. however, dun push me too much as i cant take the stress. i m nt a person who wil say out wat my feelin is. so, dun ask me to say out. i wil also feel the stress.

nw come to my family part
omg.... seem like i m havin some sort of family prob
haiz... then didnt slp until 2+am. felt stress... only hope tt everythin jz goin to b fine. then also... i m nt gd in expressin my words n thoughts. but i really feel tt's wrong... tt y i said... but u dun understand... said tt i didnt concern abt u. omg... i looked in right or wrong. nt in who is nd ppl to pity..
sian... y like tt.... my mood really changed. so angry n sad.

sian... my mum said abt the r/s abt me. then said tt y bother to continue tis since didnt meet a lot of time n tis n tt. then, felt v v stress for tt.

wed
OMG!!! wat tt stupid dream???? who tt person in my dream? wat he was doin???? damn... but somethin made me surprise tt i said in the dream b4 i woke up "ah pig, pls save me!" ahaa... so funny but tt time when i woke up, my heart was really beatin damn fast!!! i would feel tt it seemed real... wah! only hope tt these kind of dream would nt comin back.

tt time i woke up, it was alrdy 11am. then..... received sms frm huiying abt the badminton.. omg!!! 11-2... how to go? so cancelled.

met her at 1pm but due to 67... ard 1.10pm she then reached. so we skipped the talk of 1.15pm instead. ended up, seb said she was nt goin... so, we also didnt go.

there were ard 3hrs after our SS lecture... so, went to lib n bought drinks. blue coral really tasted yucky!!!

family prob again. haiz... didnt like tis.

then again. said everythin again.

damn it!!!! i really cant take it anymore!!! mum kept on sayin thing again n again... ! continue writin tml....

nothin

Don't ever think that only the person is the so call "victim" can angry. ppl who is wrongly accursed will angry feel angry about it!

wed
had mt 9.50am drivin lesson n suay enough tt i kanna y c lee.... li hong's "enemy" hahaa... well, it was like... funny to me... he kept on sayin me for nt lookin for the pedestrians as tt pedestrians were nt gd lookin enough for me to look at... omg!!!! was like, he didnt say jokes to me b4 in the 1st lesson he taught me.

rushed all the way back to sch for my 1pm lesson.tt really rushin n i didnt had my proper lunch. only had bread...

had SS. omg... it was like, alrdy 12.50pm n none of them came. hahaa... but it came more n more. the prac was like... dealin wif the client n server... hahaa... nt fun loh...

went to wm after tt. hahaa...n also wif seb. tt really was the 1st time she was wif us to wm. had some walk ard the wm n also bought re-fill at popular.

soon... seb's dad came to fetch her hm. wow.. gd hor? lolz...

then after tt we felt hungry n had so called "lunch cum dinner" at kfc and went hm after tt.


thurs
my dad went to china for a so called "interview" trip n would also goin to hk after tt.. gd hor? hahaa... only hope tt he wil come back safety!!

had 9.50am driving lesson again.. omg.... kanna y c... but was CHAN! haha... y c chan... i couldnt fid his pic in the display board so i jz didnt care much. in the meantime, i scared li hong for tt "y c".. hahaa...

reached there.. then realised tt he looked like some1.... omg... like shi qi's bf. but he was much darker n taller la. hahaa...

well, he taught me was nt bad... jz tt... haiz... too brief le. well, replaced instructors were all like tt...

tis time round, i kept on hittin kerbs!!! haiz! n also the circuit was way to narrow! i nded to tink whether i could turn at tis pt or tt pt anot. STRESS!

after tt, i went to sch since my lesson started at 4pm. i went to lib to.... slp? lolz... no la... jz findin a space for myself to sit n on my lappy n surf net. hahaa... then waited until 3+ then went off.

reached the rm wif huiying. then realised tt we were quite late. b4 goin to the rm, saw kylie, joey, sze wei, alan n chris(if nt wrong only them<-couldnt rem if gt others) were waitin for lift. so coincidence!

then seb haven reached. when lesson started nt long ago, seb came, n seemed v angry n wat i could do was to keep quiet.

lesson was jz too brief!! i jz catch no ball of wat tt tutor was talkin abt. so.. i anyhow d the tutorials... sian... all counted as part of the CA. haiz!

went to meet ah pig at wm... then had kfc meal wif him.. haha.. again kfc... pimples kept on tryin to find their ways to squeeze out of my face... haiz!

received a call frm a long time no c fren. hahaa.... so surprised tt he called me out of the sudden for goin out. jz too bad tt i alrdy said goin to meet up wif ah pig le.

ard 8, gt a call frm hm. haiz! kanna scolded for goin hm late. well, felt tt y she felt tt goin hm late is part of playful. then said tt i was more n more playful n goin out more late n late(tt DAMN NT TRUE LOH). n said other ppl's children didnt like tt... omg... i really wanted to hang up the phone as i really couldnt take it anymore!

saw chik yee n 1 guy... then didnt noe who was tt guy.. hahaa... then jz kept on lookin at them loh.. hahaa.. seemed like they too shy le n went off quickly.. haha... aiya.. muz intro mah...

reached hm, i jz no mood to talk. felt so sian...

fri
as didnt slp a lot, woke up felt v tired. n after tt had my wisp lesson.

jz v sian for tutor... hahaa.. asked us wat we had learnt last wk which i didnt note dwn anythin. so.. i jz silented.. hahaa...

the stories were v interestin.. esp frm him de.. haha.. he was gd in experienced bad stuffs.. hahaa..

after lesson... wah.. bo wen said out my name so loud!! omg... made me damn paiseh sia. i alrdy tried my best to avoid him le. yet he stil able to c me. haiz.

after lesson, went ard bukit pangjang plaza, ten mile junction n also lot 1. hahaa... walked walked ard the west areas also nt bad.

then also thought of wat to do for avfe assignment.. hmmm.....

went for drivin lesson after tt... hahaa... kanna sam while li hong kanna some1 she didnt noe. n also, sam really cute.. he thought tt li hong was the 1 he was goin to teach but end up was i handed the bk to him. he was shocked! then thought tt lihong n i were knew each other in bbdc. after he realised tt it was nt, he said, " y didnt tell him??? " omg... as if tt i saw him a lot of time. haha...

lesson was nt bad.. but also kept on hittin kerbs.. hahaa...

then met uip wif violice... but waited n waited.... sms her tt i nded to go hm early... so ard 7+ i went hm after waited her frm 6.30pm to 6.45pm.

then jz like tt... nothin much loh... went hm n discussed wif lihong abt the timin for tml. hahaa...

jz gt nothin to do...

so surprising that 2day the weather was so hot! hahaa...

had lesson frm 9-4. the worse lesson was avfe as it was a 3hr lesson... haaa...

jz nothin much. had lunch at canteen 4 n walked to canteen 3 then to atrium then back to classrm.

life was bored for me.

felt so tired!

however, it is lucky tt it seems like only mon i nd to brin lappy.

haha... tml gt drivin. tt makes me feel sort of stress... haiz! alrdy practice for so many times, i stil feel stress n nervous. *faint*

do not judge a book by its cover. tt also apply to human beings

do not judge a book by its cover. tt also apply to human beings.

yest nite... slept at 1+am as i didnt feel really tired. then nitemare came!!! i couldnt slp at all until 2+am... faint....

2nd wk of my study life. however wat i had concluded tt whenever there was a lesson for me to go to sch, there sure gt a time for the weather to change to cloudy then to windy then to rainy!!! omg....

avfe jz so borin for the lecture. reason = is a non-examable module. hahaa.... after tt went for IC lecture... wah!!! tt indian lecturer jz followed wat the slides indicated n didnt talk in details. *faint* then after tt, he said tt he would b takin half day off... so didnt hav any practical lesson on 2pm. wah....

after IC was WDD. tt lecturer... omg!!! like jz throwin us to die like tt... didnt even bother to talk to us abt wat tt practial was abt.. she jz sat there n d her work! really faint!!! like tt how to pass???

had lunch at canteen 1. kylie seemed broke her toe's nail... hope she wil b fine. then had a cute hot plate at jap stall... n also had a lunch wif half of the class. hmm... really long time didnt hav tis kind of environment le...

went to lib as we gt somethin to do. then daniel came... hahaa.. n also, daniel n huiying were werain the same brand n also same colour of shirt.. hahaa....

nothin much la. jz like tt loh. then went to meet up wif violice.. on the way, saw shi qi n jack. haha... in the beginnin i treated as didnt c them as jz didnt wan to make shi qi too weird la. hahaa... but ended up she stil saw me. so hi-bye to them n went to wm. violice was as usual.. hahaa.. said 6.30pm. then changed to 6.45pm. however she came at 7.30pm.

had sakae sushi.. hahaa... she jz didnt bother to listen to me for the food...

after tt we went hm. she was suay. kanna a bus which was broke dwn....

well, tt end of my day. jz bored.

hmm.... seemed like lots of things jz happened on last sat. haiz.. didnt noe wat goin to do for her n him. only hope tt everythin wil jz in peace off n b fren. but... haiz haiz.. him also tt stubborn 1.. so old le stil so childish over a incident which happened long time ago even though i didnt noe anythin abt the incident but somehow, guy sld at least giv in mah. haiz... tt wil make ppl (her no 2) in difficult spot. mood been spilt is alrite, but only hope tt the matter wil end soon. k?

lets see....

if loving someone, do not wish for any return when doing something. if not, that is not love.

mon
went out wif huiying after lesson. thought tt 52 would brin us to boon lay but we made some mistakes. saw chun yap n zhong hua who made us damn embrassed as they were the 1 who said they wanted to try out the new bus service.

walked all the way to the backdoor bus stop to take 157 to boon lay. nothin much n we were only walkin ard the place.


tues
a holiday!!! but somehow jz so sian. n also couldn rem wat goin on on tt day.

wed
had 2hrs lesson only!
hahaa... but only for ard 1hr lesson. as there was a meet mentor seesion, we discussed for a long time n finally agreed nt to go. then saw bo wen in square.. suay? haha... but i was so shocked n gav him a hi. i believed tt he also didnt like me as he jz gav me a smile n tt it n nt like in the past in the company. so i believed tt he knew all of us(5 of them) didnt like him at all.

went to meet up my mum in bugis. walked ard there as my mum haven reached. after tt had a 1st ever dinner at sakae wif her n my bro. spent 30+ but she was the 1 who paid.. hahaa....

thurs
holiday again. also couldn rem wat goin on on tt day... weird...

fri
had IS. nesy n qiu yue were in my class. the lesson nt bad. somethin quite interestin... but suay!!! i couldnt rem!! sian.. haa... wat i wan to believe in myself tt i wan to believe tt wat i wan to do, i can make it! hahaa....

lihong, huiying n i went to the KAP mac the to hav our breakfast n chat. then after a while lihong nded to go hm to change her shoes for the drivin lesson. so both huiying n i were stayed in mac n continued chattin.

took 985.. so lucky.... 187 was in front of 985 n also saw lihong in the bus stop. so quickly rushed up to lihong n took 187 to bbdc.

my instuctor on tt day was really funny... hahaa... kept on talkin rubbish to me. but somehow he made me happy as he said tt i was the few gals who was darin.. hahaa... but tt made me became more jialat. i gt an emergency brake at the traffic light junction... phew.... but lunckily tt i was the 1st car or i sure banged wif another car in front...

after lesson, he said tt i was nt bad jz tt i was too... hahaaa... scary loh... like didnt bother to check a lot of things then changed lane... hahaa....

after lesson, saw xiang zhong... hahaa... then he told me tt after the last time i saw him, he didnt come for lesson until nw.. wow....

after tt li hong gt her another lesson. so i went to ah pig's hse for acc to hav lunch. but somehow, didnt leh... wah.. made me so hungry.

sat
sec sch gathering..?? lolz... somehow la. met up wif xiufang at 9.30am. knew wat... we were the only ppl came... the rest? didnt loh... then waited for shi qi n jason. wah..... 10+ shi qi then came... jason, who was shi qi's half supervisor durin attachment, went for check up until 11+ then came... clever rite? both xiu fang n i were v tired loh. so forced jason to pay everythin. saw siew peng in the counter.. b4 our turn to pay, she accidentally broke the egg.. wow.. tt scared me.

took mrt to raffles place then intended to take 16 to east coast but... the bus stop alrdy nt there. so walked a long distance to another bus stop to take 196(if nt wrong) to there.

reached there, we found a place to put on the mat... n we played cards.. hahaa.. funny rite?? every1 looked at us n took wat goin on on us... came all the way to there to play cards.. hahaa... while we played uno, i set lots of "common rules" to jason which made me damn mad n also made him lost quite a lot of times.. hahaa...

then chik yee n kim came... well, roughly would noe wat would happen as jason n chik yee were nt in gd terms. but didnt really noe tt jason seemed made the whole situation worse. haiz... a bit spoilt the mood as xiu fang n i didnt noe wat to do loh. but chik yee really angry n straight forward to say tt some1 didnt really welcome her to come. so kim n chik yee went off. shi qi kept on blamin jason for nt been welcome them to come. haiz...

the motive to go there was to cyclin. jason didnt noe how to cycle so shi qi acc him while xiu fang n i went to cyclin 1st. didnt expect tt ecp was so large.. we only cycled 1 side of the ecp alrdy made us damn tired. hahaa....

after tt, we went back to our "tent" n realised tt shi qi n jason were too close.. wah... if jack came.. i really didnt noe wat would jack do to him even though he alrdy gt gf. but they were really way to close le. hahaa... then shi qi n xiu fang wen to cycle while i looked ard their things. the sky was really nice n also windy... like tt feelin.

as xiu fang wanted to go hm early to watch show, we packed up our stuffs n went for dinner. took the bus back to raffles place n took mrt back. as her show was goin to start, she didnt acc her to go to IMM there to hav dinner.

reached IMM, had ljs for our dinner n walked ard. he bought a diamond pendant plus necklace for his gf's bday present. tt worth $114 if nt wrong. n also asked the lady to help us(shi qi n i) to clean our necklaces.. hahaa... so funny. then we said jason didnt buy things for us as we helped him... hahaa..

saw the digital video camrecorder. omg... 229 only but jason said nt really gd.. haha.. ya la... couldnt compared his 1000+ 1...

ended up didnt buy loh. actually intended to buy for my dad's trip to china tis comin 10th. haiz... jz too bad.

after tt we went hm. nothin much loh.

tt time was ard 10pm. didnt manage to go out wif joey n seb for the shopping. sry abt it n also didnt tell u tt i couldnt make it.

weird to my hp... those days, i received sms nded some time for me to receive it or i didnt noe gt ppl sms me but it indicated tt i alrdy read the sms. damn it. i found it when i was deleted the sms.. saw joey's 2nd sms n i haven read n deleted it. damn... wat goin on to my hp???

kim called me.. talked abt jason... told me to becareful on him... hmm.... mayb bcoz i didnt really tink much abt him la so didnt really hav lots of views on him.

played games n also watched vcd until ard 4am. hahaa... then saw a msn frm 1 of my fren but he didnt reply me so i jz off it n went to slp.

sun
bored day. stayed at hm. then read comics until i felt a slp.woke up ard 7.20 bcoz ah pig called me(disturbed me la.. hahaa). had dinner n tt ended my day.

lots of things jz happened

mon
felt v sian. nothin much i could say for tt. had drivin lesson. sian... gt the instructor who taught lihong badly. stil nt bad for him as tis was the 1st time he taught me. the most sian part was tt he taught me the 3 points before turnin.

tues
everythin seemed ok. had my break frm the drivini lesson.

wed
had drivin lesson. nothin much.

thurs
had drivin lesson. but tis time went to bugis to buy bag for the sch reopen. then also free 1 bag.. hahaa...

fri
had drivin lesson.

went out wif violice. sorted everythin out n realised tt.... all bcoz of the SMS's faults. took neoprint. went hm late then kana scolded. well, predicted.

sat
met up wif ah pig at wm. nothin much.

sun
went out wif violice again. went to orchard but ended up missed the stop n went to city hall. saw ah pig at there... after tt went to orchard as she nded to do the project. we were like thieves. kept on tryin to take the pic. then met up wif jason n shi qi for the pool. damn sian. kept on losin to them. then took cab hm. v sian part came. mum called n kept on sayin me for reachin hm late. sian!!! 10pm also late... i really gt nothin to say.

mon
1st lesson. really bored n tired. worse was tt nded to brin along the laptop but didnt nd to use. met up wif ah pig as he was in the wm mac. then went to meet up wif yu qian as she reached le. realised tt she was quite quiet. met up wif violice then went to burger king to hav their dinner n also done the project. went to arcade but while goin up, kanna disturbed by some teenagers.. haha... no matter wat they were stil younger than me. wah... v fan loh. then after tt my mum called.. again... wah!!! v v v v sian over these. didnt really bother to continue to talk more. told violice n yu qian tt i wanted to go hm. reached hm i jz felt so sian. didnt care much liao.

i m v v v sian

i realised that i broken friendship is worse than a broken relationship. i don't have any more mood to write, online, chat on phone.

everyone may think that i am avoiding but i am not. i just want to have a silent in part of my life. i will not going to online. do not call to my handphone. btw, i am going to change my handphone number.

stupid sms

m i supposed to blame sms or wat... i didnt even receive any sms until the nxt mornin. when d i lied? i m nw v v v sian over tis.... i m sry for didnt reply the sms n nt bcoz tt i lied to her.

c u, u also dun even bother to reply my sms too.

ya... watever i said to u i m jz a liar... a BIG LIAR!!! a liar whom dun even feel guility abt it. u sad then i m nt sad abt it?

i dunno. cant believe tt u wil tink like tt.

tt it... if u cant face me, wat can i say. i m nt only angry but also sad.

i gt nothin to say. jz treat me as a bad gal since u dun even wan to trust me.


u r the 2nd friend in my life who made me cried. i dunno le. i m tired of everythin.

i hate explainin. bcoz the more i explain the more u hate me as more of my "lies" wil tell u rite? tired. v v tired le.

friendship is so weak

-if a friendship is strong, no matter what kind of problems are encounter, there will have teh way to solve. however unlike the weak friendship, even the friendship had last for 10 years, just a minor problem will break it easily-

sat
went out wif my mum, dad n bro early in the mornin to toa payoh as my mum n dad nded to go to the chinese hospital. my bro n i were jz waited for them.

had lunch after tt. bro ate damn lots!!! no wonder until nw he stil couldn lose his weight... he was 9yrs old but his weight was 40kg.. omg... tt was scary!

bought quite a lot of my stuffs... like purse, t-shirt n nail polish... hahaa... mum's treats!

went to chinatown after tt. met up wif my aunty n cousin at toa payoh n headed to chinatown.

kept on eatin... omg.. v full le yet stil eatin.... after tt went back hm. then met up wif ah pig. helped him to buy maggie mee.

sun
i was really really angry wif some1. worse thing was tt she said i was lied to her for yest stuffs!!! omg!!!!

she didnt giv me the chance to say n conclude tt i was lied to her!! HELLO!!!! when hav i lied to u? u hav knew me for 10 YEARS n nt 10 MINUTES. didnt u noe tt i wil nt lie? damn... seem like tt is the 2nd times havin tis quarrel.

i cant believe my eyes when i c tis sms. u hav made me sad n heartbroken as i didnt lie. i was outside on tt moment n stupid was tt i didnt receive ur sms until tis mornin. then u jz concluded tt i lied to u. hey.... hav u ever understand the whole situation?

i hate ur last sms tt u said u didnt wan to go out wif me as u didnt wan to get anymore lies... OMG! hav u noe in order to go out wif u sometimes, i always gettin scoldin frm my mum? u didnt noe anythin yet said i lied to u...

if u stil tink i lied, then jz no pt to talk anymore. i didnt expect tis to happen but u force it. i m stubborn n unreasonsble. jz keep away frm me!!!!

sure u wil angry like hell. but hav u tink tt i wil lie to u? well, no pt le. i jz dun bother at all if u jz didnt wan to listen.

wat i can thanks to u for knowin u for 10yrs w/o any arugements.

to janis, i tink i cant meet u to buy violice's present. somethin jz mad me up.

whole week wil nt b free. chalet if nt wrong i m nt b able to go at all.

dun ever treat guys gd...

-dun ever treat guys gd. they wil mistaken-

thurs
thought tt there would hav the chance tt i would go n do exercise but ended up bcoz of rain we(huiying n i) cancelled the meetin.

well, since bcoz of tt, i met up bruce(violics's fren). only a small chats.

after tt met up wif ah pig(hahaa... super super long time didnt meet up le).


fri
had my practical... omg.. sam again.. hahaa... he was funny... kept on askin me to accerlate... omg... then he said tt he was goin to slp liao...

met up wif bruce again for my laptop. wah.. didnt noe tt my laptop gt lots of rubbish.... everythin was ok only tt i didnt like him kept on sittin closer n closer to me. omg...

kim called me abt the ECP. yup.. set le... so only nded to noe who would b goin.

nw, i tried my best to stay further frm bruce. he made me goosebump if tis carry on.

final theory...

~when there is a believe, there is a will~

both lihong n i had our final theory test. b4 tt, we went to arcade there to hav our "driving session" as her instructor asked her to do so... she was 1st time playin it.. haiz... (i sld ask her out more for these)...

had few rounds n went straight to bbdc to hav our final theory test.

finally, 4.15pm, every1 gathered for their names to b called. my nervous seemed visible... i could feel my heartbeat was like a train... beatin faster n faster... it slowed dwn until i d the qns halfway. well, the qns was nt as difficult as wat i thought... then i was scared whether really so ez? w/o changing anymore ans, i pressed "end test". confirmed to end n..... "PASSED" tis word appeared in front of me!! at tt pt of time, i was filled wif happiness. it was bcoz tt i had saw some ppl's result.... 2 passed n 3 failed... tt made me felt whether i d the ans anot.

lihong came out later... n she also passed! hahaa... we were so happy as we didnt nd to retake the test or the evaulation... wasted $.

in the "canteen" in bbdc, saw xiang zhong.. wow! so coincident sia... he came to hav his 1st drivin lesson.

wah... he was takin manual... then we aruged whether manual was gd or auto was gd.. hahaaa... then after tt he gt his 2nd drivin lesson so both lihong n i said gdbye to him n took the shuttle bus to gombak.

tt time was rainin. both lihong n i walked all the way to bukit batok n frm there i walked all the way hm... haha.. gd exercise.

then online.. played maple story... then coincident bruce(violice's fren) added me... nothin much la.. jz played loh...

o... he gt sent me somethin.. like a poem...
"
love is the most Unfathomable source of power in this world.
love is the elemental feeling that exist in all of us.
love brings happines BUT it also brings despair.
love is the creator and also the breaker of relationships.
love is able to turn to hatred and hatred to love.
without love the world will be thrown into darkness where evil prevail.
what is love?
no one knows, except you youself know what is it in ur eyes. <><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><><
when a guy holds ur hand, he is saying: i will hold on to u tightly no matter what happens.
when a guy hugs u, he is saying: i will protect u at all cost, and give u all the care in the world. when a guy kisses u, he is saying: i LOVE YOU. and wan to be with u till the end of time.
"


haha... nice? nt bad wat. he stil able to write these. then said tt his lit in sec sch time gt A.. wow.. i failed for tt subject.. hahaa...

well. long time didnt meet ah pig. ya... damn long time... long until i didnt noe when was our last meetin. haiz haiz... well, like tt i also nd to go on my life ya.. hahaa....

nothin to say

thought tt it would rain for the whole day but ended up it was so sunny... i turned black le..!!!

had drivin lesson... well, tis instructor... didnt noe wat to say abt him. he was gd... but he taught me the position of my leg was different frm the 1st. i used the 1st instructor's method but he said tt i was nt racin the car y sld i nded to place tt kind of position.. -.-" nothin to say loh. then he also asked me to use cross hand.. omg!! tt sld nt use loh....

on the way, the instructor asked me to followed the in front car... then after the turn, tt car didnt noe wat goin on n banged to the lamp post... omg! i was so nervous n nearly also banged wif them le... phew.. luckily tt the instructor guided me....

we stoppped the car n the instructor went to c wat goin on. called to bbdc there n we carried on our way.

i was stil nervous... he asked me to look straight but i jz looked on the ground.. omg.. he kept on sayin tis made me felt tt i didnt listen to him like tt...

the worse was tt all the instuctor told me tt drivin nded own feelin 1.. if feelin said like tt then do it... omg...

gt 2 stamps: 1.06-slowing down and stopping and 1.07-speed regulation.

saw li hong... hahaa.. her car was the car tt i drove jz nw... hahaa... but she was suay, gt the same instructor who said her... haiz...

went hm after tt.... then dyed my hair... wat i could say was tt the smell made my nose v pain... but at least better than last time.. hahaa...

sad to say.. the colour didnt seem v clear.. haiz.. wasted my $...


time to study for final theory....

drivin...

14/10(Friday)
had my 1st drivin practical... well, tt time stil rainin... so quite afraid tt i would cause any unwanted accidents...

saw my "on that day instructor"(nt a fixed instructor). wow... he was damn gd!!! he taught me again wat the book had alrdy written. then explained to me in detailed. he also told me some of the pts which most of the instructors would nt tell the students. such e.g would b like :1. average, students nd to take 20-25 times of practical trainings. 2. update to the counter for the PDL expiry date. 3. when seeing any red lights in the instrument panel n stil can drive, the car had PROB! stop driving it. 4. hav 2-10 direction in steerin wheel for safety even though 3-9 direction is also can use. 5. how to see whether the car has stopped in front of the white line. 6. check out blind areas a spots. 7. how to place the foot between the accelerator panel n brake panel.

he gav me the time to practice how to control the accelerator panel so tt i would nt press so hard in the beginnin n caused the car to move fast so suddenly. at tt time, he went toilet.. so i practiced.. then... i pressed the brake panel... then... "knocked knocked" sound n realised tt i locked all the car door. i was so shocked n nervous.. then when i unlock my area car door, all the door unlocked.. phew....

droce round n round in bbdc... the instructor talked to me abt the past when learnin drivn nded ard $150... wow.... hahaa... enjoyed talkin wif tt instructor.

he gav me 3 stamps for tt day...1.01-orientation of vehicle, 1.02-pre-drive procedures n 1.03-moving off n stopping.

went to meet up wif hui ying after my lesson ended. went to lot 1 had our dinner n chatted. hahaa...

time table was out! well, nt a bad 1... at least wed n thurs only gt 2hrs lesson.. but for thurs... aiyo... where gt 4-6pm 1... so sian leh...


(15/10) Saturday
met up wif violice in cab n went straight to the chalet... wah lao... damn ULU! it was near the hometeam ns chalet.. wah!! then we were like totally didnt noe where loh... called candy n she seemed blur. wah lao... so we walked out of the place then she called to her fren for help... her fren directed her n... haha... he was jz ard there n scared her.. there really ulu... then they were bbq... omg.. again bbq... we went to put our things(the chalet really jialat... really looked like 3 rm flat... livin rm didnt hav air-con.... hahaa.... the kitchen.. omg... gt awful smell... omg...

eatin n chattin.. eatin n chattin... ard 10+pm went to beach there chat wif violice... well, told her everythin since pri sch until nw... both of us concluded tt guys wif sweet talk did nt really true to the gal he luv. hahaa.... ya.. tt really true.. nw, dislike guys more n more... opps... goin to join violice's anti-guy club le.. hahaa...

11+pm went back to the bbq pit. then also violice'd fren came... haha... then celebrated their's fren bday... nothin much la... jz sang song, took pics... i didnt wan to join as i no matter wat nt belong to their class mah(their sec sch classmate's chalet). i felt weird! really weird loh... i only chatted wif violice even though i knew candy n kylie.. jz weird... they all talked abt their sec sch's stuffs... i joined in sure ended up gt nothin to say...


16/10(Sunday)
finished everythin at ard 3+.... they all really gd in eatin... kept in eatin 1... then in the rm... i was like... damn sian loh. ah pig called... hahaa.... thanks for concerns... although really bored at there, impossible askin me to jz go off mah... so weird.

played "heart attack". didnt noe tt they would play tis kind of game.. haha... nt sayin they were childish but... to me, at tis age(20), sld b playin somethin like black jack or wat... hahaa... their punishment was drinkin wine... i didnt play.. so quite ok la... violice's face was damn red... sld take dwn the pic.. wow... like apple like tt.. or rather... like strawberry!!! but she was nt drunk... jz only red.

6am. both violice n i wanted to c sunrise. so ended the game. her fren wanted to join us. so took the bicycle n walked to the park.

taught violice how to ride the bicycle but she jz didnt manage to make it. her fren also tryin his best to teach her... but she gav up.. bcoz she dirtied her pants so went up to clean.. so her fren n i continued cycled. cycled half round n went to beach there. we were like talkin rubbish most of the time. wow... finally found some1 who also playin maplestory at my age.. hahaa....

then after tt went back to chalet.. every1 was like had a deep slp... omg... both violice n i didnt really slp... but at least she slept 30min but i... 30 sec loh.. haha... her fren who was wif me ended up slpin... hahaa... the reason tt we didnt slp was tt there wasnt any place for us to slp... !!! hahaaa......

heard snorin!!! omg... was violice's 1st crush... wah lao.. didnt expect he snored!! both of us were shocked... hahaa.... bcoz damn loud.

10+, violice n i went out of the chalet n went straight to the beach... saw some small seashells n picked them up. jz a few moment later, it rained!!!! wah.. we were like runnin all the way loh.. we were in the customer service "buildin" then gt the brouchers n opened up n ran! haha... called to violice's fren but none of them picked up until she called to her "1st crush" (aiya... long time ago 1 la) n he picked up... so suay at tt chalet didnt hav any umbrella.. so no choice but to wait until the rain gt smaller....

went back to chalet... only 2 ppl in there... others went to return the bicycle since 11 until 12+pm. every1 caught in the rain.

1+ then off... booked for cab to chinatown for the frog leg porridge... fell aslp in cab.... bcoz really tired.

reached chinatown. waited for the others to reach there... the stall where it sold the porridge was last time my mum brought me to hav frog leg.. hahaa... no change at all even it alrdy few yrs back....

after the meal, candy said wanna to go to kbox.. omg.. i was half dead le... stil singing... n also tt i alrdy promised tt would b goin to her company there to sing.

ended up violice also said she wanted to go kbox to sing. at tt pt.. i immediately said i wanted to go hm.

so... but ended up stil went to her company there... as her main reason was to key the locker key which her colleague lost it... haha... then could guess how we manage to get in? lolz... a v stupid yet effective method. there were 2 lockers nded to open. but 1 of the key was lost. the main locker muz able to open or else even the 2nd locker was opened, the main locker stil lock. after opened the 1st locker(the door was able to open, 2nd locker was like the bicycle locker, able to strech 1), she nded to off the security alarm or it would rang.. hahaa...if nt, both of us sure in dead meat.

in there... she opened the counter drawer to find.. but jz couldn make it.. then... prob came... she couldnt lock the drawer... tried a lot of times but jz couldnt... then she left the drawer open n tried whether it able to lock.. suay came. was really able to lock.. but tis time she unable to unlock!!! wah.. tt made us nearly fainted! we tried a lot of times but jz could make it... then she brought out the paper clip.. omg... stucked in there!!!! we were like.... even gt air-con we didnt feel it... then no choice, i asked her to take out the drawer n it was time to ahv an "operation".

screwed out all the screws.... n opened the locker... haha... we would b tis kind of experts soon... i pulled out the paper clip really hard... yeah.. finally able to make it.... the rubber of the paper clip stucked in there....

then tried the keys... omg.. stil couldnt unlock it... violice found some keys n asked me to try.. wah!! able to unlock le.. we were damn happy able it! n she kept on scoldin tt gal who was soo clumsy tt she able to use the wrong key to open the drawer for so long.... n also tt she found the bicycle key in the drawer too.. haha...

finally..... everythin was over... refixed the drawer n put it back. locked it n tt ended our "mission". damn tired...

her company "kbox" damn powerful.. was same as the kbox.... jz sang for few songs n i was collapsed. dozed off frm 6+ until ard 6.55pm.. well, only for a while... n violice jz kept on singing.... wow....

mum called.. hahaa... kanna scolded loh...


took cab back... to wm... had meal in sakae sushi... then went straight hm...

my mum didnt allow me to use hp after 10pm... hahaa... tis rule seemed comin back in my life le... haiz!


17/10(Monday)
woke up ard 11am. d hsewk n fetched my bro. went to gombak for my drivin lesson.

violice told me tt her classmates asked me whether i was attached anot.... omg... worse was tt nt 1 but 4... hahaa.... well, sld b asked for fun as i was the only person in there they didnt noe.

the instructor.. nt bad la... but nt as detailed as the 1st instructor whom i encounted.

tis time managed to get out of the bbdc n really drove on the "real road" haha.... drove passed gomak n also batok... hahaa... quite happy la... jz tt i nded to turn in time, brake as i liked(instuctor said 1) n also muz nt grab the wheel too tight.. hahaa....

he liked to say, "gt me ard, nothin wil go wrong." hahaa... i really scared sia.... the main real road leh!!!

he gav me 2 stamps, 1.04 steering technique n 1.05 speed adjustment.

met up wif violice... she really slow!!! so i walked ard the area... bought hair dye.. haha... didnt noe when i would b use tt as a bit sian after the last incident.. hahaa..

had meal in sapporo japanese ramen bar... well, mostly same as sakase sushi... then my mum called... omg... she was funny... she was the 1 who asked me to havv dinner 1.. then the only prob was tt i was stil outside ard 8+pm n she scolded me whether i stil wan to hav dinner anot.. then said, "u might as well dun come back.." omg.... no logic leh....gt link meh???? haiz yo.. tt time i was v tired liao then heard like tt... gt nothin to say loh... bcoz didnt feel wan to argue wif her la.

took cab... violice's treat.. haha... then saw accident at my hse area there... taxi sld b comin frm the minor road. then the private car frm major road. then dunno how... cab's side dened... then the private car... wah... front part was badly dened... really didnt noe how to do it loh. cab's-7310, private car-3036.

went hm... tired liao...had dinner again... then watched tv.... jz tired until didnt bother to play maplesotry.

nw is 2.04am.... nded to slp... had a v serious "panda's eyes" n eye bags.... sian!

practical day

thursday(13/10)
went to meet up wif violice... so took bus all the way to geylang.. haha.... her job was nt those "service" but so suay tt her workin area was at there... so "lucky" tt jz beside her company buildin was those "service buildin" haha.... went in to the company then realised tt was sooooo quiet... plus me n violice only a total of 4.... wow....

had icecream n drinks b4 leavin... then violice told me abt the murder jz beside her company.

the lift was ulu..... v old type of lift....

walked all the way to lor 3 to buy the frog leg as candy liked it n i didnt buy any present for her. then took cab all the way to her chalet... damn far leh....

went to candy's chalet.... the coaster sand... wah... damn ulu!! didnt noe gt a way for driver to go in.. haha...

saw their sec sch fren n also sharon... hahaa... most of the time violice n me were in the air-con rm.... then the yong sheng(finally saw his true look) came in w/o knockin... hahaa.. we were like screamin loh... then he said tt he saw nothin then went out... hahaa... rubbish la they all...


went to the beach wif violice.. was like runnin here n there....

n also played the water in swimmin pool wif sharon... so paiseh as wearin clothes were nt allow.. hahaa...

had some food n went hm after the cake cuttin session.

met up wif ah pig after tt for food again.. hahaa... then went hm after tt...


Friday(14/10)
had my 1st practical later.... li hong had hers nw... hahaaa......

later i wil b also meetin huiying since the meetin of 3 has cancelled.

cant rem eberythin

09/10(Sunday)
i m nw declare tt i hav a serious forgetfulness. totally cant rem wat happened to on tis date.


10/10(Monday)
realised tt huiying's gav me the henna hair dye didnt use... n also tt i was nothin to do. so... took the chance to dye.. haha... but v v v regret... the smell was damn disgustin!!! nearly fainted... worse stil, the colour kept on runnin out when i washed my hair... yuck...!!!

didnt hav any colour yet my hair was smelly!!!


11/10(Tuesday)
didnt go out due to my bro's fault... didnt learn spellin then kanna caught by my mum(he scored 35 in spellin... so kanna whacked n scolded). so the whole evenin to nite wif him loh.. then i also read thru the drivin bk...


12/10(Wednesday)
met up ah pig in the mornin. well, ended up met up wif li hong late. then worse stil, rained... n i was runnin for shelter.... met up wif her n went straight to bbdc. had a long quene for our PDL. wah... worse stil was tt it didnt accept cash... so troublesome.

took practical.... but suay for us... jz keep on missin each other. so, didnt hav the choice but to choose different timing.

ppl in bbdc all kiasu 1.... nov bookin nearly all FULL!!! i saw 1 malay guy.... booked so many session n for tt mth he spent $1000+... wah!! he was really RICH sia...

went to jurong pt as we didnt know where to go. then took 187 to jurong pt... li hong wanted to buy a cover shoes for the practical... suay was tt the shoes she wanted only left 1. so didnt buy...

in long john sliver.. had our lunch. then saw 4 guys n 1 gal (all frm same sec sch, lower sec)... then also knew tt confirmed gt a pair. then was like the gal didnt wan to eat then 1 of the guy said her... jz like tt the gal cried... WAH!!! i jz sat beside them loh... then i was nearly wanted to shout at tt guy... really v bad sia.... i meant his mouth... haiz... both li hong n i had the same tinkin, y didnt the gal walked off?? haiz.... tt guy really looked like ah beng sia.... haiz...

walked ard to find singtel shop but jz too bad... jurong pt didnt hav. then walked past nokia so went in to ask abt the price of the battery.. wow... $35....

walked out of jurong pt. saw serene.. haha.. so coincidence... had a hi n bye... took 174 to west mall as i nded to go to singtel shop...

took the quene no n waited..... ard 15min... then asked abt the giro stuffs(my dad alrdy filled up the giro form for the deduction) then tt guy told me tt they didnt take care of these form n they didnt nd to fill up anythin... dot dot dot... asked them to help me to glue the surface of the form so tt i was able to post it but they didnt hav.. wah lao.... so no choice but to brin hm.

went in to wm walked walked... borrowed some bks n.... haha... saw kim!!! wow... she also came in wm sia... so chatted all the way loh... then also had kaya roti beside the coffee bean.... treated her as i didnt buy anythin present for her bday... had a great chat wif her.

we walked frm wm all the way to my hse there until 8+... (my mum called me... well, sure kanna scolded if knowin she was the 1 who called...) haiz haiz... so byed to her n rushed all the way hm...

went hm taught my bro liao.. bcoz didnt wan to hear her nagged at me....

nothin much la.. jz like tt ended my day...



wil b bz frm tml onwards until sat(mayb) hahaa....

lots of things nd to rem

long time didnt update.... well, ard 2 wks ya... haha... alrdy long time wanted to update after my genting trip but jz too lz to update.. opps!

well, roughly rem some of the stuffs.


tis is the summary of the whole 2wks...
-went out wif huiying to watch "the myth"
-passed basic theory test.
-result = B
-failed my evaluations for 5 times. passed in the 6th paper.
-chicken chop in cantten 1 had dropped it standard.
-saw jason(shi qi's 1/2 supervisor) in np.
-gentin trip on 30/9 to 3/10.
-1st time goin to genting.
-1st time seeing so many turns on 1 road
-1st time watchin mid-nite movie, "into the blue".
-1st time feelin clouds ard me.
-1st time singing songs in continous of 3 days.
-booked final theory test.
-goin out wif violice.

~end of summary~


26/9 (Monday)
had the final theory practices frm mornin to afternoon... haha... couldnt believe tt all the booklets i d i had none of them gt a PASSED. haiz...

3.30pm met huiying at causeway pt... lihong wanted to go hm 1st as she didnt wan to go n watch movie wif us... haiz... we watched "the myth" nt a bad show... looked so illusion.. haha...

walked walked ard the area n went hm le... haha...

told mum abt the genting trip... wah! she didnt really appove it.. said dangerous... ya.. i really understood.... but, if really gt somethin wanted to happen, even goin wif family also no use rite? goin wif family didnt mean tt i stil would be saved... haiz...

told ah pig tt might be i couldnt go... well, he understood n didnt really force me to go...

cried quitely.. haha... my "hobby" haha...

met up wif violice at bugis. tis time i was late by 1 min.. haha... went to pastamania to hav our dinner(even though went hm i stil nded to hav my dinner again)... had the so called "ice-cream" then i saw the cup v nice so asked violice to take away.. haha... staffs at there didnt bother leh.. so successfully took out the cup....


27/9(Tuesday)
had final theory lesson... wow. damn long! nearly fell aslp sia.... tt tutor really talkin lots of rubbish!! couldnt tanhan!


28/9(Wednesday)
had final theory lesson again.. but tis at least better than the 1st 1... tt tutor really taught us somethin new!! haha.. didnt really fell aslp durin his class!

had my basic theory test at 2pm. tis time i surely gt brought my I/C.. haha.... well, the qns it phased was quite different frm the qns i d.... so, my "dictionary" nded to take some time to understand wat each sentence meant. but somehow i PASSED!!! haha....

went to the machine to print out the recepit for my passin but.... SUAY! when goin to reach my turn, the machine spoilt!!! aiyo...

kept on tinkin whether i was abled to go genting abt....


29/9(Thursday)
took my 1sr finalt theory evaluation... sian!! FAILED! tis word made me sian 1/2 le... so took the practice again to build up my confident.... well, stil failin for the practices...

mum finally said she allowed me to go genting... yeah...


30/9(Friday)
had a 8am finalt theory evaluation... suay sia... the system dwn!!! then i couldnt get the form.. then worse was tt when loggin in the system(as i nded to do the evaluation), it said tt i didnt register.. wah lao... then the instructor nded 1 by 1 keyed in the I/C no. into the system... even though couldnt do the paper, the time jz passed w/o waitin.. so nded to do fast....

well, ended i failed!!! haiz... li hong passed... haha... seemed like i stil didnt take the test seriously.

went to sch(brought our laptop). thought able to go to library to watch the anime but so suay tt the library was closed on tt day!!! haha.. so went to canteen 1 to hav our lunch n also had our anime session.

the chicken chop had dropped it's standard.... so salty!!!!

so coincident... saw jason(shi qi's 1/2 supervisor) haha... he so bo liao... called me then i saw him jz sittin in front of me... said hi to him n continued watchin the anime...

fell aslp quite a lot of times.. haha.. mainly bcoz i alrdy watched b4...

then it rained!!! wah... really thought tt the genting trip would cancel... as was like, everytime i wanted to go somewhere where i really wanted to go, it sure gt somethin happened to stop me frm goin there...

went hm, my mum asked me to tell them tt i couldn go.. (see... my prediction seemed gettin true) then said all the reasons to them for nt goin... wah!!! so last min then told me tt.... she always like tt de.... last time goin to malaysia wif violice also the same... then ended up she knew ah pig was goin she then said, "aiyo, y u didnt say early!! made me worry so much..." i was like.. "huh?? i alrdy told u tt some1 u knew was goin mah...." haha... really nt clear meh? ya.. v nt clear...

ard 9+pm, ah pig came(forced him to come to my hse no matter wat). then threw him to my mum there n i went to play maplestory. haha.... then my mum asked tonnes of qns but he seemed managed to ans them....(nt bad). then packed my stuffs then said bye to them... took his cousin's car to his hse...

on the way, he said tt his passport seemed expired... wah lao... nw then said expired... we were damn worry abt it...

reached his hse, he rushed all the way to check whether was expired anot... haha.. ended up made every1 worried abt it...

went to chinatown to meet up his another cousion, bao yu... she was also my fren's fren.. well, spore was jz so small... she also goin wif us.

on the way, at least nt so quiet... well, i belonged to the quiet type...

drove all the way to the custom. we waited for his sis n her fren... haha.. so in front alrdy gt 2 ppl le.. then behind would b 5 ppl squeezin 2gether.... scary? haha.. no la.... 1 ppl wil go to in front squeezin then behind gt 4 ppl...

drove all the way to his dad's hse... his dad's hse gt dogs.. all so cute.. gt 4 puppies... haha...

then nw gt 2 cars... but added 4 more ppl in... so, 1 car gt 5 ppl while another car gt 6 ppl.... then i was in the 6 ppl's car... the journey was long!!! then we gt stopped few times... in 5 ppl's car was much more lively than the 6 ppl's car... haha... so 6 ppl's car more easily fallin a slp...

when approaching genting... gt lots of curve road... made me damn scared... then they were like racin loh... haha... scary!!!!

1/10(Saturday)
reached genting ard 6+am. nded to wait until 12nn to hav the rm's key. then i didnt slp much so had headache... only ate v little for breakfast n bcoz i seemed sick so his cousin gav the car's key so tt able to slp inside... while the others(the elder 1) went to the casino... haa..

slp really impt to me sia... after slpin for 4 hrs i was totally changed to another person.. haha... they said i "bian lian" (changed face).

went to c the clouds!! wow... damn nice n COLD! really couldnt tanhan the coldness.. b4 goin up to gentin, my mouth alrdy no feelin.... then it spreaded all the way to the whole left side of my face... then my facce skin gettin to peel off... wow! too dry? lolz.. no leh.. my face stil so oily.. haha..

took pic ard... ah pig only knew how to made stupid face.... haha...

walked ard the place... took the cable car dwn to the dwn to buy food for my family.. haha... it lasted ard 15min!! so long sia.. but gt quite a lot of stuffs to c while waitin to reach dwn...

bought quite a lot of stuffs.... nt bad.. haha... then on the way back up, gt an uncle... kept on talkin to us... then said he didnt dare to drive to gentin.. he rather take the cable car... then said he gt 2 accidents at there but so lucky didnt die. then said tt he was a reporter then knew everythin abt malaysia.. then said at pepang(dunno spell rite anot.. but sure wrong la) gt a doctor able to make the broken bones joined back.... haha.. miracle... he gav us the no but ended up didnt save... haha...

went to sing ktv... haha... 1st time singing ktv wif him. then there... wah lao.. damn cheap loh... rm10 for 2hrs/per person plus dinner(soup rice)... so counted to spore $ ard 4+... cheap sia!!!

went to hav pizzahut for our dinner... also cheaper than spore... regular pizza, 2 drinks, 5 garic sticks, soups costed rm 33....

had a mid nite movie wif his sis, sis's fren(ken), bao yu, ah pig n me... watched "into the blue"(haven watchin in spore yet).. indeed... nearly fell aslp in the middle of the show... haha... 1st time watchin mid-nite movie... wow... seemed like lots of 1st time when i was at there....

didnt really wanted to slp so play card game wif his sis. bao yu... w/o 1 min she alrdy in her dreamland le. then we chated loh.. haha... 4+ we went to slp le.. n we didnt c ah pig n ken ard... sure went to eat le...

2/10(Sunday)
didnt really slp but... ard 11+ then woke up.. haha... well, jz too bad tt didnt take dwn the pic of the rm... it was damn MESSY!!! bcoz 5 gals slp in the rm wif only 2 single beds.. we moved dwn of the the single bed which seemed like gt 3 single beds.

had kbox session again... afternoon cheaper by rm2... haha... lasi lemak for our lunch.. haha.. 2nd time singing le.... but tis time was every1 involved. sang n danced... nt bad ya?

like goin to rain when we intended to go n play the theme park. so went back to hotel to watch tv 1st then went dwn. so coincident, the 3 lively teenagers back... haha.. they thought we d wat... but in actual fact we wee only watchin tv loh.. haha...

after a while, we went to play theme park since it seemed nt goin to rain... but tt time ard 6.30pm le... outdoor theme park only could play until 8pm. so we bought both indoor n outdoor theme park...

we kept on runnin here n there to play as we didnt hav much time for the outdoor theme park. in there, the most disgusting or rather, lame game was the spaceship... wah lao... damn lousy! jz only moved a bit then said it over le... wah!!! worse than the discovery centre 1....

enjoyed the games.. haha... shoutin loudly as i could!

at nite, it was damn COLD!! could even feel the clouds floatin passed us....

the shopping mall... haha... the kbox was damn cute... all u nded was the acrade top-up card... then each song worth 50 cents... then could 2 ppl in the "box" haha... then in the "box" gt 1 tv, 2 mic... nt bad hor? lolz.. but a lot of ppl would b able to hear la.... bcoz it was jz outside the acrade...

the adults were seemed like could stay in the casino 4ever like tt... didnt even c them the whole day... at last, after we bought the scarf(well, i didnt noe wat tt called.. but tt 1 is the longer version of the scarf.. haha... nowadays tis is quite fashionable), we saw them... ran after them as ah pig longed wanted to go in to the casino le...

so, the "kids" like us(bao yu, ken, ah pig's sis, n me) played bowling... i didnt play as i was v tired le... then after a while, ah pig came... dor dot dot, he didnt go wif them... so ended up he joined them playin bowling... in the end, the guys' grp(ah pig n ken) won... so the gals(bao yu n ah pig's sis) nded to hav punishment... haha.. but didnt la...

went back to hotel.. had card game... wah... gisgustin sia!!! the punishment was drinkin water... we played the cheater game.. omg... i drank 7-8 glasses of water.. made me felt sick... but we really enjoyed!!! haha...

realised tt until 3+ the adults stil nt back yet.... only the ladies were back but nt the "gentlemen" haha.. so ah pig nded to go to casino there to "pull" them back to hotel. waited for v long stil didnt c them comin back, so bao yu, ah pig's sis n i intended to go there... while for ken, since he didnt hav covered shoes n proper outfit, he nded to stay in hotel n waited for us. <- tt time was 4+am.... after a while, they came back.. we alrdy d all the preparation for everythin... as casino only allowed 21 yrs old n above to go in. so... although all of us jz 1 yr younger, we jz didnt look like a 20 yrs old adults.. haha... but we jz wanted to go in... ah pig's elder cousin said tt i sure blocked frm them 1.. haha.. bcoz i jz didnt look like 21 loh.. haha...

didnt care much, even though been in casino once(tt time i was 19 n tt casino allowed 18 n above) so knew wat would b inside there... jz only wanted to c if there was anythin difference...

yeah... gav them a sian face they didnt bother to check for my I/C.. haha... in there... everythin jz the same loh.. but seemed smaller than the 1 i saw in hk...

so bored... then bao yu n ah pig's sis gt played.. i jz wonderin ard wif ah pig... haha.. bcoz i hate gambling. so, even touched these, i would nv hit up to $2.

until 6+ then ended... so had breakfast then went back to hotel...(bao yu n ah pig's sis alrdy went back 1st). when we in the rm.. wah.. no space to slp.. haha... so, while waitin my hair to dry(bathin), i sat on the floor.. then jz like tt i fell aslp but the whole body in pain.

didnt slp much.... ard 2+hrs... then woke up. the adults again went to their casino while others stil slpin... then finally, ard 10+ they left the rm n asked me to slp on the bed. ard 11+ i woke up... 12nn called every1 to wake up as nded to bk out the rm. ard 1pm we left the rm... but we didnt return the rm card.. haha...

put our stuffs into the car.. n again, free time... had kfc.. wow.. quite cheap at there loh... but sure gt somethin different... haha... i stil prefer to hav spore kfc. as ah pig's sis nded to reach spore by 6pm... she nded to rush the adults... so she went into the casino but failed... they nw nded to check I/C. so we waited outside the casino for them... then saw gt ppl filmin.. wow... hk stars... min xue n 1 guy.. heard ken said tt he was actin the "the date wif vampire" the ma xiao ling's bro.. didnt noe as didnt watch. haha...

well, acted w/o talked.. haha... nothin much la.... jz took the 2nd times n cut n procced to nxt sence.

finally... abled to leave gentin... tis time 2 of them(uncle's workers) didnt follow us... so, a bit more space... uncle's skill of drivin v scary.... bcoz gt lots of turns.... i fell... nt sat anymore.. haha...

ears kept on blockin... then after totally left the mountain... headache attacked... haha....

rainin... wow... then gt police car, uncle followed the police car n seemed the flow much better... ken they all all disappeared... bcoz they drive the wrong road...

took a v long long way to kl... on the way, nearly accident sia... i really scared to death... the other car(unknown), nearly hit us... seemed like the driver didnt really.. wah... made me damn awake...

in the late evenin, we stoped at a food stall.... there gt A LOT of BIRDS flyin all over the place.... so, the cars sure kanna some of the.... haha.... u all sld noe... had dinner at there... rm2... cheap ya? lolz...

then again drivin all the way to spore custom... tis time wif bao yu they all.. haha... but after a while, bcoz too many ppl in the car, so moved some of them to another car.

"racin".. haha.. enjoyed it quite a lot when gt ppl talkin.. haha...bao yu really gd in entertainin... wow... made the whole environment more lively... then gt 1 incident... she couldnt find her passport.. then realised tt she sat on it... then every1 said her tt her butt could keep a lot of things. if gt anythin missin, sure was in her butt... they all v bad rite??? ya... tis stupid idea came frm ah pig....

b4 reachin custom, bao yu n ah pig's cousin nded to walk as the car couldnt take so many ppl. the custom police saw so many things in the car also didnt bother to check.. haha...

waited for them after the custom... then went to chua cho kang(lot 1) there to celebrate bao yu's 20th birthday... tt nite she was damn unhappy if nt wrong bcoz of her work stuffs... then went to kbox.. haha... 3 days continuous singing.... she was surprised to c cake n bday song... lolz...

11+pm. mum called.. so, every1 sld noe wat was the sentence she goin to tell... haiz.. so told them tt i nded to go hm le... they drove me hm n suay.. rainin...

reached hm ard 11.15pm... unpacked all my stuffs... ard 12+am... then quickly went to slp as the nxt day gt work...


4/10(Tuesday)
stupid... set wrong timin... it rushed me sia!!! then mrt like dyin... so slow... reached the company, then realised tt i no nd to work.... idioit rite? made me rushed all the way then told me no nd to work... well. finally i able to rest le...

reached hm in the afternoon then mum said everythin again... haiz...


5/10(Wednesday)
went for the evaluation... wah lao!! i FAILED! v v v sian.... then took again... wah!!! FAILED again... li hong told me tt it was nt my day n asked me nt to tink so much... haiz... i really intended to giv up sia...

chat wif some1 whom i didnt c le.... then chat... wah... couldn belive tt we talked abt "tt" topic.. haha... i tink i muz b siao liao... stil continued talkin...


6/10(Thursday)
lihong asked me to take a rest for 2day.. might b due to my stress... tt y didnt pass it... haha... sld b bah... met up wif ah pig to pass him the pic. when goin hm, wah.. rainin... suay? lolz...

knew the result... well, nt bad as i d nothin in the company. gt a B. then heard frm ben tt bo wen gt B+... made me damn pissed... ppl like him stil able to c a grade tt higher than us.... Nesy seemed gt the higher grade than him... served him rite... haha.. ben knew tt i would b angry so asked me nt to angry b4 tellin me... haha...


7/10(Friday)
took evaluation again... wah lao..... FAILED!!! but didnt giv up... then 2nd time... FINALLY... i PASSED!!! haha.... but nt gd... 90%... haiz... but at least passed le.... then able to take final theory test... then tis time was li hong... she didnt able to bk the test.. then realised tt time she took the test the system was dwn.. so didnt take dwn her result... haha... we were damn scared tt she nded to retake.. o.. no!! better dun... haha.. ended up didnt... phew... so took the same date... 19th.

went to meet up wif violice.. didnt expect to meet candy n sharon... haha... they looked quite different... in appearance... sharon looked more older...

then sharon... wow... she really nded some1 who really like to shop as her... ppl like me, sure couldnt do it... she wanted to buy shoes... but tt shoes didnt hav her size.. then she was like insisted wanted the shoes... well, asked her to choose other shoes but none of them she liked.. tt really wasted a lot of time.. then she reserved a wallet.. didnt like(my view).. looked like been used for dunno how many yrs le... but she liked it... k loh.. nothin to say... then violice nded to go hm early... but didnt hav dinner... ended up they had dinner at wheellock place.. the japanese dinnin cafe... wow... waitin time nded.... n violice nded to reach hm by 10pm... tt time ard 9.30pm... so... violice sian sian all the way loh.... bcoz she knew tt if she late, her mum didnt allow her to go for candy chalet... had dinner until 10.10pm.. n we rushed all the way to outside(paid the bill n alrdy booked cab) but tt cab alrdy had another bkin.. so called another bkin again... the cafe.. the straw v cute.... v thin n was white n black colours(2 straws) brought them back hm.. haha...

well, reached her hse ard 10.45pm... when i reached hm, she sms me tt her mum didnt allow her to go.... haiz...


9/10(Saturday)
d hsewk for my rm.. wow... lots of rubbish sia... then v dirty loh.... so many dirts... spent the half afternoon cleanin it... nw looke much better... if nt, the table gt piles of papers,bks, blah blah blah..

met up wif violice after tt... then saw candy also n their ex-classmate(4gt her name).. haha... sure would reach hm late... walked ard then sat at mos burger chattin.. aha.. they all talkin abt their bf.. then i was a bit sian.. haha... realised tt candy's bf n her ex-classmate's bf all were smokers... wah!!!!

ard 10+pm then took cab hm... haha... whenever near the taxi stand in wm, all the driver didnt bother to look at us n drove all the way to the taxi stand.. lolz... finally caught 1 taxi ... haha...

jz like tt ended my day.... haha...


enjoyed everyday... esp durin the genting trip... wow...!!! thanks for everythin.... hehee...