ooo... my sec sch....
Tuesday, August 31, 2004
tired liao... dun bother to write soo many
well, nothin to write liao... quite fare up as jz nw writin soo long in the end kanna offline!!!
argh...
all can say was tt 2day was nt my day.
feelin super bad mood!
argh....
argh...
all can say was tt 2day was nt my day.
feelin super bad mood!
argh....
Monday, August 30, 2004
mon blues...
as i thought tt 2day stil holiday, didnt really bother to wake up until my hp alarm rang me up!
my own alarm clock spoilt as didnt hav the choice but to use my hp.
very tired even though i slp at 11+ yest.
luckily i stil rem the 1st thing i nded to do when i woke up.
but stil havin a bit of headache.. sian!
walked to interchange to meet lihong n took bus to sch.
waited for huiying again..
aiyo...
exam time she always earlier than me even though time we intended to meet ..
sch time i always earlier than her..
y ah??!!!
earlier a bit la... aiyo...
went to the class n seem like my class gt few ppl comin...
haha..
abt 20min...
my class ppl then came few by few...
but i stil felt tt my class stil dhort of a lot of ppl...
db lesson was bored...
didnt understand but only noe tt tis was very impt for the assignment.
went for mad lecture.
well....
didnt understand again...
then didnt noe y suddenly my tutor went dwn n talked abt the lecture..
said tt most of us didnt listen but playin..
after tt went to had my lunch..
i was sooo hungry!
bought laksa as i didnt noe wat to buy...
no more eggs but had fishballs.
after tt went to library as i thought tt i would nt goin for ecid.
saw xiufang(sec) at there readin sia!
i was shocked!!
told lihong as she was jz beside me.
went to the radio area there to listen to the cd n also waitin for lihong to finish install the window update.
tinkin tt since i gt nothin to do, so might as well went for lecture.
didnt c joey n kylie at there so didnt tell them n went off.
went for ecid lecture.
i fell weird as might b bcoz i seldom went for the ecid lecture.
suddenly headache again..
didnt feelin well again..
tt headache made me didnt really listen to lesson.
then suddenly talked abt fruit baskets.
lolz..
we talked abt the character...
then we also talked abt... both lihong n my past..
hahaa..
pri sch time, i didnt score well for exam, my parents threw me out of the hse.
lihong tt time called me(we lived same blk n level) .
my mum told her tt i was outside the hse..
haha..
so paiseh when she told huiying abt it.
then for lihong, gt 1 time she also kanna threw out of the hse.
but she was funny...
stil askin them to open the hse...
she also jumpin here n there tt time...
hahaa!!!
so fast, we were alrdy in poly..
nt like in pri sch time when we stil able to play ard...
after lesson went out to town.
watched movie n muz went hm.
if nt mum scolded then i would sian 1/2.
super tired....
headache for the moment gone away frm me.
hope tis would 4ever gone or i sure would sian..
then jz nw, didnt noe y my right ear bleed.
scared me sia!!!
luckily tt it stopped..
or i would scare to death or bleed too much to death... :X
my own alarm clock spoilt as didnt hav the choice but to use my hp.
very tired even though i slp at 11+ yest.
luckily i stil rem the 1st thing i nded to do when i woke up.
but stil havin a bit of headache.. sian!
walked to interchange to meet lihong n took bus to sch.
waited for huiying again..
aiyo...
exam time she always earlier than me even though time we intended to meet ..
sch time i always earlier than her..
y ah??!!!
earlier a bit la... aiyo...
went to the class n seem like my class gt few ppl comin...
haha..
abt 20min...
my class ppl then came few by few...
but i stil felt tt my class stil dhort of a lot of ppl...
db lesson was bored...
didnt understand but only noe tt tis was very impt for the assignment.
went for mad lecture.
well....
didnt understand again...
then didnt noe y suddenly my tutor went dwn n talked abt the lecture..
said tt most of us didnt listen but playin..
after tt went to had my lunch..
i was sooo hungry!
bought laksa as i didnt noe wat to buy...
no more eggs but had fishballs.
after tt went to library as i thought tt i would nt goin for ecid.
saw xiufang(sec) at there readin sia!
i was shocked!!
told lihong as she was jz beside me.
went to the radio area there to listen to the cd n also waitin for lihong to finish install the window update.
tinkin tt since i gt nothin to do, so might as well went for lecture.
didnt c joey n kylie at there so didnt tell them n went off.
went for ecid lecture.
i fell weird as might b bcoz i seldom went for the ecid lecture.
suddenly headache again..
didnt feelin well again..
tt headache made me didnt really listen to lesson.
then suddenly talked abt fruit baskets.
lolz..
we talked abt the character...
then we also talked abt... both lihong n my past..
hahaa..
pri sch time, i didnt score well for exam, my parents threw me out of the hse.
lihong tt time called me(we lived same blk n level) .
my mum told her tt i was outside the hse..
haha..
so paiseh when she told huiying abt it.
then for lihong, gt 1 time she also kanna threw out of the hse.
but she was funny...
stil askin them to open the hse...
she also jumpin here n there tt time...
hahaa!!!
so fast, we were alrdy in poly..
nt like in pri sch time when we stil able to play ard...
after lesson went out to town.
watched movie n muz went hm.
if nt mum scolded then i would sian 1/2.
super tired....
headache for the moment gone away frm me.
hope tis would 4ever gone or i sure would sian..
then jz nw, didnt noe y my right ear bleed.
scared me sia!!!
luckily tt it stopped..
or i would scare to death or bleed too much to death... :X
Sunday, August 29, 2004
comex 2004
woke up 10am n online a while.
well, nd to tell "u" tt i was nt angry.
paiseh for makin u to tink tt i was angry.
d the hsewk, started a bit of the revisin, watched tv n online.
2day dunno wat wat event, nded to cook a lot of food to offer my grandma n grandpa.
after awhile my aunt's family came.
as 2day was the last day of the comex 2004.
so asked my mum whether able to go..
well, ans was -ve!!!
but my aunt asked me to ask my cousin c they wanted to go anot.
then tt time my mum then allowed...
haiz~!!!
smsed my cousin n she said tt she was on the way to there wif her fren.
tt time, i was sms wif my pri cum sec sch fren.
then talked abt the fair n asked abt it.
well, agreed to go as i asked my cousin whether able to ask my fren to go.
well well well....
i seldom waited for ppl so long...
my fren made me missed 2 77 bus...
well we didnt talk much in the past, on the way to there didnt talk a lot.
the bus made me felt wan to slp sia!
soo long....
finally reached marina centre...
but..
we lost our way...
wah!!!
super paiseh sia as i was the 1 who lead the way 1st...
but luckily tt we stil in the end walked the correct way to suntec.
went there... kanna my cousin scoldin as she waited for us super long!!!
then i kept on sayin sorry to her...
in there, it was sooo crowded... i couldnt stay there long as i felt giddy while walkin..
bought the printer ink n walked for a while in there.
then at there, saw ling!
wow.. i couldnt believe..
the 1st time i noticed her while she was talkin to some1.
then she turned ard then sw me..
i thought i saw the wrong person..
haha..
then we talked..
Mm...
seldom gt the chance to talk to her!
hehe..
at there i was like puttin my fren aside..
paiseh...
after tt we walked ard the suntec..
my cousin bought me a hp sock...
thank you very much!!
well, b4 buyin tt, we were aruged which colour nicer..
hahaa.. then she said pink but i said blue.
she said pink is nice la... as it suit for gal..
haha..
then i said...
but i m a guy loh... ;p
hahaaa....
went hm, we talked a lot..
talked abt my fren.. haha
talked abt make up stuffs...
talked abt last time in home-ecom..
talked abt arts...
but like.. i only listened while she talked..
Mm... she really gt a lot of experience abt these!
well, i was jz a toad in the well.
noe nothin but my stuffs..
took bus hm then said gd bye to my fren.
really paiseh sia..
went hm had dinner, bath n watched tv.
super tired!!!
nw jz 10+ but i nded to go n slp...
tired tired..
well, nd to tell "u" tt i was nt angry.
paiseh for makin u to tink tt i was angry.
d the hsewk, started a bit of the revisin, watched tv n online.
2day dunno wat wat event, nded to cook a lot of food to offer my grandma n grandpa.
after awhile my aunt's family came.
as 2day was the last day of the comex 2004.
so asked my mum whether able to go..
well, ans was -ve!!!
but my aunt asked me to ask my cousin c they wanted to go anot.
then tt time my mum then allowed...
haiz~!!!
smsed my cousin n she said tt she was on the way to there wif her fren.
tt time, i was sms wif my pri cum sec sch fren.
then talked abt the fair n asked abt it.
well, agreed to go as i asked my cousin whether able to ask my fren to go.
well well well....
i seldom waited for ppl so long...
my fren made me missed 2 77 bus...
well we didnt talk much in the past, on the way to there didnt talk a lot.
the bus made me felt wan to slp sia!
soo long....
finally reached marina centre...
but..
we lost our way...
wah!!!
super paiseh sia as i was the 1 who lead the way 1st...
but luckily tt we stil in the end walked the correct way to suntec.
went there... kanna my cousin scoldin as she waited for us super long!!!
then i kept on sayin sorry to her...
in there, it was sooo crowded... i couldnt stay there long as i felt giddy while walkin..
bought the printer ink n walked for a while in there.
then at there, saw ling!
wow.. i couldnt believe..
the 1st time i noticed her while she was talkin to some1.
then she turned ard then sw me..
i thought i saw the wrong person..
haha..
then we talked..
Mm...
seldom gt the chance to talk to her!
hehe..
at there i was like puttin my fren aside..
paiseh...
after tt we walked ard the suntec..
my cousin bought me a hp sock...
thank you very much!!
well, b4 buyin tt, we were aruged which colour nicer..
hahaa.. then she said pink but i said blue.
she said pink is nice la... as it suit for gal..
haha..
then i said...
but i m a guy loh... ;p
hahaaa....
went hm, we talked a lot..
talked abt my fren.. haha
talked abt make up stuffs...
talked abt last time in home-ecom..
talked abt arts...
but like.. i only listened while she talked..
Mm... she really gt a lot of experience abt these!
well, i was jz a toad in the well.
noe nothin but my stuffs..
took bus hm then said gd bye to my fren.
really paiseh sia..
went hm had dinner, bath n watched tv.
super tired!!!
nw jz 10+ but i nded to go n slp...
tired tired..
Saturday, August 28, 2004
headache
woke up at 10.30am, had a very terrible headache!
the headache jz didnt wan to leave me alone!!
argh~
brought my bro to tuition centre n walked straight to my mum's fren's hse to pass her somethin.
then she asked me to brin back the chicken n duck hm..
wow!
nice sia...
brought these food hm n went straight out to the ntuc near my hse there to help my mum to carry things.
didnt noe tt my mum bought soo many things 2day until the whole trolly was full of food!
wat happenin 2day??
went to econ mini mart there to buy drink.
then gt 1 uncle, kept on lookin at the trolly..
when my mum was away to buy veg, he walked to me n said where i bought these..
omg~!!!
for my impression he gav me, he thought tt i stole their things..
i said to him tt i gt receipt for all the things which my mum bought!
worse was tt...
he even messed up my things!!!
argh...
then when he saw the mark frm 1 of the product, he then said, nxt time dun put them inside!
omg~!!!
i replied to him tt put outside sure ppl would take away n he said no loh!!
omg~!!!
didnt really wan to aruge wif him as i respect him as elderly.
told my mum n she went to look for tt uncle then she talked to them very long..
well, didnt noe wat they were talkin abt as i was very fare up n 2day mood actually nt tt gd at all.
couldn believe tt tt uncle would tink i took their things...!!!!
then said.. if i really wan to take their thing, i sld run away immediately n nt stand there waitin for him to catch me.
1 more, if really wan to steal, y steal 1 dollar + things... siao!!!
super angry for tt...
i look like a thief meh??
argh~!!!!!
to wat i tinkin, the shop sure kanna lost a lot of things.
if he continued tinkin tt customers or jz a passerby was a thief, confirm the shop would close dwn as no1 wish tt goin there to but things in the end bcame a thief!
until nw i stil havin headache...
sian~!
nw nd to clean up my stuffs... mum scolded for me didnt do wat i promised... haiz...
the headache jz didnt wan to leave me alone!!
argh~
brought my bro to tuition centre n walked straight to my mum's fren's hse to pass her somethin.
then she asked me to brin back the chicken n duck hm..
wow!
nice sia...
brought these food hm n went straight out to the ntuc near my hse there to help my mum to carry things.
didnt noe tt my mum bought soo many things 2day until the whole trolly was full of food!
wat happenin 2day??
went to econ mini mart there to buy drink.
then gt 1 uncle, kept on lookin at the trolly..
when my mum was away to buy veg, he walked to me n said where i bought these..
omg~!!!
for my impression he gav me, he thought tt i stole their things..
i said to him tt i gt receipt for all the things which my mum bought!
worse was tt...
he even messed up my things!!!
argh...
then when he saw the mark frm 1 of the product, he then said, nxt time dun put them inside!
omg~!!!
i replied to him tt put outside sure ppl would take away n he said no loh!!
omg~!!!
didnt really wan to aruge wif him as i respect him as elderly.
told my mum n she went to look for tt uncle then she talked to them very long..
well, didnt noe wat they were talkin abt as i was very fare up n 2day mood actually nt tt gd at all.
couldn believe tt tt uncle would tink i took their things...!!!!
then said.. if i really wan to take their thing, i sld run away immediately n nt stand there waitin for him to catch me.
1 more, if really wan to steal, y steal 1 dollar + things... siao!!!
super angry for tt...
i look like a thief meh??
argh~!!!!!
to wat i tinkin, the shop sure kanna lost a lot of things.
if he continued tinkin tt customers or jz a passerby was a thief, confirm the shop would close dwn as no1 wish tt goin there to but things in the end bcame a thief!
until nw i stil havin headache...
sian~!
nw nd to clean up my stuffs... mum scolded for me didnt do wat i promised... haiz...
Friday, August 27, 2004
slight fever..
out of the sudden, felt tt i was havin slight fever..
sian...
c later can slp anot liao..
sian...
c later can slp anot liao..
sudden sad~
chattin wif 1 of my close fren..
chat half way i felt very sad...
some sort like..
gt the feelin tt the way i said was jz a excues.
i really sad..
sad until i cried on the spot..
out of sudden didnt noe how to reply..
out of sudden my mind was totally blank...
feelin tt...
havin me as fren izzit gd or bad?
haiz~
chat half way i felt very sad...
some sort like..
gt the feelin tt the way i said was jz a excues.
i really sad..
sad until i cried on the spot..
out of sudden didnt noe how to reply..
out of sudden my mind was totally blank...
feelin tt...
havin me as fren izzit gd or bad?
haiz~
hahaa...
tml nd to pack all my unwanted stuffs le as my table was covered wif paper, notes, wires bks and stationeries!
after clearin, i wan to hav a clear mind to tink wat i wanted to do after tt.
didnt wish to waste my time anymore.
after clearin, i wan to hav a clear mind to tink wat i wanted to do after tt.
didnt wish to waste my time anymore.
finally over !
common test for me finally over!
well, 2day test really hard!
hard until i totally sian to do it!
able to do qns 1 n 6 which total of 25marks but sure would deduct until 20.
others really i didnt noe how how i d try my best to do them even though it was a open bk test!
after lesson they all said goin to KTV but i couldn go as i nded to go hm to teach my bro spellin..
so, on the way hm, lihong nded to go to buy somethin so acc her to go there.
at there we were havin fun n i was like 4gt abt the test which made me super sad!
took some pic playin n eatin!
then after tt qucikly went hm!
sian 1/2 again when reached hm..
mum told me tt my elder sis alrdy gav my bro spellin le..
omg~!!!
if noe.. i would go wif the class..
haiz~!
long time didnt go out wif them le..
in future would b lesser!
well, 2day test really hard!
hard until i totally sian to do it!
able to do qns 1 n 6 which total of 25marks but sure would deduct until 20.
others really i didnt noe how how i d try my best to do them even though it was a open bk test!
after lesson they all said goin to KTV but i couldn go as i nded to go hm to teach my bro spellin..
so, on the way hm, lihong nded to go to buy somethin so acc her to go there.
at there we were havin fun n i was like 4gt abt the test which made me super sad!
took some pic playin n eatin!
then after tt qucikly went hm!
sian 1/2 again when reached hm..
mum told me tt my elder sis alrdy gav my bro spellin le..
omg~!!!
if noe.. i would go wif the class..
haiz~!
long time didnt go out wif them le..
in future would b lesser!
Thursday, August 26, 2004
paiseh ya!!!! too long~
sorry for those who are readin...
i tink sld b quite fare up to c soo many words..
but...
paiseh la..
i cant cut short the words anymore..
i tink sld b quite fare up to c soo many words..
but...
paiseh la..
i cant cut short the words anymore..
2day NF
Mm.... havin NF at afternoon at sport hall.
met lihong n huiying as usual at the bus stop.
realised tt lihong's NF tutor was gd!
he even gav them MCQ qns to do.
he even further taught us the reason for everythin in NF.
omg~!
wat abt my tutor??!!!
argh!
looked at his face like very fierce then sian 1/2.
hahaa.. but he also gt his humor part!
went to sport hall,
saw owen moved the fan owards his side.
i saw it..
fare up!
wah... was i siao..? like tt also fare up?
well,
to my character,
when somethin in the beginnin was fix,
dun ever try to move anythin in front of me.
n tt time my area there didnt hav fan.
so... paiseh.. didnt hav the choice.
looked at the paper...
well, MCQ 1st 3 qns were alrite.
others i didnt rem.
2 long qns..
well it really nt very long.
but i hanged wif 1st qns.
i d study for the defination..!!
but..
my mind was totally blank!
qn 2 also struck.
1 more qns which really made me wan to cry...
the most ez qns!
i d read it up!!!
but!!!!!!~~~~
haiz.... memories frm tt slide jz didnt "stamp" there to my brain!
omg...
really wan to cry on tt spot!
lost hope for my paper..
tt was nt i wan!
omg~!
saw alien ya..
hahaa..
long time didnt talk to him le.
we jz talked abt test as tt time i was totally no mood even though i left the hall abt 1hr after the paper started.
walked to the back gate there to take bus.
huiying "cruelly" left us lonely as her bus came 1st..
hahaaaa~
so we walked the the nxt bus stop there to take bus as we reallly gt nothin to do.
on the way to the nxt bus stop,
i looked dwn the ground...
n saw luv seed..
haha..
then thought..
"here gt tis meh?"
i looked up...
wow!
i was so surprise tt there gt the luv seed tree!!!!
lihong was shocked by my reaction.
i luv to collect these since young.
only when i went to my grandma's hse i then gt the chance to pick these.
nw there the trees were cut off!
omg...
since knowin tt there gt...
gt time i would go there to pick! ;)
took 61..
in bus saw alien again!
hahaa...
fate bah!
haaha...
he was wif his class to go to beauty world there to eat.
haha..
the 1st sentence he said was, " wah... u follow me ah??"
omg..
who wan???
hahaaa...
took all the way to interchange as lihong suddenly said wan to buy somethin.
walked here n there...
in the end she didnt buy..
ahaaa!
went to mac to but cola cola float.
lihong 1st time drinkin these!
i was the 2nd time but tis time was added choco toppin.
lihong had a bad impression for the drinks... hahaa
i also...
we were complainin abt tt!
went to the "nite market"
bought food to eat..
well,
at there seem to c doreen...
haha..
she nw became thinner..
havin diet??
then lihong said, " she wan to b pretty mah."
then i said, " wah.. dun say like tt mah.. say as if we dun like to b pretty like tt.."
hahaa..
i couldnt believe i said tt..
lihong was laughin for tt.
after lihong took bus hm,
i saw wilson!
wow!
nt bad.. here able to c him.
then realised tt he was goin to sec sch for some stuffs.
since saw him, i asked him abt the internet connection.
well, he explained to me a lot ya...
hahaa... took a very long time to understand...
then nw i noe wat to do le..
thanks ya!
n also... take care!
dun tink tt bike able to cover u when u were havin any accident!
haha..
a quote frm lihong, " car covers human while human covers bike!"
well, his was the bicycle la..
hahaa..
u tink injured urself is fun? no loh..
so dun play play!
on the way hm,
i was totally sian!
nearly wan to cry..
hahaa..
luckily didnt la.
i was strong leh!
haha.. as if la!
reached hm..
sian again.
then had dinner..
went back to my rm.
my mum came in.
suddenly talked abt my grade as my dad realised tt i didnt perform well for the exam.
haiz~!
out of the sudden we talked a lot..
told her the reason for my studies..
then i really couldnt control my tears.
knowin tt it was my fault for nt performin well.
but i really didnt hav the interest to study IT n lost the mood for studies.
well...
nw..
promised my mum tt i would study no matter wat!
i didnt wan to fail then realise my mistake n tt would b too late!
so... i would go lesser time to go out, lesser time to go out wif my fren, lesser time to go out of my own...
didnt noe y out of sudden we talked abt ghost..
then talked abt xiufang n my aunt's husband tt they able to c these..
wow!
then talked abt sec 3 camp tt time xiufang saw "somethin".
wow! 7th month we stil talk abt tt... we were brave sia!
then also talked abt my fren who nw alrdy gav birth to a baby boy.
the baby was abt 1 month + liao..
i didnt go n c him as didnt hav the time to spare for tt even she lived jz 1 rd across my block.
well, tis, might b the 1st time talkin abt wat we were tinkin.
then realised tt she didnt noe a lot of my stuffs.
haiz~!
hahaa... jz only hope tt able to pass everythin...
met lihong n huiying as usual at the bus stop.
realised tt lihong's NF tutor was gd!
he even gav them MCQ qns to do.
he even further taught us the reason for everythin in NF.
omg~!
wat abt my tutor??!!!
argh!
looked at his face like very fierce then sian 1/2.
hahaa.. but he also gt his humor part!
went to sport hall,
saw owen moved the fan owards his side.
i saw it..
fare up!
wah... was i siao..? like tt also fare up?
well,
to my character,
when somethin in the beginnin was fix,
dun ever try to move anythin in front of me.
n tt time my area there didnt hav fan.
so... paiseh.. didnt hav the choice.
looked at the paper...
well, MCQ 1st 3 qns were alrite.
others i didnt rem.
2 long qns..
well it really nt very long.
but i hanged wif 1st qns.
i d study for the defination..!!
but..
my mind was totally blank!
qn 2 also struck.
1 more qns which really made me wan to cry...
the most ez qns!
i d read it up!!!
but!!!!!!~~~~
haiz.... memories frm tt slide jz didnt "stamp" there to my brain!
omg...
really wan to cry on tt spot!
lost hope for my paper..
tt was nt i wan!
omg~!
saw alien ya..
hahaa..
long time didnt talk to him le.
we jz talked abt test as tt time i was totally no mood even though i left the hall abt 1hr after the paper started.
walked to the back gate there to take bus.
huiying "cruelly" left us lonely as her bus came 1st..
hahaaaa~
so we walked the the nxt bus stop there to take bus as we reallly gt nothin to do.
on the way to the nxt bus stop,
i looked dwn the ground...
n saw luv seed..
haha..
then thought..
"here gt tis meh?"
i looked up...
wow!
i was so surprise tt there gt the luv seed tree!!!!
lihong was shocked by my reaction.
i luv to collect these since young.
only when i went to my grandma's hse i then gt the chance to pick these.
nw there the trees were cut off!
omg...
since knowin tt there gt...
gt time i would go there to pick! ;)
took 61..
in bus saw alien again!
hahaa...
fate bah!
haaha...
he was wif his class to go to beauty world there to eat.
haha..
the 1st sentence he said was, " wah... u follow me ah??"
omg..
who wan???
hahaaa...
took all the way to interchange as lihong suddenly said wan to buy somethin.
walked here n there...
in the end she didnt buy..
ahaaa!
went to mac to but cola cola float.
lihong 1st time drinkin these!
i was the 2nd time but tis time was added choco toppin.
lihong had a bad impression for the drinks... hahaa
i also...
we were complainin abt tt!
went to the "nite market"
bought food to eat..
well,
at there seem to c doreen...
haha..
she nw became thinner..
havin diet??
then lihong said, " she wan to b pretty mah."
then i said, " wah.. dun say like tt mah.. say as if we dun like to b pretty like tt.."
hahaa..
i couldnt believe i said tt..
lihong was laughin for tt.
after lihong took bus hm,
i saw wilson!
wow!
nt bad.. here able to c him.
then realised tt he was goin to sec sch for some stuffs.
since saw him, i asked him abt the internet connection.
well, he explained to me a lot ya...
hahaa... took a very long time to understand...
then nw i noe wat to do le..
thanks ya!
n also... take care!
dun tink tt bike able to cover u when u were havin any accident!
haha..
a quote frm lihong, " car covers human while human covers bike!"
well, his was the bicycle la..
hahaa..
u tink injured urself is fun? no loh..
so dun play play!
on the way hm,
i was totally sian!
nearly wan to cry..
hahaa..
luckily didnt la.
i was strong leh!
haha.. as if la!
reached hm..
sian again.
then had dinner..
went back to my rm.
my mum came in.
suddenly talked abt my grade as my dad realised tt i didnt perform well for the exam.
haiz~!
out of the sudden we talked a lot..
told her the reason for my studies..
then i really couldnt control my tears.
knowin tt it was my fault for nt performin well.
but i really didnt hav the interest to study IT n lost the mood for studies.
well...
nw..
promised my mum tt i would study no matter wat!
i didnt wan to fail then realise my mistake n tt would b too late!
so... i would go lesser time to go out, lesser time to go out wif my fren, lesser time to go out of my own...
didnt noe y out of sudden we talked abt ghost..
then talked abt xiufang n my aunt's husband tt they able to c these..
wow!
then talked abt sec 3 camp tt time xiufang saw "somethin".
wow! 7th month we stil talk abt tt... we were brave sia!
then also talked abt my fren who nw alrdy gav birth to a baby boy.
the baby was abt 1 month + liao..
i didnt go n c him as didnt hav the time to spare for tt even she lived jz 1 rd across my block.
well, tis, might b the 1st time talkin abt wat we were tinkin.
then realised tt she didnt noe a lot of my stuffs.
haiz~!
hahaa... jz only hope tt able to pass everythin...
yest n 2day
yest havin ECID test.
although a few days ago knowin wat was the format like,
i stil had the uncomforable feelin.
studied roughly all,
but seem only 20% info in my brain.
really scared tt it came out somethin which would make me cried.
havin a slight rain if nt wrong,
i was in the lecture hall.
didnt feel scare.
but feelin nervous.
saw the paper...
1st didnt really knock me dwn.
then we were like "discussin" the qns!
ahaha.. 1st time i d tis!
but we only discussed 1st qn n no more!
d the paper..
some really made me confused.
but i tried my best to do them.
less than 40min, i finished doin them.
when the tutor said, "Those who finished can hand in the paper",
every1 was rushin dwn to the table n handed in the paper.
i was shocked!
the paper seem too ez for them!
i kept on askin huiying to do finished.
well,
i sld nt do tt as it was their own decision whether they wanted to do anot.
omg~!!!
i sld nt do tt!!!
went dwn, i also askin lihong to hurry up doin it..
haiz~!!!
how come i bcomin like tt??!!!
went out, discussed abt these qns.
felt tt,
i gt a lot of mistakes!!!
omg~!!!
really wanted to faint sia...
went to bus stop,
then took bus to interchange.
thought of goin hm,
but in the end took until boon lay.
walked walked a while n went hm.
d quite happy as i felt i had relax myself frm the stress tt i gt frm the common test!
but...
i didnt even feel the stress 4 tt..
wat happened to me???!!!
went hm...
online then 12+ then really started my revision.
haiz~!!!
in the past i would start my revision long time ago n even would hav a time table for all my subjects.
wat happenin to me?
y i changed soo much?
y didnt i realised tt earlier?
y didnt i let myself so slack?
y couldnt i b more hardworkin?
y didnt i b more self control?
argh~!
even my close fren realised i changed.
he thought tt i had alrdy finished study then online.
ya...
i told him tt..
i really changed a lot..
who able to help me ya?!
feelin tt i was super useless in tis world!
y sld i chose IT as my course??~~
IT actually nt my 1st choice in my mind..
i chose BIT...
but jz bcoz of tt stupid eng failed...
i then thought of IT.
my dad in the past also think tt IT was quite a gd choice.
well, nothin able to change the past.
jz nd to continue the path for the moment.
although a few days ago knowin wat was the format like,
i stil had the uncomforable feelin.
studied roughly all,
but seem only 20% info in my brain.
really scared tt it came out somethin which would make me cried.
havin a slight rain if nt wrong,
i was in the lecture hall.
didnt feel scare.
but feelin nervous.
saw the paper...
1st didnt really knock me dwn.
then we were like "discussin" the qns!
ahaha.. 1st time i d tis!
but we only discussed 1st qn n no more!
d the paper..
some really made me confused.
but i tried my best to do them.
less than 40min, i finished doin them.
when the tutor said, "Those who finished can hand in the paper",
every1 was rushin dwn to the table n handed in the paper.
i was shocked!
the paper seem too ez for them!
i kept on askin huiying to do finished.
well,
i sld nt do tt as it was their own decision whether they wanted to do anot.
omg~!!!
i sld nt do tt!!!
went dwn, i also askin lihong to hurry up doin it..
haiz~!!!
how come i bcomin like tt??!!!
went out, discussed abt these qns.
felt tt,
i gt a lot of mistakes!!!
omg~!!!
really wanted to faint sia...
went to bus stop,
then took bus to interchange.
thought of goin hm,
but in the end took until boon lay.
walked walked a while n went hm.
d quite happy as i felt i had relax myself frm the stress tt i gt frm the common test!
but...
i didnt even feel the stress 4 tt..
wat happened to me???!!!
went hm...
online then 12+ then really started my revision.
haiz~!!!
in the past i would start my revision long time ago n even would hav a time table for all my subjects.
wat happenin to me?
y i changed soo much?
y didnt i realised tt earlier?
y didnt i let myself so slack?
y couldnt i b more hardworkin?
y didnt i b more self control?
argh~!
even my close fren realised i changed.
he thought tt i had alrdy finished study then online.
ya...
i told him tt..
i really changed a lot..
who able to help me ya?!
feelin tt i was super useless in tis world!
y sld i chose IT as my course??~~
IT actually nt my 1st choice in my mind..
i chose BIT...
but jz bcoz of tt stupid eng failed...
i then thought of IT.
my dad in the past also think tt IT was quite a gd choice.
well, nothin able to change the past.
jz nd to continue the path for the moment.
Tuesday, August 24, 2004
sun, mon n tues
long time didnt touch the blogger..
didnt noe i stil able to use it anot..
haha..well, nt very long la.. hahaa!!!!!
well, start frm the sun,
tt day i kept on printin the oop slides,
tutorials n prac n also MAD's.
realised tt jz these alrdy spent my whole day doin it as i didnt noe the reason y i spent such a long time doin it.
finally started revisin in the middle of the nite.
well, i only able to study half of the module of oop as i was really very tired.d understand a bit for oop.
but when came to write the code, i was sure in dead meat.
studied until 1+ then went to slp.
mon
mornin intended to wake up at 8+ but the sound of the alarm clock was sooo soft.
heard the sound at 8.30am but i was soo lz to wake up n in the end woke up at 9am.
studied the remained chaps but the remainin chaps was much more difficult than the previous chaps which i studied yest.
at the same time, i was online n watched tv..
haiz! i tink i didnt noe how to write the word "die" bah..
until nw i stil doin all these unimportant stuffs.
then while stil gt time, i brought out the A4 coloured paper n skteched the words "OOP" at there.. haha... i was too bo liao!
reached hm early to meet huiying wif lihong to start revisin.
well, wat i would say was tt goin there early to revise seem a bit wrong as while waitin to go in, we would find a lot of the codin which we didnt understand n like makin more probs to us.
super nervous when time was reachin nearer n nearer to the exam time...
how i wish there wasnt any tests or exam~!
finally clock stroke to 3.40pm.
every1 packed their stuffs n walked all the way to the exam hall.
i was soo nervous tt my legs seem like jelly.... n had a giddy feelin.
in there, every1 was nervous.
n we were bz findin our seats.
well, i sat rite at the back. hahaa...
3.55am, paper then released n realised tt we only gt 5min to read thru the paper.
opened the cover page n.... WAH! SO DIFFICULT?!
1st mcq alrdy hanged me there...
as i couldn rem which 1 was the rite ans...
others was gettin more n more difficult.
for the 5 mcq, to my thought was tt i only able to get 2 or less correct n each mcq worth 5 marks.. -.-"
after tt was the "short qns" Mm.... qn 6, out of 4 blanks i tink i only able to get 1 correct.
qn 7, haha.. seem ez but compared wif my fren ans..
haa.. i gt all wrong....qn 8... death qn... super long!
could cry sia.... but no matter wat i nded to write somethin or i sure die...
spent 1 hr n 20min to completed the paper...
though like i could hand in early but i wanted to read thru..
haha.. but in the end i didnt as i didnt wan to make more mistakes...
out of the exam hall...
every1 was havin some sort of relax face...
even nicole also gt.. haha.. she sure able to get gd marks for oop...
while on the way to library as joey nded to return the bk, saw shiqi n her bf.
haha.. shiqi straightened her hair which made her looked a bit weird as her hair gt the "dry" type.
after tt went to wm wif lihong n ah pig as she wan to buy pen.
on the way, saw tiffany.. hahaa..
she was jz standin rite behind me n gav me a big shock! hahaa..
i really shouted.. lihong couldnt stand it.. hahaa...
after tt went to the "nite market" n intended to buy tea eggs...
n realised tt no1 was sellin tt as... EGG IS EXPENSIVE! hahaa... sad sad...
after tt went hm, but i didnt study!!!
my mum asked me to teach my bro 1st... argh!
angry part came.. well, as if i didnt nd to study...
y didnt my bro havin own self -study??
at least i didnt nd to acc him to teach him until 11+!!!
tt time i really wanted to cry sia as gt the "inner stress" bah..
haha... then taught him...
really a bit wanted to vomit blood as he was like didnt wan to study..!!
felt super stress but nt for my studies but for him! argh...
finally finished...
tt time was nearly reached to 12am.... -.-"
then online.. hahaa... didnt study.... until 2+..
i then off my lappy n really started revise...
on lappy sure online n online n didnt study...
while online, hahaa.. thanks ya .. u noe who u r.. played web cam 1.. hahaa..
tt 1 really made me laughed a lot n totally 4gt abt wat happened jz nw.
while online, i also super bo liao went to draw somethin.. haha.. yes.. drew somethin in the middle of the nite.. haha!
well, it jz a sketch for my MAD cover page.
since i alrdy printed all the lect notes n tutorials, y didnt put them 2gether n made like a bk?
so took out A4 coloured paper n skteched "Mobile Application Development MAD" haha..
my "web cam" fren said it was funny n couldnt believe tt i spent the time drawin these..
haha.. mayb inner stress again.. hahaa... ;p
really nded to thanks for these who concern me ya.. haha.. paiseh... like makin every1 worry like tt...
after offline, stduied.. studied n studied until 3+ then slept...
although studied the whole 7 wks of lect n prac n tutorials, i felt tt i didnt understand a things..
hahaa.. only wk 1-3 prac stil able to understand. b
ut.. understand is understand..
i sure 4get how to write the code as MAD tested on writin codes... omg~!
MAD really able to make ppl turn crazy~!
o... stil gt SQL... hahaa... mayb revised the sQL also for the db bah.. hahaa.... ;p
tues
intended to woke up 8+ but in the end woke up 9+ goin to reach 10...
haha.. i stil haven revised.. argh.. muz liao!
studied a while..
i was a bit like lost the interest.. ahaa...
then went online... omg~!!! i couldn online!!!
wat happenin?? my bro's com also even though it connect to internet but couldnt access it... can any1 tell me the reason as i really nded to solve it asap! thanks!
i was a bit fare up by it n then went to fetch my bro frm sch. well, i also brought dwn my notes to there as i didnt wan to waste anymore time!
reached hm n on the lappy..
woow... it ok rite nw..
but seem like it would sudden off even the connection stil on.
my bro's com worse.. since few days ago until nw it stil couldn access to internet...
who can help?? pls help me ya!!!!
2+, met lihong n took bus all the way to sch there to meet huiying.
hahaa... somethin was so.. hahaa.. like it was fate.. haha..
we all wore similar colour of shirts!
hahaa.. yest also!!
i wore light blue. lihong wore normal blue. huiying wore dark blue...
2day, i wore light red, lihong wore red. huiying also wore red.. haha!!!
since it was sooo "fate" we might as well wore the same colour tml!!
haha.. we decided to wore black! hahaa....
went to blk 23 there to study..
hhaa... well, we couldnt really threw everythin single stuffs into out small little tiny brains but at least we d our best to study them.
spent 45min to study... but in the end we all talked abt our future... wat we intended to do.. haha... then i said... "i sure wil nt touch IT!" hahaa..
soon, joey came n we really started revisin but the time was short.
abt 5 more min we nded to go to LT 22 le.
time didnt bother to wait for us. soon it was our death time!
frm my fren i noe who studied MAD, i realised tt most of them said tt MAD was difficult than OOP as MAD we totally didnt wan would come out n we totally couldnt depend on memorised them.
at least OOP able to study some parts which had high confident would come out.
went in n realised tt every1 was jz 1 seat away frm each other.
hahaa.. seem like able to "copy"... lolz.. jkin la.
went to find seat n sat dwn.. n looked at the paper... wow!!! chim sia!!!
1st qns didnt really knock me dwn but the 2nd qn d.
1st qn was abt the resturant owner wanted to hav a PDAs application tt able to take order n also havin payment process. then said wat were the considersation for tt.it also gt the print screen n ask wat were the various controls which nded for the application. another 1 was writin code for the display message.
seem ez ya? hahaa.. no loh.. i spent 35-40min jz to do these... n stil gt 2 more long qns!!!
in actual fact, each qns muz only use the max time of 30min n i was totally out of the time!
2nd qn... death qns among the 3 qns...
it asked to write code for the checkboard.. hahaaa.... die die die...
i didnt noe how to do!!! then... sometin jz stroke to my mind... hahaa..
a super long method to do the checkboard!
wrote all the same codin again n again n jz changed the x's n the y's..
tt 1 really spent a lot of my time as i wrote abt.... 50 of the same codes!!!!!
but tt 1, i d it after finished doin qn 3.qn3... db qns!
hahaa... part a were abt create table, insert table find list...
part b were abt create the database n worte dunno wat connection.. hhaa..
i didnt noe how to do tt.
then gt 1 part askin the difference between the SQL ms, SQL Ce.. haha..
i totally lfet out tt!!!
3 marks gone case...went back to do qn 2 n only left wif abt 15min..
i rushed doin all these!!!
could turned crazy!!
finally finished.... tt also the time when it goin to hand in the paper...tired... hand soo tired... hahaa...
well, noein tt the qn 2 sure would nt get marks n sure kanna tutor's sayin.. haha.. but nvm la.. rather than lettin 15 marks gone!
went to library to buy drink n while we were talkin abt the eggs..
hahaa.. at there didnt sell hotdog wif egg..
ahaa sad sia... no eggs.... lolz..
then while waitin, outside was havin a slight rain..
hahaa... although it was rainin but didnt feel it was cool.
while waitin for bus, we talked abt goin to shawn's hse on 4th sept as joey n kylie wanted to show their skill in cookin!!
hahaa.. yes! if can.. i wil go ya! i wan to test their skill n learn frm them!!!
lolz... well, tt really surprise tt they intended to go to his hse.
then also gt 1 more surprisin stuffs.. hahaa.. didnt intend to say here or else some1 wan to kill me... hahaa.. n didnt wan to b big talker.. i noe can le.. lolz..
went hm after tt.. hahaa.. havin headache while on the way hm wif lihong...
we didnt noe y suddenly talk abt ghost.. hahaa...
wah... havin headache headache n headache!
tml gt ECID at 11am..
hahaa.. hope was ez..
heard frm my fren tt ECID was all 25 MCQ!!haha..
printin n drawin time~!
didnt noe i stil able to use it anot..
haha..well, nt very long la.. hahaa!!!!!
well, start frm the sun,
tt day i kept on printin the oop slides,
tutorials n prac n also MAD's.
realised tt jz these alrdy spent my whole day doin it as i didnt noe the reason y i spent such a long time doin it.
finally started revisin in the middle of the nite.
well, i only able to study half of the module of oop as i was really very tired.d understand a bit for oop.
but when came to write the code, i was sure in dead meat.
studied until 1+ then went to slp.
mon
mornin intended to wake up at 8+ but the sound of the alarm clock was sooo soft.
heard the sound at 8.30am but i was soo lz to wake up n in the end woke up at 9am.
studied the remained chaps but the remainin chaps was much more difficult than the previous chaps which i studied yest.
at the same time, i was online n watched tv..
haiz! i tink i didnt noe how to write the word "die" bah..
until nw i stil doin all these unimportant stuffs.
then while stil gt time, i brought out the A4 coloured paper n skteched the words "OOP" at there.. haha... i was too bo liao!
reached hm early to meet huiying wif lihong to start revisin.
well, wat i would say was tt goin there early to revise seem a bit wrong as while waitin to go in, we would find a lot of the codin which we didnt understand n like makin more probs to us.
super nervous when time was reachin nearer n nearer to the exam time...
how i wish there wasnt any tests or exam~!
finally clock stroke to 3.40pm.
every1 packed their stuffs n walked all the way to the exam hall.
i was soo nervous tt my legs seem like jelly.... n had a giddy feelin.
in there, every1 was nervous.
n we were bz findin our seats.
well, i sat rite at the back. hahaa...
3.55am, paper then released n realised tt we only gt 5min to read thru the paper.
opened the cover page n.... WAH! SO DIFFICULT?!
1st mcq alrdy hanged me there...
as i couldn rem which 1 was the rite ans...
others was gettin more n more difficult.
for the 5 mcq, to my thought was tt i only able to get 2 or less correct n each mcq worth 5 marks.. -.-"
after tt was the "short qns" Mm.... qn 6, out of 4 blanks i tink i only able to get 1 correct.
qn 7, haha.. seem ez but compared wif my fren ans..
haa.. i gt all wrong....qn 8... death qn... super long!
could cry sia.... but no matter wat i nded to write somethin or i sure die...
spent 1 hr n 20min to completed the paper...
though like i could hand in early but i wanted to read thru..
haha.. but in the end i didnt as i didnt wan to make more mistakes...
out of the exam hall...
every1 was havin some sort of relax face...
even nicole also gt.. haha.. she sure able to get gd marks for oop...
while on the way to library as joey nded to return the bk, saw shiqi n her bf.
haha.. shiqi straightened her hair which made her looked a bit weird as her hair gt the "dry" type.
after tt went to wm wif lihong n ah pig as she wan to buy pen.
on the way, saw tiffany.. hahaa..
she was jz standin rite behind me n gav me a big shock! hahaa..
i really shouted.. lihong couldnt stand it.. hahaa...
after tt went to the "nite market" n intended to buy tea eggs...
n realised tt no1 was sellin tt as... EGG IS EXPENSIVE! hahaa... sad sad...
after tt went hm, but i didnt study!!!
my mum asked me to teach my bro 1st... argh!
angry part came.. well, as if i didnt nd to study...
y didnt my bro havin own self -study??
at least i didnt nd to acc him to teach him until 11+!!!
tt time i really wanted to cry sia as gt the "inner stress" bah..
haha... then taught him...
really a bit wanted to vomit blood as he was like didnt wan to study..!!
felt super stress but nt for my studies but for him! argh...
finally finished...
tt time was nearly reached to 12am.... -.-"
then online.. hahaa... didnt study.... until 2+..
i then off my lappy n really started revise...
on lappy sure online n online n didnt study...
while online, hahaa.. thanks ya .. u noe who u r.. played web cam 1.. hahaa..
tt 1 really made me laughed a lot n totally 4gt abt wat happened jz nw.
while online, i also super bo liao went to draw somethin.. haha.. yes.. drew somethin in the middle of the nite.. haha!
well, it jz a sketch for my MAD cover page.
since i alrdy printed all the lect notes n tutorials, y didnt put them 2gether n made like a bk?
so took out A4 coloured paper n skteched "Mobile Application Development MAD" haha..
my "web cam" fren said it was funny n couldnt believe tt i spent the time drawin these..
haha.. mayb inner stress again.. hahaa... ;p
really nded to thanks for these who concern me ya.. haha.. paiseh... like makin every1 worry like tt...
after offline, stduied.. studied n studied until 3+ then slept...
although studied the whole 7 wks of lect n prac n tutorials, i felt tt i didnt understand a things..
hahaa.. only wk 1-3 prac stil able to understand. b
ut.. understand is understand..
i sure 4get how to write the code as MAD tested on writin codes... omg~!
MAD really able to make ppl turn crazy~!
o... stil gt SQL... hahaa... mayb revised the sQL also for the db bah.. hahaa.... ;p
tues
intended to woke up 8+ but in the end woke up 9+ goin to reach 10...
haha.. i stil haven revised.. argh.. muz liao!
studied a while..
i was a bit like lost the interest.. ahaa...
then went online... omg~!!! i couldn online!!!
wat happenin?? my bro's com also even though it connect to internet but couldnt access it... can any1 tell me the reason as i really nded to solve it asap! thanks!
i was a bit fare up by it n then went to fetch my bro frm sch. well, i also brought dwn my notes to there as i didnt wan to waste anymore time!
reached hm n on the lappy..
woow... it ok rite nw..
but seem like it would sudden off even the connection stil on.
my bro's com worse.. since few days ago until nw it stil couldn access to internet...
who can help?? pls help me ya!!!!
2+, met lihong n took bus all the way to sch there to meet huiying.
hahaa... somethin was so.. hahaa.. like it was fate.. haha..
we all wore similar colour of shirts!
hahaa.. yest also!!
i wore light blue. lihong wore normal blue. huiying wore dark blue...
2day, i wore light red, lihong wore red. huiying also wore red.. haha!!!
since it was sooo "fate" we might as well wore the same colour tml!!
haha.. we decided to wore black! hahaa....
went to blk 23 there to study..
hhaa... well, we couldnt really threw everythin single stuffs into out small little tiny brains but at least we d our best to study them.
spent 45min to study... but in the end we all talked abt our future... wat we intended to do.. haha... then i said... "i sure wil nt touch IT!" hahaa..
soon, joey came n we really started revisin but the time was short.
abt 5 more min we nded to go to LT 22 le.
time didnt bother to wait for us. soon it was our death time!
frm my fren i noe who studied MAD, i realised tt most of them said tt MAD was difficult than OOP as MAD we totally didnt wan would come out n we totally couldnt depend on memorised them.
at least OOP able to study some parts which had high confident would come out.
went in n realised tt every1 was jz 1 seat away frm each other.
hahaa.. seem like able to "copy"... lolz.. jkin la.
went to find seat n sat dwn.. n looked at the paper... wow!!! chim sia!!!
1st qns didnt really knock me dwn but the 2nd qn d.
1st qn was abt the resturant owner wanted to hav a PDAs application tt able to take order n also havin payment process. then said wat were the considersation for tt.it also gt the print screen n ask wat were the various controls which nded for the application. another 1 was writin code for the display message.
seem ez ya? hahaa.. no loh.. i spent 35-40min jz to do these... n stil gt 2 more long qns!!!
in actual fact, each qns muz only use the max time of 30min n i was totally out of the time!
2nd qn... death qns among the 3 qns...
it asked to write code for the checkboard.. hahaaa.... die die die...
i didnt noe how to do!!! then... sometin jz stroke to my mind... hahaa..
a super long method to do the checkboard!
wrote all the same codin again n again n jz changed the x's n the y's..
tt 1 really spent a lot of my time as i wrote abt.... 50 of the same codes!!!!!
but tt 1, i d it after finished doin qn 3.qn3... db qns!
hahaa... part a were abt create table, insert table find list...
part b were abt create the database n worte dunno wat connection.. hhaa..
i didnt noe how to do tt.
then gt 1 part askin the difference between the SQL ms, SQL Ce.. haha..
i totally lfet out tt!!!
3 marks gone case...went back to do qn 2 n only left wif abt 15min..
i rushed doin all these!!!
could turned crazy!!
finally finished.... tt also the time when it goin to hand in the paper...tired... hand soo tired... hahaa...
well, noein tt the qn 2 sure would nt get marks n sure kanna tutor's sayin.. haha.. but nvm la.. rather than lettin 15 marks gone!
went to library to buy drink n while we were talkin abt the eggs..
hahaa.. at there didnt sell hotdog wif egg..
ahaa sad sia... no eggs.... lolz..
then while waitin, outside was havin a slight rain..
hahaa... although it was rainin but didnt feel it was cool.
while waitin for bus, we talked abt goin to shawn's hse on 4th sept as joey n kylie wanted to show their skill in cookin!!
hahaa.. yes! if can.. i wil go ya! i wan to test their skill n learn frm them!!!
lolz... well, tt really surprise tt they intended to go to his hse.
then also gt 1 more surprisin stuffs.. hahaa.. didnt intend to say here or else some1 wan to kill me... hahaa.. n didnt wan to b big talker.. i noe can le.. lolz..
went hm after tt.. hahaa.. havin headache while on the way hm wif lihong...
we didnt noe y suddenly talk abt ghost.. hahaa...
wah... havin headache headache n headache!
tml gt ECID at 11am..
hahaa.. hope was ez..
heard frm my fren tt ECID was all 25 MCQ!!haha..
printin n drawin time~!
Saturday, August 21, 2004
study time~
Mm... didnt blog yest.. haha.. well, i dun tink really gt the time to do personal stuffs as common test is jz 2 days away... no time to go out.. no time to do my personal stuffs. no time to cae abt others . no time to day dreamin. no time to slp.. haha.. n a lot! hahaa... i tink... after the common test then write bah... so scare abt the commin test as i really didnt study!!! haiz~!! god! help me a bit la....~!!! let me hav the mood to study leh..... plsZ~
Thursday, August 19, 2004
usher for the graduation day!
woke up at 6.18am when my alarm clock didnt bother to wake me up. wow! my body alarm clock back to normal?? hahaa... well, woke up at 3+ n thought tt it was 6+ -.-"
although time seem enough to me but in the end i stil late for bus. b4 tt i was choosin the rite shoes as the shoes which i sld wear gt some prob as it was too high which i totally unable to walk. haha... then inbetween like my hair clip which i used it for soo long nw then broke into 2! seem like a very unlucky sign... hahaa...
reached there at 7.28am then met joey n walked all the way to the convention hall. linghui who was same grp as me in 3do alrdy reached there long ago. then we went to find ur blazer~! walked wif joey then realised tt it was for joey's grp~! haha.. i was in the wrong place!!! so quickly gt out of tt place n went to find my blazer 1st. asked milton then noe it was at the end of the path. the lady in there like didnt care much n asked me to sign the sign-in.
went back to the main door n havin the briefin as both linghui n i (in the same team n also only 2 person in tt team) reached there. we were at the reg counter there to mark attendance for the VVIP, VIP n guest of metallies. well, nt really an ez job but at least we able to sit dwn while others nded to stand all the way.
9am.... soon ppl started to come in more n more.. we nded to look out for car no n names. we d really scare we would mark the wrong person. joey changed to help us for a moment. frm wat we noe, guest of honour would b the last person to reach here.... was tt the nd to waste those ppl who reached there early?
we were super bored after everythin was done n the level 1 was super quiet! in the end we required the ppl in charge for us to go in for a while. well, went in n realised tt it was quite bored in there also! haha.. only saw the graduated receive the cert n took pic..... again n again! after a while nded to go back to the level 1 to do our duties~!
tis time we were like a watch dog... haha.... u all sld guess the meanin for tt! well, we were standin at the door of the VIP lounge there.... nt servin them but jz standin at the door... smile at there! well, to me was tt it was like blockin the way!! other ushers able to return the blazers but we couldnt! joey also off her duty...
we were very hungry to c them eatin n eatin while we nded to guard the door?? thought tt we able to hav some food after the duties but seem like parents "liked" to eat the food.... nearly all gone!!! haiz~!!!
in the end joey n i went to canteen 1 to hav our meal while later on ah seng also came there to take my OOP revison paper to photocopy. he was there as he was the survey usher to ask the graduated to do some survey...
after tt we went hm. as i nded to top up my ez-link card, i nded to go to wm there. ah seng n i took the same bus. while on the way, ah seng received sms frm his fren(a gal.. haaa) n his fren asked him to go out for a ice-cream meal.. hahaa... well, every1 sld noe tt sh seng was a flirt guy.. hahaa.. then i kept on suan him... hahaa... then he said a word which i didnt believe... nan nu shou shou bu qing(means tt ..eh.. didnt noe how to say in eng...)....
since he met his fren at 2.45pm, we went to wm there to walk walk n talk talk... went to popular, then saw a lot of the satec ppl.. haha... ah seng said," y u didnt say hi to ur fren?" omg~! was tt mean tt wearin similar clothes mean i noe them?? well, tt time i was really looked like 1 of them... wearin white collar shirt n black skirt... hahaa
after tt, went to bus interchange n went hm. very tired abt it...
well, nw is 7th month... every1 muz b becareful!!! i received my fren(nw in ns) sms tt he received 2 calls n 1 was tt a guy didnt noe the reason y, fell into the hole while he was workin in the ship.. 2nd 1 was tt there was an accident at clementi... so he nded to go there to help them out... Mm..... every1 muz take care ya!!!
although time seem enough to me but in the end i stil late for bus. b4 tt i was choosin the rite shoes as the shoes which i sld wear gt some prob as it was too high which i totally unable to walk. haha... then inbetween like my hair clip which i used it for soo long nw then broke into 2! seem like a very unlucky sign... hahaa...
reached there at 7.28am then met joey n walked all the way to the convention hall. linghui who was same grp as me in 3do alrdy reached there long ago. then we went to find ur blazer~! walked wif joey then realised tt it was for joey's grp~! haha.. i was in the wrong place!!! so quickly gt out of tt place n went to find my blazer 1st. asked milton then noe it was at the end of the path. the lady in there like didnt care much n asked me to sign the sign-in.
went back to the main door n havin the briefin as both linghui n i (in the same team n also only 2 person in tt team) reached there. we were at the reg counter there to mark attendance for the VVIP, VIP n guest of metallies. well, nt really an ez job but at least we able to sit dwn while others nded to stand all the way.
9am.... soon ppl started to come in more n more.. we nded to look out for car no n names. we d really scare we would mark the wrong person. joey changed to help us for a moment. frm wat we noe, guest of honour would b the last person to reach here.... was tt the nd to waste those ppl who reached there early?
we were super bored after everythin was done n the level 1 was super quiet! in the end we required the ppl in charge for us to go in for a while. well, went in n realised tt it was quite bored in there also! haha.. only saw the graduated receive the cert n took pic..... again n again! after a while nded to go back to the level 1 to do our duties~!
tis time we were like a watch dog... haha.... u all sld guess the meanin for tt! well, we were standin at the door of the VIP lounge there.... nt servin them but jz standin at the door... smile at there! well, to me was tt it was like blockin the way!! other ushers able to return the blazers but we couldnt! joey also off her duty...
we were very hungry to c them eatin n eatin while we nded to guard the door?? thought tt we able to hav some food after the duties but seem like parents "liked" to eat the food.... nearly all gone!!! haiz~!!!
in the end joey n i went to canteen 1 to hav our meal while later on ah seng also came there to take my OOP revison paper to photocopy. he was there as he was the survey usher to ask the graduated to do some survey...
after tt we went hm. as i nded to top up my ez-link card, i nded to go to wm there. ah seng n i took the same bus. while on the way, ah seng received sms frm his fren(a gal.. haaa) n his fren asked him to go out for a ice-cream meal.. hahaa... well, every1 sld noe tt sh seng was a flirt guy.. hahaa.. then i kept on suan him... hahaa... then he said a word which i didnt believe... nan nu shou shou bu qing(means tt ..eh.. didnt noe how to say in eng...)....
since he met his fren at 2.45pm, we went to wm there to walk walk n talk talk... went to popular, then saw a lot of the satec ppl.. haha... ah seng said," y u didnt say hi to ur fren?" omg~! was tt mean tt wearin similar clothes mean i noe them?? well, tt time i was really looked like 1 of them... wearin white collar shirt n black skirt... hahaa
after tt, went to bus interchange n went hm. very tired abt it...
well, nw is 7th month... every1 muz b becareful!!! i received my fren(nw in ns) sms tt he received 2 calls n 1 was tt a guy didnt noe the reason y, fell into the hole while he was workin in the ship.. 2nd 1 was tt there was an accident at clementi... so he nded to go there to help them out... Mm..... every1 muz take care ya!!!
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
a normal day passed....
so fast...
nw alrdy wed!!!
i didnt even touch any of my stuffs!!!
argh~!!!
went for OOP revision at 10am.
couldnt expect tt the outcome was so well!
a lot of ppl came for tt!!!
n there wasnt enough seats for the others who came late.
at there d really understand some of the qns but really nded to spend a lot of effort to find the ans. do hope tt the test wil b ez....
after lesson went to canteen 1 there to hav lunch. well, kylie they all were also at there. then noe a great news tt kylie n shawn nw is 2gether! hahaa... c c c!!! every1 predicted correctly! haha... after tt they all went to kap to study while us... haha.. didnt brin anythin so didnt feel like also goin wif them. havin chicken cutlet but seem small... however i was super full! hahaa....
reached hm then totally nt wellin well... my mum wanted me to do hsewk so muz finished it then took a nap. after a while, my mum woke me up to ask me for tml graduation stuffs. didnt hav the choice but to wake up to find the clothes. shoes n skirt couldnt find n when intended to but at wm, mum said nvm la... asked asked if who gt.. haa! then she called to my sis's god mum(10th floor) whether gt these n she brought them dwn.. thanks ya! hahaa.. if nt sian sian nded to go to wm there to find the skirt n shoes n i didnt wear them often so if tt the case didnt nd to waste $! hahaa...
havin dinner n online. chat wif my (pri+sec) fren. well, didnt talk much as i didnt noe wat to talk abt n didnt hav the mood to talk as feelin super tired. weird... weird... m i changed? some1 said tt i was weird in the sense tt i was nt as cheerful as b4. lookin back, i d change. change frm a cheerful type to like havin lots n lots of troubles in mind type. however i jz couldn find the troubles! like i didnt hav any troubles at all. argh..... where is the troubles in my mind??~ out of the sudden i cried out... haha.. m i too stress?? however i cant feel the stress in my heart. i didnt feel i was breatheless.... haiz! thanks ya... usin the icon to make me laugh... haha.... dunno y tt icon wil make me laugh sia.... mayb tt icon is too cute...!
time passed... no1 able to stop the time... no1 able to go back to the time they wan to stay... no1 able to take back wat they miss out or wat they do nt treasure in the past.
nw alrdy wed!!!
i didnt even touch any of my stuffs!!!
argh~!!!
went for OOP revision at 10am.
couldnt expect tt the outcome was so well!
a lot of ppl came for tt!!!
n there wasnt enough seats for the others who came late.
at there d really understand some of the qns but really nded to spend a lot of effort to find the ans. do hope tt the test wil b ez....
after lesson went to canteen 1 there to hav lunch. well, kylie they all were also at there. then noe a great news tt kylie n shawn nw is 2gether! hahaa... c c c!!! every1 predicted correctly! haha... after tt they all went to kap to study while us... haha.. didnt brin anythin so didnt feel like also goin wif them. havin chicken cutlet but seem small... however i was super full! hahaa....
reached hm then totally nt wellin well... my mum wanted me to do hsewk so muz finished it then took a nap. after a while, my mum woke me up to ask me for tml graduation stuffs. didnt hav the choice but to wake up to find the clothes. shoes n skirt couldnt find n when intended to but at wm, mum said nvm la... asked asked if who gt.. haa! then she called to my sis's god mum(10th floor) whether gt these n she brought them dwn.. thanks ya! hahaa.. if nt sian sian nded to go to wm there to find the skirt n shoes n i didnt wear them often so if tt the case didnt nd to waste $! hahaa...
havin dinner n online. chat wif my (pri+sec) fren. well, didnt talk much as i didnt noe wat to talk abt n didnt hav the mood to talk as feelin super tired. weird... weird... m i changed? some1 said tt i was weird in the sense tt i was nt as cheerful as b4. lookin back, i d change. change frm a cheerful type to like havin lots n lots of troubles in mind type. however i jz couldn find the troubles! like i didnt hav any troubles at all. argh..... where is the troubles in my mind??~ out of the sudden i cried out... haha.. m i too stress?? however i cant feel the stress in my heart. i didnt feel i was breatheless.... haiz! thanks ya... usin the icon to make me laugh... haha.... dunno y tt icon wil make me laugh sia.... mayb tt icon is too cute...!
time passed... no1 able to stop the time... no1 able to go back to the time they wan to stay... no1 able to take back wat they miss out or wat they do nt treasure in the past.
Mm...
out of sudden, feelin weird. fren ard me like no mood. fren ard me like sian sian like tt. fren ard me like havin stress. me? sian, moody...
hope tt every1 don feel sian.... common test is comin.. study hard n tink +ve. there is no space n time for u all the waste anymore.
is there anythin i can help? if i able i wil help.. but nt sch work pls~ i alrdy havin tons of qns marks ard my head...
time really past w/o knowing. do spend every hr carefully as when time is wasted, it wil nt come back....
take care every1...
hope tt every1 don feel sian.... common test is comin.. study hard n tink +ve. there is no space n time for u all the waste anymore.
is there anythin i can help? if i able i wil help.. but nt sch work pls~ i alrdy havin tons of qns marks ard my head...
time really past w/o knowing. do spend every hr carefully as when time is wasted, it wil nt come back....
take care every1...
Tuesday, August 17, 2004
sun, mon n tues
2 days didnt blog again. seem like i m goin to turn lz day by day.
let talk abt sun bah. tt day didnt hav a lot of stuffs happened. thought tt mum didnt let me go out but in the end she let me. tt really surprise me as wat i thought was tt she would immediately said "NO" to me. well, all she wan was tt i able to stay at hm to study my own stuffs n teach my bro... *sigh*
intend to ask 1 of my fren but... like... common ttest comin liao... then didnt dare to ask abt it.
went to watch fireworks but tis time i didnt take dwn the pic as last time i jz bz takin dwn pic n didnt really spend the rest of the time watchin the beautiful short fireworks.
the fireworks were super nice compared to the last wk 1. went to the bridge there to watch n the view was better than at the esplande. well, the whole fireworks last for 8min which my fren told me tt. most of them like look the same but some like, smily face 1. quite nice n big n nice n bright!
reached hm much earlier than last wk.. abt 11pm. after tt online then slp.
yest was my 1st day of my study break. it weird to me but i was like didnt care much. slp until 12pm. didnt noe the reason y i was so tired.
went to fetch my bro at 2.30pm but he alrdy reached near our hse. he called my mum n my mum scolded him for crossin the rd w/o adult. luckily tt she didnt scold me.. ;p
mum asked me to help her to buy toto as i was aldy 19 liao. well, i didnt like to buy all these stupid stuffs as wat i thought was tt spendin $$ to buy these but nw was tt i didnt hav the choice. went to the biddin centre wif my bro.
went there, i didnt noe how to shade n didnt noe which to shade. so ask an auntie at there. after askin, she asked my whether i was above 18 anot. hahaa... i was really shocked she asked me tt but... i looked at myself.. well... i looked childish?? hahaaa....
went to the counter, the auntie in the counter asked me the same qns as the auntie i asked for help. well, tt auntie didnt really believe me n asked me to take IC but i m nt siao siao loh.. brin IC even jz goin to market wat... tt auntie didnt wan to believe but i kept on sayin tt i really 19! well, in the end she stil let me buy.
after tt i called my mum n told her abt it n also nxt time asked her to buy herself as i m "underage" hahaa.....
after tt went hm n had dinner n online n slp.
2day havin nf revision at 12pm so met huiying n aisha at bus stop. huiying reached earlier than me then we waited for aisha. while waitin, saw some1 kept on smilin n realised was sze wei.. wah~~~~!!!!! he really cut the hair n tis time was super short!!!! hahaa.. but al least better than his LONG hair! he looked much more neater. sheng kee also cut the hair but..... wat i thought was tt.. he better cut to botak! looked more better than his current hairstyle.
lesson was fast yet bored. didnt really understand wat he was talkin abt.
lesson ended at 1+ n went to wm to buy stationeries. met ah pig after at wm. as wm there gt the "nite market" n there gt my fav food tea egg, so went to buy tt. after tt went to mac there to hav so called "lunch". then.... fare up came.... he threw my food to rust bin!!! i was super angry!!! he said a lot of reasons for tt n made me more n more fare up! didnt talk to him all the way.
reached hm, d really felt angry n tired. intended to slp but in the end wrote e blog. tired tired... tml stil gt oop revision.... tired!~
let talk abt sun bah. tt day didnt hav a lot of stuffs happened. thought tt mum didnt let me go out but in the end she let me. tt really surprise me as wat i thought was tt she would immediately said "NO" to me. well, all she wan was tt i able to stay at hm to study my own stuffs n teach my bro... *sigh*
intend to ask 1 of my fren but... like... common ttest comin liao... then didnt dare to ask abt it.
went to watch fireworks but tis time i didnt take dwn the pic as last time i jz bz takin dwn pic n didnt really spend the rest of the time watchin the beautiful short fireworks.
the fireworks were super nice compared to the last wk 1. went to the bridge there to watch n the view was better than at the esplande. well, the whole fireworks last for 8min which my fren told me tt. most of them like look the same but some like, smily face 1. quite nice n big n nice n bright!
reached hm much earlier than last wk.. abt 11pm. after tt online then slp.
yest was my 1st day of my study break. it weird to me but i was like didnt care much. slp until 12pm. didnt noe the reason y i was so tired.
went to fetch my bro at 2.30pm but he alrdy reached near our hse. he called my mum n my mum scolded him for crossin the rd w/o adult. luckily tt she didnt scold me.. ;p
mum asked me to help her to buy toto as i was aldy 19 liao. well, i didnt like to buy all these stupid stuffs as wat i thought was tt spendin $$ to buy these but nw was tt i didnt hav the choice. went to the biddin centre wif my bro.
went there, i didnt noe how to shade n didnt noe which to shade. so ask an auntie at there. after askin, she asked my whether i was above 18 anot. hahaa... i was really shocked she asked me tt but... i looked at myself.. well... i looked childish?? hahaaa....
went to the counter, the auntie in the counter asked me the same qns as the auntie i asked for help. well, tt auntie didnt really believe me n asked me to take IC but i m nt siao siao loh.. brin IC even jz goin to market wat... tt auntie didnt wan to believe but i kept on sayin tt i really 19! well, in the end she stil let me buy.
after tt i called my mum n told her abt it n also nxt time asked her to buy herself as i m "underage" hahaa.....
after tt went hm n had dinner n online n slp.
2day havin nf revision at 12pm so met huiying n aisha at bus stop. huiying reached earlier than me then we waited for aisha. while waitin, saw some1 kept on smilin n realised was sze wei.. wah~~~~!!!!! he really cut the hair n tis time was super short!!!! hahaa.. but al least better than his LONG hair! he looked much more neater. sheng kee also cut the hair but..... wat i thought was tt.. he better cut to botak! looked more better than his current hairstyle.
lesson was fast yet bored. didnt really understand wat he was talkin abt.
lesson ended at 1+ n went to wm to buy stationeries. met ah pig after at wm. as wm there gt the "nite market" n there gt my fav food tea egg, so went to buy tt. after tt went to mac there to hav so called "lunch". then.... fare up came.... he threw my food to rust bin!!! i was super angry!!! he said a lot of reasons for tt n made me more n more fare up! didnt talk to him all the way.
reached hm, d really felt angry n tired. intended to slp but in the end wrote e blog. tired tired... tml stil gt oop revision.... tired!~
Saturday, August 14, 2004
BBQ for the e-filin
woke up quite early to pass lihong her ecid assignment as her hse printer didnt hav anymore ink. luckily tt my printer seem workin normally so able to help her to print.
after wakin up, i continued slp until 11+ then woke up.
doin hsehold chores then when mum told me tt she was goin out n wanted me to teach my bro.
omg~!
i told her 2 days ago tt i was goin for bbq. then she was nt happy abt it n said y i everyday goin out.
felt a bit angry as i didnt go out everytime loh yet said as if i EVERYDAY goin out like tt. i felt a bit helpless when she said tt as said as if i lied to her like tt.
told her b4 yet she said tt. then to my thought tml like couldnt go out.
2day thought a lot, tinkin y jz didnt let my sis to try to teach him? y always i m the 1 who teach him? y i seem like lock in a prison? y i couldnt b like others gt a bit of their freedom? y i feel like i m been controlled? y always is me?
i noe she so called scare i turn bad, but.. dun control me!!! i hate tt! n.... bro was quite big le... ya.. i noe tt as his sis, i sld help out some of his studies... but, i feel the stress came frm u. dun force me.... i also gt my own stuffs to do. forcin only make me more terrible. i wil turn mad if u continue to force me...
well, in the end i stil went for the bbq. met huiying at bus interchange n went straight to BBCC at 5pm. at there waited for a while n went to blk 192 there to hav bbq. at there a lot of ppl sia!
well, gt 1 young auntie asked us to set up the bbq but both of us didnt noe how to do it... then in the end asked others to help.
when everythin was completed, the aunties asked us to hav the "dinner". wow.. we all super paiseh as we didnt do anythin yet stil others asked us to hav the meal 1st.
wilson also another guy who like the aunties at there, asked us to eat... so in the end we went to eat. well, a lot of food at there n also gt BBQ food!! a lot sia... we ate until very full n drank a total of 3 cans of drinks. we talked n talked until 8+ goin to 9 n walked to BBCC there for a while.
reached there, we n pei shan dl the songs. she used bulbster... wow! tt system really fast!!! less than 5min would b able to dl a song!!! but she said tt it looked like kazza... hahaa... so acutally intend to dl tt but.. haaa... mayb prefer to use mIRC bah.. hahaa....
at there, we listended to songs n we were like... havin KTV like tt... sang the song 2gether.
we sang quite a lot of songs.. hahaa..... quite fun!
soon 10pm le.. we nded to leave the place. didnt noe when we could come back to there again. we walked all the way to the bus stop outside the interchange n i said gd bye to huiying. after tt went the the "nite market" at interchange to buy my fav food.... tea eggs... hahaa... i bought 4 n intended to giv my bro 2 of them.
walked hm after tt. felt a bit scared as i seldom walked alone a such a late time. i walked quite fast as there wasnt many ppl walkin ard.
soon! abt 15min.... i reached hm!! hahaa... when i was alone at nite, i able to reach hm faster than walkin alone durin the day time.
reached hm... then my bro told me tt he didnt wan to eat tt... omg~!!!! i nded to eat 4 eggs... omg... i nearly wan to vomit out!!!
online.... then chat... chat wif tis 2 funny fren.... talked abt future.... talked abt somethin which was like, seldom ppl would tink abt it. like how ez when able to tell ppl somethin but when tellin ourselves somethin is hard.... they were very pro like tt... hahaa.. well, b ourselves own self.... believe ourselves... i believe it able to guide u to the rite path...
after wakin up, i continued slp until 11+ then woke up.
doin hsehold chores then when mum told me tt she was goin out n wanted me to teach my bro.
omg~!
i told her 2 days ago tt i was goin for bbq. then she was nt happy abt it n said y i everyday goin out.
felt a bit angry as i didnt go out everytime loh yet said as if i EVERYDAY goin out like tt. i felt a bit helpless when she said tt as said as if i lied to her like tt.
told her b4 yet she said tt. then to my thought tml like couldnt go out.
2day thought a lot, tinkin y jz didnt let my sis to try to teach him? y always i m the 1 who teach him? y i seem like lock in a prison? y i couldnt b like others gt a bit of their freedom? y i feel like i m been controlled? y always is me?
i noe she so called scare i turn bad, but.. dun control me!!! i hate tt! n.... bro was quite big le... ya.. i noe tt as his sis, i sld help out some of his studies... but, i feel the stress came frm u. dun force me.... i also gt my own stuffs to do. forcin only make me more terrible. i wil turn mad if u continue to force me...
well, in the end i stil went for the bbq. met huiying at bus interchange n went straight to BBCC at 5pm. at there waited for a while n went to blk 192 there to hav bbq. at there a lot of ppl sia!
well, gt 1 young auntie asked us to set up the bbq but both of us didnt noe how to do it... then in the end asked others to help.
when everythin was completed, the aunties asked us to hav the "dinner". wow.. we all super paiseh as we didnt do anythin yet stil others asked us to hav the meal 1st.
wilson also another guy who like the aunties at there, asked us to eat... so in the end we went to eat. well, a lot of food at there n also gt BBQ food!! a lot sia... we ate until very full n drank a total of 3 cans of drinks. we talked n talked until 8+ goin to 9 n walked to BBCC there for a while.
reached there, we n pei shan dl the songs. she used bulbster... wow! tt system really fast!!! less than 5min would b able to dl a song!!! but she said tt it looked like kazza... hahaa... so acutally intend to dl tt but.. haaa... mayb prefer to use mIRC bah.. hahaa....
at there, we listended to songs n we were like... havin KTV like tt... sang the song 2gether.
we sang quite a lot of songs.. hahaa..... quite fun!
soon 10pm le.. we nded to leave the place. didnt noe when we could come back to there again. we walked all the way to the bus stop outside the interchange n i said gd bye to huiying. after tt went the the "nite market" at interchange to buy my fav food.... tea eggs... hahaa... i bought 4 n intended to giv my bro 2 of them.
walked hm after tt. felt a bit scared as i seldom walked alone a such a late time. i walked quite fast as there wasnt many ppl walkin ard.
soon! abt 15min.... i reached hm!! hahaa... when i was alone at nite, i able to reach hm faster than walkin alone durin the day time.
reached hm... then my bro told me tt he didnt wan to eat tt... omg~!!!! i nded to eat 4 eggs... omg... i nearly wan to vomit out!!!
online.... then chat... chat wif tis 2 funny fren.... talked abt future.... talked abt somethin which was like, seldom ppl would tink abt it. like how ez when able to tell ppl somethin but when tellin ourselves somethin is hard.... they were very pro like tt... hahaa.. well, b ourselves own self.... believe ourselves... i believe it able to guide u to the rite path...
yest n 2day
yest n 2day didnt blog, so spend the time bloggin b4 goin to slp.
(210804)
yest, like every1 was quite moody.
during the 1st lesson of NF, joey had somethin on n nded to went off 1st.
hope tt she would b alrite.
hiuiyng was quite pissed off when tt seng kee didnt wan to lend his lappy to huiying as she wanted to c the domain name. then suay part came, when owen asked huiying abt the wallpaper stuffs, he immediately said "DUNNO" n to my view, she thought the 1 who said tt was seng kee.
her lappy really gt somethin wrong. totally couldnt get into internet n she was like havin a very bad temper. no1 really dare to disturb her as she really nt in a gd mood. durin the prac time, "ah beng"(tutor as his name gt "beng" tis word) asked some of us switch on the lappy to do the prac. huiying's lappy seem gt somethin wrong wif it. she couldnt c others ppl's folder inside n "ah beng" taught her the way to solve it. but it seem made the situation worse. if nt wrong, "ah beng" taught her the wrong stuffs. opps~!
durin NF lecture, chun yap helped her to solve the prob but it like didnt work at all. so in the end went up to level 6 the resource rm. however, the person in charge didnt seem to noe how to fix it. omg~~~ since he was the person in charge, he sld noe how to fix it if nt NP really spend too much $ to hire ppl who didnt even noe how to fix it.
since tt person didnt noe how to do it, he asked us to hav our lunch 1st then came back again. it was like wasted our time went up at there.
when we were in canteen 2, owen they all couldnt find enough seats so in the end chun. huiying n i sat at the area where sun could shine rite thru in. we talked quite a lot n talked mostly abt the sec sch time. tt really fun n memorable time to tink back.
after tt we went back to resource rm n asked chun yap to look after huiying's lappy as we were rushed for another lesson while chun yap jz nded to wait for ecid.
went there, seem like lost somethin like tt. class was nt full. to me was quite weird. then jz listened to wat tutor was talkin abt but in fact, none of us listened n we gt back out quiz paper. Mm...quite ok la.
b4 ecid started, chun yap took back huiying's lappy n said everythin was ok.
ecid lesson really made me suffered a lot. as joey didnt come, well, we d our best to do it but we didnt really noe wat to do. ;p we tried doin the layout out. actually finished doin the shoppin cart but.... i like didnt noe how to save them n all our hardwork jz disappeared.... (X-X) then redid again... tis time... again.... haiz!!!! i was quite fared up doin the same thing again n again. in the end, i spent 3 hrs jz doin the shopping cart... really sorry for my grp as sze wei n irwan nded to do the others. huiying n looked at mine 1 loh as she nded to do some stuffs in her lappy to check whether the internet worked anot but it seem like it didnt work again.
after lesson kylie they all intend to sing ktv at town n in the beginnin i agreed to go but in the end didnt as it sure tt i would b reached hm very late n havin headache after the stress of the ecid stuffs. thanks to kylie tt in the end i didnt go n thanks for understand for my reason for nt goin there.
reached hm really very tired but i nded to online to check some stuffs.
2day(130804)
2day was the FRI the 13TH!
havin jap n 2day jap was gettin more n more difficult which i really scared i couldn catch up. however it was quite fun in the scene tt tutor really made a lot of fun stuffs which didnt make the lesson borin.
after lesson d intend to go for my fren's hse as she jz gav birth to a baby boy n nw he was alrdy 1mth. however realised tt we didnt sms her abt we goin so thought sometimes then decided didnt wan to go. in the end lihong n i went to watch "twin effect 2" tt time didnt hav a lot of ppl jz only occupided 1.5 rows. while goin in, while lihong intended to open the door, some1 suddenly pushed the door n scared lihong. tt guy said sorry n we jz went in. weird was tt tt guy came in again. siao rite? i thought he wanted to go out??? when we found our seat n sat dwn, tt guy who nearly knocked lihong dwn asked for hp no n e-mail add. siao rite??? haiz... we kept on sayin we didnt wan to giv. so he didnt hav the choice but to go back to his seat wif his fren. if nt wrong, they were frn hillgrove sec sch bah... i saw his sch collar colour even he was wearin a jacket. they were damn bo liao....
the show, nt bad but lihong said tt the sound effect was nt tt gd. edison didnt act much in the show but he d act quite funny in the beginnin of the show but soon died. hav chance better watch. it a bit funny la. in the show guys were like a slave as the queen didnt like guys. then some of the guys were havin experiment to bcome gals.. haaa...
after the show went to hav some snack n went hm.
reached hm i went to slp. i didnt noe the reason y i was so tired. so frm 6+ slp until 8+. had my dinner n watched tv n bloggin nw.
nw arldy 2+ AM n nw i sld b slpin!! nite to every1 n dun stress ya.... take care!
(210804)
yest, like every1 was quite moody.
during the 1st lesson of NF, joey had somethin on n nded to went off 1st.
hope tt she would b alrite.
hiuiyng was quite pissed off when tt seng kee didnt wan to lend his lappy to huiying as she wanted to c the domain name. then suay part came, when owen asked huiying abt the wallpaper stuffs, he immediately said "DUNNO" n to my view, she thought the 1 who said tt was seng kee.
her lappy really gt somethin wrong. totally couldnt get into internet n she was like havin a very bad temper. no1 really dare to disturb her as she really nt in a gd mood. durin the prac time, "ah beng"(tutor as his name gt "beng" tis word) asked some of us switch on the lappy to do the prac. huiying's lappy seem gt somethin wrong wif it. she couldnt c others ppl's folder inside n "ah beng" taught her the way to solve it. but it seem made the situation worse. if nt wrong, "ah beng" taught her the wrong stuffs. opps~!
durin NF lecture, chun yap helped her to solve the prob but it like didnt work at all. so in the end went up to level 6 the resource rm. however, the person in charge didnt seem to noe how to fix it. omg~~~ since he was the person in charge, he sld noe how to fix it if nt NP really spend too much $ to hire ppl who didnt even noe how to fix it.
since tt person didnt noe how to do it, he asked us to hav our lunch 1st then came back again. it was like wasted our time went up at there.
when we were in canteen 2, owen they all couldnt find enough seats so in the end chun. huiying n i sat at the area where sun could shine rite thru in. we talked quite a lot n talked mostly abt the sec sch time. tt really fun n memorable time to tink back.
after tt we went back to resource rm n asked chun yap to look after huiying's lappy as we were rushed for another lesson while chun yap jz nded to wait for ecid.
went there, seem like lost somethin like tt. class was nt full. to me was quite weird. then jz listened to wat tutor was talkin abt but in fact, none of us listened n we gt back out quiz paper. Mm...quite ok la.
b4 ecid started, chun yap took back huiying's lappy n said everythin was ok.
ecid lesson really made me suffered a lot. as joey didnt come, well, we d our best to do it but we didnt really noe wat to do. ;p we tried doin the layout out. actually finished doin the shoppin cart but.... i like didnt noe how to save them n all our hardwork jz disappeared.... (X-X) then redid again... tis time... again.... haiz!!!! i was quite fared up doin the same thing again n again. in the end, i spent 3 hrs jz doin the shopping cart... really sorry for my grp as sze wei n irwan nded to do the others. huiying n looked at mine 1 loh as she nded to do some stuffs in her lappy to check whether the internet worked anot but it seem like it didnt work again.
after lesson kylie they all intend to sing ktv at town n in the beginnin i agreed to go but in the end didnt as it sure tt i would b reached hm very late n havin headache after the stress of the ecid stuffs. thanks to kylie tt in the end i didnt go n thanks for understand for my reason for nt goin there.
reached hm really very tired but i nded to online to check some stuffs.
2day(130804)
2day was the FRI the 13TH!
havin jap n 2day jap was gettin more n more difficult which i really scared i couldn catch up. however it was quite fun in the scene tt tutor really made a lot of fun stuffs which didnt make the lesson borin.
after lesson d intend to go for my fren's hse as she jz gav birth to a baby boy n nw he was alrdy 1mth. however realised tt we didnt sms her abt we goin so thought sometimes then decided didnt wan to go. in the end lihong n i went to watch "twin effect 2" tt time didnt hav a lot of ppl jz only occupided 1.5 rows. while goin in, while lihong intended to open the door, some1 suddenly pushed the door n scared lihong. tt guy said sorry n we jz went in. weird was tt tt guy came in again. siao rite? i thought he wanted to go out??? when we found our seat n sat dwn, tt guy who nearly knocked lihong dwn asked for hp no n e-mail add. siao rite??? haiz... we kept on sayin we didnt wan to giv. so he didnt hav the choice but to go back to his seat wif his fren. if nt wrong, they were frn hillgrove sec sch bah... i saw his sch collar colour even he was wearin a jacket. they were damn bo liao....
the show, nt bad but lihong said tt the sound effect was nt tt gd. edison didnt act much in the show but he d act quite funny in the beginnin of the show but soon died. hav chance better watch. it a bit funny la. in the show guys were like a slave as the queen didnt like guys. then some of the guys were havin experiment to bcome gals.. haaa...
after the show went to hav some snack n went hm.
reached hm i went to slp. i didnt noe the reason y i was so tired. so frm 6+ slp until 8+. had my dinner n watched tv n bloggin nw.
nw arldy 2+ AM n nw i sld b slpin!! nite to every1 n dun stress ya.... take care!
Wednesday, August 11, 2004
wed bored day
woke up 4+am.
then slept until 6.10am.
sometimes felt tt my "body alarm" was nt workin.
it would wake up every hr.
it would woke up 30min b4 i nd to wake up.
it would totally lost control until would made me overslept.
reached sch, switched on lappy, went out of the classrm n realised tt the toilet was "under manitainence"
MAD lesson was sian..
i really didnt noe wat 2day we were studied abt but wat i noe wat tt 2day was studied related to BD.
durin the lesson we were rankin for the electives.
but we were like... didnt noe which to rank 1st.
lesson jz ended w/o much notices n went for the nxt lesson n tt would b NF.
NF lesson was same as b4, went to find ans frm the slides n tt it.
but tis time the ans was nt so ez to find.
most of the ans nded to tink ourselves.
frm there, it changed my electives decision.
intended to choose NC(network commputing) as part of my elective.
nw if nt wrong, didnt feel choosin tt.
break for 2hrs 2day.
went to canteen 3 to hav lunch.
kylie intended to meet shawn...
hahaa..................................
actually nt "intended to meet".
jz tt they alrdy agreed to meet.
12+
he came n we all didnt wan to b "light bulbs" so we all moved our way to the classrm.
didnt do anythin in classrm n jz surfed net.
went for OOP after tt.
tutor like kept on typin n tellin us the reasons y she nded to do tt but none of us really opened our ears n stored wat she said into the brain.
i really scared..... scared i would fail.
no1 noe how their would look like as they were nt the predictor.
if they were, they sure feelin sufferin as they noe a lot of things which a normal person sld nt noe.
DB lesson, a bored lesson.
2day was nt prac but went thru the tutorial qns.
well, asked how to create table.
eh... it was like same as MAD.
hahaa... jz "copied" the concept to the qns.
4.45pm, packed my stuffs n went out of the classrm wif joey n sangar as we had the usher briefin at convention hall.
asked for permission n went off.
5.05pm then reached there.
every1 was in different team n i was in team A4.
i was wif ling hui(3do camp) only!
my team was only we 2!
omg~~~!!!
hahaa...
went to convention hall for briefin n realised tt the speaker like didnt noe where was lobby 3 n 4. he kept on makin silly mistakes.
as ling hui n i were the only members in A4 team, so i talked to her.
she asked me whether i was in astro anot n i told her i was nt.
she worse than me, came there twice n didnt join anymore n she didnt pay for the membership fee. hahaa..
then we went to try the blazer but all of them seem like very big so we didnt care much n jz worte dwn our names on a piece of paper n put onto the blazer.
after tt went hm but on the way went to take seb's bk.
reached hm then realised tt 2day my bro gt tuiton.
it was so rush until we intended to run tothere.
online for a while n had my dinner.
readin my cousin's blog, she seem like a lot of troubles in luv relationship. jz do hope tt she able to find some1 she luv n also tt person luv her too.
well, nt ez to find 1 but believe urself tt tis wil come true. sometimes, we do nd to fight for wat we wan n nt wait for somethin comes to us.
if some1 is jz rite in front of u yet u jz didnt care for tt, then tt wil b ur wrong n dun complain tt u didnt hav tt. grab wat u hav n dun lose it. once lose it, it is nt tt ez for it to come back to u again.
havin relationship also nd to hav somethin like "FATE". no fate, really dun ever tink anythin wil happen.
k la... talk as if i m very pro like tt... well, i jz speak wat my mind is tinkin...
nw... searachin my file!! i lost my file..... wah...................... no time to write blog....
then slept until 6.10am.
sometimes felt tt my "body alarm" was nt workin.
it would wake up every hr.
it would woke up 30min b4 i nd to wake up.
it would totally lost control until would made me overslept.
reached sch, switched on lappy, went out of the classrm n realised tt the toilet was "under manitainence"
MAD lesson was sian..
i really didnt noe wat 2day we were studied abt but wat i noe wat tt 2day was studied related to BD.
durin the lesson we were rankin for the electives.
but we were like... didnt noe which to rank 1st.
lesson jz ended w/o much notices n went for the nxt lesson n tt would b NF.
NF lesson was same as b4, went to find ans frm the slides n tt it.
but tis time the ans was nt so ez to find.
most of the ans nded to tink ourselves.
frm there, it changed my electives decision.
intended to choose NC(network commputing) as part of my elective.
nw if nt wrong, didnt feel choosin tt.
break for 2hrs 2day.
went to canteen 3 to hav lunch.
kylie intended to meet shawn...
hahaa..................................
actually nt "intended to meet".
jz tt they alrdy agreed to meet.
12+
he came n we all didnt wan to b "light bulbs" so we all moved our way to the classrm.
didnt do anythin in classrm n jz surfed net.
went for OOP after tt.
tutor like kept on typin n tellin us the reasons y she nded to do tt but none of us really opened our ears n stored wat she said into the brain.
i really scared..... scared i would fail.
no1 noe how their would look like as they were nt the predictor.
if they were, they sure feelin sufferin as they noe a lot of things which a normal person sld nt noe.
DB lesson, a bored lesson.
2day was nt prac but went thru the tutorial qns.
well, asked how to create table.
eh... it was like same as MAD.
hahaa... jz "copied" the concept to the qns.
4.45pm, packed my stuffs n went out of the classrm wif joey n sangar as we had the usher briefin at convention hall.
asked for permission n went off.
5.05pm then reached there.
every1 was in different team n i was in team A4.
i was wif ling hui(3do camp) only!
my team was only we 2!
omg~~~!!!
hahaa...
went to convention hall for briefin n realised tt the speaker like didnt noe where was lobby 3 n 4. he kept on makin silly mistakes.
as ling hui n i were the only members in A4 team, so i talked to her.
she asked me whether i was in astro anot n i told her i was nt.
she worse than me, came there twice n didnt join anymore n she didnt pay for the membership fee. hahaa..
then we went to try the blazer but all of them seem like very big so we didnt care much n jz worte dwn our names on a piece of paper n put onto the blazer.
after tt went hm but on the way went to take seb's bk.
reached hm then realised tt 2day my bro gt tuiton.
it was so rush until we intended to run tothere.
online for a while n had my dinner.
readin my cousin's blog, she seem like a lot of troubles in luv relationship. jz do hope tt she able to find some1 she luv n also tt person luv her too.
well, nt ez to find 1 but believe urself tt tis wil come true. sometimes, we do nd to fight for wat we wan n nt wait for somethin comes to us.
if some1 is jz rite in front of u yet u jz didnt care for tt, then tt wil b ur wrong n dun complain tt u didnt hav tt. grab wat u hav n dun lose it. once lose it, it is nt tt ez for it to come back to u again.
havin relationship also nd to hav somethin like "FATE". no fate, really dun ever tink anythin wil happen.
k la... talk as if i m very pro like tt... well, i jz speak wat my mind is tinkin...
nw... searachin my file!! i lost my file..... wah...................... no time to write blog....
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
damn tired
2day woke up at 8.30am.
then d my NF stuffs frm 9+ to 12+
sms wif my fren for a while n i went for my 3.30pm lesson.
well, 2day was the special day as normally lesson was started at 3pm.
weird day as all the way the class was talkin n didnt listen to wat tutor was teachin.
i really didnt noe how to surive if it continued.
so pray hard tt the common test would b a ez task.
after lesson went to wm to return the thick heavy bks.
ah pig drove me to there...
eh........................
1st time...
i really scared the skill was nt there.
i was super nervous but syn wee they all like didnt care like tt.
these bks didnt help me at all!
wasted my time n energy to carry them n read them.
reached hm then realised tt i 4gt to photocopy seb's ecid txtbk.
so rushed dwn as it was quite late.
reached hm, then noe tt the bill for my bro's stuffs came...
omg~!!! the total bill for these useless paper costed 135 POUNDS!
omg.......
so it was abt.... S$300+ if nt wrong.
die loh... really die....
nw didnt noe wat goin to do.
mum scoldin my bro for tt.
he really deserved some scoldin if nt he would do tt again.
tried...
i m really tired.
can giv me a place to for me to hide?
can giv me a area for me to breathe?
i feel tt life in me is no longer there.
jz feel like a computer which do watever the user askin to.
i dun feel like havin the freedom.
i feel more like been controlled.
at least nw, i feel some freedom frm some1.
thanks ya.
thanks for understand me.
then d my NF stuffs frm 9+ to 12+
sms wif my fren for a while n i went for my 3.30pm lesson.
well, 2day was the special day as normally lesson was started at 3pm.
weird day as all the way the class was talkin n didnt listen to wat tutor was teachin.
i really didnt noe how to surive if it continued.
so pray hard tt the common test would b a ez task.
after lesson went to wm to return the thick heavy bks.
ah pig drove me to there...
eh........................
1st time...
i really scared the skill was nt there.
i was super nervous but syn wee they all like didnt care like tt.
these bks didnt help me at all!
wasted my time n energy to carry them n read them.
reached hm then realised tt i 4gt to photocopy seb's ecid txtbk.
so rushed dwn as it was quite late.
reached hm, then noe tt the bill for my bro's stuffs came...
omg~!!! the total bill for these useless paper costed 135 POUNDS!
omg.......
so it was abt.... S$300+ if nt wrong.
die loh... really die....
nw didnt noe wat goin to do.
mum scoldin my bro for tt.
he really deserved some scoldin if nt he would do tt again.
tried...
i m really tired.
can giv me a place to for me to hide?
can giv me a area for me to breathe?
i feel tt life in me is no longer there.
jz feel like a computer which do watever the user askin to.
i dun feel like havin the freedom.
i feel more like been controlled.
at least nw, i feel some freedom frm some1.
thanks ya.
thanks for understand me.
mum's bday....+ national day
2day woke up the latest!
woke up at 11am...
wat i thought was tt 2day was goin out wif the hk cousin, but in the end didnt go as i didnt noe the reason.
mayb bcoz my cousin(spore) nded to go to stadium as usher tt y she didnt hav the time goin out wif the hk cousin.
didnt noe wat i was doin the whole afternoon.
it seem like i was dl some stuffs n watched tv..
o.. ya! i was watchin the korean movie, "first kiss".
tt show started frm 11.15am until 2.30pm!!!
super long yet quite nice.
i d like the endin part which somethin which thought it was over.
after tt d my hsewk n rest n d my stuffs.
evenin time, sis came back but we went to je at 8+.
well, 2day was my mum's bday, so my sis treated us to eat.
didnt eat these expensive food but we went to hav dinner at LJS.
went to the counter there but the serivce was really bad!
the way the gal talked really like wan to fight like tt.
really gt a very bad impression of her.
then asked her abt the drink then she said it was standard...
huh?
wat sia....
quite angry but didnt hav the choice.
while havin dinner....
saw kim siong...
omg~!!!
i immediately looked other side jz didnt wan to c him.
scare to c him n also hate to c him.
he was the 1 who made my life damn difficult to live on since last yr.
hate him!!!!!
went hm after tt n took a rest.
then after tt celebrated my mum's bday.
her bday was fell on the same day as national day!
lolz...
happy birthday to u...(X2)
happy birthday to mummy....
happy birthday to u!
hope u really enjoy 2day n wish u to stay happy n pretty 4ever!
woke up at 11am...
wat i thought was tt 2day was goin out wif the hk cousin, but in the end didnt go as i didnt noe the reason.
mayb bcoz my cousin(spore) nded to go to stadium as usher tt y she didnt hav the time goin out wif the hk cousin.
didnt noe wat i was doin the whole afternoon.
it seem like i was dl some stuffs n watched tv..
o.. ya! i was watchin the korean movie, "first kiss".
tt show started frm 11.15am until 2.30pm!!!
super long yet quite nice.
i d like the endin part which somethin which thought it was over.
after tt d my hsewk n rest n d my stuffs.
evenin time, sis came back but we went to je at 8+.
well, 2day was my mum's bday, so my sis treated us to eat.
didnt eat these expensive food but we went to hav dinner at LJS.
went to the counter there but the serivce was really bad!
the way the gal talked really like wan to fight like tt.
really gt a very bad impression of her.
then asked her abt the drink then she said it was standard...
huh?
wat sia....
quite angry but didnt hav the choice.
while havin dinner....
saw kim siong...
omg~!!!
i immediately looked other side jz didnt wan to c him.
scare to c him n also hate to c him.
he was the 1 who made my life damn difficult to live on since last yr.
hate him!!!!!
went hm after tt n took a rest.
then after tt celebrated my mum's bday.
her bday was fell on the same day as national day!
lolz...
happy birthday to u...(X2)
happy birthday to mummy....
happy birthday to u!
hope u really enjoy 2day n wish u to stay happy n pretty 4ever!
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