Friday, August 29, 2008

cant slp

nearly 3am.... and i still awake.... haix.. workload is getting more and more..

Thursday, August 28, 2008

stress

stress and tired!

i want to rest~
i want to sleep~
i want to get out of singapore~
i want....

argh!

i think... before i want to get these, i must really work hard for what i am doing... like studies and working.

haix!

what to do? that is my life~!


these few days, it keeps raining!!! although is cooling, it makes my day moody too!

haix.... my life is like shit right now...



tuesday, there was a law test... ended up i did not hand in the paper... hohhoo.... i was not the only person who did that. really sia.. i did not know how to do even though i did read.... argh!

time to do something about it....


hiax~

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

sian la

feeling so tired.... sleeping very late nowadays....

sunday
early afternoon, went to steven's house to see darren, ron and steven playing cards... haha.... then just 1 hour, i needed to rush back home..

so rare! i accompanied my mum to chinatown and bugis! bougth a dress which was only $7.70 after discounted!!! hohoho.... i liked that dress but it seemed that i needed to wear a shirt or it it made me feel that i flashed out "too much fatty meat"... haha...

mum was lucky! she picked up a 5 cents coin and said that it wouls be suay if did not pick up... true enough, just less than 1 hour, she picked up $20 on the floor!!!! wah lao...

watched the geitai... hohoho.... it was my 1st time in this month watching it as my mum said she wanted to watch.... not a bad 1.

very tired after that as we were standing the whole 1 hour and 30 minutes of standing in the 66 bus.... faint!!! so many indians and i nearly fainted...


monday
wah lao! really did not have the feeling of going to work! well, no choice for me.... dragged myself to there and started my work...

after work, rushed straight to school. stupid!!! even i came in so early, someone came in more early than me and sat at my place!!! argh.... so no choice... impossible argued with her over that seat....

ended up? i fell asleep when sitting other place... haix!!!

met darren when i reached bukit batok. had supper and went home.

studied a bit for my law module and went to sleep.




tuesday
wah! woke up at 7am.... woke darren up as his mobile was with me by accident. haha... who asked him to put his things in my bag...

then went over to his house and had our breakfast. we bought ceral and milk for our breakfast! lolz...

then went straight to work.... stomach feeling weird as i did not really have a formal breakfast in the past...

now.... trying very hard to "save" all the law information into my "CPU"... but i realised that i totally could not "save" them in!!! ARGH.... die liao... later got test and i did not study!!! haix...


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Wednesday, August 20, 2008

argh

friday
today, i should know my result..... but i just did not have the time to see it... i really praying hard that i passed for my 2 modules....

friday evening asked and confirmed on the spot on going to JB...

when asking darren how to go in, he just did not know how to answer... and just like that, i already knew how...

i totally disagreed but.... ARGH! ANGRY #1...


saturday
early in the morning, we went to suntec to see the career fair.... although a lot of people went there.... it did not seem to have lots of companies setting up the booth.... 3/5 of them were for further studies.... faint!!!

walked around suntec and took some pictures.






around 11+am, we went back home. had lunch and we went to JB. his sister and dad were also coming with us.

around 3pm, we reached his dad's house. it was raining cats and dogs!!! not that easy to go there too as the traffic in malaysia was way too different from singapore.

stayed in his house and at night, we played mahjong for 1 to 2 rounds and stopped. everyone was tired.

read my novel until around 1am and went to sleep.


sunday
woke up at 6am. not really able to fall asleep in places where was strange to me. darren totally could not fall asleep even though he was more tired than me.

so? he nearly fell asleep while driving... (Note: 2 cars with around 12 people (2 children))

so?? no choice, darren's dad drove the car. i actually did not really agree for that but really no choice.....

now thinking back, i really regretted for not stopping this...

as everyone knows, fuel will use up more quickly if there is an e-brake or push accessrator too hard to have a sudden fast pick up.

ended up??? my car treated this way.... worse still, there was a hump in front yet he did not at least reduced the speed.... ended up? the bottom of the car kanna scratched!!!

my heart just sank....my heart really in PAIN!!!!! ANGRY #2

we finally stopped at 1 of the place.... i cried of the spot. darren said that he also very heart pain to see that... argh...

after lunch, we went to melaka.... then went back to JB.
had a small shopping at there... bought mooncake to my family (really special flavours!).

this time, darren's dad nearly fall asleep. so asked to change ah di kor kor (this was what they normally called him) to drive... he too.... nearly fell asleep... haix.... i was so scared until i did not really sleep while the others... haix! slept like PIG sia...

he also the same.... but at least slightly better than darren's dad. haix.

went to another shopping centre. it looked like vivo in singapore! haha...

had sushi for dinner and walked around the place. went back to singapore after that.

by the time reached singapore, it was already around 8+pm.... very tired and angry as my car really treated badly.... haix.



monday
see that bottle? haha... collected for about 1 year yet could not fill it up? can anyone bother to keep the wrapper and post it to me? lolz...

nothing much.... actually should left office at 5.30pm but did not expect that i left at 6pm. i was so rushed and really late for lesson. so asked violice to leave 1st.

by the time i reached there, my seat already kanna taken by other people... wah lao! i really hate people whom did not want to sit back to their original seats!!! argh... made me sat at a corner....


tuesday
received polo tee for my company!
hohoho!! no need to wear my own polo tee to work.. good? lolz....

lesson was in dead form... i fell asleep and did not hear what lecturer was talking about... haix!!

wednesday
went to ubi for appointment.... then went to geylang for this..... this is the handmade noodle.... hehe... weird? yup... the noodle should be soaked with soup but this was the dry type! haha.... tasted not bad but it cost $3! hmm....

went to main campus to take my book and realised that they already delivered to city campus!!! -___-""" she kept saying sorry to me as i was informed to take from main campus. then also.... i realised that i bought the wrong book!!! haix..... now needed to go to ntu popular there to buy...

then went back to ubi again... i was so tired!!! argh...

just as i wanted to check my result, i realised that i needed my user ID and password in order to access my account for the result... ARGH! so... i just leave it...

few more minutes... i going to IMM! hehe...

Wednesday, August 13, 2008

sick and tired of this life

working right now is seem a wonderful thing for me.. haha! because i do not need to go out for appointment! lolz..

these few days, i was busy editing the drawings, website and also the product catalogue. i love doing that! too bad, this would not last me long as right after these things were settled, i need to go back to where i belong.. haix!

these few days, someone making me real sad..... sad until i really wanted to give up. haix....

i forgot to mention.... i enjoyed my time with my beloved xiu fang and shi qi on last friday at sakae sushi. long time no see and glad that everyone was fine.

both of them intended to quit their currently job... only me who still stuck in the same company? lolz...

Monday, August 11, 2008

mum's birthday

saturday...
national day... and was also my mum's birthday.
went over to darren's house for a while and left to pick up my family.

that time, it was raining and we went to.... hmm.... upper serganoon there... just wanted to see where my mum used to work... hiax... wasted petrol sia.
ended up? we did not able to find it.. -___-"


so, we went straight to toa payoh to eat crab.... see picture...






just like that, it cost me $123.60!!!! faint~~~
i paid for diners and until now, i did not know how much i had already owed... haix!!!

before leaving, i bought mum a birthday cake since she already hinted me to buy 1 for her.. haix.

bought a small 1 as the big 1 was way too big for us to eat and also too expensive.Happy birthday mummy!!

while waiting for my food to be digested, i took a picture of myself... haha!!!

on that day, i finished reading this novel. i believed i spent around 3 days to do it. haha!!


an interesting story.... brother and sister fell in love with each other... they were no blood related de. but leh... the ending was not that good... hmmm..

time for me to really start reading chinese novel or my chinese level will dropped without i know about it.

Friday, August 08, 2008

going off early




hohoho!!!

early in the morning, jorge asked me to accompany him to go and buy the stuffs for 7th month praying.

before going to buy these items near my house, we went to the coffee shop where i always had my wanton mee there.

he bought mee fen as he did not have his breakfast yet. then sitting down there, we started our conversation on car.... learnt quite a lot of things!! hhee.... i know when i should scrap off my car!! hehe...

then went to buy those insense paper, joss sticks, canned food, etc....
derek came too as there was way too many things needed to buy.
total bought for the insense paper(plus others) was 50+ while canned foods (plus others) was around 120. hohoo.... then jorge gave me that $9 shop and save vouncher! haha.... thanks thanks.

then jorge asked derek to leave first while both him and 1 went to buy our lunch.... those roasted chicken, duck and pork. for this, i believed it cost more than 50.

then we also went to the 4D there to bet for the TOTO... jorge asked me whether i wanted to bet too... so i just only bet for $1.

reached office, settled all the stuffs and we started our praying.

nothing much. it seemed became a time for us to talk.

as you all can see, i took the 2nd picture (joss stick). there should have number but..... we totally could not see anything.. -__-"

after that, we packed them up and started our lunch!!! so hungry....


then same as usual, we got lucky draw on what we could bring home...
i only brought home:
1. 1kg of newmoon rice
2. 1 small box of salt
3. 5 apples
4. all the left over roasted chicken, duck and pork...

rubbish right? haha... quite ok la.... then.... jorge allowed us to leave office at 3pm instead of 4pm!!! hohoho.....

nothing much loh. went to meet darren..... could not remember much after that.

haix

these few days, i was down in luck. no matter what i did, just would something happened.

7th month really not a month to do something? can government give us a public holiday for that month? haha!! impossible...

feeling very disappointed to that someone. haix... it making me to have a feeling of giving up.

you may see this as you may somehow suddenly come here and read.... but really.... i been thinking a lot..... of course, forget about it very fast....

please think something about your future.... i getting more and more tired to nagging you...

wednesday
went to ubi there to deliver goods. then chatted with my client.. haha! he was really funny.

then went to my another client. on the way to there, i realised that i felt so "cool"... then i realised that...... my shirt was UNBUTTONED!!! not 1 but 2!!! can you all imagine how big is the hole??!!!

stupid.... i felt so embarassed!!! i did not know whether my client did see that... if got, i really no face to see him... argh!!!



yesterday
rained heavliy when i reached tuas. stupid... all my clothes were drained like no body business... at least, i finished off what i needed to do.

went to ntu with darren. stupid la... we were broke and realised that we did not have enough money to pay the bill -___-"" super embarassing you know when that time... so many students were at that canteen... but we still managed to pay the outstanding bill... phew...

derek called and asked me to get back to office as soon as possible because of the drawing... hohoho.... so glad that i could help them in some ways...

reached office, quickly ameneded all the drawings.... and passed back to them.

then the website too.. hohoho.... although not a very pro 1... only those very basic type.... hehehe.... finally it uploaded....


today
i can go home at 4pm!!! happy? yeah.... because can have free meal, bring home canned food and buy things... i do not really think that there is much work to do today! haha....

stupid is that.... boss comes in to office before me!!! faint.... but at least, i come at 8.25am! hohoh..

Monday, August 04, 2008

around 1 week did not updates. lots of things need to do in office and normally i would not do any updates at home.



wednesday
went to subway to have my lunch.... 1st time having lunch at there....




bought cookies back to office. carol said it tasted nice even though it seemed like it already "lao hong" le. haha....


left office and went to meet violice and janis. stupid traffic jam. both darren and i were in a bad mood. he dropped me at dover and i took train to meet them.

a nice view ya? lolz..


went to city hall... "new york new york"... had a surprise belated birthday celebration for janis. really very late la... but at least, we willing to squeeze our time to celebrate for her leh. hah.. glad that she was happy.. hee....


thursday was carol's last day. i did not buy anything for her as I was in a rush too. she seemed happy to leave here.. haix! boss and manager totally did not really bother about her. not even a farewell lunch or dinner... at least abby still got 1 (hoshi japanese resturant) even though not as good as amy (jack's place plus 1 branded purse from boss).

friday, dong yan came aroun 8.20am!! luckily i came open the door at 8.10am.... wah lao... got to know that she was same age as me but.... she was around 170cm tall!! i was like... -___-""" how am i going to grow tall at this point of time? haix...

now really think about it. boss really like to have long hair gals..... all of us (amy, me, abby, carol and i) were havin long hair when we came for interview. -___-" weird....


saturday and sunday
went for lesson on saturday. before that, went to library to collect my reference book. stupid la. kanna summon for parking.... not 30 but 70!!! then worse still, it would post to my house!!! going to faint liao. um and dad sure jumped when they saw the letter.....

sunday saw doreen's family at bukit gomak (malay stall) for dinner. that time darren and i were looking for seat and so coincidentally, they were just sitting next to us. hohoho... they left 1st while we just started our meal.


monday (today)
nothing much la. boring.... so many things needed to do.. haix!

something which i felt very happy about was..... i finally understand linear programming in F5 module! wah lao.. time to recap what i had learnt! i did not want to fail this module!!!