totally UNHAPPY!

thursday
finally cleared everything on thursday 3am..!!! i hated to do that but totally did not have the choice. client pushed eloise to hand in the documents. therefore eloise would push me to finish checking the documents. HAIZ!

that day really killing me. rushed everything like hell!!! then... felt that my body was not like before... somehow felt weird...

thought that would be going to jurong island but........................................................ ended up cancelled.

after work, tian fu and sikai drove me to darren's house to fetch auntie, meiling and her husband. after that we went to somewhere in west area for darren's graduation ceremony.

after the ceremony, darren cried. hahaa... second time saw him crying. first time because of me...

after that... nothing much.. went home and it was a must for me to have a GREAT rest.

planned holiday was vanished. i was shocked and i really did not know who to blame. it was not easy for me to go overseas yet...

friday
same as before, around 7am i was awake. did everything which i needed to do and went to work. gee! today was tough too... body was still somehow weak... giddy for the whole day. i hate these kind of feeling as i felt that i would faint anytime.

as we had ordered mooncake ended up did not give out all. so derek asked me to unpack them from the box and put them into fridge. hahaa... could not believe that it was so heavy !!!

then after work, went to darren's house then... thought would be going to watch moive and.... he booked the wrong date!!!! so, ended up did not watch movie. so helped him to find songs until he fell asleep. so quietly left his house as all his family members were sleeping.

wah... so late le... i was so scared!! saw a guy kept looking at me made me had a decision to take cab home.

the taxi driver was so funny. he asked me why i did not want to go to places like orchard or clubbing area.s believed that he wanted to earn more midnight charges as it kept increasing... hahaa... then reached home... realised that mum they all were doing their "activies" haiz... they played until the nxt afternoon....


saturday
thought would be going out with darren due to the wrong booking movie ticket... so waited and waited... damn... this was something which made me HATED him... even though it was not his fault. if knowing this will happen, i rather go out myself rather than waiting and waiting. DAMN!!!

felt so emotioned!!! CRIED!!!! hated that i was so weak.. hate that i was so emtional.. hate a lot of me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really want to give up soon... really.... i am sick and tired....

now having a serious headache......... and it since yesterday...

pictures!

these entry was written long time ago but i did not post up...


finally.. able to post up the pictures through my laptop.... next week(tomorrow) will not have so much time watching anime or blogging as i will have tons of things to clear!!



taken at darren's house last week. his cousin. haha... a cute boy yet playful.

taken long time ago.... just too lazy to post up... hmm... really like nothing better to do in office... so took some zi lian pictures...

darren bought de. haha.. really thanks for that.

took at home early in the morning before going to work. 20092006

21092006. early in the morning company black out!!! hahaa.... all in a dark!

21092006, received this perfume when weimao came to my office!!! wow... dior leh!

i m jz too bored in office.... jorge n derek were havin meeting with taiwan supplier at level 1...

took at chinatown... on the way to mirama hotel.... SUAY MAN!!! i lost my way to there.....

at orchard...

see carefully.... the straw is standing!!!!

nice??? costed $10.50...!!!! brownie...

at heeren!
chicken chop at mr bean cafe.






costed A BOMB!

my perfume!

ok... lets start my entry...

thursday...
bad day!!! black out early in the morning and also... computer did not bother to start after that. mr lee from yuan gang came over to singapore to discuss about the project problems... well, first time saw mr lee n miss wei.. and she gave me the dior perfume! COOL!!!

nothing much... just that tomorrow(friday) i needed to bring ms wei around... haha...

did not sleep as i needed to search for information how to get to mirama hotel.... that time was 2am... derek online and scolded me.. haha!

friday
damn...
although did not wake up late..... while on the way to mirama... DAMN!! i lost my way!!!!!! walked all the way from outram park interchange to there...!! map looked at if it was just beside it.

finally... reached there with sweat covered my whole body.... then we took cab to harbour... then took cable to sentosa... knew what??? when we reached there.. we only sat down... and chat the whole way! we did not go and play or anything... then... we took cable back to harbourfront le!!!

had lunch at noodle hut... we were so funny... we kept insisted we paid.. just too bad, hers was US dollar... could not use it at all.

then we went to orchard... believed that she was a person who willing spent a big sum of money.but just too bad, things at orchard she did not like it... she wanted something really from singapore instead of other countries especially china.

then... went to SIA centre there to sit down and chat!!! hohoo... after that, winson came over and we went back to hotel.

then... mr lee and derek came. so derek, winson and i went to orchard to buy some gift for ms wei as she would be leaving singapore that midnight.

hmm... went to have some food at mac and kopitiam and drove back to hotel to pick them up and drove all the way to east coast for dinner....

had "no signboard"resturant for dinner. knew what... after jorge and branden came... suay for jorge... did not really start eating, the waitress accidentally hit the bottle of beer onto jorge!!! wow... everyone was shocked!!!! then jorge was so called angry and went back home to change. he did not come back for dinner again... so after our dinner, the manager told us that the meal who billed by the resturant. so that meant that we did not need to pay a single cent. hohoh....

then winson sent me home! haha... nothing much after that le.

saturday
met up with violice they all at harbour... but they changed the event... we went to orchard! then bought skirt at far east.... 1st time buying puremilk brand... for $15!!! hohoo... then i thought that i would not buy anymore... but suay man... bought the bear.. or rather... the dog for..... $15.85... it should costed $29.90 but if bought the 2nd would be $2. so violice and i bought 1 each... so only paid $15.85. then.............................. here came the most regret part... violice intended to buy "nina" perfume. then.... after a super long considersation... i also bought it! damn.... heart break man!!!! so ended up asked for more sample.. at least must made it more worth it.

met up with candy and their friends.. thought would go home early.. but.. haiz... had dinner at mr bean cafe near PS and went to kbox ... after kbox would be 12.30am le... then they went to eski bar at holland Village.. DAMN!!! until 2am sia!!! and i had 8 missed calls from mum. hohoo.. mum was super angry about it... haiz...

sunday
went to meet up darren... then had lunch at swensen at westmall... after that went back home to watch tv... just like that ended my day.

monday
damn... shipment documents!! did like siao... even brought back home... so tired...


tuesday...
did not manage to clear... again brought them back home to do...


wednesday
now then realised that......................... normally i did was only for 200+ items... but this time... it was 500+ items! damn.!!!

and because of that, i missed the trip!!! eloise wanted me to complete as soon as possible.. hiaz!

so... did until i did not have my lunch... branden bought me po pian... hahaa.. really thanks for him.

then... i brought back the work again... die die must complete today!!!

haiz

happy birthday to darren! lolz.. hope what he wishes for will come true!! haha..

hmm.. nothing much in office... well, so glad that jorge and derek were away!

yuan gang's boss came! hahaa... so winson needed to fetch him and check in in Sha villa hotel... haha... that was opened by shatec!!!

hmm.... nothing much la... watchin fushigi!! YES! i love to watch this anime!!! who got VCD or DVD for that???? REALLY LOVE TO WATCH!!! hahaa...

alone...

today, eloise went for course, so did not come to office from morning.

then only me, the only gal working at there... haiz..

then jorge asked me to plan for a 1 day singapore trip for a china lady... i will be taking her around... sian! always sentosa. last time also like that.. this time also... stupid... this time sure will be a late 1... because still got dinner!! damn....

until now, i am just too lazy to plan out anything. i rather watch my anime! Fushigi!! i love to watch!!!!

now, office is sooo cold even though outside is super sunny!! then everyone was out for appointment.... even jorge also...

bad luck comes....

friday
after work, went to meet darren at westmall and after that took bus to go home. realised a lot of things that we were not in common.

he bought the mooncake. haha.. thanks for that.. but mum and dad said, "how come he did not come over and pass the mooncake?" i was like..., "wah lao..." haha...

saturday
went to his house until at night, we went to lynna's birthday celebration. it was located at bukit batok CSC. at top of the hill... at there, many of them i did not know at all. haha... well, nothing much at there... hope that she would feel great on that day.

sunday
unlucky day 1. before going to darren's house, he asked me to buy soccer match and 4D... mum at that time also asked me to buy.

as buy those needed money, so i went to the atm to withdraw.... halfway to there, something happened which made me went to ladies for a while and.... when i wanted to go into the atm branch, the place was dark... and the person in charged said that there was a power failure!

so, i called to darren whether there was other atm around my area. yeah... got 1 beside ntuc! so i quickly went there... DAMN... it written, "the atm temporily unavailable." i was like.. going to faint sia!

then called back to darren, he said that selling 4D was able to use nets... -_-"""" really wasted too much time le...

the queue was LONG! took around 15 minutes to queue... luckily nothing much happened after that...

went to his house and had lunch. watched vcd and tv until night.... his little cousin came over. haha.. he liked to play a lot! lolz...

then after that, went home. wah... super tired and having headache almost every day!


monday
unlucky day 2
thought that the computer which i was using was all right. to my surprised, it auto off again. thought that after that it would not off but nope!!! wah lao... going to siao le!!

tried nearly 10 times and everything seemded going back to normal again. it did not auto off for the moment...

then used the hard disk which jorge bought for months... then.... like kanna hanged like that... wah lao! scared me to death sia....

now.. for the moment... everything is fine.... hope there will not have any more unlucky stuffs happened. very tiring!

raining day

my feeling right now is confused! somehow, something bad seems going to happen!

yesterday night, that was super not easy to chat with rui sheng for so long. then he suddenly asked this question, "are you attached?"

i was like... damn you... told you long time ago yet you asked again.

well, i was getting used for that. people tended to MIA after asking this question. Example: 1 of my polymate.

hated that a lot! IDIOT!!!!

believed that rui sheng same as them. so luckily that i did not really know him well. or sure, hate him to core.


today, raining... moody feeling. then so surprised that darren called in the morning. seemed like wanted to tell me something but paused.

dotdotdot... i hate that feeling!!! if intended to say out, just say out and don't like dragging me with the time along.

the sky turned super dark.... and now is not yet lunch time... later i am sure need to take umbrella along unless they decide to go out and eat. <- the percentage for this case to occur is super low. hahaa...

YES!

finally at 3pm.... derek was out!

as eloise was taking leave for check up, the whole office only i in the office....

yes! i liked it!!!

just now too boring, went to cut the dried leave from the plant near the main door there. haha! now the plant looked more "younger"!

bored leh now even though i got things to do... hahaa!

boring day

today... a day when boss would not be coming back to office. a day when branden was not feeling well. a day when i actually can be a totally alone in office... but!

derek was back! haiz!!! changed my mood sia....

later will be meeting up with fang, qi and maybe hong. hahaa...

STRESS

yesterday went out with violice after work. her 2 mobile phones were down which was like super unlikely to happen. however, it really happened to her.

went to the flower shop which violice bought the oriental lilies and confirmed our conclusion... it was the acauplo lilies. damn... smelled yuck!

had a light meal as long john silver and went home. even though it was like that, i reached home nearly 9.30pm.

nothing much to conclude for yesterday...


today....
DAMN!!! hate today!!!! lots of things need to settle!!! then eloise, as a pregnant lday, even though she is yet to deliver, she needs to settle all the things when she is on deliver and leave. 3 months!!! TIAN YA! then they also intend to hire a temp account assistant if i cope with my things. well, i do not know..... this is the 1st shock...

2nd shock... stupid derek... throw things to me!! now so scare that the phone will ring and he is the one... just 1 call and 2-3 things i need to settle!!! hate la.... what the hell is this.....

all my lilies bloomed today.... no time to upload! now tons of things need to settle.... really cannot believe that when i really convert to sales. well, i going to cry soon... while xiu fang now is super free right now....

headache....!! hate that!!!!! luckily that i have done some or i can cry right now...

oriental lily.... smell like...... HAIZ

After met up with violice at westmall after work, had a discussion about the lily and we agreed that the lily smell terrible! haha... we were thinking, impossible oriental lily smell like urine! after after that, we went home to check for more information about the lily...

just before i opened my house door, the smell of urine just made me felt sick! damn....

this is the 2nd oriental lily blooms... look nice but.... the smell is getting terrible!
the 2 lilies.... damn....

the 3rd lily bloomed in the morning. the smell was not as strong as at night.....

oriental lily should have a great fragant... however did not know how come this oriental lily smell so terrible....

we have concluded that this was the acaculpo oriental lily... haiz!!

today, we will going back to the florist shop to ask for more information even though i believe that we will not get back any useful information about it.

photos!

ok.. these are the photos which i did not post up long time ago....

the blue rose from violice.... died few day later... too bad that when i intended to collect the petal after work. mum had thrown it away!



this hard disk bought by jorge, still left it untouch for months! no time to install plus i did not dare to install right now as my CPU had some problems.

my new BIO PASSPORT! nice right??? hahaa... however i was puzzled... why the photo was black and white??? where was the colour????? damn...

bought so many masks but.... i did not touch it... now already collected with dusts!

my namecards, did it 3.5 months ago but did not give out more than 10 of them. hahaa... yet i have 2 boxes! faint....

the time when went to expo and changi....

fish and co... lihong

huiying

in mrt...

bought a mug for myself...

side view...

another side view...

received the report... funny was that.... they were packed in this way. jorge and derek thought that there it contained toxic! but after reading it.... well, it was due to the bad package at china...

violice gave me this namecard holder.....

the milky milk tea....

knew what... i was so bored and.... took a picture of myself! haha.. well, looked at the cheek.... damn.... the result of eating too much and not exercise!

since there was promotion... i bought 2 packets of wet tissues!!! scary right? looking through kylie's blog, her drawer is full of food.... while mine is full of tissues!!!

this is the oriential lilies!!!! white and purple flowers are the side flowers. main flowers have yet to bloom.

purple flowers, did not know the names, in the beginning smelled not bad but........ after that smelled yucks!

the white flowers, also did not know the names, smelled ok... but.... it smelled a bit weird later...

the lily which yet to bloom....

went to toa payoh... saw this cat. slept while left it tongue out....

see???

yeah!! finally it bloomed!!! only 1 out of 4 bloomed!! the 2nd blooming lily is today!!! have yet taken the picture before i left home this morning.