hiax

well, now i am abit confused on what i was doing...

yesterday derek told both abby and me about the shipping job...
this job would hand over to abby and i would be doing "full time" sales job again.. haix.... thought that at least i no need to go out that often but seemed just "dream" would never happen in real life.

well, thought like after getting the bonus (not sure whether there was or not for me), i would tender resign le. i really just did not like to do sales.

then believed that derek did not hear my conversation with the recuit agent. because he did not show any attitude on me and everything was like the same.


yesterday after work went over to darren's mum's manager's house as she wanted to give a tv to her. so we had a converstion on job... their company intended to hire account assistant but would be after december...

hohoo... actually thought of leaving before getting the bonus... but right now thinking about it, if getting the bonus, i could use this money to pay for the deposit which my boss and manager paid for the car.

tired man... with such a great weather to sleep....

watching school days

has anyone watched an anime called "school days"?

if you have a chance, do not watch it....

it was such a spoilt anime. i really could not expect such an ending for this anime... haix...

hmm

should i be happy or what?

just now received call from recuit agency (well, actually i did not like to go through agency but this time is different from other time). it was like the 3rd time i received call for jobs ever since i started sending resume months ago. crazy?? hmm....

i was in a hurry to pantry to talk about it (well, it seemed that it was the WRONG place to talk about). while talking halfway, heard someone coming down from 2nd floor. well, believed that that person did not hear anything as the sound which he/she made when rushing down was LOUD!

so i walked out and see.... hmm... did not know who was the person so kept talking.... then after that, then knew that it was derek. He did not talk to me after i finished talking on the phone. so i guessed that he might already heard my conversation just now.

hmm.... i dunno. should happy or sad for that...

monday blues

haix.. i hate monday to thursday....

yesterday
thought of going to toa payoh to see some clothes and shoes.
around 5+pm, i walked all the way to the opposite bus stop, waiting for bus. at this time, darren called and asked me to come down.

i was puzzled but luckily was that i had not yet to hop into the bus. haha...

so drove to pick up angela and her husband and her baby and we went to vivo. well, it was to celebrate her birthday.

went to marche to have our dinner and went home after that.


angela sent me a sms that she was very happy yesterday.

reached home, called darren. well, we talked all those which might happen in our future yet he kept denied. haix.... nobody will know what will happen. nobody will able to guess whether a person will change their heart or not.... i already kan kai le...


today
really tired!!!! i want to sleep le....

want to sleep liao

today i print the exam notes for ACCA.. haha... well, i have yet to enroll but start looking through the exam paper.

kao... tough. i see liao faint sia...

well, hope that i can make it...


nothing much to update today. went out just now.

tired la... want to sleep liao.

tian ya!!!

cannot believe my ears!!!

winson came back to work today afternoon.

while i was discussing with him regarding the company listing, he said something really weird....

like.. "you can take over the company liao..."

then go to know that.... he already tendered for resign le!!!!

just that boss wanted him to stay a bit longer because right now really in a v tight in manpower.

i was shocked!!! winson asked me not to say out so loud!!!

haix... like that how am i going to leave???!!!!


then believe that eloise maybe asking to resign again as she went to jorges room to discuss something very long with door shut!

faint... how am i going to leave?? hmm... waiting for jorge to hire 2 more sales and i can leave le.... sob sob...

finally

when i was in bedok Newater plant yesterday.....

in derek's car!!! haha...

finally cleared my shipping stuffs....

really took super long time to do this... well, at least i no need to go out... haha....

well, my transport allowance cut half because of this. well, what to do? i requested what.. haha...

now still looking for job... anyone recommand??

I do not need to be famous or what in my life. a simple one will do...

well, sounded like i was not ambious....

i just want simple...

in the past, i wish my first career to be a teacher. i really aim for that when i was in primary school. then from secondary school, mindset changed... i wanted to be spaceman (totally impossible) or study space... or became fortune teller? lolz...

ended up??? i worked as admin, sales and even shipping.....

no no no!!

i must do something about it...

so intend to take ACCA.

although this is tough, i believe i can make it! lolz...

tired

yesterday got to know that winson's wife suddenly went to ICU... what a shock!

nothing much yesterday. after work went to meet darren and went home after that.

bored life....

pictures pictures...

start with wednesday...
nothing much. went to meet violice after work at imm....
mum of course nagged me for kept going out and did not teach brother... haix...

had a meal at japanese restaurant and went home.

thursday
hmmm..... could not remember....

friday
went to do survey... but actual fact when seeing what they sold in the shop cart, i already signed and left... went to jurong point, lot 1, grinza mall (under construction...), imm and jurong east entertainment... ((grinza mall and lot 1 were by car. others took mrt as darren needed the car)) i was really in dead tired. and worse... i reached office the latest compared to winson.

3rd time walking home... i already tried to avoid leaving the office together with derek they all le. yet did not expect to see them while i was walking across the road. i was like... -___-"

then derek asked me to hop into his car. well, of course he knew what was going on... somehow told me lies about the car.. haix... realy guilty but no choice...

saturday
darren went to work while i went out with violice in the evening.... intended to go to plush at central mall..... so we went to the central there for a while....

did not expect that there was a road show at there!! we thought that gillian would also be there since she was the model....

that was the cholocate... a very NICE 1!!! really melt immediately in your mouth... hohoo...

i did not take the photo after that... model kept moving and all the images were blurred!

went back to the central... saw these cute cute stuffs.....

then walked around and saw this.... modern japanese restaurant....

nice right???? kao....

the overall design was GREAT! but quite expensive.... just 2 dishes costed $30+



after that, we walked around..... then saw this....

of course we could not go in and eat!!! we were full and no money le....

then we left the central after knowing that i made a mistake and thought that plush was at there....

well.... we asked someone to take a picture of us since we super long time did not take neoprint...




we walked all the way to there... quite disappointing was that it would open at 10pm(that time was 9pm) and quite ulu...

then we changed location to orchard.... while waiting for train..... we took some pictures....

while we were in the train.....

then outside the train again...

finally reached orchard... took neoprint and we went to burger king at cine... chat a lot and we even chat about les....

praying hard that violice was not turning from straight to les.... **PRAYING HARD**

then went home after that.....

sunday

today was darren's sister's 21st birthday... went for a buffet with his family.... i took Grace's picture...

her mummy....

her daddy....

darren...

me!!

after that, went to his house and they started playing mahjong....

i read his sms at his phone... somehow quite disheartening....

that point of time, i was thinking to call or sms someone to talk to because i really wanted to cry le....

but thinking again... i did not want to make my friends to worry about me. so control myself to press anymore button on my phone.... and yes. i did it....

then we went to japanese restaurtant at jurong west for dinner.....

nice to eat?? lolz....

at there, i saw huiying and her family!!! what a coincidence!!! chatted with her a lot. but too bad, could not have a chance to sit down and chat....

on the way back from there, i just immediately told him about this issue. and he said, impossible he would change his heart as he liked me since sec 2.

well, what i wanted was trust... please let me feel that way...

the reason i asked was because C started to get involve. that was something which i really did not really expect.

let see how le.... A, B and C.... who will he choose if i break up with him? lolz...