disturb by a call

i cried.... but things were going on smoothly.



around 3.32am this morning, i received a private call. thought that it was darren but it was not.



he asked whether "kelvin" was around. then i told him that he called the wrong number.



then he was funny, asked me whether could be friend.



i was like... "HUH??? AT THIS TIME?"



i told him that "asked want to be friend at this time?"



then he said sorry and hang up the phone...



crazy sia!!!!!



then like that... i could not sleep. not because i was so surprised to receive such call but i seemed that my body just could not fall back to sleep mode once it was "disturbed".



and i only started to sleep around 6.30am! argh.....



around 7.40am, i woke up.



then asked my mum whether she really wanted to go with me..



argh... ya. she just wanted to accompany her friend.



derek did not like such idea. so asked me to tell my mum about it.



yet my mum just said she would not go into the office later...



then i totally forgotten that darren was with the car. faint.. mum sure not hapy about it.



true enough. mum's face was totally changed when i told her that darren would drive the car here.

haix... so many problem la....

sad

friday

already started feeling sick....

yet i did not fall asleep during lesson! hohoo...



saturday

coughing and dizzy.... yet i still going out? hmm.... i thought so...



sunday

flu... cough and dizzy..... feeling like shit....



monday

took mc. when to see doctor at polyclinic. it was my 1st time having the fastest consultation in polyclinic. darren sent me to there.



chun yap actually wanted to accompany me as he off duty at bukit gomak. but i did not think it was a good solution as i hate gossiping...



went home and rest.... fell asleep until 6pm.



online and had dinner...



then suddenly had fever....



took medicine and feeling better.



slept at 9pm...





woke up at 4am... i could not sleep. so sms darren that he must picked me up later as the car was with him.



then i realised that he went clubbing...



...



i got nothing to say about him.

he did not have a good health yet did not want to sleep early.



there is 1 thing which i do not think it is good to say out here....

haix



and i believed i have anoyed him. i kept sending smses and i cried...

i could not sleep until 6.30am....



7.45am, woke up, washed up and left house.

darren was at car park. i did not talk to him for that 5 minutes of journey.



i really did not know what he was really thinking... well, i think people like me should be better disappear ya. so noisy... haha...





reached office, i kept coughing non-stop. i was locked outside... winson had not reached office. carol finally reached office at 9.07am..... winson came around 9.13am... then got to know that he seemed also sick...



wah.... so many people fell sick.... hohoho... eloise was on leave!



then replied to kevin (1 of my client) that i was on mc then we were like started our email conversation...



haix. he always talked rubbish to me... but most of the time what he said was corrected!



i was really appreciated that he spent the time called and consoled me.



thanks pal! (note: he will never know about this site!)



i treated him as pal as i realised that he somehow able to understand me. hmm.... as a friend... haha... i think he is the 1st client i can treat as friend. hmm.... i think i have talked about him in previous entry... should be months ago!haha...

funny was that, he did not understand "sian 1/2"... haha!!! he was really like an ABC.



i wish to have some secure from someone i love.... yet this issue was raised up by kevin.. argh! he really understood what i was thinking. haha.

sian 1/2

sian leh...

see what my boss sent us...

Surprise and Carol,

I am imposing a fine for indoor people who report late to work. For outdoor personnel who run sales calls, they are exempted unless they are scheduled to open the office door.

The key holders who are scheduled to open the main door had been reminded to open at 8.30am sharp.

As such, you are reminded that you are given 8.30am to 9.00am to report to work. Half an hour is catered for traffic jam and delays. Any time after 9am is not acceptable and a fine of $5 shall be imposed into a piggy box which will be held by Elosie and counted at the end of the month. The monies collected shall be used to buy lunches for everyone…or tibits…etc.

Do take note.

This shall be continued unless the situation improves and shall be removed when necessary.

Warm regards,



argh...
i been thinking after seeing this email... then what about eloise? today she came 9.20am... then how come this only affect carol and me?

really weird sia... nevermind. i seldom reached office after 9am... just only yesterday and today... haha!

so, i need to wake up at 7.45am and no more 8am...

Alan Tan

Yesterday went to school by myself as darren would be working at night.

met up with violice as she was going to take some courses.

nothing much happened.... just felt so tired...

lesson made me felt so tired as this time was mainly doing exercise...

then about to end the class, alan, lecturer, intended to play a video for us.

he was making the effort to do the video for us. quite touching...

he realised that many people did not attend the revision class, many people already not coming for the last few lessons, many people just left when lesson was only half way...

he cried... i realised that it seemed that only this class was really very bad... hmm....

not sure... might be i thought too much.

but true enough that the class was getting smaller and smaller even though i sat at the front...

I really hope that i really able to score well for all my modules.....

thanks alan... for your encouragement...

stress

I am in a STRESS mode....



not for studies.... not really for work... but for others. ARGH!



I really so scared of something... haix!





well.... currently do not wish to think so much. no point of thinking if there is no action takes place!!!



oh... show you the card. well, it is just a card which everyone can apply. i just show for fun....



saturday

went to shi fu there to take "flower water". had lunch at there... then xin.sg called me whether i was able to attend the event... hohoho! well, since it was free, i of course would be going! just that i needed to think what kind of excuse i needed to use.





sunday

well, i could not remember much what was going on on that day....






Monday

hohoho! went for the free make up session. i lost my way to there! but still manged to find it.



hmm...... to me.. that place was okay la.

while i was sooo bored....

crazy sia.... got camera.... then going to put on show.... but not sure when. well, it will show on Channel U.... and i talked rubbish.... for people who really that "lucky" to see me on show, PLEASE do not laugh me.... i really talked rubbish.... haix

see the outcome? weird? sian 1/2 when i saw it. well, i should feel glad that i had such a good chance to use such an expensive cosmetic!! face looked slimmer? the camera man told me that....

not sure why... suddenly i had a very ROUND face in this picture!

this was the eyes kit worth SGD$300.00.....

believe it? nah.... i could not believe that it really worth that much!!!



went over to darren's house 1st. ended up he did not pick up my several calls! so.... of course went back to office....



before i went back, i needed to remove the make up as i did not put any make up when i came to office in the morning.



bought instant maggie mee to office... then got to know that carol and eloise ordered mac for lunch....



but.... derek they all knew that i did put on make up... but they did not know that i went for the make up session.




stress~~~ clients called and scolded why there was a delay in goods.. blah blah blah.... so many problems... time to go to temple and pray....





tuesday

derek was sick yet worked until 4+pm then left...

eloise left at 5.40pm... i was wondering whether she did inform derek about it....

stress sia... tired!!!!

a big birthday present!

now already 3.25am and i was still awake...

i was too surprise to see my advance birthday present from xin.sg . they sent email to inform me that i won Make Up For Ever” make up contest.

i will have a Free makeup session & $300 Essential Eyes Kits!

am i lucky?!

now i am thinking..... "am i the only person who won?" or "sure becasuse no body noticed the link for the contest"

well, sian 1/2 was that it was held on 21/4/2008 (monday).... now need to think of a plan to go for the event! haha!

updates!

long time did not update again... lots of things need to do in office!

finally today eloise is on leave. Therefore i have the time to update...



There are some random photos which took these few weeks... my brother's new invention.. milo fried egg with milk powder..... the milo fried egg looked like fried meat.



then? i ate them as my brother did not want to eat at all.... but tasted not bad. haha!







below was when my parents came back from batam. we went to vivo city there after our meal at mac.




That was on monday when i reached office..... did not know that there was an accident at there....

while i was on my way to jurong island, i saw this..... same number as derek's.

while i was about to leave there...

while i was still in daydream....

sunday, we went to the chua chu kang there to "sao mu". sian 1/2.. so many people. acutally we already done that but because of my aunt la.. did not want to tell us when we were at there.... now we needed to waste a trip to there..

so many people went for the last day of sao mu... jam like hell...

then weather was soooo hot!!!! the umbrella was not enough to cover my whole body!

i then realised that i did not go to my grandpa's tomb since young as mum they all always asked me not to go....

after that, we went to grandma's tomb.... then went to my cousin's grandma's tomb.

after that, we went to the thailand temple at bukit merah. today was their "birthday".

since today was their celebration, they had a event called "splashing water".

everyone at there was soaked with cold water and watery powder on their face... (see below)...

mu uncle saw his friend....

my uncle was talking to my parents...

then we saw a guy whom wearing very formal, walked in to the temple. then.... suddenly got a arguement....

we then realised that it was because the people at there poured water on him. he was soooo angry and kept scolding them (soft voice). He look like ah beng sia.. yet he got a very beautiful wife! his wife did not kanna and sure was because her husband banned them to do it.

they left in less then 15 minutes.

since nothing better to do, took some photos..

and me!

monday and tuesday

i was very tired working... so took photo of myself...

Wednesday

eloise did not come! both carol and i did not know about it... she told me that tuesday eloise told her to come office early.. because these few days she reached office around 9+am....

winson came back from thailand. he bought us the laptop fan cooler! cool~ right?

printed out the full notes for ACCA from F1 to F3. luckily that accountant was on leave. so as i could print as many as i wanted (she just sitting so called "next" to me)

derek bought me some curry puff as my dinner... heng!

took mrt as darren last minute told me that he could not come over to fetch me to school. i was so rushed as i was afraid that i could not make it to reach there when i left office at 5.30pm.

quite angry as why did not him tell me early.... worse still was that i put my file in the car!! how could i go for lesson without any notes???

around 7+pm, he drove over to my school and passed it to me.... hiax...

nothing much. after lesson, we went to chinatown there for dinner.

reached home, received letter from citibank... yup... i received the credit card. hmm... i got the 1 which only need student's card. haha... of course, min annual salary must br 18k.... that 1 i believe everyone can hit bah.

thursday

raining very heavily at central.... eloise stucked at home so reached office around 10am. winson was on leave. jorge was out stationed... so the only person who could open the door was derek...

nothing much.... bored. felt a sleep during lesson! haix...

then there was a guy, after he picked up the call, he was like turned very blurred like that. making a lot of noise and even spilled the coffee on the table. lecturer asked him to leave and he would take care of the mess...

had dinner at chinatown .. and went home after that.

friday

nothing much.... so many things need to do.. hoho!

sian

and again... i did not update anything again for more than 1 week!

saturday and sunday
could not remember....

monday
withour abby around.... feeling quite quiet.... i did not mean that she was very noisy.... it was somehow did not hear someone was typing the keyboard just next to me.... feeling quite weird.

tuesday
abby not here for the 2nd day... i was still wondering the look of the new admin girl...

wednesday
yup. carol came. wah... she looked so cute. taught her all the things which she needed to know. ended up it seemed that we had threw her too much things for her to remember.

sent her to bukit batok mrt station as i could not send her all the way to yishun... i also having lesson on that day...

fell asleep... super embarrassing as lecturer kept doing things to make me awake...

thursday
nothing much... did not fall asleep during class!! hohoho...

friday
took mrt to school... bought 2 chicken pies.... reached school around 6.15pm.. the class was so empty...

fell asleep... lecturer seemed know about it.
haix... sian 1/2

saturday
woke up super early... around 5+am.. dad was going to harbourfront to batam to meet mum. while for me... went to darren's mum's side to sao mu. hmm.... weird i could say as why asking me to go along? haix..

called acca what going on to the extra payment and they asked me to check the bank statement 1st. actually i thought of doing the bank draft on that day... but "thanks" to darren... i did not manage to do it!

went home around 10+am... doing all the house work... tired...

afternoon went to chinatown there the fortune teller... well, i did not ask anything about it.

at night went to meet kylie they all. i totally forgotten about it until kylie called me why i was not there... haha!

watched "untraceable".... i fell asleep during the middle of the show... i was so tired.... but overall this show.... draggy and disgusting.. show ended at 1+am....

xiang zhong sent me home after that. thanks a lot!

sunday
did housework. went over to darren's house for lunch and left there. fetched brother and we went to harbourfront there to fetch my family.

had mac for dinner and walked around there.... went home straight while i went over to darren's house to return him the piggy bank.

monday
tired... not feeling well. thought of taking mc but did not. well, it was because of the milk which i drank on sunday... it made my stomach very upset.

carol smsed me that she was struck at yew tee mrt there as the train broke down. wah.... struck there for more than 40 minutes.

did not meet darren as he was at sim lim and he did not print out the bank statement. so went to meet violice instead at jurong point. she brought me so many things! thanks thanks. i liked the clothes which she bought! violice told me that the yew tee incident.... someone jumping down the track again... haix! i thought government intend to have something similar to the underground station? have glass doors? hmm...weird....

went home... so tired...

tuesday
tired... stress over the money for car and school fee. what the hell.... why i was worry so much while that "person" was like nothing happened like that...

i was having a BIG doubt in my future if i still continue to be like that..... i could not see my future!

sian... feeling like to drop off from my course... because i have so many other committments need to do... i cannot do multi-tasking... and also... matter play some part for it.

wah lao... i only 23 nia.... why i need to worry about money? but i have car... this is the most sian 1/2 problem i need to face now. i can stop my education but i cannot stop my car installment. haix!