friendster havin blog! well, didnt like the layout of tt n also tt impossible havin 2 or more blog online... tt really strange for me to do it even though tt way also can.
tml.. or rather... if hrs later wil b APRIL FOOL! even though is like tt, my mind stil floatin in the exam hall lookin thru the stupid qns paper... omg... soul floatin out le!
tis sem i really d super very badly! i really non-stop tinkin abt tt... argh! how come i dunno so many things? is the paper difficult or my mind jz shut off my memory system durin exam time?
hate tt feelin. every after exam i wil sms to ah pig tt i didnt do well. lots of things i really couldn do it. memory overload!
nw hav 1 more... LAN. totally no faith wif tt... sian la...
Thursday, March 31, 2005
i really dunno wat to say abt me
HAIZ!
i really cant believe tt i wil any how write in my exam ans booklet n handed in.
haiz...
i really cant believe tt i wil any how write in my exam ans booklet n handed in.
haiz...
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
really in dead meat!!!
ECAD for 2day was difficult. well, was it due to tt i didnt prepare well or wat. jz couldn tink of the ans to write it dwn! although went out early for 2day but mind was stil tinkin abt the exam! die sia... really die...
SA. i really dunno wat to learn! 2nite all the stuffs cant get in to my thick skull! lots of things to rem! tml wil get up early to rem all the things again! no more time for me to slack ard....
SA. i really dunno wat to learn! 2nite all the stuffs cant get in to my thick skull! lots of things to rem! tml wil get up early to rem all the things again! no more time for me to slack ard....
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
sorry for a sudden change over.
eh.... i tink my mind havin a very serious knock-down or rather, siao siao. i spent my time changin my blog skin!!! n didnt even study! wah lao.... tis time i really in dead meat...
@#$%
yest didnt nd to go to sch as there wasnt any exam for me on tt day. therefore spent the time studied at hm n also fecthed my bro.
stupid part was tt while i was waitin for my bro, an uncle told me tt i could wait in the sch. i was too lz to walk all the way to there so waited outside the gate.
tt uncle talked to me in eng so i guessed somethin was nt right. then asked me to lend him my hp for him to call hm to check whether his daughter alrdy reached hm. after tt, he asked me a stupid qns, "am i a chinese?"
GRR!!!
he said tt he thought tt i was a maid!!! omg... then told him tt due to my skin colour... then he said tt i had a look of a maid.... WAT THE... @#$%^ my dress code was a pant n t-shirt loh... like tt he stil dare to say i gt the maid look... @#$%^&
he said sorry to me n added, "but u looked nice la" wah lao.... makin mistake le u tink jz say tt can make everythin over?
hate tt la... although he was nt the 1st 1 who said i looked like maid.. well, nded to keep away frm sun more n more le!
studied n studied but like didnt study like tt....
wrote the notes.. wrote unitl my fingers pain...
2day.. reached sch early to study. but like ended up talkin...
tinkin tt the 2hrs seem to long le... then while doin.. ended up nt enough time to do. worse stil, didnt even noe how to do! die loh... very jialat.....
nt tt i didnt noe, jz tt the qns... wah lao.. really didnt even noe wat they wan!
nt a lot of ppl went off for tis paper. tt meant tt tis paper was difficult n nt a lot of ppl able to finish everythin on time.
had a headache after handin the paper.
reached hm after tt then at hm ate a lot! ended up didnt slp in the evenin. tired la..
stress le la... ECAD then SA... then LAN. 3 more papers for 4 days...
stupid part was tt while i was waitin for my bro, an uncle told me tt i could wait in the sch. i was too lz to walk all the way to there so waited outside the gate.
tt uncle talked to me in eng so i guessed somethin was nt right. then asked me to lend him my hp for him to call hm to check whether his daughter alrdy reached hm. after tt, he asked me a stupid qns, "am i a chinese?"
GRR!!!
he said tt he thought tt i was a maid!!! omg... then told him tt due to my skin colour... then he said tt i had a look of a maid.... WAT THE... @#$%^ my dress code was a pant n t-shirt loh... like tt he stil dare to say i gt the maid look... @#$%^&
he said sorry to me n added, "but u looked nice la" wah lao.... makin mistake le u tink jz say tt can make everythin over?
hate tt la... although he was nt the 1st 1 who said i looked like maid.. well, nded to keep away frm sun more n more le!
studied n studied but like didnt study like tt....
wrote the notes.. wrote unitl my fingers pain...
2day.. reached sch early to study. but like ended up talkin...
tinkin tt the 2hrs seem to long le... then while doin.. ended up nt enough time to do. worse stil, didnt even noe how to do! die loh... very jialat.....
nt tt i didnt noe, jz tt the qns... wah lao.. really didnt even noe wat they wan!
nt a lot of ppl went off for tis paper. tt meant tt tis paper was difficult n nt a lot of ppl able to finish everythin on time.
had a headache after handin the paper.
reached hm after tt then at hm ate a lot! ended up didnt slp in the evenin. tired la..
stress le la... ECAD then SA... then LAN. 3 more papers for 4 days...
Sunday, March 27, 2005
jz conclude wat happened
giv u a quiz...
in ur mind, which 1 in the beloew able to describe me?
a. leather glove
b.blue rose
c. cartoon pillow
d. glasses
e. tomato
f. cup
tell me in my tagboard. k?
thurs was tiffany 20th birthday. happy belated to her! n she alrdy found her "charming prince" le so well, jz only wish her all the best.
Mmm... couldn rem wat goin on on tt day but if nt wrong went to ah pig hse to cut his long finger nails as for the moment he gt some difficulties in cuttin his own finger nails.. omg.. was i the maid? haha... so suay tt his comp was like kanna attacked by virus. who noe how to reformat com n how to back up files in com? i didnt noe how sia...
fri my mum went to indonesia wif my aunt n her family. so sad. i couldnt go! nvm... since i alrdy so call sweared tt i didnt wan to go there anymore.. haha...
the days w/o mum seem wierd. although tt was nt the 1st time my mum nt at hm. jz felt tt the hse seem too quiet. since my mum nt at hm, we were like havin diet... didnt really eat much.
my dad told me tt some1 fell to the mrt trail then kanna banged.... really sad for him tt he was jz wan to take back his shoes which he accidentally drop to the trail n he was gettin married 2wks time.. haiz! life was soooooo unpredictable!
sat went to fetch my bro frm sch. after tt we went to hav lunch. i didnt eat as i was nt hungry after havin the last 2 tea eggs which my mum cooked tt n it. after tt while goin hm, my bro fell dwn.. omg! tt was really very embarassed as my bro was like lyin on the ground loh!! then cried very loudly! lots of passers-by was lokkin at us!! i quickly pull him up(he really very heavy sia..) n asked him to stand. well, his knees seem ok then only tt his plams there red red...(he said painful). saw our dad as he was goin for a hair cut.
went to temple after tt. well, for prayin for my exam n other stuffs. wow... lots of ppl sia! then tt time gt a bit rain... i was very hungry so bought ice cream for at least nt makin my stomach "callin".. haha..
went to bugis village for a walk. then realised tt lots of youngers went there... how come ah? hahaa... then i went to a bk shop. jz lookin thru the items they sold. realised tt gt a gal was like lookin at me. my mind was tinkin, " dun tell me tt she is tinkin tt i wan to steal somethin???" omg! tt really made me a bit nervous.. haha... after lookin thru the things n went out of tt place! went to kinokuniya to look thru some bks.. then read the spore true ghost story... omg!! really seem fake loh!
met up wif a pig after tt. then went to bukit batok loh. n b4 goin hm, we were like had a talk. MMmmmmmm..... really couldnt describe abt it.... but the out come seem alrite.
online after i reached hm. sze wei told me tt gt ppl jumped dwn frm his block.... gee! how come like tt 1.....
sun went to fetch my mum! didnt study since the day she went there.. haha... die loh. we were ready at 4pm n we took bus to there.
took 174 to outside bukit batok interchange then took 506 to jurong east(didnt take 66 instead was tt bus service 66 didnt come!). my bro had his 2nd lunch at there... took 97 straight to harbour front. met up wif sis at there n my bro had his 3rd lunch at there... phew! he ate a lot!!!
went in to harbour front n waited for my mum.... then.... 5.30pm passed..... 6.30pm passed.... wah! 1st time waitin for so long! then abt 7.45pm they then reached sia........... we were like zombic le.. haha! o.. saw some "black gals" while waitin. they all were wearin black n covered from head to toe!!! tt really scary if came out at nite as we didnt even able to c their eyes as their eyes were also covered!!!!!! totally covered! which religious is tt??? they were wif some guys which believed was their husbands. they brought out a compass... eh... weird rite? they seem like findin some direction n they took out a carpet... Mm..... then we thought..... carpet??? they gt magic ah? found out the direction then they able to go there by their "flyin carpet"??? omg... we were watchin cartoon too much le.. haha... then 1 of the guy placin the carpet n he prayed... MMmm.... weird bah... but sld b prayin for the safety bah... after tt they went off le.
after fetchin my mum, we went to mac n had dinner. really very confusin abt wat my mum was talkin... haiz..
she bought me 2 bags... MMm... looked ok la but only scare ppl say looked childish.. haa!
then she was like 4gt to brin back some stuffs... wasted!
well.. i haven started.... HOW??????
better start study.... lect notes... where r u??
sorry for makin u so sufferin.. confusin... lots n lots!
i was also in my blur state!
nt mean tt only 3 kinds of person exist loh!
to me believe tt gt the 4th type of person.
tt jz didnt noe how to describe it.
ur words didnt noe seem able to hurt me.
really. tt y i gt tt kind of stupid reaction.
seem like gt scared u off...
i noe u keep on givin in to my nature of stubborness n my unreasonable.
but.. sometimes i jz react w/o tellin. jz like a volcano erupt.
sorry tt didnt tell u these when u r askin me.
i jz didnt noe how to say out in front of u.
ya... most of the time was due to ur work.
i didnt like to hav empty promise.
lost my temper tt day was bcoz of tt u didnt even ask me 1st n u d tt.
tt was the 2nd time u d it.
1st time was the resturant.
n nt link to ur work stuffs.
u really seem lost ur temper.
tt time i really like wan to walk off.
but i didnt.
impossible let u at there mah.
then i was like start to siao siao again.
dun ask me y.
i m jz siao siao.
n i cant tell u the reason sometimes as i dun even noe wat goin on in me.
i noe u r bz nw for future.
i nw understand it after ur "scoldin".
believe tt i wil nt so emotional again for u.
really.
like my mind seem able get wat u mean.
n i believe tt i wil nt depend on u much.
haha.. bcoz u wan me to b more independant mah.. haha...
so, dun ever tink tt i wil lose my temper le as seem like my mind is really open.
haha...
i wil concentrate more in my studies like wat i d in the past.
thanks for tt...
to me u r perfect.
although nt a 100% but at least a 90%
believe in u is nearly 100%
haa.. bcoz u sometimes giv me soo many empty promises.
so how m i goin to giv u 100%?
so dun anyhow say u can acc me but end up u cant.
well... really thanks... take care....
in ur mind, which 1 in the beloew able to describe me?
a. leather glove
b.blue rose
c. cartoon pillow
d. glasses
e. tomato
f. cup
tell me in my tagboard. k?
thurs was tiffany 20th birthday. happy belated to her! n she alrdy found her "charming prince" le so well, jz only wish her all the best.
Mmm... couldn rem wat goin on on tt day but if nt wrong went to ah pig hse to cut his long finger nails as for the moment he gt some difficulties in cuttin his own finger nails.. omg.. was i the maid? haha... so suay tt his comp was like kanna attacked by virus. who noe how to reformat com n how to back up files in com? i didnt noe how sia...
fri my mum went to indonesia wif my aunt n her family. so sad. i couldnt go! nvm... since i alrdy so call sweared tt i didnt wan to go there anymore.. haha...
the days w/o mum seem wierd. although tt was nt the 1st time my mum nt at hm. jz felt tt the hse seem too quiet. since my mum nt at hm, we were like havin diet... didnt really eat much.
my dad told me tt some1 fell to the mrt trail then kanna banged.... really sad for him tt he was jz wan to take back his shoes which he accidentally drop to the trail n he was gettin married 2wks time.. haiz! life was soooooo unpredictable!
sat went to fetch my bro frm sch. after tt we went to hav lunch. i didnt eat as i was nt hungry after havin the last 2 tea eggs which my mum cooked tt n it. after tt while goin hm, my bro fell dwn.. omg! tt was really very embarassed as my bro was like lyin on the ground loh!! then cried very loudly! lots of passers-by was lokkin at us!! i quickly pull him up(he really very heavy sia..) n asked him to stand. well, his knees seem ok then only tt his plams there red red...(he said painful). saw our dad as he was goin for a hair cut.
went to temple after tt. well, for prayin for my exam n other stuffs. wow... lots of ppl sia! then tt time gt a bit rain... i was very hungry so bought ice cream for at least nt makin my stomach "callin".. haha..
went to bugis village for a walk. then realised tt lots of youngers went there... how come ah? hahaa... then i went to a bk shop. jz lookin thru the items they sold. realised tt gt a gal was like lookin at me. my mind was tinkin, " dun tell me tt she is tinkin tt i wan to steal somethin???" omg! tt really made me a bit nervous.. haha... after lookin thru the things n went out of tt place! went to kinokuniya to look thru some bks.. then read the spore true ghost story... omg!! really seem fake loh!
met up wif a pig after tt. then went to bukit batok loh. n b4 goin hm, we were like had a talk. MMmmmmmm..... really couldnt describe abt it.... but the out come seem alrite.
online after i reached hm. sze wei told me tt gt ppl jumped dwn frm his block.... gee! how come like tt 1.....
sun went to fetch my mum! didnt study since the day she went there.. haha... die loh. we were ready at 4pm n we took bus to there.
took 174 to outside bukit batok interchange then took 506 to jurong east(didnt take 66 instead was tt bus service 66 didnt come!). my bro had his 2nd lunch at there... took 97 straight to harbour front. met up wif sis at there n my bro had his 3rd lunch at there... phew! he ate a lot!!!
went in to harbour front n waited for my mum.... then.... 5.30pm passed..... 6.30pm passed.... wah! 1st time waitin for so long! then abt 7.45pm they then reached sia........... we were like zombic le.. haha! o.. saw some "black gals" while waitin. they all were wearin black n covered from head to toe!!! tt really scary if came out at nite as we didnt even able to c their eyes as their eyes were also covered!!!!!! totally covered! which religious is tt??? they were wif some guys which believed was their husbands. they brought out a compass... eh... weird rite? they seem like findin some direction n they took out a carpet... Mm..... then we thought..... carpet??? they gt magic ah? found out the direction then they able to go there by their "flyin carpet"??? omg... we were watchin cartoon too much le.. haha... then 1 of the guy placin the carpet n he prayed... MMmm.... weird bah... but sld b prayin for the safety bah... after tt they went off le.
after fetchin my mum, we went to mac n had dinner. really very confusin abt wat my mum was talkin... haiz..
she bought me 2 bags... MMm... looked ok la but only scare ppl say looked childish.. haa!
then she was like 4gt to brin back some stuffs... wasted!
well.. i haven started.... HOW??????
better start study.... lect notes... where r u??
sorry for makin u so sufferin.. confusin... lots n lots!
i was also in my blur state!
nt mean tt only 3 kinds of person exist loh!
to me believe tt gt the 4th type of person.
tt jz didnt noe how to describe it.
ur words didnt noe seem able to hurt me.
really. tt y i gt tt kind of stupid reaction.
seem like gt scared u off...
i noe u keep on givin in to my nature of stubborness n my unreasonable.
but.. sometimes i jz react w/o tellin. jz like a volcano erupt.
sorry tt didnt tell u these when u r askin me.
i jz didnt noe how to say out in front of u.
ya... most of the time was due to ur work.
i didnt like to hav empty promise.
lost my temper tt day was bcoz of tt u didnt even ask me 1st n u d tt.
tt was the 2nd time u d it.
1st time was the resturant.
n nt link to ur work stuffs.
u really seem lost ur temper.
tt time i really like wan to walk off.
but i didnt.
impossible let u at there mah.
then i was like start to siao siao again.
dun ask me y.
i m jz siao siao.
n i cant tell u the reason sometimes as i dun even noe wat goin on in me.
i noe u r bz nw for future.
i nw understand it after ur "scoldin".
believe tt i wil nt so emotional again for u.
really.
like my mind seem able get wat u mean.
n i believe tt i wil nt depend on u much.
haha.. bcoz u wan me to b more independant mah.. haha...
so, dun ever tink tt i wil lose my temper le as seem like my mind is really open.
haha...
i wil concentrate more in my studies like wat i d in the past.
thanks for tt...
to me u r perfect.
although nt a 100% but at least a 90%
believe in u is nearly 100%
haa.. bcoz u sometimes giv me soo many empty promises.
so how m i goin to giv u 100%?
so dun anyhow say u can acc me but end up u cant.
well... really thanks... take care....
Wednesday, March 23, 2005
apr comin soon!
apr comin soon n lots of shows r waitin for me to watch!
went to sch for the isdt lesson.
really helped me some but the temperature at there made me lost of interest in listenin to wat tutor was talkin.
well, ended up only seb, huiying, owen n me attended.
seb wore like she was goin for beach.. haha!
lesson ended until 11+.
seb went off 1st as ivan also drove to sch waitin for her!!!
(she didnt brin us along.... hahaaa)
took mrt wif huiying n when reached raffles she went off to look for her sis. as for me... waitin for tt ah pig at city hall...
waitied him for 1hr+++. nearly fell aslp. went to a bkshop to read bk which i didnt do tt b4(bcoz i dun like to read mah..) reading ghost story but nt scary at all... mightbe bcoz tt tt time was day time.. hahaa!
finally.. met up wif him n had a movie(hitch) n we went separate directions. he went to bedok while i went to jurong east.
had a terrible headache! tis "pest" kept on followin me until i reached hm!
went to jurong east to claim back the vacuum cleaner's hose as i accidentally broke it when i was doin hsewk.. haha.. nt i violent... bcoz tt hose was toooooo soft! nt my fault.. haha!
ended up the person in charge told me tt the part was nt ready yet. well, jz a waste of my time comin dwn to there.... waste energy also!
reached hm, had my med nw fell so slpy!
had my ecad result.... MMm...... quite ok la.
;p
went to sch for the isdt lesson.
really helped me some but the temperature at there made me lost of interest in listenin to wat tutor was talkin.
well, ended up only seb, huiying, owen n me attended.
seb wore like she was goin for beach.. haha!
lesson ended until 11+.
seb went off 1st as ivan also drove to sch waitin for her!!!
(she didnt brin us along.... hahaaa)
took mrt wif huiying n when reached raffles she went off to look for her sis. as for me... waitin for tt ah pig at city hall...
waitied him for 1hr+++. nearly fell aslp. went to a bkshop to read bk which i didnt do tt b4(bcoz i dun like to read mah..) reading ghost story but nt scary at all... mightbe bcoz tt tt time was day time.. hahaa!
finally.. met up wif him n had a movie(hitch) n we went separate directions. he went to bedok while i went to jurong east.
had a terrible headache! tis "pest" kept on followin me until i reached hm!
went to jurong east to claim back the vacuum cleaner's hose as i accidentally broke it when i was doin hsewk.. haha.. nt i violent... bcoz tt hose was toooooo soft! nt my fault.. haha!
ended up the person in charge told me tt the part was nt ready yet. well, jz a waste of my time comin dwn to there.... waste energy also!
reached hm, had my med nw fell so slpy!
had my ecad result.... MMm...... quite ok la.
;p
1st time bro been to treate
being 1st time in my bro's life to watch movie!
haha...
my bro asked my mum whether he able to go n watched movie anot.
my mum agreed!
tt really couldnt believe...
hahaa..
actually watched "the son of the mask" but i asked my bro to watch "robots" bcoz i alrdy watched tt le.. haha!
he didnt nervous when in there but he ate n drank a lot!!!
wah.... 3/4 of the popcorn n 3/4 of the drinks were in his stomach!
well.. the show was nt bad.
able to make me laugh.. haha
too bad for ah pig tt he unable to watch it.. haa... nvm. save ur $ bah. ;p
yest reading thru my diary in the past.
read until i didnt noe tt my handwritin was soooooooooo terrible!
i didn really able to recognise wat i was writin abt.
hahaa...
in the diary realised a lot of stuffs la... happy, sad blah blah blah....
then tinkin tt y i was so cruel in the past.. hahaa....
nt to mention anythin abt it.. haha!
well, keepin a diary also gd. able to noe wat happenin in the past.. haha!
haha...
my bro asked my mum whether he able to go n watched movie anot.
my mum agreed!
tt really couldnt believe...
hahaa..
actually watched "the son of the mask" but i asked my bro to watch "robots" bcoz i alrdy watched tt le.. haha!
he didnt nervous when in there but he ate n drank a lot!!!
wah.... 3/4 of the popcorn n 3/4 of the drinks were in his stomach!
well.. the show was nt bad.
able to make me laugh.. haha
too bad for ah pig tt he unable to watch it.. haa... nvm. save ur $ bah. ;p
yest reading thru my diary in the past.
read until i didnt noe tt my handwritin was soooooooooo terrible!
i didn really able to recognise wat i was writin abt.
hahaa...
in the diary realised a lot of stuffs la... happy, sad blah blah blah....
then tinkin tt y i was so cruel in the past.. hahaa....
nt to mention anythin abt it.. haha!
well, keepin a diary also gd. able to noe wat happenin in the past.. haha!
Monday, March 21, 2005
again nothin to say loh
received mail frm supervisor.. omg.. would hav a meeting.. well... only hope everythin wil go smoothly.
received call frm mrs ong.. wah lao... y called to my hse.... then asked me to send her the soft copy of the service quality report.. she seemed to lose it... omg! made me spent the time typing out n sent her the soft copy...
went out after tt... 1/4 of it was studyin while 3/4 was meetin up ah pig. waited for him at hosp then thought tt his hand finally able to "breathe the fresh air". but ended up he stil nded to cover up.. haha... tt really a funny 1.... doctor told him tt he nded to cover for 3 wks n didnt nd to come for appointment so early.. tt made him confused.. haha!
went to wm n had ice cream!! hahaa...
then went hm le loh... nothin much la...
die la... like didnt study at all!!!!!! die la...
received call frm mrs ong.. wah lao... y called to my hse.... then asked me to send her the soft copy of the service quality report.. she seemed to lose it... omg! made me spent the time typing out n sent her the soft copy...
went out after tt... 1/4 of it was studyin while 3/4 was meetin up ah pig. waited for him at hosp then thought tt his hand finally able to "breathe the fresh air". but ended up he stil nded to cover up.. haha... tt really a funny 1.... doctor told him tt he nded to cover for 3 wks n didnt nd to come for appointment so early.. tt made him confused.. haha!
went to wm n had ice cream!! hahaa...
then went hm le loh... nothin much la...
die la... like didnt study at all!!!!!! die la...
Sunday, March 20, 2005
nothin to say la...
yest went to the food feast at suntec. took 106 all the way to there. tis time realised tt the journey was nt too far away frm the time i took alone. haha...
stil didnt like the crowded area but jz too bad. at there the price was nt cheap at all! nt worth it to hav meal at there! managed to find the place to hav our meal... well, didnt feel alrite at all.
went hm after tt. lots of unhappy stuffs sia... all bcoz of tt rou gang. but overall stil alrite la.
realised tt i didnt photocopied 4 pages frm a bk... argh! nded to go to sch to photocopy le...
sun was a boring day. only fetched my bro n slept the whole afternoon... nt feelin well at all! tt really sian loh... couldn do anythin.
wish for me to make it come true for tis sem n nxt sem:
1. to treasure everythin i hav
2. study hard for tis sem n at least a C for all the modules
3. since after exam wil b attachment, only hope tt ppl at there wil treat me gd... haha..
4. hope tt the proj they giv me i noe n understand n able to do it.
5. able to do the TOR by the time given.
6. finish everythin on time n make no delay.
7. clear up wat i nd to do then can go out.
8. make me bz n bz.. hahaa... bcoz dun wan to tink of other things le.
9. only hope tt my FYP can pass n NT FAIL!
10. can relax after tt.. haa!
stil didnt like the crowded area but jz too bad. at there the price was nt cheap at all! nt worth it to hav meal at there! managed to find the place to hav our meal... well, didnt feel alrite at all.
went hm after tt. lots of unhappy stuffs sia... all bcoz of tt rou gang. but overall stil alrite la.
realised tt i didnt photocopied 4 pages frm a bk... argh! nded to go to sch to photocopy le...
sun was a boring day. only fetched my bro n slept the whole afternoon... nt feelin well at all! tt really sian loh... couldn do anythin.
wish for me to make it come true for tis sem n nxt sem:
1. to treasure everythin i hav
2. study hard for tis sem n at least a C for all the modules
3. since after exam wil b attachment, only hope tt ppl at there wil treat me gd... haha..
4. hope tt the proj they giv me i noe n understand n able to do it.
5. able to do the TOR by the time given.
6. finish everythin on time n make no delay.
7. clear up wat i nd to do then can go out.
8. make me bz n bz.. hahaa... bcoz dun wan to tink of other things le.
9. only hope tt my FYP can pass n NT FAIL!
10. can relax after tt.. haa!
Friday, March 18, 2005
i tink i nd more slp...
yest didnt noe frm wat time slpin until 11.30am... tt really scary! wat happened to me? well, no more me again at all le. tinkin tt i change a lot! really a lot!! argh! i dun like change!! i wan back me own self! nobody sld change me!!!
online saw the bk was available. so quickly rush to sch to borrow n photocopy it. omg... 90+ pages sia! then x3!!! total of 200+++ pages!! only able to photocopy 10% but ended up like copied 10+% of it. well, didnt care la but nded yp b very careful or i really in dead meat!
photocopy halfway then realised tt my cashcard no more $$ le. went to the self top-up machine but siao siao 1... then went to the service counter there to ask n she asked me to go to the photocopy shop there to ask. went there then tt person asked me to go to the atm machine there to top up. wah lao!! quened up then... saw a notice didnt noe wat tt n i thought tt the machine couldn top-up... luckily was tt able to top up... haha!
sorry to ah pig tt he called me yet i like lost my temper. well, i didnt hav a gd mood 2day n i was in lib. how was i ablt to talk??? well, jz too bad tt u called at the wrong timin.
tt really thick the paper!!! so scare when goin out of the lib... really scared they would ask me to stop n handed over tt thick paper! hahaa... but ended up was gd.. no1 noticed me!
went hm... had lunch n went to je lib wif my bro. he was soooooooo noisy!! kept on talkin non-stop. he ate a lot also!!! kept on stealing my food! so jialat sia! didnt noe when he would b able to "slim" dwn!!!
received e-mail frm my supervior... haiz. nded to wear some sort of formal wear... wah.. then dun put "casual" mah.... sure ended up gt ppl wearin jeans...
nxt wk will b my study wk. i really nd to study hard le!! really.. i really dun wan to waste my time le!! i waste my time in tinkin. really.. nd to stop tt le!
online saw the bk was available. so quickly rush to sch to borrow n photocopy it. omg... 90+ pages sia! then x3!!! total of 200+++ pages!! only able to photocopy 10% but ended up like copied 10+% of it. well, didnt care la but nded yp b very careful or i really in dead meat!
photocopy halfway then realised tt my cashcard no more $$ le. went to the self top-up machine but siao siao 1... then went to the service counter there to ask n she asked me to go to the photocopy shop there to ask. went there then tt person asked me to go to the atm machine there to top up. wah lao!! quened up then... saw a notice didnt noe wat tt n i thought tt the machine couldn top-up... luckily was tt able to top up... haha!
sorry to ah pig tt he called me yet i like lost my temper. well, i didnt hav a gd mood 2day n i was in lib. how was i ablt to talk??? well, jz too bad tt u called at the wrong timin.
tt really thick the paper!!! so scare when goin out of the lib... really scared they would ask me to stop n handed over tt thick paper! hahaa... but ended up was gd.. no1 noticed me!
went hm... had lunch n went to je lib wif my bro. he was soooooooo noisy!! kept on talkin non-stop. he ate a lot also!!! kept on stealing my food! so jialat sia! didnt noe when he would b able to "slim" dwn!!!
received e-mail frm my supervior... haiz. nded to wear some sort of formal wear... wah.. then dun put "casual" mah.... sure ended up gt ppl wearin jeans...
nxt wk will b my study wk. i really nd to study hard le!! really.. i really dun wan to waste my time le!! i waste my time in tinkin. really.. nd to stop tt le!
Thursday, March 17, 2005
dunno y. i dun like 2day
attended ECAD but ended up jz went thru the tutorial n tt it. tutor didnt come as he went for NS. seb didnt come.. then ppl in class so few... omg.. jz like havin remedial class. had 2+hrs long break for our LAN lesson.
went to lib to search for the SA bk. then ended up like huiying had a very bad mood. couldn stand sia.
suay for me. didnt brin cash... so couldnt hav my lunch. too lz to withdraw $.
saw joey at the square 31 to do her BA. chat a while n also since able to use cashcard so didnt waste it.
chun yap came also as he also had lan. he didnt wan to go bcoz like wastin time. thanks for his ke kuo bing bing made me didnt feel so hungry.. haha!
lan lessson for 2day was like only for weaker students... well.. but we stil gain some knowledge. so nt so bad la. didnt attend prac as there wasnt anymore le.
well, dun feel wan to talk abt it anymore. jz too tired abt it.
went to lib to search for the SA bk. then ended up like huiying had a very bad mood. couldn stand sia.
suay for me. didnt brin cash... so couldnt hav my lunch. too lz to withdraw $.
saw joey at the square 31 to do her BA. chat a while n also since able to use cashcard so didnt waste it.
chun yap came also as he also had lan. he didnt wan to go bcoz like wastin time. thanks for his ke kuo bing bing made me didnt feel so hungry.. haha!
lan lessson for 2day was like only for weaker students... well.. but we stil gain some knowledge. so nt so bad la. didnt attend prac as there wasnt anymore le.
well, dun feel wan to talk abt it anymore. jz too tired abt it.
Wednesday, March 16, 2005
bad mood
had a very bad dreams.... saw my sis covered wif blood.... then saw the bird which was as small as my finger was squeezed by the door.. wah!!! tt really a very bad dream.....
very moody in the mornin as i waited for 15+min for the bus. then the scannin machine siao siao. i couldnt scan while i was off the bus!! jz like tt i wasted $2++ for tt!
isdt lesson n realised the assignment gt A for me. well, nt as happy as the LAN quiz i gt. sld b due to lack of slp. then was like tutor said those who scored well didnt nd to go. gee....! then like.. omg.. i hate tt environment after the isdt tutorial lesson. gt A meant clever n "banned" for the remedial class in the afternoon?? hey...! pls make tis clear! A doesn mean anythin! A doesn mean i noe everythin! PLS MAKE TIS CLEAR! i hate being sayin tt i go to get A+ for exam! argh....
mood super bad... bad until they a bit scared of me. jz too bad. i didnt hav gd mood. after meal saw tt eric! wah lao... 2day wasnt nt my day!!! but he seem to see huiying n walked off after a while.
after tt meal gt the feelin didnt wan to go for the remedial. really! hate the feelin!!! but after a while was ok le.
isdt quite ok. noein somethin which i doubted wif.
SA lesson. thought tt he would go thru the past yr paper ended up he didnt! after talkin everythin frm the slides n went off!!! omg! no regret of givin him mostly "disagree" in the SET. he was really a lousy tutor! suay was tt he was the person who set the exam paper... haiz!
realised tt gt a bk for the SA.... stupid tutor la!!! didnt tell us early!!!! nw findin tt bk was totally too late!
went to lot 1 wif huiying. so many ppl in the bus. then gt 1 child like steppin my foot for 4 times! then when his pokemon cards all scattered on the floor, helped him to pick up yet he didnt even say "thank you". nt i petty but.. since young muz hav couresty mah... if nt later grow up le then jialat liao.
motive to go to lot 1 was to check for tt SA bk... ended up found it but at woodland.. suay was tt it was ref bk!
then after tt walked ard n went hm le.
super tired sia...
attachment for mine was at taus.... die loh....
very moody in the mornin as i waited for 15+min for the bus. then the scannin machine siao siao. i couldnt scan while i was off the bus!! jz like tt i wasted $2++ for tt!
isdt lesson n realised the assignment gt A for me. well, nt as happy as the LAN quiz i gt. sld b due to lack of slp. then was like tutor said those who scored well didnt nd to go. gee....! then like.. omg.. i hate tt environment after the isdt tutorial lesson. gt A meant clever n "banned" for the remedial class in the afternoon?? hey...! pls make tis clear! A doesn mean anythin! A doesn mean i noe everythin! PLS MAKE TIS CLEAR! i hate being sayin tt i go to get A+ for exam! argh....
mood super bad... bad until they a bit scared of me. jz too bad. i didnt hav gd mood. after meal saw tt eric! wah lao... 2day wasnt nt my day!!! but he seem to see huiying n walked off after a while.
after tt meal gt the feelin didnt wan to go for the remedial. really! hate the feelin!!! but after a while was ok le.
isdt quite ok. noein somethin which i doubted wif.
SA lesson. thought tt he would go thru the past yr paper ended up he didnt! after talkin everythin frm the slides n went off!!! omg! no regret of givin him mostly "disagree" in the SET. he was really a lousy tutor! suay was tt he was the person who set the exam paper... haiz!
realised tt gt a bk for the SA.... stupid tutor la!!! didnt tell us early!!!! nw findin tt bk was totally too late!
went to lot 1 wif huiying. so many ppl in the bus. then gt 1 child like steppin my foot for 4 times! then when his pokemon cards all scattered on the floor, helped him to pick up yet he didnt even say "thank you". nt i petty but.. since young muz hav couresty mah... if nt later grow up le then jialat liao.
motive to go to lot 1 was to check for tt SA bk... ended up found it but at woodland.. suay was tt it was ref bk!
then after tt walked ard n went hm le.
super tired sia...
attachment for mine was at taus.... die loh....
an outing
a early mornin surprise for me...
thanks ah pig 4 rem wat goin on.
hahaa!
n also thanks for ur present. look simple but tt enough to touch my heart
haha!
;p
2day lesson ended until 10am n the rest of the time would b mine! went to bugis to watch movie as orchard 1 started at 3pm. we rushed all the way frm our sch to there n we managed to watch " the son of the mask"
rated: 2.5/5
nt really a funny movie i could say as in the movie, the actors were funny but nt for me. Mmm... a bit weird show. in tis show, i would rem tt baby who stil very young sld nt watch tv... would make them to act wat the characters in the tv were doing. n also the father n son love...
after tt had mac which for the last 2 pieces we divided them into 2/3.... haha.. so funny!
went for a walk...
then went to sim lim square as i nded to repair my camera(so lucky tt i gt brin)
well, repair for me free of charge as only a minor problem.
after tt went hm.
as for me.
didnt.
although very tired, i stil wan to go to je.
actually sld b goin for my fren's bbq...
but...
for some reasons tt i couldnt make it.
sorry abt it.
on the way to je, i dozed off but luckily tt didnt fall dwn frm the seat...
reached imm, nded to find somethin but jz couldnt find wat i wanted.
went to 3rd floor, i nearly walked for 1.5hrs at there!!
went hm after tt. i was totally tired like siao...
but ended up didnt slp until 1++am...
tml wil hav 11am until 5pm....
-.-"
thanks ah pig 4 rem wat goin on.
hahaa!
n also thanks for ur present. look simple but tt enough to touch my heart
haha!
;p
2day lesson ended until 10am n the rest of the time would b mine! went to bugis to watch movie as orchard 1 started at 3pm. we rushed all the way frm our sch to there n we managed to watch " the son of the mask"
rated: 2.5/5
nt really a funny movie i could say as in the movie, the actors were funny but nt for me. Mmm... a bit weird show. in tis show, i would rem tt baby who stil very young sld nt watch tv... would make them to act wat the characters in the tv were doing. n also the father n son love...
after tt had mac which for the last 2 pieces we divided them into 2/3.... haha.. so funny!
went for a walk...
then went to sim lim square as i nded to repair my camera(so lucky tt i gt brin)
well, repair for me free of charge as only a minor problem.
after tt went hm.
as for me.
didnt.
although very tired, i stil wan to go to je.
actually sld b goin for my fren's bbq...
but...
for some reasons tt i couldnt make it.
sorry abt it.
on the way to je, i dozed off but luckily tt didnt fall dwn frm the seat...
reached imm, nded to find somethin but jz couldnt find wat i wanted.
went to 3rd floor, i nearly walked for 1.5hrs at there!!
went hm after tt. i was totally tired like siao...
but ended up didnt slp until 1++am...
tml wil hav 11am until 5pm....
-.-"
Monday, March 14, 2005
lots of things happenin..
a lot of stuffs happened these days. then like gt read some of my fren's blog... Mm... me as a outsider couldnt help much as i didnt noe anythin in details abt them. in life, we cant decide anythin.every1 jz only pray to hav a gd relationship n tt wil last 4ever... but heaven seem wan to playin wif us n make us to become like fool... well, treat everythin as a challenge. mayb tt wil at least make every1's life more meaningful rather than feelin sad.
ah pig hurted his arm. well, he didnt wan to tell me ended up sms to the wrong person which was ME. well... although didnt wan to make me worry, hav u ever tink tt if noein something terrible frm other ppl, wat the feelin? u sld noe better than me as i also treat u like tt b4. no matter is a small matter or a big matter, u sld also nd to tell me. u can no nd to tell me is fine unless u tink tt tt is a waste of time tellin me these stuffs. if u tink tt way then i can wash off my hand n dun care abt it.
lots of ppl r cancel off the blogger acc. well, in here lots of memory jz keyed in to here. if delete away wil seem like also delete the memory used to hav. MMm.... for my case jz tt few days update it.
PM test(or consider exam) was over! realised that tons of mistakes here and there. the paper was quite difficult. only hope can pass...
tml wil b a 1hr lesson cum shopping!!! yes... haha! ;p
swimmin cancelled due to some1 loh... haha...
nvm... bcoz i scare of sun! sun... away frm me...
these days eat a lot of tea eggs as my mum bought lots of eggs... like everyday eatin at least 2 eggs... can imagine.... i wil die of heart attack bcoz eatin too many eggs??
hahaa...
a bit scare of eatin eggs le... how!!!???
suay suay on tt day 120305, i dropped my camera!!!! c la u stupid ah pig.. asked me to brin ended up didnt take the pic n spoilt the camera... when wil i hav the time to go there to repair?? (;-;)
like lots of stuffs for ah pig to do on tt day. ended up kaiwei sent me hm. MMm.... m i a burden to u? Mmm.... dunno leh. gt tis feelin la. haha...
nothin much to say le... jz stop here...
1403, 10pm, a day tt i wil nt 4get. but seem like some1 alrdy 4gotton everythin abt tis date... haiz!
well... happy 1 yr to me! haha.. ;p.
ah pig hurted his arm. well, he didnt wan to tell me ended up sms to the wrong person which was ME. well... although didnt wan to make me worry, hav u ever tink tt if noein something terrible frm other ppl, wat the feelin? u sld noe better than me as i also treat u like tt b4. no matter is a small matter or a big matter, u sld also nd to tell me. u can no nd to tell me is fine unless u tink tt tt is a waste of time tellin me these stuffs. if u tink tt way then i can wash off my hand n dun care abt it.
lots of ppl r cancel off the blogger acc. well, in here lots of memory jz keyed in to here. if delete away wil seem like also delete the memory used to hav. MMm.... for my case jz tt few days update it.
PM test(or consider exam) was over! realised that tons of mistakes here and there. the paper was quite difficult. only hope can pass...
tml wil b a 1hr lesson cum shopping!!! yes... haha! ;p
swimmin cancelled due to some1 loh... haha...
nvm... bcoz i scare of sun! sun... away frm me...
these days eat a lot of tea eggs as my mum bought lots of eggs... like everyday eatin at least 2 eggs... can imagine.... i wil die of heart attack bcoz eatin too many eggs??
hahaa...
a bit scare of eatin eggs le... how!!!???
suay suay on tt day 120305, i dropped my camera!!!! c la u stupid ah pig.. asked me to brin ended up didnt take the pic n spoilt the camera... when wil i hav the time to go there to repair?? (;-;)
like lots of stuffs for ah pig to do on tt day. ended up kaiwei sent me hm. MMm.... m i a burden to u? Mmm.... dunno leh. gt tis feelin la. haha...
nothin much to say le... jz stop here...
1403, 10pm, a day tt i wil nt 4get. but seem like some1 alrdy 4gotton everythin abt tis date... haiz!
well... happy 1 yr to me! haha.. ;p.
Tuesday, March 08, 2005
yest n 2day
yest had lesson until 5pm.
begged huiying to acc me to meet up peishan to return the vcd.. ended up she asked me to return at CC.. omg! haha...
then went to wm walked walked a bit n went to meet up ah pig at JE n we went straight to JP as tt day was kaiwei's bday.
went to seoul garden for tt... stil so expensive as b4. each person for abt $21+.
ate a lot..! haha...
serene n lay eng came after tt...
then see wee n si kai also reached...
realised tt they all seem like havin lots of common pts... if nt impossible would regularly meet up. haha...
after tt we went hm. kai wei lost his car key..
wah!! every1 was helpin out to find the key...
ended up they found the key at the control rm.
tt moment saw yen lee(pri) n his bf's family.
sms her then realised tt she was watchin movie wif them...
wow..
haha!
drove all the way to kai wei's camp.. gee! very quiet sia... drove passed old lim chu kang... old chua chu kang... wah lao!! really scary loh...
finally reached hm.... tt time was 10+ le.. missed my 9pm show!
2day was a normal day for me. nothin happened jz tt i went to meet up my supervior abt my attachment. wow... worked frm 7.30am to 4.48pm.. omg!! .48 also counted... then wil b work 5 days.... lucky was tt wif another 5 ppl... hahaa!
went to lot 1 wif huiying n walked ard.. hahaa... bcoz really gt notin to do.
then reached hm playin "hyper relay"... huiying totally addicited to tt game!!!!!
hahaa... time for me to do the utm last assignment le...
begged huiying to acc me to meet up peishan to return the vcd.. ended up she asked me to return at CC.. omg! haha...
then went to wm walked walked a bit n went to meet up ah pig at JE n we went straight to JP as tt day was kaiwei's bday.
went to seoul garden for tt... stil so expensive as b4. each person for abt $21+.
ate a lot..! haha...
serene n lay eng came after tt...
then see wee n si kai also reached...
realised tt they all seem like havin lots of common pts... if nt impossible would regularly meet up. haha...
after tt we went hm. kai wei lost his car key..
wah!! every1 was helpin out to find the key...
ended up they found the key at the control rm.
tt moment saw yen lee(pri) n his bf's family.
sms her then realised tt she was watchin movie wif them...
wow..
haha!
drove all the way to kai wei's camp.. gee! very quiet sia... drove passed old lim chu kang... old chua chu kang... wah lao!! really scary loh...
finally reached hm.... tt time was 10+ le.. missed my 9pm show!
2day was a normal day for me. nothin happened jz tt i went to meet up my supervior abt my attachment. wow... worked frm 7.30am to 4.48pm.. omg!! .48 also counted... then wil b work 5 days.... lucky was tt wif another 5 ppl... hahaa!
went to lot 1 wif huiying n walked ard.. hahaa... bcoz really gt notin to do.
then reached hm playin "hyper relay"... huiying totally addicited to tt game!!!!!
hahaa... time for me to do the utm last assignment le...
Sunday, March 06, 2005
robber...
omg... jz nw heard frm my dad tt ard 3+am, there was a robber tryin to get into the hse!!! i too sound aslp which didnt noe wat goin on.
SCARY!!!!!!
nw tinkin the top slide windows sld close....
SCARY!!!!!!
nw tinkin the top slide windows sld close....
watching dolphin bay
fri huiying passed me the "at the dolphin bay". i watched the 1st part of it in sch using huiying's laptop on thurs. wow.. really touching. although a bit "out-dated" as tis show had alrdy shown so long ago. later wil talk abt tt drama..
had utm n pqs presentation.
utm as mine was the last part, quite nervous. but for wat i saw, huiying was the most nervous among we all.. hahaa... well, b more brave!
our presentation seem was the most perfect among other grps as tutor didnt giv any comments to my grp while the other 3 grps were havin lost of comments. well... nded to do the written report as soon as possible le.
after the utm presentation, we went for our pqs presentation. when we reached there, we saw 1 grp was havin the presentation. n durin their presentation, i realised tt tutor seem strict to them or i could say tt most of their report was wrong? Mmm...
after our turn, we felt nervous as we saw 1 mistake in our report too. but didnt care much.
i was the 1st person to present. well, tons of mistakes made like pronouned wrongly blah blah blah... seb expanded out a lot in her slides. while huiying stil the same, nervous but she talked the longest. ling's part also quite long. overall quite ok as tt was wat tutor said.
since after all the presentations there was stil had some time so we went to JP for a walk. then huiying asked me such a weird qns.. hahaa... but ended up she knew who i was talkin abt..
saw yu wen at there too.. her sis also.. haha... her sis totally couldn reg me... omg... i looked different izzit? hahaa... then realised tt time passed so fast, her sis alrdy in sec sch le.
went hm after tt. at nite, felt super depressed! couldnt really able to slp.
sat really like goin to flood the hse... kept on cryin when saw the sms. then also watchin the "at the dolphin bay" omg... very jialat...
"at the dolphin bay" like very part would make ppl cry...
went to bugis.. or rather "little india" with my family
somethin couldnt believe my eyes... we jz went to 2 shopping mall frm evenin until nite.. omg omg omg!!! n we bought a lot of things... tears stopped! tt was lucky! n in the beginnin thought of goin out alone.. but goin out with acc seem was nt a bad idea.
feelin much more better. able to fall aslp easily.
reason? bcoz seem like finally able to hear some1's voice.
2day, choing watchin all the vcd... omg omg omg... really touchin!
sms to peishan abt when to meet up to return her vcd.
then tml wil hav sa test which i didnt noe until joey sms me abt it.. thanks!
nd to study le... sian sian sian...
story of the "at the dolphin bay"
~Legend~
A long, long time ago, the son of a God in the Heavens violated a spiritual law within the Heavenly World by falling in love with a maiden in the Human World. Not being able to stay in the Spiritual World or the Human World, the two of them traveled all around, but still couldn't find a place where they could stay. There was only the fairy queen that lived within the deepest part of the forest that sympathizes with their plight and gave this pair of lovers a spiritual copper charm. This spiritual copper charm protected them when they traveled across the ocean. However, the God of Envy discovered the secret behind the copper charm, took it away and threw it into the ocean. For this reason, the pair of lovers that lost the protection of the copper charm was dashed loose by the big waves. Even if that was the case, they both still continued searching for one another until the last minute.
When dawn arrives, seeing that the two of them will soon be changed into foam, this love was very touching to the kind-hearted dolphin, and at the moment of daybreak, the dolphin jumped out of the ocean carrying the copper charm in its mouth, allowing this pair of lovers to once again possess the blessing from the fairy queen so that they can be together again. At the moment when the first ray of sunlight shines on the white sandy beach, the whole beach was washed with a happy pinkish color and the dolphin also jumped high up to the sky, becoming the symbol for protecting love. From then on, in the beginning of every autumn, at the place where the dolphin showed itself in daybreak, this beach would be glowing in a pinkish light. So long as you are quiet and listen carefully, you may even hear the dolphin singing. If only you look out to the far distant, you may also see the dolphin coming, carrying the copper charm in its mouth…
~story~
The background/beginning of the story is the Catholic orphanage where 20 years ago, Ambrose's character Xu Ce Ya and Angela's character Tian Pian first see each other as orphaned kids. Xu Ce Ya was then known as "tah-tah", while Tian Pian is "siao pin kang". Tah-tah always saw siao pin kang being teased by the other kids in the orphanage, so he came to her companionship and swore that they will not separate themselves from each other, ever.
When the grandpa of Xu Ce ya came to pick up the boy, Siao pin kang and her dolphin doll were the ones that reminded the boy about her. When he left, Siao pin-kang became Tian Pian as she was picked up by another woman who owned the noodle shop "by the Dolphin Bay". Tian Pian would spend most of her time at an old ship by the Bay with figures of dolphins all around. She would dream of becoming a big star like Mandy Shen Man Qing(Jill Xu Jie Er).
20 years later, Xu Ce Ya became the the general manager of SET company, which his Grandpa is the Chairman. Xu Ce Ya and Tian Pian crossed paths again after 20 years, when Tian Pian auditioned for a singing role at SET for a drama starring her idol Mandy, and won the part, but not after going through several obstables.
Since then, the twists and turns of the story revolved on Xu Ce Ya, his Grandpa, his stepsister Shan Ni (Penny Lin Wei Xin), Mandy,and her boyfriend music producer Xiao Kang (Wallace Huo), who eventually trained Tian-Pian and became close to her.The most exciting part is the complicated love story between Tian Pian, Shan Ni, Xiao Kang, Xu Ce Ya and Mandy. The dolphin doll that Tian Pian dropped and picked up by Xu Ce Ya 20 years ago, became the key that constantly bothered him, because 20 years ago he as Tah-tah had made a pledge to then Siao Pin-Kang that he will not leave her.
if watchin tis drama really made u cry sia... scary.. hahaa!
time for me to do my stuffs le... bye!
dunno y, sat gt the feelin tt we r more like a fren.
u d ask me whether i was treated u like a fren anot...
but dunno y how come nw i felt tt u n i r fren..
tt was sat feelin.
bcoz u seem like didnt really care.
m i too petty?
dunno...
but nw.. feelin much much much better than sat.
bcoz u really bother to call n ask me "how r u?"
Mmm....
i tink i really nd to stop all these stuffs n tink more abt my attachment n tests n exam.
had utm n pqs presentation.
utm as mine was the last part, quite nervous. but for wat i saw, huiying was the most nervous among we all.. hahaa... well, b more brave!
our presentation seem was the most perfect among other grps as tutor didnt giv any comments to my grp while the other 3 grps were havin lost of comments. well... nded to do the written report as soon as possible le.
after the utm presentation, we went for our pqs presentation. when we reached there, we saw 1 grp was havin the presentation. n durin their presentation, i realised tt tutor seem strict to them or i could say tt most of their report was wrong? Mmm...
after our turn, we felt nervous as we saw 1 mistake in our report too. but didnt care much.
i was the 1st person to present. well, tons of mistakes made like pronouned wrongly blah blah blah... seb expanded out a lot in her slides. while huiying stil the same, nervous but she talked the longest. ling's part also quite long. overall quite ok as tt was wat tutor said.
since after all the presentations there was stil had some time so we went to JP for a walk. then huiying asked me such a weird qns.. hahaa... but ended up she knew who i was talkin abt..
saw yu wen at there too.. her sis also.. haha... her sis totally couldn reg me... omg... i looked different izzit? hahaa... then realised tt time passed so fast, her sis alrdy in sec sch le.
went hm after tt. at nite, felt super depressed! couldnt really able to slp.
sat really like goin to flood the hse... kept on cryin when saw the sms. then also watchin the "at the dolphin bay" omg... very jialat...
"at the dolphin bay" like very part would make ppl cry...
went to bugis.. or rather "little india" with my family
somethin couldnt believe my eyes... we jz went to 2 shopping mall frm evenin until nite.. omg omg omg!!! n we bought a lot of things... tears stopped! tt was lucky! n in the beginnin thought of goin out alone.. but goin out with acc seem was nt a bad idea.
feelin much more better. able to fall aslp easily.
reason? bcoz seem like finally able to hear some1's voice.
2day, choing watchin all the vcd... omg omg omg... really touchin!
sms to peishan abt when to meet up to return her vcd.
then tml wil hav sa test which i didnt noe until joey sms me abt it.. thanks!
nd to study le... sian sian sian...
story of the "at the dolphin bay"
~Legend~
A long, long time ago, the son of a God in the Heavens violated a spiritual law within the Heavenly World by falling in love with a maiden in the Human World. Not being able to stay in the Spiritual World or the Human World, the two of them traveled all around, but still couldn't find a place where they could stay. There was only the fairy queen that lived within the deepest part of the forest that sympathizes with their plight and gave this pair of lovers a spiritual copper charm. This spiritual copper charm protected them when they traveled across the ocean. However, the God of Envy discovered the secret behind the copper charm, took it away and threw it into the ocean. For this reason, the pair of lovers that lost the protection of the copper charm was dashed loose by the big waves. Even if that was the case, they both still continued searching for one another until the last minute.
When dawn arrives, seeing that the two of them will soon be changed into foam, this love was very touching to the kind-hearted dolphin, and at the moment of daybreak, the dolphin jumped out of the ocean carrying the copper charm in its mouth, allowing this pair of lovers to once again possess the blessing from the fairy queen so that they can be together again. At the moment when the first ray of sunlight shines on the white sandy beach, the whole beach was washed with a happy pinkish color and the dolphin also jumped high up to the sky, becoming the symbol for protecting love. From then on, in the beginning of every autumn, at the place where the dolphin showed itself in daybreak, this beach would be glowing in a pinkish light. So long as you are quiet and listen carefully, you may even hear the dolphin singing. If only you look out to the far distant, you may also see the dolphin coming, carrying the copper charm in its mouth…
~story~
The background/beginning of the story is the Catholic orphanage where 20 years ago, Ambrose's character Xu Ce Ya and Angela's character Tian Pian first see each other as orphaned kids. Xu Ce Ya was then known as "tah-tah", while Tian Pian is "siao pin kang". Tah-tah always saw siao pin kang being teased by the other kids in the orphanage, so he came to her companionship and swore that they will not separate themselves from each other, ever.
When the grandpa of Xu Ce ya came to pick up the boy, Siao pin kang and her dolphin doll were the ones that reminded the boy about her. When he left, Siao pin-kang became Tian Pian as she was picked up by another woman who owned the noodle shop "by the Dolphin Bay". Tian Pian would spend most of her time at an old ship by the Bay with figures of dolphins all around. She would dream of becoming a big star like Mandy Shen Man Qing(Jill Xu Jie Er).
20 years later, Xu Ce Ya became the the general manager of SET company, which his Grandpa is the Chairman. Xu Ce Ya and Tian Pian crossed paths again after 20 years, when Tian Pian auditioned for a singing role at SET for a drama starring her idol Mandy, and won the part, but not after going through several obstables.
Since then, the twists and turns of the story revolved on Xu Ce Ya, his Grandpa, his stepsister Shan Ni (Penny Lin Wei Xin), Mandy,and her boyfriend music producer Xiao Kang (Wallace Huo), who eventually trained Tian-Pian and became close to her.The most exciting part is the complicated love story between Tian Pian, Shan Ni, Xiao Kang, Xu Ce Ya and Mandy. The dolphin doll that Tian Pian dropped and picked up by Xu Ce Ya 20 years ago, became the key that constantly bothered him, because 20 years ago he as Tah-tah had made a pledge to then Siao Pin-Kang that he will not leave her.
if watchin tis drama really made u cry sia... scary.. hahaa!
time for me to do my stuffs le... bye!
dunno y, sat gt the feelin tt we r more like a fren.
u d ask me whether i was treated u like a fren anot...
but dunno y how come nw i felt tt u n i r fren..
tt was sat feelin.
bcoz u seem like didnt really care.
m i too petty?
dunno...
but nw.. feelin much much much better than sat.
bcoz u really bother to call n ask me "how r u?"
Mmm....
i tink i really nd to stop all these stuffs n tink more abt my attachment n tests n exam.
Friday, March 04, 2005
yest n 2day again
wed
nothin happened.
only tt seem like 1st time in tis sem had lunch wif joey, ade n kylie.
haha..
thanks for tt...
watched dohplin bay.. gee! nice n touchin..
2day like nt in a gd mood.
had ECAD demo.
suay man... tutor spotted my error...
gee!!
so didnt tink would get gd grade for tt.
then LAN... agian... nearly fell aslp in class..
lan prac was sian...
stil had the presentation on tt....
after lesson spent time in sch to amend pqs part...
omg... quite a lot of mistakes..
b4 goin hm, went to bukit batok central to top up my card n also went for a walk in wm. i was really like notin to do at all but the fact was tt i had things to do.
reached hm.. omg! my emotion had turned to "bad mood"
well... only 1 person knew wat wrongs wif me...
didnt like some ppl's attitude...
haiz..
i tink i m so too petty or wat bah.
i dun believe a lot of things le...
trust tis word seem tt alrdy lost in my mind.
i dun believe much... esp ppl who i didnt contact much.
then for some ppl who close to me, i seem tryin to avoid.
well... dun ask me y as i also dunno.
nothin happened.
only tt seem like 1st time in tis sem had lunch wif joey, ade n kylie.
haha..
thanks for tt...
watched dohplin bay.. gee! nice n touchin..
2day like nt in a gd mood.
had ECAD demo.
suay man... tutor spotted my error...
gee!!
so didnt tink would get gd grade for tt.
then LAN... agian... nearly fell aslp in class..
lan prac was sian...
stil had the presentation on tt....
after lesson spent time in sch to amend pqs part...
omg... quite a lot of mistakes..
b4 goin hm, went to bukit batok central to top up my card n also went for a walk in wm. i was really like notin to do at all but the fact was tt i had things to do.
reached hm.. omg! my emotion had turned to "bad mood"
well... only 1 person knew wat wrongs wif me...
didnt like some ppl's attitude...
haiz..
i tink i m so too petty or wat bah.
i dun believe a lot of things le...
trust tis word seem tt alrdy lost in my mind.
i dun believe much... esp ppl who i didnt contact much.
then for some ppl who close to me, i seem tryin to avoid.
well... dun ask me y as i also dunno.
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
yest n 2day
yest had lesson frm 11 to 2+ pm.
didnt hav 10am SA lect.
then had 2hr of SA prac n acc seb to mel to repair her D-drive.
then waited for quite long sia...
went for EACD lect then plus us in there only 5 ppl sia...
scary~!
went to KFC after tt n went hm.
after tt went to JE IMM while my dad went to the vacuum cleaner company to reapair the vacuum cleaner...
at there, had my 2nd KFC dinner again..
then bought food then went hm.
while on the way hm, realised tt the bus which i was in gt drove passed my fren's hse.
nothin much at all after tt.
the nxt day woke up at 6+ jz bcoz nded to teach my bro spelling.
then slept until 7+ then woke up.
had lesson at 9am then until 11am.
after tt went to meet up ah pig.
super long time didnt meet up le.
feelin weird n suddenly felt a bit couldnt use to it.
then we went to watch "hide n seek".
thought was a ghost movie but ended up was nt.
a bit surprisin for the endin part as the murder actually was the dad himself.
but the prob was, y didnt her daughter told him tt charle was her dad?
so weird..
went to his hse to get the anime vcd n he went to work while i went hm.
while on the way hm, really like lost feelin like tt. couldnt explain at all. rather goin short cut, i walked a longer distance. haha.. didnt noe wat goin on to me.
went hm bcame back to my normal self. watched tv, surfed net, blah blah blah...
didnt noe tt izzit tt my life?
dunno...
nw gt tons of stuffs nd to do. dunno whether able to do anot. sian...
didnt hav 10am SA lect.
then had 2hr of SA prac n acc seb to mel to repair her D-drive.
then waited for quite long sia...
went for EACD lect then plus us in there only 5 ppl sia...
scary~!
went to KFC after tt n went hm.
after tt went to JE IMM while my dad went to the vacuum cleaner company to reapair the vacuum cleaner...
at there, had my 2nd KFC dinner again..
then bought food then went hm.
while on the way hm, realised tt the bus which i was in gt drove passed my fren's hse.
nothin much at all after tt.
the nxt day woke up at 6+ jz bcoz nded to teach my bro spelling.
then slept until 7+ then woke up.
had lesson at 9am then until 11am.
after tt went to meet up ah pig.
super long time didnt meet up le.
feelin weird n suddenly felt a bit couldnt use to it.
then we went to watch "hide n seek".
thought was a ghost movie but ended up was nt.
a bit surprisin for the endin part as the murder actually was the dad himself.
but the prob was, y didnt her daughter told him tt charle was her dad?
so weird..
went to his hse to get the anime vcd n he went to work while i went hm.
while on the way hm, really like lost feelin like tt. couldnt explain at all. rather goin short cut, i walked a longer distance. haha.. didnt noe wat goin on to me.
went hm bcame back to my normal self. watched tv, surfed net, blah blah blah...
didnt noe tt izzit tt my life?
dunno...
nw gt tons of stuffs nd to do. dunno whether able to do anot. sian...
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