Sunday, February 27, 2005

thanks for everythin

realised that these days havin ppl taggin in my tagboard. although do not know who are they but still thanks for spending the time reading it. in additional, for the care and concerns you all give.

exam coming soon after all the assignments complete. 29/3. well. thinking to study hard due to my assignment scoring super lousy. study time for me...

if i unable to meet up with anyone i know, please forgive me for my stuffs that need to do. not that i want this to happen but time for me is not enough.

feeling super tired of in my house. although there is feeling but the feeling seem like going to vanish sooner or later. gee!

dun like

well... a lot of things pops up in my mind.
my family bonding is tt really tt bad?
dunno..
jz dunno...

grandma dunno y like to say somethin which nt true.
sometimes i also cant stand her...

Saturday, February 26, 2005


a much formal pic.

we r damn nothin to do...

haha.. sean

wow.... nice!

eggs in a cup of ice

fried eggs..

wah.. dun stare at each other leh...

wat goin on up in the sky???

y jason has tis kind of reaction?

wow... prawns eaten by...... k... hahaa!

huiying acts cute.. hahaa... opps! ;p

eggs in icy water....

?? y there is a "X"??

gee....wat meat is tt?

egg shells....

haha... wat happening?? drink whiched added root beer n applz

so many cans...

omg... so oily...

cans...

haha...

want to drink soup??

hahaa... such a nice pic yet gt tt hand...

blah blah blah...

huiyng.sebrina.surprise

yes... tt u!

haha.... i wan to fight some1 liao...

wah... wat r u lookin at??

haha.... so cute!

wah... fighting????

Mmmm..........

~huiying.kylie.surprise.sebrian~

haha.. sean been kidnap by kylie!!

haha... we 3 siao gal taking pic in the bus... c la.. stil gt ppl wan to join us.. haha! (behind huiying n me)

blah blah blah... gee! wat tt behind huiying? haha... ;p

can c? no rite?

Mm... talk abt the spore idol.. aha

fri was a tired day. had utm lesson from 1-2+pm. everyone thought that we would have a presentation for tt day yet tutor totally forgotten about it at all! well. a bit wasted as seb, huiying and i spent the few hours of disucssing what to write for our second assignment of the utm.

went to do ECAD assignment the additional parts but couldnt do the last part.. sian!! as for huiying.... what i could to her was that she was too blur and sure could not get higher result due to her blurness... hahaa! huiying, you should know what the resason for that.

thought of going home first and then met up huiying to to go CC as usher. ended up we didn't have enough time to go home. so we had our dinner at KFC(bukit timah shopping centre). something caught our eyes. a cute little girl was having a hamster in KFC. a real one. well, what caught our eyes? haha.. in KFC, would we able to see pets, animals? the answer was "no" as KFC was the place to have meal. well, tt kid was like making a new home for her hamster. the hamter indeed cute but well, there was still a place to eat... not a good idea.

worst part came... this little kid(heard from huiying) didn't wash her hand after clearing up her hamster's cage and she bought the cheesse fries... instead of using fork... she used her hands... Mm.... then the funny part... she asked me to lend her25 cents as she short of 25 cents to take bus and said that she would return me. but the problem was, i didn't have any coins. so too bad.

after meal went to CC to meet up. didn't really know what going on so just look look see see. after that went to bukit view primary school.. after that then realised that the spore idol that malay guy(didn't know his name) came there. so many malay children, teenagers were there! as an usher, i sould control the crowds but seem like they were too "strong". *scary*

true enough, he really came! screaming and shouting were all over the place. didn't able to hear what he was talking about as the PA system in that school was super super super lousy! at there also realised that he was living in bukit batok area and also seem that his "mother school" was bukit batok primary school.

ended... GEE! people were super crazy over him. everyone were running over him! i couldn't even control at all. shouted at them also no use... they just pushed pushed pushed...

went back to CC after that and had some rest. after that went home. i was super hungry until my legs were like tofu... soft soft 1.. mind couldn't think at all. felt super giddy. no more energy to walk home. therefore the only choice was took bus...

nothing much to do as i couldn't solve my last additional part. but i still slept at 3+am. actually few days ago promised ah pig would accompany him early in the morning to buy breakfast for my family but ended up he went to buy himself while i was still sleeping soundly. he bought so many things to eat which really shocked my mum. haha... she didn't expect him would come and also came with so many things. haha... while as for me, even he came i still sleeping on my warm bed.

9am then forced myself to wake up to watch cartoon. realised that i really had a deep dark circle around my eyes. aiya... tonight would be sleeping early or i can be singapore the first human panda. haha.. had breakfast from ah pig and did housework and bath. after that didn't know what ther reason why today i was so slow. stil got the feeling of yesterday.. didn't have any energy. after that went to meet up ah pig and went to west mall.

after that went to school to complete everything for the assignment. then realised that tons of problems occured... haha.. mine second additional part got something wrong but didn't bother to check as i really couldn't think at all. my brain cells died half of it already. since 1+ until 5+. finished everything and we went to have mac for dinner wif seb and huiying.

after that went home. felt tired... and also felt something was not right even though already finished the assignment.. (now still have 2 more)...

didn't want to think anymore le...

reached home then realised that my brother was having fever... but whenever gt comp he was like return back his energy... haha...


i don't know why, my feeling onwards something/someone seem short..
but at least much more longer than in the past.
haiz!
really scare something will happen in future which made my mind think wild.
i hate to think so much as that is not my nature.
but thinking of looking in future, tons of sadness just jump into my mind.
i do not know what to do or say for that.
i just only don't want to think so much...

Friday, February 25, 2005

tones of stuffs nd to settle

mon stuffs jz as normal as a normal day i had been.
jz tt tis time was wif assignment tt acc me.

d the shopping cart..
Mmm.. nt bad was tt i didnt do much of the stuffs.
able to do the "delete all" button n linking product description part n tt it.
although jz a bit, my heart stil felt happy abt it.

tues stayed in sch after lesson to do continue doin ecad.
ended up i didnt do anythin. tt the more jialat part. dunno when i would able to complete it...

wed didnt really doin the ecad.. haha.. then also tt didnt hav SA lesson le!
gt back lan result which quite pleased to me.. haha...
met up wif vio but ended up she was late.
gee..!
dun late can?
haa.. but i knew tt u would late.. hahaa! so nvm.
she passed me comices n some vcds n cds.
gee! tt heavy!
after tt went to mos burger n jz for these snacks spent abt 13++
hahaa..
went to singtel after tt as she wanted to buy a new hp.
wow.. she really rich sia... wanted to buy the newest brand..

reached hm.. while intended to do my routine "hsewk", mum asked me n my dad n my bro to temple..
wat the...
so we rushed dwn all the way to there.
as tt day was the last day of the lunar new yr, so nded to go for pray pray...
then while waiting...
guess wat...
somethin which i didnt even believe my eyes!
i saw ah pig went in to the temple!!!
omg...
really so surprising!!!
bcoz his kind of stupid face didnt look like he would go to temple n pray 1.. aha!
i trying hard to avoid him n ended up..
he didnt notice me at all..
haaa..
funny rite?
i was such a big size human being standing at there yet he didnt even notice me.. haa!

he walked all the way out of the temple n i sms him.
then he walked back to the temple again.. hahaa!

he walked wif us all the way to keming there n bye to each other.

well.. jz a funny n weird day.. hahaa..

thurs really a bad day for me.
had back my pm assignment n realised tt seng kee's part of tons of mistakes.. haiz! gt a C+ which i didnt really like it at all... nt tt i wanted to blame but.. aiya... my feelin disorder bah.
then also gt back the pm test.. Mmm..... roughly i could say tt i scored badly for tt. was tt i wad having high expectation on my result yet didnt bother to put in effort?

somethin happened. didnt really wanted to talk abt tt anymore as my feeling onwards tis incidents seem bad. had explaination but feelin in my heart stil there. how i wish tt i m nt belong to there...

lihong acc me to wait for vio n yu qian to come. ppl like me who having a weird stomach ez hungry nded to hav somethin to eat. so went to bread talk(wm) to grab somethin to fill up my stomach.

met up wif vio n yu qian... tis time we went to sakae sushi... vio was funny. said wanted to hav small stuffs ended up she had 6 plates! i jz only gt 1 plate as i jz wanted to hav eggs.. haha.. yu qian had 2... MMm... no mood to eat also... haha!

reached hm i was really like a half dead siao woman.. haa...

well.. nothin much to say.. haha... tt all....


































dunno wat goin on to me. y i treat every words r true in ppl's heart. too direct hurt some1. but nt too direct yet hide something which is true to some1. ppl like me sld nt live in tis world as i dun even noe wat is truth n wat is lie...

Sunday, February 20, 2005


hahaa.. my cousin... she is soo clever but too palyful.. haha!

hheee... a prawn!!! but too bad nt frm ym hse 1.

can c wat inside the fish tank????

a gift frm ah pig... haha.. thanks thanks

happy n sad stuffs all come 2gether

wed had lesson until 5pm. along the lesson was bored i could say but happy was tt i didnt fall aslp which normally i d in class.
ISDT lesson quickly d my assignment n printed out. realised tt my begin handout n the latest handout had a great difference!! jz felt lucky tt had changed n learnt lots of lesson frm here.

after lesson went to wm wif huiying to buy ade's present. haha... we were like searched the whole gift shops but none of them we felt like it. however we stil able to get somethin normal yet meaningful to her. only hope that her would like it.

the nxt day while goin to sch, i realised tt i 4gt to brin the present!!! i quickly rushed hm to brin the present. luckly tt my bus didnt left my alone.. haha!

had lesson.. sian i could say. ECAD i really stucked in the beginnin while seb n huiying were bz doin tt... die die die... after tt lesson was PM. tutor didnt like us to open lappy. then he shouted to joey n kylie to close dwn lappy... ! shout u noe!!! he sure super angry abt it. but really couldnt understand y couldnt we on the lappy? haha...

had a grp work wif sangar, irwan, sze wei, seb n huiying. we disccused abt PM qns 2... then when tutor discussed abt the ans, he seem like skipped our grp.. haha! but he didnt in the end.

had LAN lesson after tt. LAN lesson really a slping spell for me. easily fell aslp in class. prac lesson seem fun.. haha!

well... HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY TO ADELINE!

fri had PQS test! didnt bother to study as more i studied the more i confused!
so jz sat the test loh..
luckily was tt i knew most of it or really a could cry to hav a retest...
then UTM handed up the 1st assignment n nw stil gt the 2nd assignment! sian...

the class organised to go to owen's hse n seb's hse in the evenin but i didnt able to make it as i nded to attend steamboat dinner at hm wif my relatives so sad sad.. couldnt make it...

sat went to huiying's hse to do the 1st part report of the PQS as we aftraid tt we didnt hav the time to do it. so frm ard 2+ d until 6+. couldnt believe tt we wrote 5 pages full... b4 goin to her hse i sms her tt i didnt wan to bring lappy but she insisted me to brin. ended up didnt use at all!!! she jz didnt wan to listen my advise.. aiyo!!!

while goin hm, received sms frm my fren tt his grandma's passed away...
my 1st thought was tt he muz b kiddin... but realised tt it was nt..
my mood changed the moment i realised was real.. no mood to tink of other stuffs.
felt guilty tt i couldnt go there to visit as for the moment tons of assignments nded to hand in tis wk. i didnt noe how to cheer him up.. really. felt super useless.
then didnt noe y gt tis kind of tinkin.. y ppl sldnt go muz go n y ppl sld go couldnt go...
i scare to go there.. jz like last yr. jz only felt wan to cry the moment i went there.

reached hm n realised tt my dad's bro's family came.. sian loh!
i thought was celebratin my grandma's birthday ended up became like tt.
then very nosiy la my hse.
my cousin bought new nokia hp n my mum bought her old hp..
omg!
nw i didnt bother to look at the new hp much. didnt noe y. jz no mood.
my family was tt who bought new hp sure had some quarrellin...
haiz!
hate tt...

so yest didnt manage to do anythin since i was so tired.

then also realised tt i didnt meet up ah pig for 1 wk le..
while talkin to him was like... MMm.... didnt noe how to describe... haiz.
jz felt sian la...

Tuesday, February 15, 2005

3day day of chinese new yr until nw

wow.
long time didnt write le..
continued frm 3day day of chinese new yr...

3rd day of chinese new yr was fell on fri.
so suay tt i nded to go for lesson.
had lesson until 5pm then met up wif ah pig to visit sec sch fren's hse bai nian.
1st went to tze siang's hse.
had steamboat again... whole 3 days had steamboat....
serene, lay eng, yu pei, wei lun, tian fu, miao miao, kai wei were there alrdy.
then went to si kai's hse.
they all played "21 pts".
n i didnt noe how to play so didnt play but jz looked how they played.
after tt went to kai wei's hse.
hahaa... they all continued playin tis...

ard 10+ i had called frm mum..
haiz... went hm time..
ah pig sent me hm..
hahaa...
then while goin to reach hm...
touched by his words...
thanks for understandin me...

4th day of chinese new yr...
thought tt able to do proj in my hse wif huiying, ling n seb.
but ended up cancelled...
so nothin to do..
met up wif ah pig to orchard then jz only had our meal n left tt place..
we were lame rite? hahaa...

sunday time went to sean's hse bai nian.
ended up only seng kee, seb n kylie n i went.
as i the only 1 who didnt noe how to play mahjong.
so i only could b the 1 who looked ard ppl's cards...
hahaa!!
frm there learnt a lot how to play tt...
7.30pm i left the place..
met up wif ah pig n went hm.
hahaa...
ah pig super nervous...
jz only bai nian mah... y so nervous??
then he also had his dinner at my hse...

well.. ended up kanna scolded by my mum tt i was nt been "open".
tt mean tt i was like kept my mouth shut n didnt bother to introduce every1 in the family.
well... tt me...

mon was V day...
hahaa..
received rose frm ade, owen n floyd..
thanks!
n also wish u all a happy v day!

had lunch wif huiying while seb alrdy went to find ivan le..
then went to wm wif huiying(actually was she acc me.. ahaaa)
then bought some stuffs at there..
went to ah pig's hse n passed it to him.

went to sun tec carrerfour there...
bought our food n drinks to there..
tis time we limited ourselves to spend less than $10..
but ended up we spent more than tt...

drove to a open field which located at the place where every yr had firework near esplande.
wow..
windy!!
had our "dinner" then i drank a lot of tt drink(had 6% ac)
then mum called le..
so nded to go hm asap...
reached ah pig's hse as i put my lappy at there...
while he on the way to take my stuffs,
i vomited n felt dizzy n super nt feelin well...
wah...
1st time vomited in public...
i kept on vomited...
gee!!!
after for abt 15min,
i felt better n quickly went hm...
reached hm i was totally ok le!
tt weird!!!!
hahaa... siao siao liao me...
had a gd nite slp n felt super ok the nxt day.
tt was a "worse" v day tt i had celebrated... hahaa!

so fast, v day jz passed.
tues was a sian day.
realised tt my ISDT assignment nded to change...
gee!!!
then ECAD part... chim chim n more chim!!!
hahaa..
met up wif ah pig after lesson.
had lunch as i was super super super hungry...
i was wonderin..
izzit tt my stomach gt worms???

after tt went hm le...
played games again.. haaa!
n also watched anime..
haiz!
time for me to do my stuffs le...

Friday, February 11, 2005

2nd day of chinese new yr

-happy 2nd day of chinese new yr-

went to ah pig's relative at houguang.
met up wif maggie n went there.
realised tt maggie asked me weird qns while on the way..
hahaa!
reached the mrt station,
maggie wanted me to guess which direction would ah pig walked..
hahaa..
ended up nt 1 lost but we walked to the direction which maggie guessed..
but i jz denied.. hahaa..

n she saw toilet shop.
these words made her laughed non-stop.
i jz only said tt impossible to hav a shop tt for toilet only.. then she jz laughed...

took car to there n realised tt tt place was quite quiet..

went up..
wow..
their hse quite big...
hahaa..
had steamboat again..
ahaha..
since chinese new yr eve until nw i everyday had steamboat...
then at there for a while n nded to go to woodland to meet my parents..
ended up took cab...

tt driver..
wah lao.. made me super angry abt it...
i really didnt noe where was the actual place...
sms to sis n she told me drive 60.
told driver abt it n he said "sure hav ave! dun tink i m a fool"
gee!!!

walked ard the area then saw the buildin..
wah... 2nd day i alrdy lost my temper...

reached there asked my dad whether later i could go to my fren's hse bian nian anot.
n he said very late liao...
so sms ah pig tt i couldn go...
felt sorry abt it tt the outcome was like tt.

took the pic of the baby n the dad of the baby was super humble...
then had meal at mac.
after tt went hm.

Wednesday, February 09, 2005

a weird feelin for chinese new yr

yest was chinese new yr eve.
so didnt really woke up early but helped out some stuffs at hm n went to wm 2 return the bks which i borrowed.
then also met up ah pig.
we watched "i do i do"
realised tt only we 2 lame ppl went to watch tt show.

well tt show quite ok la.
gt funny parts but lots of singlish.
then also added hokkiens.

after tt went to ah pig's hse for dinner.
super paiseh sia!
so many ppl yet stil ask me to go there to eat.

ate until 9+ then went to bukit batok control station to meet tian fu, si kai, serene, lay eng, kai wei, tze siang n wei lun to go to chinatown n loyang.
tt was my 1st time went out wif them at such a late nite.
then had call frm ah di then told him tt i would b reach hm late.

we went to bukit timah there to meet up goldwin n his gf but ended up frm 10+ until 11+!
had call again...
omg..
thought of goin hm but ended up didnt...

they came..
then we went straight to loyang temple there...
then angry part was tt ended up goldwin didnt come wif us...
like wasted time waitin n i couldnt reach hm late.

n also gt 1 part tt lynna seem angry tt didnt pick her up...
didnt really noe the reason for tt...
jz only hope tt everythin was fine...
then i also felt tt..
i was too extra at there..
it jz only a feelin only...
Mmm... might b bcoz i really nt close to them at all.

reached there..
wow!
so many ppl!!!!
then nded to walk a long route in order to go to the temple.
tt time i reached was ard 12+-1+.
then gt a big grp of ppl squeezin to get the gold coin...
then i also went in..
wah lao!!
ppl qho wanted to take the coin all super scary.
kept on pushin 1...
then also tt i nt tall loh...
then like kanna been squeezed like a hot pancake...

finally..
i gt the queue then went in n took the coin..
wow..
couldn believe my eyes tt i able to get 1 of it.

we went to pray pray...
wow... the smoke was super super strong....
strong until i couldn open my eyes at all.
n also made my eyes so watery...

after a while saw goldwin n her gf..
Mmm... jz a shock gt frm them.

went to chinatown after tt.
omg... sooo many ppl....
another of squeezin time...
didnt like but.. no choice...
tt time was ard 2+ to 3+
call frm mum..
knowin tt she worried but i didnt hav the choice..

ard 4+ then went hm.
wow..
tt the 1st time wif ah pig for so long.
12hr+
Mmm... couldn believe it.. haha!
reached hm ard 5am le...
i really boke my 2 yrs ago result which was 3am...
tis day really special to me.. hahaa!

today really a super sian chinese new yr..
nt only 1 of the relatives gav the $ lesser than last yr..
stil talked as if they were very big like tt..
didnt like tt attitdue they gav...
n their son...
wah lao!
i really wan to whack him loh..
super disrespectful to the elders...
n he was jz pri 6...
ARGH!
after my grandma passed away, distance between tis relative was further n further...
last yr at least would stay for 2 to 3 hrs..
tis time...
1+hr we went off frm their hse.
i didnt bother much le..

tml again wil b goin to other relatives' hse.. n also mayb goin to ah pig there 1...
Mmm.... wat wil tt b like?? hahaa...

Saturday, February 05, 2005

a day which i totally couldnt 4get sia...

how i wish gt a hole for me to dig in n dun wan to c tis realtic world... but i tink dun hav sia...

-nothin to update-

omg... wat tt???

smoke!!!

Friday, February 04, 2005

nothin to do

Mmm.... tues only went for lesson until 1pm.
went to wm wif huiying n thought would able to meet ah pig.
but...
ended up he didnt come...
a bit angry i could say.
but luckily tt huiying was wif me then i didnt really angry...
n also tt... he didnt really promised me..
or he really would regret 1...
haaa..

huiying n i talked all along..!
could believe bah...
hahaa..
talked a lot of stuffs..
n also talked abt in the past...

wed really gt the PM quiz..
then i seem a bit suay kanna "pink" form...
really quite difficult compare wif huiying n seb...
aiya..
really hope could pass...

then had 2hrs break n we(seb, huiying n me) went to canteen 5 as they didnt been there b4.
aiya.. too bad didnt able to take dwn the "canteen 5" as most of the ppl thought tt canteen 5 was SIM.

had our ISDT team assignment in class...
nt bad la..
able to finish it on tt day...
then printed n handed in.
i didnt wan to come here again le!
seb went off 1st after SA while we were amendin the assignment.
then handed in to 8th floor.
suay...
haven 6pm the door was locked!!!
then anglela wee(didnt noe how to spell her name)-director of ICT helped us to open the door.
then asked us the reaon for comin.
then she asked," nt the late assignment rite?"
haaa...
then we said tt our assignment was due on fri...

came out frm the door...
i smell "o-da"
then saw the sky was covered wif thick smoke!!!
wah....
gt fire ah??

thurs was a bored day i could say...
went to sch then went hm..
but tis time we went hm ard 4.20pm..
had revisin the LAN test on mon..
wah!!
chim chim!!
only hope tt i could pass la!!

these day been readin my previous long time blog...
realised tt i couldnt rem all the stuffs!!!
i really suffered lost memoryin early age...

2day didnt nd to go to sch!!!
then also thought tt able to go out wif ah pig...
but...
jz as i thought...
he totally nt free!!
wah..
he stil said tt wan to go out n buy new yr stuffs yest...
luckily again tt he didnt promise...

nothin to do at all...
then really tinkin...
really gt future anot?
i really only hope tt i was tinkin much...
but... the more i thought abt it.... my heart felt the pain.
couldnt believe tt i had a real deep thought of my future...
tears jz came out frm my dry eyes...
i didnt wan to tink anymore!!!
only thought..
tt my retributation...

in the evenin..
wilson asked me to help him for his FYP...
couldnt believe tt..
i knew nothin...
really nothin!!
then he asked me to help him to create a logo...

then helped him n let him looked..
then he said...
d i know tt wat the meanin of the colour??
well.. i didnt noe...
he thought tt durin ecad lesson gt teach but sad to say.. no..
red means angry, also means hot

blue means loyalty
white means pure
puple means passion
yellow means dirtyblack means sinister

wah...
really didnt noe anythin abt it until he told me tt even the colour also link to the website...
tutor really didnt teach mah..
he didnt blame me for tt... but i felt some pressure on me le...
he was a it way too high expecation on his work...
but the prob was tt..
he only d login page... other 30-40 pages he haven even touched it.. omg!
haaa...

redo 3 times then passed to him..
then both him n i gt the same feelin of the logo i d..
sld delete away the bee's pic..!
hahaa...

then said sorry to him n said didnt help him.
then he was a bit angry.
really.. i iddnt help much...
n said tt i didnt learn anythin frm sch...
"
as long as you get the foundation right can lao
tell you
go outside work
what school teach
cannot be applied one
only the fundation is good
cos it allows you to understand new thing easy"

tt really gav me advise!
haaa...
thanks!